Of Beautiful Green Eyes

Chapter 1

A/N: Edited and Revised. ^^

The clock ticked slowly going past midnight. Hakkai lay in bed waiting for Gojyo to arrive home. Gojyo had left for town around four in the afternoon. Gojyo usually stayed out late but he was usually home at around eleven. He told Hakkai there was no need to stay out too late since he now had something to come home to. Hakkai smiled, he was happy that Gojyo looked forward to coming home early because he was there. Hakkai turned to his side to get comfortable, he had spent the day cleaning up the mess Gojyo and his buddies had made the night before. Hakkai had gone to see Sanzo and Goku, and Gojyo had invited some of his friends from the town over for a party. Gojyo had a lot of friends in the town, especially girls, but he also had invited the new doctor in the town. A tall plump youkai named Yamuko. Yamuko had moved into the town to replace the former doctor who had decided to retire. He was a highly intelligent youkai, and knew almost every type of medicine known to man. But despite his intelligence his house keeping and manners were simply terrible. When the party was over he had left a giant mess, and had eaten practically all of the food in the house. While Gojyo offered to help Hakkai preferred to do all the cleaning and shopping himself. Hakkai had met Yamuko only once when Gojyo had sprained his ankle, his large hands quickly binding the ankle. He had smiled at them and had given Gojyo some pills to take for the swelling. Hakkai sighed he really wanted to sleep, but he knew Gojyo would probably come home drunk. Usually that consisted of Hakkai supporting Gojyo to the bathroom to hurl. Hakkai’s thoughts then drifted back to Yamuko; even though he was a nice man something bothered Hakkai about him.

An hour passed by and Hakkai was slowly drifting off to sleep when he heard the door to his room open. Hakkai’s eyes quickly opened as he saw Gojyo standing by the doorway. Hakkai blinked, he hadn’t heard Gojyo come in. "Goyjo? Are you alright?" he asked Gojyo didn't answer but began staggering towards Hakkai. Hakkai got out of bed and walked towards Gojyo who looked like he had had too much to drink. "Gojyo I believe you’re drunk. We should get you into bed, in the morning I'll give you an aspirin." said Hakkai as he went to support Gojyo who looked as if he was going to pass out at any minute. Hakkai was about to place his hand on Gojyo when Gojyo grabbed it. “Huh…” said Hakkai. Goyjo then lifted up his head and looked at Hakkai with pure evil, something Hakkai had never seen. Hakkai winced as Gojyo's grip on his arm became tighter cutting off his circulation. "Gojyo, you’re hurting me. Please let go of me, so I can help you to your room." Goyjo did not let go. Instead he twisted Hakkai's arm behind his back so that he couldn't move. Hakkai felt the pain shoot up his arm. "Gojyo, you’re hurting me, please let go." Gojyo then turned Hakkai roughly around, pushed him with a ferocity that hurt onto the bed. Hakkai yelped and looked up at Goyjo whose eyes were indistinguishably evil. "Gojyo, w-what are you doing?" Gojyo had never acted like this, he had told Hakkai that he would rather kill himself then hurt someone intentionally. Gojyo didn't answer instead he pinned Hakkai’s arms to his sides and attacked his lips into a hard painful kiss. Hakkai lay there in shock for a minute, warning bells going off in his head. Why was Gojyo doing this? They were both straight men, they loved each other, but not in that manner. Why? Hakkai managed to push Gojyo off of him and get off the bed. Hakkai didn’t know what was wrong with Gojyo, all he knew was that he had to get out of the house.

