Don\'t Know What You\'ve Got \'Till It\'s Gone
Heaven
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FAKE
Don't Know What
You've Got Till It's Gone
by
Summary: When
himself to save Ryo from a terrible accident, can Ryo overcome his shyness and
win back the love of his life before it's too late for their love?
Disclaimer:
FAKE and its characters are the property of Sanami
WARNING:
The character's reactions might be slightly out of character when faced with
traumatic events, but then again one never really knows how one will act when
confronted by inescapable tragedy.
WARNING: Lemon
(EXTREMELY graphic sex)
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Chapter
9. Heaven
(Warrant)
"
in a voice husky with need.
"You have
my love. You'll always have that,"
he wasn't misreading the subtle undertones imminent in Ryo's words. "What
else do I have to offer you, Randy?" he asked plaintively.
"I want
YOU," Ryo pleaded with a passionate burning intensity as his
me."
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"With
pleasure,"
replied as he smiled and pulled Ryo's body closer to him, bringing his hand
under his chin and gently tilting Ryo's face up to envelope his soft inviting
lips between his own.
known Randy for that long, he felt so right - this felt so right, having the
other man in his arms with
Ryo submitted to
the tender caressing and then the insistent pillaging of his mouth as
his heat again and again, leaving him immensely satiated while at the same time
leaving him desperately yearning for more. Ryo felt himself surrendering to his
raven-haired lover's spell that Dee had so intricately weaved over Ryo's entire
being, giving himself to the one he desired in utter supplication to Dee's
every whim.
moved closer to the smaller man, so he anchored him up against the wall and
snaked his powerful thigh between Ryo's legs to hold him steady.
as well as Ryo clung desperately onto
cavern, molding his tongue into all of the contours as if memorizing each intoxicating
aspect of the mouth that he so desperately craved. Ryo moaned wantonly into
in a tempting invitation for
utter abandon, delving deeper with each powerful thrust and causing Ryo to
practically collapse against
ministrations.
"
Ryo panted desperately, reluctantly breaking the kiss for air. "I want you
inside me. Take me - make me yours," Ryo commanded softly, thrusting his
hips to brush against
"Are you
sure?"
take advantage of the man's need for affection. Even now, under their current
circumstances, he had too much respect for Ryo to do that. In essence, it would
be their first time for
he was at this moment, not the faint glimmer embedded within the honey-
"Yes
experience the feel of you inside of me again. I want you to make love to me
with everything you have and everything that you are. I love you for who you
are and I want you to refamiliarize yourself with the
unmatched pleasure that my body can convey to you. I want to show you how much
I love you and I want you to physically express your love for me without fear
or doubt. Make me feel whole again - complete me," Ryo entreated passionately,
his
stoked by the exhilarating presence of the ebony-haired man pressed against
him.
Looking deep
into Ryo's eyes,
saw a blissful longing coupled with a rapturous desire that was enthralling.
to claim Ryo's mouth with a searing kiss that seemed to set their steamy bodies
on fire as they moved against one another, frantic to increase the contact of
the thrilling sensation of flesh against flesh as clothes were shed in the heat
of passion.
Once both men
were fully naked and compressed against one another within moments of being
separated, Dee claimed Ryo's mouth in another euphoric kiss, grinding his
pulsing erection against Ryo's and causing Ryo to gasp from the heat emanating
from it. This time, Ryo collapsed fully against
overwhelming sensations coursing throughout his flushed body. His knees just
couldn't hold out any more from
raven-haired man.
was just such a good kisser! "Woah,
careful,"
caught Ryo before he could fall.
"I-I'm
sorry,
darkened with passion and his mind reeling from
senses that he couldn't see straight. Every aspect of
and tonight was no exception.
gazed into
his skin screamed for the raven-haired man's touch.
"It's
okay,"
that he could have such an overwhelming effect on Ryo's compliant body.
