No Return to Innocence

Warning: Yaoi !!!

Chapter Ten: My Tsuzuki

Muraki enters the room with a champagne bottle and two glasses in his hand. A waiter walks in behind him pulling a tray with a small covered plate on it.

Tsuzuki didn't want the waiter to see him. How did it look, a man naked, only covered in sheets in another man's bed? The embarrassed brunette turns his face, trying not to be noticed.

Muraki sees the discomfort in Tsuzuki and walks over to his overly shy lover. Muraki sits next to him on the bed, placing the champagne and glasses down.

"Asato."

The soft voice of the doctor causes Tsuzuki to turn his head.

"Good morning."

Captivating eyes catch sight of the soft puppy look of Tsuzuki's. Muraki kisses away his coy lover's thought.

"Ummm, sir?"

The young servant being quite modest himself, interrupts their moment.

"Where would you like me to set your tray?"

Muraki turns around to view the frail boy. He was French and his English was barely understandable.

"On the table."

He gets up handing the servant a large tip, noticing him curiously glance at Tsuzuki.

"Vous le trouvez les jeunes attrayants un." Muraki tells him clearly.

The boy blushes and looks over to Tsuzuki, seeing the radiance that Tsuzuki possessed.

Muraki looks at his charismatic lover himself.

"Il est tout à fait la baise étonnante." The boy looks at Muraki and bows his head hurrying out the room.

Muraki grabs the tray taking it over to the bed, setting it down next to Tsuzuki.

"Kazutaka, I didn't know you spoke other languages." Muraki sits down placing the tray in front of Tsuzuki.

"I am a doctor, Asato. I have traveled the world on calls. English and Japanese are not my only dialect."

Tsuzuki gives him a questioning look. He knew Muraki well enough to know that whatever it was he said to that man was not just a perfunctory thank you.

"What did you tell him?"

Muraki pours the champange into the curious guardian's glass.

"That you are an amazing fuck!"

Tsuzuki gapes at him red-faced.

"You did what!?"

Muraki rubs Tsuzuki's lips with his finger hushing him.

"Relax, Asato. He was attracted to you. I was only telling him the truth. Besides look what I have brought for you."

Muraki lifts the lid of the plate revealing a most decedent dessert.

Thick dollops of whip cream on top of carmel and rich fudge, dripping down a thick vanilla mousse all encased in a flaky pastry, justing waiting to be devoured.

"I know how much of a sweet tooth you have, so I got you the creamiest, sweetest, richest, dessert on the menu."

Tsuzuki's drools as Muraki swipes his finger into the rich dessert, bringing up some of the rich flavors. Teasing Tsuzuki, he licks his finger, tasting the sweet dessert, licking his lips slowly.

"Mmmm...delicious!"

Tsuzuki drools even more, waiting impatiently for Muraki to give him some. Muraki just moves his finger closer to his mouth, fully aware of Tsuzuki's torment.

"Come and get it."

He places it in his mouth licking the rest off. Tsuzuki mouth drops. Realizing the delightful game the doctor was playing on him, Tsuzuki grabs ahold of Muraki's face latching onto his provoker's lips. Hungrily, the brunette's tongue in entwines with Muraki's, tasting the sweet pastry inside. It was good and even better tasting in Muraki's mouth.

The determined guardian licks every crevice inside, sucking the sweet juices lingering within the pleased doctor's mouth.

Exhilarated, the shinigami pulls away from Muraki's mouth and starts to unbutton the pale man's shirt. Dipping his finger into the sweet treat himself, he then slides it down Muraki's chest licking up all of the sticky mess. Not to be deterred, Tsuzuki quickly makes short work of Muraki's pants, revealing Muraki's member.

Tsuzuki licks up some more of the sweet concoction into his mouth then bends his head, wrapping his lips around the extremely aroused erection. Tsuzuki laps greedily at the caramel as it drips slowly down the length of the engorged shaft.

Helpless, Muraki could only lean back and allow the hungry brunette to contuine his assault, watching Tsuzuki savor him as though he was the greatest dessert ever. Soon, Tsuzuki's sucking becomes deeper and harder causing the doctor to grasp the posts of the bed behind him. The way Tsuzuki's lips and tongue were frantically lashing at him caused the doctor to moan his passionate lover's name.

"Asato." Barely audible through his teeth, begging for more.

Hearing the passionate moans of his lover, Tsuzuki picks up the pace until Muraki explodes deep and hard into Tsuzuki's waiting mouth. Pleased, the guardian laps up every drop then looks up to see the doctor smiling and out of breath.

"Breakfast was delicious."

Muraki pulls Tsuzuki up kissing his lips, parting them slowly as he looks hard into those illuminating eyes of his lover.

"Tell me, Asato, would you ever kill me if you had to?"

Tsuzuki pulls away slightly. A look of concern on his face.

"Why would you ask such a question?"

Muraki rubs his hand on the worried Shinigami's cheek as Tsuzuki leans into the caress, feeling the tenderness of those hands on his skin.

"I need to know, that is all. Would you?"

"If it meant protecting someone innocent." He pauses for a moment. "Yes."

"Why, Kazutaka!? You're not.."

The doctor cuts him off before he could finish.

"No, Asato. I am done with that part of my life." He sighs as he leans against the headboard.

"I have done things in my life I can never change. Horrifying things."

He looks down at Tsuzuki's adorable face, completely besotted with him.

"But meeting you, having you here with me. Asato, you have changed me. You are all that I ever needed. You complete me. If I could suspend this moment right now, forever, I would. Just to have you here with me."

Slowly, Muraki starts to rise from the bed.

"But I have to make my run to Ms. Tsubaki for her daily checkup."

Tsuzuki grabs his arm pulling him back down.

"Will you be back soon?"

Muraki kisses his forehead.

"I could never have my Tsuzuki wait too long for me."

Suddenly, he looks at the brunette intently.

"You know, Asato, I wouldn't fight back. I wouldn't! Even if you did try to kill me."

Muraki enters into the young girl's room. She was sitting up in her bed excited to see him.

"Oh, Doctor! I didn't think you would of came to see me today. I was worried."

She hugs him as he approaches the bed.

"Tsubaki, you shouldn't get over excited with your health the way it is."

He lays her back down checking her pulse and breathing.

"I'm sorry. I was just so happy to see you, Doctor. You always make my day so bright."

Muraki gets up showing no concern for the girl's crush on him. If she only knew how he really was. What he has done. It would devastate her.

"Will you stay awhile at least? To keep me company?"

"You need your rest. At least until you heal fully from your transplant."

The girl looks down upset as Muraki walks toward the door.

"I know about Tsuzuki," she said quietly.

Muraki stops in his tracks. He knew that she would say something sooner or later. But why now?

"Irene..."

Chapter Eleven: A Prick of Thorns.

Tsubaki knows what has been going on between Muraki and Tsuzuki. But why is she so concerned about it?