"Gojyo, I'm leaving. You’re not yourself right now." Hakkai started moving quickly towards the door, but Gojyo pounced grabbing him by the shoulders. Hakkai turned around and out of instinct hit him in the stomach. Hard enough to make him let go but not hard enough to make him pass out. He didn’t want to hurt Gojyo, because he still didn’t know what was going on. Hakkai ran outside of the room and towards the kitchen, in hopes Gojyo would be too confused to follow him. He was wrong, Gojyo was still following determined to get what he wanted. Hakkai moved quickly as he made his way towards the door throwing pieces of funiture on the way in hopes that it would slow Gojyo down. It didn't, Gojyo just kicked every piece of furniture out of the way. Hakkai saw the door and made a break for it, but Gojyo got there first. How he got there so quickly it was unknown. Hakkai backed up and made an attempt to make it to the back door, but tripped over a tossed over piece of furniture, falling down with full impact making his body explode with pain. He could already feel the bruises surfacing on the skin He then felt Goyjo stand up above him. Hakkai backed up slowly, as Gojyo approached him like a wild animal stalking his prey. Hakkai knew he could stop Gojyo, but his body wasn’t letting him. He was just too frightened. Gojyo then lifted him up by the shirt and slung him across the shoulder. Hakkai struggled, kicking and pounding, but Gojyo seemed unaffected. Gojyo threw him on to the bed like a bag of sand, causing Hakkai’s already injured back to sear with pain.
This time Hakkai felt Goyjo get on top of him. Hakkai knew what Goyjo was planning to do and pushed against Goyjo's shoulders."Gojyo...please... don't do this! You don't know what you’re doing! Don’t do something you’ll regret." Gojyo leaned in and began to kiss Hakkai around the neck. “You’re mine.” Said Gojyo as he nuzzled Hakkai’ "Goyjo no...stop..." Hakkai then felt his night shirt being pulled down his slender shoulders and a trail of kisses/bites began to cover them. “Your skin is so soft, just like I imagined it would.” Said Gojyo between kisses. Hakkai moved his legs in an attempt to kick Gojyo off but Gojyo had him in a locked position. Goyjo then ran his hand underneath Hakkai's shirt. Hakkai felt his body shudder with pleasure. "Gojyo, NO! Stop it! I don’t want this!" Hakkai then pushed forward hard hitting Gojyo in the mouth with his head. Gojyo grabbed his mouth that began to bleed. Hakkai once again got off the bed and made a break for the door. Goyjo was now very angry; he tackled Hakkai and brought him to the floor. He then forced Hakkai on his back and ripped off Hakkai's shirt as if it were tissue. He then ripped off Hakkai's pants and underwear, and pressed himself against his friend. The sheer force of his clothes being ripped off left some marks on his body. Hakkai tired to move but his already given injuries weren’t letting him. "No! NO! Gojyo NO! Please… I don't want this. I never wanted this! Not like this!" screamed Hakkai. “Shut up!” Gojyo slapped him hard against the cheek, and began to open the fly of his pants. The impact of the slap shot pain across Hakkai’s face. Hakkai felt his head start to spin, as Gojyo pushed his legs backwards and got on top of him. Still in a daze, he had his hands in front of him seeking to push Gojyo off, but Gojyo was now dominating in strength.

Time stopped for a few seconds and then it came; the pain shooting up his spine. Hakkai saw white and then dots started forming on his eyes; Gojyo had entered him with full force. Hakkai, crying out, dug his nails into Gojyo’s back and raked them down breaking through the skin. The more he screamed the more Gojyo pushed. Tears started to fall down Hakkai’s cheeks, stinging his already beaten face. Hakkai then began pulling Gojyo's hair in hopes that he would get out of him, but he didn’t, instead Gojyo grabbed his wrists and firmly pinned them to the sides of Hakkai's head. “Go…jyo…, you…re… hurting… me…Ple…ase…stop it… stop…” Gojyo didn’t stop; he just continued to ram himself into his friend’s body, grunting like a wild animal. Hakkai struggled for a few more minutes and then gave in. It was already done, and there was nothing he could do about it. He was on the floor, completely naked, and was having his body violated…by his best friend. He had no more energy, but Gojyo it seemed had an endless supply of it. Hakkai lay there on the floor, while silent tears of humiliation ran down his cheeks. “…stop…” The torture went on for more than an hour and at some point he went limp and lost all feeling in his lower body. He was covered in sweat and blood…as well as some other stuff. His vision began to blur as he slowly started falling into unconsciousness, due to the agony. Eventually Gojyo reached his final climax and fell on to the shaking body of his unwilling partner. Gojyo laid on top of Hakkai still nestled inside of him, breathing heavily; his dead weight crushing Hakkai. He remained inside of his traumatized partner for about two minutes then pulled out with a loud grunt and collapsed seemingly satisfied.

Hakkai lay on the floor with his emerald eyes dazed out as everything slowly went black.