Bringing one hand down in back of Ryo's knees and wrapping his muscular arms
around Ryo, Dee lifted him into his arms and held him snugly against his body,
once again claiming Ryo's bruised lips that he never tired of kissing in a
Ryo could only
moan in rapture and part his lips to welcome
completely to
limp in
Ryo thrusting his tongue against his only heightened the desire coursing like
liquid fire through
one in his arms.
Never breaking the kiss,
the bed, easing his body on top of Ryo's as they melted into the sheets. He
earned a welcoming gasp of pleasure from Ryo as his body was enveloped in
drunk in the vision of the man before him in all his glory, marveling at the
sight of Ryo's magnificent body, perfect in every way - and all his.
naked form, flushed pink from arousal, and captivated Ryo's dark
This time, Ryo did not look away and blush in embarrassment as he usually did
when mesmerized by the overwhelming trance of
swallow him up. Rather, he steadfastly met the gaze of the raven-haired man
above him with a dynamic lust present in his expressive eyes. Ryo looked deep
into
depths of them in utter abandonment of all rational thought. All that mattered
to him was the here and now of this long-anticipated moment.
Seeing this
newfound determination,
allowing himself to revel in the overwhelming feelings that were inundating his
senses. "Uhhhh, Dee," Ryo
moaned, throwing back his head and arching his back as
into contact with his chest. As Dee leaned down to consume Ryo's luscious mouth once
again, he moved his body in an insistent rhythm against Ryo's, the light sheen
of sweat coating both of their sleek bodies allowing Dee to move against Ryo
with ease while creating a steamy friction between them. Ryo moved against
supplication, entreating
his honey-blond lover, who was wallowing in utter abandon and writhing in
unmitigated pleasure beneath him. Suddenly the realization dawned on him as to
how he could further gratify his heavenly lover as well as let Ryo take charge
of their lovemaking a bit.
heart and soul. He wanted to devour the man beneath him and he fully intended
to, but not just yet. First he was going to see the extent of the shy man's
trust and love in the ultimate embodiment of satisfaction for them both.
Suddenly
breaking away from the kiss, breathless,
be on fire from lack of oxygen with air. Instead of resuming his glorious
assault on ravishing Ryo's only too-willing body, Dee moved slightly up off of
Ryo, still straddling the other man's hips but now placing his arms next to
Ryo's shoulders and locking them so that he hovered above Ryo, his ebony tresses
falling into his face as he captivated Ryo's deep gaze once more. Ryo whimpered
from the loss of contact from
please don't stop," he pleaded desperately. "I need you more than
anything right now," Ryo emphasized, lifting his hips slightly in an
attempt to increase the contact that he relished.
"Randy,
show me how you want to be loved by me,"
seductive intent as he gazed deep into Ryo's dark eyes. When a puzzled look of
confusion flashed across Ryo's handsome face,
running the fingertips of his other hand teasingly in tantalizing caresses over
Ryo's steamy body and whispered alluringly, "It's not fair - you know all
of my body's deepest secrets, while I don't remember yours. I want to learn
every facet of your being - memorize all of your erogenous zones. I want to run
my hands and tongue over every tender surface of the dips and curves of your
skin that can elicit maximum pleasure. I want to taste everything that is you.
I want to know what turns you on and gets you off. Tonight, let's make your
fantasies become realities. I want to explore all of your most intimate
desires. This time, it's all for you, Randy. You can have me however you like.
Let me bring you ultimate pleasure. All I ask in return is that I get to hear
you scream my name when I make you mine," he said in a voice oozing with
eroticism. Ryo blushed with desire as
"Where do you want my hand to go?"
resting his roaming hand on Ryo's chest and tapping his fingers in light
sensual caresses as he brought Ryo's hand over his with his other hand. Ryo's
hand now enveloped Dee's,
muscular legs as he waited for his first command.
