The Unexpected III

Title: The Unexpected III
Chapter 14 - Moving Along
Word Count:9288
Rating: R
Fandom: FAKE
Pairings: Ryo/Dee
Warnings: Yaoi, Male/male, MPREG, AU If you don’t like, don’t read! Cursing, mature themes, graphic insinuations of violent death, torture and violence.
Disclaimer: FAKE is not mine. We have Sanami Matoh for giving us Dee, Ryo and the rest of the 27th precinct characters and for respecting her characters unlike certain TV writers. Any OCs appearing in this fic are mine.
Summary: It's getting closer to the baby's birth - while time is going by fast, in some ways for Ryo and Dee, it feels like it's not going fast enough, especially for Ryo.
Beta by my most wonderful partner in crime, Grace_Musica


Ryo entered the squad room with Diana. He was dressed in a somber black suit. Most of the unit were going to change into their dress blues later in the morning, but Ryo decided to wear a suit, with his badge prominently displayed. Just like Dee was. It was Rose’s suggestion, so Dee would not feel out of place since his uniforms did not fit him. A car was arranged to take Dee to the service, where Ryo would meet him.

He looked around the area to find only Andy at his desk and working on something.

“Morning, Andy,” he greeted.

“Oh, good morning Ryo,” Andy replied. He glanced up. “Is that what you’re wearing for later?”

“Yeah.” He left it there, not feeling like explaining himself. Sometimes with Andy, it felt more like he was making excuses and did not like it. Especially with a rookie.

“Dana said that she and Jack will be there,” Andy said.

“Yup. I spoke to her on the phone last night. Dee wanted to go to the wake, but I didn’t think it was a good idea. We’ll get our final viewing before the ceremony.”

“Where is everyone else?” Diana asked as she made herself comfortable at Drake’s desk.

“Drake and JJ are going to take in one of the parents,” Andy replied.

Ryo’s eyes went wide. “They found something on one? Which one?”

“Mark’s father. Seems we uncovered that he has some business dealings with Richard.”

“RICHARD!” Diana exclaimed, sitting up straight and slamming her hand on the desk. “How much more are we going to have to deal with that asshole?”

“Seems he also has something to do with that coalition to discredit Carriers. So after some tracing of money exchanged, it seems Mark’s dad not only gave money to that little coalition, but to Richard as an ‘investor’ in Carriers Inc. Which uncovered more people who were involved.” Andy held out a file for Ryo to take.

“What about Mark?” Ryo asked.

“We have Juvie on it too. We have enough to bring assault charges against him. Like father, like son, it seems.”

Ryo sighed. He should have felt satisfied, but he found himself feeling sorry for Mark’s mother. She had seemed nice enough when Ryo and Dee met with her. Now her husband and only child were facing charges.

Dee had other opinions when Ryo filled him in not long after when his housebound husband called him. Dee felt she could have done something to stop what was going on, especially with Mark. It was just as much her fault that Mark was turning into what he was as much as the father. Ryo had to admit Dee had several good points. The older women in their lives would never stand for it. However, as he hung up with the phone, Ryo decided to look further into that family and any signs of abuse.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Ryo held Dee tightly as they stood with Sheila Blum’s family. Most of the other guests had gone back to their cars and were leaving the mortuary. She had asked Dee and Ryo to stay behind to be one of the last of friends to leave. Dee’s face was streaked with tears. Being pregnant with hormones all over the place gave Dee no chance of reigning in his emotions. Ryo faired better, but his eyes were still red.

Tony came over to Dee and Ryo, and the two men took turns hugging him. They made him promise not to be a stranger and if he needed to talk, they were there for him. They them moved onto Sheila, who hugged first Ryo, then Dee tightly.

“We’re going to do everything we can to make sure that little girl of yours has no more threats, and the same for that boy of yours.” She kissed Dee’s forehead. “And of course, for you and Ryo to be able to have more children without fear.” She pulled Ryo into another hug, holding the two men and looked over at Tony. “I know it won’t be with my son, but I would love for him to be a father one day. He’s still family to me. Always will be.”

Dee smiled and kissed her cheek. “Take care, Sheila. And if you need us for anything….”

