Secrets 2

A/n Thank you bibbiespark for your review yet again. I always look forward to your review. i also want to thank all my fans who read this story whether they review or not. At any rate here is chapter 10 filled with so much emotion, pain, anger, confusion, doubt among many others.
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Dee clung tighter to the warmth beside him, enjoying the pleasant scent of something oddly familiar to him. He felt his heart beat thump violently in his chest with excitement, unfortunately for Dee he had a irritating pain in his lower abdomen as if something was pushing hard on his bladder.
Dee slowly opened his eyes as the morning sunlight shone through the window. He looked down in his arms was the detective from last night wrapped tightly in his arms. Dee was very confused last thing he remembered was Ryo leaving and the next thing he knew he was in bed with him.
Dee slowly let go or his arms around Ryo and got up out of bed. Thank god his wife never showed up last night what would she have thought to see him in bed with someone, especially if that someone was a man?
"Dee." Ryo said. waking up.
Dee didn't say anything he was too confused and he felt incredibly sick at the moment. he went as fast as he could to the toilet and threw up what little remained in his stomach.
"Dee are you alright?"
"You sick freak! How could you do this to me I'm a married man for God's sake." Dee said coming out of the bathroom wiping his mouth with a towel.
Ryo paused for a moment to get his barings straight to explain himself in some way or another. "Dee, your not married and you don't have a wife."
"What are you talking about of course I am otherwise I wouldn't have this ring on my finger."
"Dee I.." Ryo took a deep breath before continuing what he wanted to say. "Dee I love you."
Dee stood there shocked to here something like that from someone he didn't even know. He slumped down in the nearest chair, "you what?"
"Dee I love you." Ryo said a little more firmly.
Dee was terribly confused now after hearing this man announce his love to him and the fact that he was an engagged man if not married yet just made it more complicated.
There was a knock on the door as Dr. Turner came in. "I'm not disturbing anything am I?"
"No."
Dee refused to look up and face Ryo now. "I finally found that ultrasound I took the other night when I checked on Dee's condition along with the twins." Dr. Turner said.
Ryo peered at the ultrasound of the twins. "As you can see the one on the left is definately male the one on the right i'm having deciphering whether it is male or female.
"Dee this is amazing do you want to see it?" Ryo asked holding it out to him.
"Why would I want to do that? I'm not pregnant! Dr. Turner I don't know what your trying to pull here but its not working. As for you Mr. Macclean I don't know who you are or what you want from me or this confession of love that you exclaimed to me."
"Dee."
"please Mr. Macclean just leave, please."
Ryo let out a sigh as he set the ultrasound down near the bed and calmly walked out.
"He cares for you, you know." Dr. Turner said.
"So he mentioned. Dr. Turner I'm so unsure about myself never in my life that I can recall has anyone turned my world upside down. I don't even know what to think anymore I'm getting so many mixed signals."
"Mr. Laytner the only thing I can offer you in this dilema of yours is to listen to both your head and your heart see what they're telling you about you and Mr. Macclean and decide from there. Now if you'll excuse me Mr. Laytner I need to finish my rounds."
After Dr. Turner Dee walked over to the bed and sat down, he then grabbed the ultrasound Ryo had left and looked at the images. Dee leaned back into the bed as his fingers traced slowly over the white lines. He looked down in the righthand corner to see Laytner-Macclean along with yesterday's date on it.
Dee ran his hand over his swollen belly. Dee took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He felt pain and not in his abdomen area like yesterday and this morning more in the chest area.
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Ryo walked around the streets of New York City not sure what to do now about Dee. Ryo thought of what Berkley and Dr. Turner told him last night, the only way to possibly get Dee's memory back of him would be to attempt to take him out in hopes that even the slightest area in the city would bring back some memory of them. Ryo headed back to the hospital.
Dee awoke to Ryo coming back into the room. "Dee I would like if you'd let me to take you out."
"Mr. Macclean, I was a bit rude to you this morning I want to apolgize." Dee said getting up from the bed. "I never had a man proclaim love for me, other then JJ and that'll never happened. I guess I was just scared. I don't even know who my fiancee is or what she looks like."
Dee slipped the ring off his finger. "If she really cared for me she would have come to see me. But then what woman would what a man who can barely see his feet. Very well Mr. Macclean I'll go out with you..." Dee paused for some reason that felt odd to say.
Ryo watched as he set the ring on the table and went into the bathroom. Ryo walked over to the table and slowly picked the ring he had given Dee and placed it in his pocket. Ryo looked over to where he had placed the ultrasound for Dee to find it not there.
Ryo walked over to the trash and luckily didn't see it in the trash. "Hey Mr. Macclean I'm ready to go." Dee said grabbing his coat. "Uh...Dee do you know what happened to the ultrasound?"
"I uh..." "I have it. For some reason it feels like i should keep it."
Ryo only smiled as he came over to Dee and wrapped an arm around his waist and walked out with him. "Hey now, Mr. Macclean can you please let go of my waist people are giving us strange looks."
Ryo let go of Dee's waist. and grabbed onto Dee's hand as they walked out of the hospital. Dee was still looking uncomfortable.
"So. Mr. Macclean where are we going?"
"I thought we could go for a walk, if you're up to it."
"alright."
The two of them walked down the busy New York street. Ryo lead Dee through Central Park towards the tree where Dee gave Ryo his first kiss. "Do you remember this place?"
Dee walked over to the large tree. "I'm sorry Mr. Macclean but this place..." Ryo's mouth hit Dee's Ryo's tongue went into Dee's. Ryo let go from the kiss Dee collapsed onto the grass he didn't know what to think. "Lets get going then." Ryo said. Dee slowly got up off the ground his face was blushed red as he was kissed in front of people by a guy.
"Ryo!"
Ryo turned he noticed that Dee did not look happy,"Dee can you remember anything that makes a link between us?"
"Mr. Macclean I don't know what it is you see in me. I don't see a nice cute gay guy like you to be attracted to some fat bloated guy like me."
"Your not fat Dee."
"I know what your going to say next Mr. Macclean your going to say something like i'm glowing and pregnant am I right? The wierdest thing is that sounds the most accurate for why i feel so much pain in my abdomen area."
"And me, are you remembering anything about me?" ryo asked just a little too hopeful.
Dee paused as he looked back towards the tree. "No nothing yet really but I got a headache all of a sudden."
"Wait a minute I remember being here after the case with Mr. Feldman but its a blur. I don't know what I did here."
Ryo let out a sigh. "well come on your memory will come back to you eventually."
Ryo lead Dee else where were his memory of the two of them would hopefully come to light. At least he let himself accept the fact that he is pregnant, even if its hard to believe.
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A/N Sorry I know I promised a lemon but i'm tired I promise a lemon though. next time I write the next chapter. review.