Ryo's
gasped in anticipation. This was more than he could ever hope for. Despite
loving
everything
liked to be able to set the pace, to be in control. Not all the time, but it
was nice every once in a while, where Ryo got to show Dee an intimate part of
himself that was less reserved than his usually shy portrayal of his veiled
emotions outside of the bedroom. It was one of Ryo's unspoken fantasies that he
had never gotten a chance to tell
how perfect they were together and how much more they had yet to discover about
one another. He was only too willing to comply, ready to embrace this newfound
sensation of power.
With a sexy
smile, Ryo looked up into
fueled by the fully aroused man above him that reflected his own state.
reassurance before he moved his hips slightly against Ryo in encouragement,
causing his rock-hard shaft to brush against Ryo's smooth sensitive inner
thigh. "Show me," he repeated in quiet insistence, "how I can
pleasure you."
Ryo looked up at
chest. Grasping
other hand in his and moving them down his sides, Ryo begged, "Touch me -
here." He moved
hands in gentle caresses up and down his sides and shivered slightly as the
simple touch seemed to ignite his skin on fire. The light sheen of sweat that
coated his lithe body enabled
Ryo encouraged
erogenous zones, dipping teasingly down over his hips and ghosting against the
contours of where his hips met his inner thighs. "And here," Ryo
whispered, entranced, as he brought Dee's hands back up his sides and caused
them to lightly brush against his sensitive nipples, running them in
tantalizing circles and causing them to harden on contact, Ryo was so aroused
already. He gasped and arched his back into the touch, panting slightly. It was
all
and then. The sight of Ryo touching himself in the most
intimate of places and knowing just how to evoke the right amount of pressure
on his sensitive spots in order to create maximum mindshattering
pleasure was almost too much for his sensory-innundated
body to take. And the best part of it all was that it was
pleasure,
a frenzy before his very eyes.
Ryo stopped
rested one on the ridge of his trim hip, while bringing the other one to rest
on his shoulder. He reached up and brought
chest. Dee understood what Ryo's body craved and began to kiss and lick every
inch of his exposed chest and taut stomach, eliciting sighs of pleasure from
Ryo as Dee expelled a breath of hot air against the path of saliva, causing a
tingling sensation as the contrast of the cooling sensation on his hot body
plunged Ryo into an overwhelming rush of sensations.
body with his velvet tongue, moving up to lavish attention on the delicate skin
of Ryo's throat and collarbone. Ryo threw his head back and moaned, entangling
his fingers in Dee's raven tresses and guiding Dee's tantalizingly hot inviting
mouth over his body in erotic patterns of lust, creating dizzying sensations
that made Ryo light-headed and had his body aching for more.
In a bold move,
Ryo suddenly brought
face up to meet his passion-crazed gaze and locked onto
his smoldering
most," Ryo pleaded softly. Ryo's wanton vocalization was realized
physically when he brought Dee's hand down with a gentle insistence underneath
his navel to trace a vertical line with increasing pressure down to his weeping
sex.
"
of his desire. "
please," Ryo panted desperately when
erection, wanting
to do what he did best - dominate him until he came.
With a playful
smile on his handsome face,
asked, pausing as he lightly brushed against Ryo's fully aroused member.
"Do you want more?" he teased seductively.
"
against it in a steady rhythm in an attempt to relieve some of the ache between
his thighs. "Oh
please stroke me and then suck me off. Make me cum for you… only you. God, it's
been so long," Ryo murmured as he closed his eyes and continued to rub
himself against
hand with each wanton thrust of his hips, a torrent of precum
oozing out his slit and down his pulsating shaft, creating a delicious
lubrication against
hand. Ryo's breathing had built into an erratic frenzy as every inch of his
glorious body begged for relief. He didn't know how much longer he could last
now that he was finally expressing himself in the throes of rapture.
air against Ryo's excruciatingly rock-hard arousal, causing it to convulse seemingly
of its own accord. "UHHHHHH!" Ryo moaned
loudly, whimpering from his overwhelming need to explode from sensory overload
soon.