“You worry about little Koko, you. You’re both invited to the luncheon at the mansion, but I’d understand if Dee needs to go home and back to recovery.”

Ryo quickly replied for them. “I think Dee does need to get back to bed now, and stay there for a few hours.”

“Of course. Once he’s feeling up to it, you two will join me for dinner, yes?”

“Yes ma’am. We’d love to. Once Dee’s up to it, of course.”

“Oh, of course.”

They took their leave with the rest of the family and Ryo guided Dee to the waiting car. Rose had left, telling Ryo to take a couple of hours to look after Dee before coming back, or to call him if Ryo felt that he should not leave Dee alone.

Once they got home, Ryo helped Dee take a shower and get changed into shorts and got him comfortable in bed. He also stripped down and crawled in next to Dee, pulling his husband into his arms and holding him until Dee fell asleep.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

When Ryo returned to work, leaving Dee in Mother and Elina’s care, he noticed Drake and JJ, changed out of their dress blues and working together at Drake’s desk. He had seen them at the funeral, but it had not been the time to talk business. He found out that Mark’s father was in custody and they were working on going through the records they uncovered in the Bracken’s home. Mark Sr. was not talking, but the ledger they had found indicated that he played treasurer to other ‘investors’ of Carrier Inc. From what they were able to work out, he collected the money and delivered it to Richard, who added his own funds before handing it to Taylor McFadden.

“Do we have proof?” Ryo asked from his place at Marty’s desk, since Marty and Ted had a day off. They were at the funeral, but left right after, Marty to his family and Ted to whatever Ted did on a day off.

JJ looked over to Ryo. “His smart mouth brat told us. Quite proudly, too, I might add. Like his father was all sorts of awesome for doing it.”

Ryo looked incredulous. “You’re shitting me?”

“’Fraid not,” Drake commented, annoyed. “The kid didn’t even stop to think what he was really doing.”

Ryo got up from the desk to join Drake and JJ. “Is it possible that Asshole Sr. believes we have nothing on him?”

“Definitely. I also have reason to believe that if we lean a little more, the wife will cave in on what she’s been trying to ignore going on in her house,” JJ added.

“By all means, have fun,” Ryo snapped.

“Well… we were hoping you might be up to having a little heart to heart with her, since you already know her. Up to it?”

Ryo looked up at JJ in surprise. When he saw the serious set on the smaller detective’s face, he looked over to Drake, who nodded.

“If you’re worried about the Commissioner, he was the one who suggested it. She knows Bikky’s dads are detectives, but she has no clue where, or that you have anything to do with this special unit,” Drake explained. “She’s not expecting to have to deal with you as part of the investigation.”

“You’re joking, right?” Ryo asked. “I’m a detective, Dee is too, and her son hurt mine. What does she think? That I’m going to send her flowers?”

“If you do, make sure they blow up in her face,” Diana suggested.

“Don’t tempt me, Diana,” Ryo groaned. He glanced over to his partner. “Well, Andy, are you up to being the good cop?”

Andy looked up at Ryo. “You’re not going to be too harsh on her, are you?”

“Nah,” Ryo replied, shaking his head. “I wanna break her some, get her to admit to what’s going on in that house. You’ll step in when you think I’m going too far. Can you handle that?”

Andy shrugged. “Sure you won’t slug me in the face in there for being too PC?” He started to grin. “Of course, partner. I’ll keep you in line.”

“Not sure if I should feel comforted,” Ryo quipped.

Drake shook his head, starting to stand up, while JJ broke out in laughter. Diana joined JJ, while Ryo stared at them.

“It’s just that when I first met you, I never saw you as the type to play the bad cop,” JJ replied.

“Put anyone with Dee, and they don’t stand a chance of being the bad cop,” Diana joked, making everyone but Ryo laugh.

Ryo glared at her. “It could be said the same for you, Sea Hag.”

“Ryo, don’t try to play bad ass around here. Putting anyone with Andy, and they never stand a chance playing the good cop. Even you, pretty boy.” Diana smiled sweetly at Ryo.

“Hey!” Andy protested.

JJ cleared his throat. “You’re forgetting about when someone threatens Ryo’s family. I’ve seen enough of that to know I never want to be on Ryo’s bad side.”

