A hacker's sight.

Chapter 11 - Unknown thoughts

Tokyo was just being light up by the faintest light of the rising sun. It was breathtakingly golden as it cascaded to illuminate the city for another day. A light colored sports car was on a street, that was at the very edge of the city. It was driving very quickly, kicking up the dust as it sped along at a break neck pace.

A Very tired Nagira was sitting at the wheel, his tired bleary eyes were searching the surrounding countryside as he drove along in the morning twilight. He looked towards a very large empty field next to the road, and knew exactly where he was. He smirked, as he seemed to know his purpose in being here this early morning.

Nagira snuffed and looked straight forwards for a moment, as a movement up ahead had caught his eyes. He lit a smoke for himself as he parked his car right behind another vehicle he had came across, which was parked next to the same open field. It seemed that his long night of driving was over.

The man got out of the car and headed straight to where an equally tall figure sat on the hood of the already parked vehicle. The tall Lawyer seemed to be having a wild ride of mixed emotions dart through his mind, as he came up on the person. The extent of these emotions were very evident by how he took a few drags of his smoke in succession. He stopped just behind the driver’s side of the car he walked to, his eyes locked on the still unmoving person on the hood.

The figure on the car turned slowly and looked at the tall lawyer. The figure paused for a scant moment, then simply looked away.
“ What do you want, Brother?” The person asked, almost snidely.

Nagira snuffed, as he looked at the figure that was his brother.
“ You took off on me there, little bro...” He said, with a nervous smile coming to his face.
“ Drinking is not what it is all cracked up to be, you know...” Amon countered, staring off into the field. “ That stuff makes you do ridiculous stuff...”
“ I have done that a time or two.” Said Nagira, thinking back through his own life in a split instant.
“ Is that why you could find me like this... and all very easily?”

Nagira shook his head in answer to his brother’s question.
“ Not quite.” Replied the man. “ It was that I knew you might have come back to the old Factory spot.” He said “ I had a real hunch, simply because that was the start of your deeper relationship with Robin.”
“ It was just that.” Conceded the tall hunter. “ My mind needed to see this place again, and hopefully regain something that was long since lost from it all...”
“Since we are here now... Lets start from a little more close to the right here and right now” Nagira said, hearing his mind screaming out to put forth what was clearly on his mind. “ What do you remember from last night, Dear Brother?”

Amon looked back at his brother, his eyes showing almost a panged expression on his normally stoic mug. The hunter took a long deep breath in, as he stared at his brother for long seconds of time.
“ No need to be coddling me about this, brother... I woke up from my drunken state last evening and overheard you and Kosaku talking...” He said, almost toneless. “ In that moment of clarity, through my own fog of alcohol, I almost can fully remember every single thing that I have done!”

Nagira came around the other side of the car, and hopped up on the hood to take a seat beside the man.
“ This has been hard for me to try and comprehend all of it...” Nagira said, looking straight into Amon’s eyes. “ I thought I knew you, bro, knew you way too well in fact... but now... I really don’t.”
“ I don’t know myself either right now....” Amon said, his voice flat. “ I was so mad yesterday, All I remember was just going to a local bar a few streets over from Harry’s for a few drinks, then everything went downhill from there.”

Nagira snuffed, hearing the man.
“ That is what happens when you try to comfort yourself with a whole lot of booze...” Started the thinner man. “ But to actually do something like this is way out there, even for you at your drunkest.”

Amon suddenly stiffened, as the words seemed to have triggered something deep inside of himself. He sat up straighter, face pointed up to the morning lightening sky that hung overhead.
“ I know it pretty much all...! “ He said, looking at Nagira. “ I remember trying to rape Robin.” He whispered, as if he was trying to admit the fact to himself. “ That came to me, as I layed there and listened to you two talking from the next room.”
“ You remember it all?”

Amon nodded slowly, his eyes actually showing emotions that Nagira thought was not possible by his brother.
“ Most of yesterday evening and night, I do...” Admitted the long haired Hunter, actually sighing. “ There are parts of last night that seemed to stay very cloudy pieces of some horrible puzzle.”
“ How much do you remember then?”