Ryo reached down
and placed one of
hands on his shaft, while he encouraged the other one to cup and then lightly
knead his seed-laden sacs. His eyes never leaving
every inch of his rock-hard cock as he closed his hand firmly over
excess skin up, enveloping and caressing the sensitive head in the warm
friction before letting it resurface of its own volition. He put
seeped out more of his essence and shuddered as the nerves in his receptive
head sparked with electricity from the thrilling touch conveyed by the only
other person in the world that he would let touch him in this private way -
"
to cum," Ryo said huskily as he brought
member. Ryo spread his legs wider to give
of flesh between his thighs.
engorged shaft before he felt Ryo entangle his fingers in his hair and impale
him on his aching sex.
caused Ryo to tremble in bliss. "Yes
running his tongue around the rim and stabbing at the slit to gather more of
Ryo's essence from the tip. He ran his tongue up and down the shaft in swirling
patterns, sometimes light and other times with insistent pressure, causing
Ryo's mind to reel in the dizzying sensations of euphoria, Ryo never knowing
where Dee was going to touch him next as he closed his eyes and basked in the
erotic sensation of utter abandon.
Ryo desperately
clenched at the bedsheets as he felt
stroking, and pumping of his swollen shaft, a bit frustrated that
nothing prepared him for
momentarily felt the velvety softness of
against the puckered rim of his firm ass. "
and writhed frantically on the bed, certain that he would cum any second from
this sweet agony that
keep himself in check. God,
without Ryo telling him what he liked. This only heightened Ryo's state of
arousal further as his body flushed a deeper shade of red and his ragged
breathing increased. As he relaxed his entrance, Ryo felt
never letting up the undulating pressure with his heavenly tongue.
As Dee began to
pump his digit in and out of Ryo and added a second finger to further stretch
his lover, he moved up to envelop one of Ryo's ball sacs in his mouth,
lavishing attention on it with his tongue and lips before moving on to
administer the same affections to the other one. As Ryo's sex constricted
further against his body,
fingers. "Uuuuuuhhhh!"
Ryo yelled loudly, straining to hold back his impending release.
finger into Ryo's twitching entrance and continued to stretch him, now
satisfied that Ryo would be able to accommodate his sizable length. Ryo was now
thrusting his hips upward in an increasing rhythm and sweating profusely, his
ragged panting increasing in both volume and need.
usually reserved lover was certainly loud in the bedroom!
"
hold back anymore," Ryo yelled urgently, his body taut and ready for
release.
the head of Ryo's cock which was now steadily oozing precum
and thrust his fingers inside of Ryo, curling them to forcefully brush against
his prostate and apply steady pressure on it. With his tongue,
the tip of Ryo's cock on the sensitive spot right under the head as he pumped
Ryo's engorged shaft with short, furious strokes. With a shudder, Ryo stiffened
and arched his back, further burying his weeping cock deeper into
of
white fire surged through his lower body and were hungrily swallowed by
whose body he savored until Ryo had fully emptied himself.
Ryo collapsed against the bed as ripples of pleasure from his orgasm resonated
throughout his exhausted body.
him dry, squeezing all of the remaining fluid out until Ryo's sex was once
again flaccid and soft. He licked up the residual essence so that Ryo was fully
cleaned off. Dee moved up to cover Ryo's trembling body with his own, moving
down to claim Ryo's swollen lips and letting Ryo taste himself on Dee's lips.
Ryo moaned into the kiss and parted his lips, allowing
inch of his glorious mouth.
Ryo continued to
pant and whimper as
let him feel the full force of his body weight against him in a display of
dominance and possessiveness. "How was that Randy?"
brought Ryo to the brink of heaven and back.
"I'll let
you know when I can breathe again," Ryo smiled as he desperately tried to
steady his erratic breathing. "My heart is beating so fast," Ryo said
wearily, although his body was still simmering with orgasmic fire.
Ryo's chest, feeling the pounding heartbeat straining against the walls of
Ryo's chest cavity.
