The first time

Thank you jishe and barrie18 for your patience. I hope this is to your liking.





Raoul was pacing the penthouse, feeling very troubled. “Why, Guy?” As no signs of breaking and entering could be seen, there was no other logical explanation besides Guy running away. It had been quite clever from the mongrel’s part to override the security codes to the penthouse, but Raoul felt annoyed with the realization that he lost something valuable to him. Annoyed, and something more. Like solid rock hanging on his chest, making him feel uneasy. He remembered how he had caressed the sheets, still warm from Guy’s body, only to discover later that the boy had disappeared. “Why, Guy? Couldn’t you look me in the eyes?” Decided to do something about his unanswered questions, Raoul pressed the buttons on his telecomunicator.

- Katze, I have one big favor to ask you.

- Go on, Katze responded, wondering what on the planet would Raoul Am want from him.

- I need to know the location of someone. I will reward you for your efforts, rest assured.

- Who do you want me to find? Katze asked, noticing the concern on the Blondie’s face, and also boasting inside for being so valued in high circles, as to be asked to attend to personal affairs.

Raoul’s answer almost made Katze drop his eternal cigarrette from between his lips.

- My pet … Guy.





Hours passed since the conversation had taken place between them. Raoul was sitting in the dark, meditating on recent life events he had confronted. His trail of thoughts was brought to a halt by the buzz of the telecomunicator. Katze’s face appeared on the screen.

- I found him.

- Where is he? Could you bring him here, or shall I come to you?

- Lord Am…

- You can call me Raoul, Katze.

- Guy has been aprehended, by the Midas police. I need more juice to get him out of there. It may take a while, but I thought you wanted to know.

- Yes, Katze, of course. There is no need for you to move. I will take care of things.

And Raoul donned a long cape with a hood to cover his face, and left in a hurry.





Earlier, that day….



It had been stupid of him to try to steal that hoverbike. But he needed air! He had left Raoul still sleeping. He had indulged in a farewell kiss, but that bitter sweet taste still lingered in his mouth. Why had it had to be that way? He needed air! To get out, to fly away. From everything. From Riki, from pain, … from Raoul’s tender touch …

He had lost it when the police barricade blocked his away. He somehow wished they will fire their weapons and everything will end. But bastards used only stunt guns and waking up in the cold investigation room was hard to bear. No! Being dead could have been so much better! At least not feeling anything, and this pain…

Guy was grabbed by the collar and pushed with his back against a cold wall. The madness filled eyes of the man keeping him pinned that way were harsh and threatening:

- Do you know we eat kitties like you for breakfast? The words were falsely reassuring, and Guy felt terror gripping his guts.

Another one was hovering next to them, and he was sniffing Guy’s neck:

- How come a mongrel like you smells so good?

They both laughed, and Guy could feel a callous hand handling him roughly, passing over his chest, and burying in his pants, squeezing hard on his balls, making him cry in pain.

- Don’t castrate him yet! The other warned. It will be a pleasure seeing him squirting over being fucked by men like us.

Guy said his prayers, biding an apologetic farewell to Riki and Raoul. In that moment, the door opened, and a third man came in.

- Let him go.

- Why the fuck? We were just begin having fun. The man keeping Guy laughed and licked the boy’s neck.

- He’s some big shot’s pet.

- What? Both men turned their heads in disbelief.

- His file cannot be accessed for deeper info, which means only one thing.

Another concluded.

- That this little cunt belongs to a Tanagura Blondie.

Guy’s breath just stopped.



He was sitting on the cold floor, waiting. What would happen to him? Would they let him in the basement, to rot? Or would they keep their promise? “If his master does not look for him, then we will have the ‘golden’ opportunity to enjoy an Elite’s pet”. Why would Raoul save him, when Guy had betrayed him like that? Provided that he is at least one bit interested in knowing that his pet ended up in the police cellar.



The door opened with a shrieking sound. Guy covered his head and assumed a fetal position, hoping to fend off the aggression for a few more seconds. The door fell shut, but Guy could sense another person in the room. Someone that did not move forward to touch him.

- Who are you? Guy asked hoarsely. There was no light in the room, except for a little hole in the upper wall that let the faint light of the two moons nestle inside.

- I would have thought that you had not underestimated my power or connections, Guy, Raoul sweet voice punctuated a simple fact.

Guy jumped to his feet.

- Raoul! You… you came!

- I am your master, am I not? The sweet voice continued, tinged with regret, wrongly interpreted by Guy.

- You came … to tell me that you let go of me.

- Let go of you? I thought this was what you did.

- Then why did you come here, in this putrid hole?

- I believe that I am the first to be answered some questions.

Guy leaned to the wall, feigning disinterest. “Cut him off now, or there will be no turning back”.

- Go on, shoot.

- Why did you leave, Guy? Raoul soft tone almost pleaded.

- No reason, really, just got bored with all the luxury, and pets, masters, … Guy took a deep breath, … you.

- You are such a bad liar, Guy. Do you forget that I also have a license in psychology?

- Ok, what do you want?

- I want the truth.

- I don’t think you want that, Raoul. I’m damaged goods. What good am I to you?

- You should not ask such silly questions.

Raoul was now close to Guy, and the mongrel trembled, catching Raoul’s sophisticated scent with his nostrils. He got away from the touch, and Raoul’s hurt could be felt permeating the air between them.

- Why? Guy asked bitterly. Because a master always cares for his pet? Until when? Until he is discarded, thrown away, for being too old?

- You already are too old, Guy.

Guy laughed, through his teeth.

- Exactly my point, Raoul. What the heck are you doing with me?

- I never liked young boys. Am I to blame for liking to have a full developed male body under me?

- No, Raoul, you do as you please, you are a Blondie.

Raoul sighed in the dark.

- It is not like you to throw darts at me. So why don’t you come upfront and tell me: why did you leave without a word? Was it because of Riki? Guilt is something a human has to live with.

- And you are the expert in human emotions. What could I say? ‘Geez, Raoul, I’m taking a hike, bye now’? What would have been your answer?

- I would have said to you: “Don’t go. I need you.”

The words punched Guy directly in the stomach. He bent over, like broken in two, and cried:

- No! No! No!

His chest heaved, and his pain was making Raoul feel almost dizzy with the need to reach for his pet. But he needed to hear those words, or all the pain would have been in vain.

- Why do you fret so much over this? Don’t you know I care for you? More than a master for his pet…

- No, shut up, Raoul! I can’t stand it!

- What can’t you stand, my pet?

- You don’t understand, you don’t, Raoul. But I don’t want to…

The words were striving to get out, and Guy was hanging on them like on dear life.

- I don’t to fall in love again with someone that would never love me back, he finally blurted out, and collapsed on the floor.

Raoul rushed to his side, and embraced him.

- I am not Riki, Guy, he whispered in the boy’s ear. You see, now I know what love is.

- How could you? Guy continued his plea.

- I know… because I’m falling for you, too.

Guy lifted his head, blood pounding in his ears. Raoul caught his lips in an endearing kiss, that left the boy breathless.

- Please, don’t make love to me, he pleaded.

- Not here, I won’t, Raoul said, but Guy couldn’t see the gorgeous smile.

- Don’t be a liar… or you will be the death of me.

- You’ll see. You’re in my life to stay. Now I’m taking you home, and not a word anymore.