Hakkai woke up the next morning, his head spinning, and his body in severe pain. He attempted to get up but his body felt so heavy. He slowly turned around and looked at Gojyo with the saddest look on his face. Memories of the horrible incident flooding through his head. He felt very dirty, humiliated, and betrayed, having been taken advantage of by his best friend. He slowly tried to stand, but his body didn’t give. He fell down the minute he tried. What had happened? Was all Hakkai could think about as he crawled on the floor towards a corner, blood and sweat staining the floor. He put himself into a sitting position and brought his knees up to his chin. Tears started to form on the corner of his eyes and soon he was crying harder. The thoughts of what he had been thinking about before the whole ordeal flowing through his mind.

Goyjo awoke ten minutes later and put his hand on his head. He was still half asleep lifting himself up using his hands; he felt his whole body shake. He was about to rub his eyes when he felt something wet on his hand. Looking at his hand he noticed it was covered in blood and… another substance. His eyes widened, he then heard crying in the room and his head turned immediately towards the crying. Expecting to see a girl, his heart stopped when he saw Hakkai naked in the corner hugging his knees. “God, no…” Gojyo then noticed the strips of material that had once been Hakkai’s pajamas scattered all over the floor, and the reminisces of sex and shame filled the air. Gojyo got up and quickly went over to Hakkai to inspect the damage. “Hakkai?” Gojyo stretched his hand over to touch Hakkai, but Hakkai slapped it away. “Don’t touch me.” Gojyo noticed that a small puddle of blood was forming underneath Hakkai, and there were little droplets leading to it from where he had been sleeping. Traces of the crime leading to scared victim. Smudges of blood staining the white carpet like a speck of dirt in the middle of snow, and Hakkai’s porcelain skin tainted with cuts, bruises, and red marks. Hakkai looked at Gojyo. “Don’t you remember what happened last night? When you came in here…When you came in here…and…” Hakkai inhaled deeply his eyes wide with fear. Gojyo backed away from Hakkai, speechless. Desperately trying to remember doing something so vile to his best friend, or trying to figure out why. “Hakkai… I’m sorry…I don’t know what happened…I…” Hakkai looked at Gojyo with his tear stained face and frowned. "You think everything will be all right after you say you're sorry?" "No, I..." "You think I can forget what you've done to me, the pain and the humiliation; just by saying you're sorry?"

Hakkai forced himself up but the minute he stood up his knees buckled and he fell to the ground. The damage that had been done to Hakkai’s body was even more noticeable when he stood up. His back was covered in black blotches, and blood was dripping from his entrance. His neck, chest and shoulders were raw and bleeding; his pretty face was swollen, and red. Guilt shot through Gojyo as he watched his friend struggle to make it to the bed. Knowing that it would be a bad idea, Gojyo went behind Hakkai and lifted him up. Hakkai was very weak and needed rest, but being carried by Gojyo was the last thing that Hakkai wanted. “Gojyo! Put me DOWN! LET ME GO!” screamed Hakkai as he struggled to get out of Gojyo’s grasp. “Don’t touch me! STOP IT GOJYO!” Gojyo knew this was going to happen, but he didn’t want Hakkai to get hurt anymore than he already was. Despite the struggling, Gojyo gently laid Hakkai on the bed. Hakkai just glared at him. Gojyo was still shocked as to what had happened. "Hakkai, please listen to me. I know what I've done is unforgivable, but I still don’t even know what happened. I didn’t drink that much last night, and I certainly don’t remember coming in here or coming home for that matter.” Hakkai just continued to glare at Gojyo teary eyed. “Gojyo please leave. I don’t want to see you right now.” “But Hakkai…”
"GO!" shouted Hakkai, as he turned around and got into the fetal position. Pain shot through Gojyo’s chest like a bolt of lighting. A bloodless wound that hurt much more than the bloody one. He knew it was feudal to try to talk with Hakkai right now. The guilt that had been blocked by the shock at finding out what happened started to consume him. The thought of him taking Hakkai so sadistically scared him. There was no mystery on how revolting the whole incident must have been, but what worried him the most was that he didn’t remember any of it.


A/N Thank you to SuchACalamity for reviewing, it is greatly appreciated. ^^