Ryo's hands, placing it over his own chest. "Focus on my heartbeat,"
hazy
of
his breathing pattern to match that of
Suddenly Ryo's
dark expressive eyes flew open. "Oh God Dee, what's wrong with me? Here I
am, having been pleasured, and you are probably ready to burst. I could barely
contain myself near the end there," he broke off remorsefully as he
noticed
"It's okay
- I'll take you soon enough,"
"But you're
so aroused," Ryo protested weakly.
"Well, you
do that to me, Randy. I told you that I would take care of pleasuring you first
and then allow myself to claim you. You don't know how many nights I wanted to
just go to you and take you. I can wait a bit longer. The anticipation will
only heighten the pleasurable sensations when I finally make you mine,"
Dee's words
straight from the heart caused Ryo's spent member to twitch to life again as
Dee reached down with his lubed hand to lovingly stroke and pump it, running
his other hand temptingly over Ryo's toned stomach. "I want to make love
to you, Randy McLean. I want you to remember this experience with your whole
being, for it'll be our first time since the accident. It's as if it's my first
time with you. I want us to remember it forever."
"Do it
again. Take me in your arms and never let me go. Don't hold back - make me
yours," Ryo pleaded as he gazed deep into
Ryo was enraptured by such blatant desire, such obvious longing,
that dwelt behind the windows to
hard again as
over Ryo's taut stomach as he grabbed a pillow and put it under Ryo's ass in
order to prop him up, thus allowing
penetration. He then generously coated his aching member with lube and once
again coated Ryo's entrance, taking extra care not to hurt his sensitive
partner.
entrance and hooked his arms under Ryo's knees, lifting his legs onto his
shoulders. He pushed slowly into his hot body, sighing in bliss as he was
engulfed and caressed by Ryo's ridged insides that stretched to accommodate
him, enveloping his member in a tight embrace. At the slight whimper of
discomfort that left Ryo's lips at the feeling of suddenly being filled,
sultry mouth with his fiery tongue. Ryo moaned at the pleasant distraction as
the kiss momentarily and ran his hands up and down Ryo's sides in
encouragement.
Ryo further
relaxed his muscles and looked up at
and fidelity. When
felt Ryo's compliance, he began to start up a slow rhythm of thrusts that
increased in force as his need for release intensified. Their steamy bodies
created a delicious friction as
breathing became erratic and intensified to a frantic pace.
Ryo, trapping his length between their stomachs and rubbing it in time with his
thrusts, the oozing torrent of Ryo's precum helping
"
closer against his, their pounding heartbeats synchronizing in an empowering
rhythm with each other.
"Oh
God!"
constricted his inner muscles, exerting pressure against
contract his muscles in time with the waves of pleasure that
body.
"Together,
okay?"
sweat-dampened honey tresses out of Ryo's hazy eyes so that he could fully
appreciate the beauty of the man writhing beneath him. Ryo could only pant and
nod, the intensity of the experience leaving him fatigued from sensory overload
and on the brink of a mind-shattering orgasm.
rocked against him in increasing counterthrusts.
the sensations as he threw his head back. A rushing wave of emotions hit him as
he felt himself moving inside Ryo's delicious tight heat and he embraced the
thrilling experience with everything he had. He was determined to give the man
beneath him ultimate pleasure, and now that he was sure of himself, he knew he
could let go. Isn't that what Ryo had said - don't
hold back?
that it would be close. "UHHHHH DEEEEEEE!" Ryo shouted as his body
stiffened and he clung desperately to
Love,
Trust, Acceptance.
An onslaught of these raw emotions came rushing through
long-buried pieces of his memory. He saw glimpses of this man before him in
similar states of lovemaking, ones that conveyed intense happiness and deep
feelings of complete belonging. He felt consumed by the overwhelming power of
the absolute purest form of love, and he surrendered to these powerful feelings
tugging at the depths of his subconscious. "OOOOHHHH RYOOOOOOO!"