Amon wet his lips for a moment, but never moved to look away. He seemed to be determined to continue the conversation, even though it seemed to be hard to continue on this path.
“ I remember trying to rape Robin, you and Michael pulling me off before I could do it...” He said, the he lowered his head. “ I even remember myself forcing my fingers into her before that... Fuck... It all is seemingly flooding back to me...”
“ You remember all of that then?” Said Nagira, his eyebrows raising.
“ Yes.” Amon said. “ I remember, and feel ashamed of it all...”

Nagira looked skyward, his mind flying every which way. He did not really know where to have the dialogue go from where it was.
“ So what know, Brother?” Asked Amon before Nagira could ask any more questions. “ What do you think my next plan of action needs to be?”
“ We have to go back into Tokyo and see your Chief Kosaka...” Nagira stated, after thinking it over for a second. “ That is why I was out looking for you all of this morning time.”
“ Then what do we do?” Amon asked. “ Get fired? Go to jail? “ He sighed. “ Even if not those things, how am I going to face Michael and Robin?” He shook his head. “ I don’t know where to go from here, Bro.”

The tall lawyer knew that he had no idea on what to do. This was a very sticky situation, one that had no real out for anyone to use. The thought of his brother going to jail was not good, but knowing the circumstances of it all, he was starting to see no other options they had, other than what he had discussed with the STN Chief.

Nagira sighed, shaking his head as he regarded his brother’s emotion filled face. No matter what, he knew what the right thing would be.
“ The first thing is to meet up with your boss...” He finally expressed with a strong voice. “ After that, we will know just where it is all going to fall.”
“ That is your advice?” Amon asked.
“ The right thing is not quite glamorous.” Nagira said, looking up to the now light streaked sky. “ It can be a bitch, if you ask me.”

Amon seemed to be thinking over his brother’s suggestion.
“ There is no real way for me to get out of this shit, hu?” Amon said, uncharacteristically using humor.
“ Afraid not, Little bro.” The tall man in the fur coat said. “ We just need to take one step into that unknown, to go one more step to where ever we need to be.”
“ So, accepting my responsibilities, your eluding to?”
“ That is what I am thinking. A plan, is a plan..” Began Nagira, adding after the fact. “ Especially when it is the only real one that makes sense.” He reached out and put his hand on the man. “ As harsh as it seems, even though you feel bad with yourself and your actions... there is no other real idea in my mind.”

The two men fell silent for awhile, as each was contemplating on the other’s words as the early morning chill was lifting with the breaking of the yellow sun for another day.

Amon nodded and hopped off the hood of his car. Stoically, Amon looked at his brother and wiped his face.
“ Get into your car there, Nagira... I will follow you back into the city.” He said.
“ Your going to follow?” Smiled Nagira, knowing that his brother would, regardless. “ You drove here totally stone drunk, and your going to follow me?”
“ I will follow... last nights drive was a little interesting. I am now not really drunk at all, after everything...” He snuffed, as he thought of it. “ Yes, I will follow... I have to take my responsibilities to this.”
“ Regardless of the consequences?” Nagira put out there, and waited for the answer to come.

Amon looked right at his Brother, his eyes showing that he was very serious about going back with Nagira.
“ Regardless of anything!” Said Amon with a somber tone. “ Are we going to your office, or to the STN-J?”

Nagira looked at his brother, and saw the whirlwind of emotions flashing through the man’s normally flat eyes. He could see one emotion in particular more clearly than the others. It was called regret.

Nagira opened his car door and watched Amon do the same.
“ We go back to my office I think...” He said after a second. “ Your Chief should be there waiting their still.”
“ You take the lead then, Brother.” Re-stated Amon, and he turned to hop into his vehicle.

Both men got into their respective cars, and almost as one, drove off, turning around to head back into the congestion that was Tokyo. Both cars headed into the city, going to find out the next large unknown.

Neither one of the men knew just what was going to happen now, but it was clear that this one step will reveal the next step to take, what ever it would end up would be the results.


AUTHOR'S NOTE: Warning... next chapter is a big smut alert!! ENJOY!!