He clamped his mouth down over Ryo's lips, fiercely claiming his mouth with his
searing tongue as Ryo thrust his tongue against
As Dee emptied
his seed in rapid spurts deep within his lover, Ryo simultaneously spilled his
essence in an arch against their stomachs, coating their bodies in streams of
pearly white liquid as they continued to ravish one another's mouths and bask
in their orgasms, the pulsing waves of pleasure enveloping every aspect of
their being and resonating deep within each other as if they were one.
When
his flaccid sex out of Ryo, he noticed Ryo looking up at him through
tears. "You - you said my name," Ryo whispered incredulously as tears
began streaming down his flushed face.
"What?"
the blissful moment of pleasure to fully register what Ryo was talking about.
"You called
me Ryo…. When we made love you called out my name…. Oh
thought that I'd lost that part of you forever," Ryo trailed off sobbing
as he held
state of disbelief that
triumph against all odds and resurface.
"Ryo,"
his arms comfortingly around the man under him. Yes, he had yelled out this
name in the throes of passion. It had just seemed so right, so perfect. It was
the ultimate culmination of all of the feelings and emotions that the
overwhelming experience had evoked in him. All of his passionate unspoken
desires had registered that name and his subconscious had just let it slip out.
Now as he reflected upon it, more flashes of memory bombarded him with an
overwhelming intensity, incomplete in their totality. However, one thing
remained constant among the images - the reassuring presence of the man before
him. His partner, no - his lover, Ryo.
"Ryo,"
wept with fervor, soaking his shoulder with a river of tears. "I love you
Ryo," he said simply, although this time he knew that he meant it from the
bottom of his heart. He knew that he had given up everything as he knew it for
the man in his arms in that decisive instant so long ago when he had put Ryo's
life above his own. And he knew that he would give it all up again - in a
heartbeat, if it meant that the one he loved with his entire being would have a
second chance at life, at love, again.
"I love you
too,
whispered, pulling back to look into the eyes of his soulmate
who had come back to him.
close to gently brush his lips against his smooth cheek. "Don't cry,"
he implored as he extended his velvety tongue to gently lick away Ryo's tears.
"You're too beautiful to cry over me,"
"Please,
don't ever leave me again. I couldn't live without you. I love you so much
raven-haired lover desperately.
"I'm yours
forever. I'll never let you go,"
leaned down to kiss him with a seductive tenderness as he pushed Ryo down onto
the bed. Ryo closed his eyes and reveled in the touch, wrapping his arms around
"Oh
Right now, all I want is you beside me," Ryo murmured fervently as he
snuggled closer to
warm body. He finally felt complete, like the other half of his soul had been
restored. They'd been given a second chance at love, and he fully intended to
embrace it with the very depths of his soul.
that his head rested on
him tightly against him. The steady rise and fall of Ryo's chest adjusted to
match the beating of
heart as Ryo was contentedly pulled under sleep's welcome respite from all of
the pain and suffering that he had endured in the past few weeks.
brushed a few wisps of honey-blond tresses away from his face, running his
fingers in loving caresses through his silky hair. In one day, he had taken
back his world and uncovered some of the memories that had been stolen from
him. Still, they were only bits and pieces of images, nothing concrete that his
mind could decipher yet. He fought so hard to hang onto the fleeting glimpses,
hoping that like pieces of a puzzle they would all fall into place eventually.
However, it was a miracle in itself that he had remembered anything at all. He
did not dare hope for anything more lest his world be shattered once again.
With a sigh,
placed his head next to Ryo's. Whatever came his way, he knew that he was not
alone anymore.
Tomorrow would
be a day of many new beginnings. No one could foretell what events would
transpire or what new challenges would arise in trying to help
However, Dee and Ryo would face it together. They had opened up the door to
which so many people never find the key and had proven that true love can
triumph over all. If that wasn't enough, then what was?
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