Ryo’s attention went to JJ, with a strange look on his face.

Drake started to laugh. “Oh my, JJ. You would be the one to say that. I lost count on how many times you were on Ryo’s bad side.”

“That would be every time JJ made a lunge for Dee,” Diana laughed.

“So true,” Ryo admitted. “So when?”

“She’s here right now,” Drake replied.

“Let’s go then. C’mon Andy, let’s get the truth from this bitch,” Ryo commented, standing up.

“We have no proof that Anna Bracken is guilty, therefore you have no right to call her a bitch,” Andy remarked.

“Andy,” Ryo said, turning a hard stare on his partner, “she allowed whatever is going on to influence her son to the point he’s capable of hurting others, including my son. Now I’m going to get her pathetic sad sob story out of her so I can nail her husband and son. And so help me, there’s a chance I’ll see that she doesn’t get off light either.” Ryo walked out of the office.

“As we said, don’t fuck with Ryo’s family,” Drake reminded Andy when the rookie detective stared in shock at the others. “Not that I blame Ryo.”

“Is this a good idea?” Andy asked. “I mean, Ryo’s out for blood.”

“Which is why we’re depending on you to keep him from drawing it from her personally,” Drake replied.

“Just a reminder, watch what you say in there, because half the shit that oozes out of your mouth right now will end up with Mark Sr. getting a slap on his wrist,” JJ said. “If that happens, I won’t stop Ryo from having your blood. I might even help him.”

Drake nodded in agreement with his partner.

“This!” Diana crowed.

“That settled, JJ and I will be watching from the outside, and if things seem to go out of hand, we’ll step in. That also includes you giving her an out, Andy-Roo,” Drake said. “No let’s get this over with.”

“I’m going to call Dom and let him know what’s going on,” Diana said. “Good luck.”

“I still think everyone is letting the fact that it’s Ryo and Dee’s kid influence them,” Andy protested as the three started to leave the squad room to find Ryo.

“Boys in blue stick together, Andy. We’re family. Get fuckin’ used to it, or find another job,” Drake snapped. “That we’re all in this unit makes us tighter, like family.”

“But still….” Andy started.

“Andy, shut the fuck up!” JJ snapped and went bounding off toward where Ryo waited down the hallway.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Ryo came home later the evening, missing dinner. When he entered the apartment he was greeted by Elina, who had stayed with Dee for the afternoon. During her time with Dee, she monitored him and recorded her readings to send over to Vince. She had offered to stay with Dee during the day for the week, providing her nurse’s experience along with that of a caring family member. She knew what to look for, having experience with Carriers in the ER, and also getting a brief on Dee’s medical situation from Vince. She also knew what Dee could eat and made sure his meals and snacks were on Vince’s recommended list. Unless she determined otherwise, Vince had set up to come over that Friday to give Dee a check up and determine if he needed further complete bed rest and if not, to get an idea of when Dee could return to work.

“Are you hungry?” she greeted as she returned Ryo’s hug.

“Starving.”

“Good. We saved some dinner for you. We went cold today, chicken and pasta salad and fresh fruit. I had to stop Dee from eating it all so there was something left from you.” She chuckled.

“That was merely Dee’s way of complimenting your culinary skills, sweetheart,” Ryo replied with a laugh. “That sounds wonderful. I’m not in the mood for something hot anyway.”

“Bikky and Carol were, so I let them go out to eat. Dee gave them money for a movie, so they should be home later.”

“Thank you. And I’m glad Bikky is up to doing things away from the house again,” Ryo said, relieved. “It’s nice that he wants to help, but Bikky wanting to stay locked up in the house next to one of his dads is just… unnatural for him.”

“I know. It wasn’t good. He’ll be okay now. He had some quality time with Dee this afternoon, and they even started to bicker a little. Nothing to get Dee worked up, but enough that I saw Dee start to relax and worry less about Bikky. You ask me, the bickering did Dee good too.”

“I never thought I’d say it, but that is good news to hear.” He grinned at Carol’s aunt. “If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to check in on Dee and get changed into something comfortable.”

“He’s in the back,” Elina offered. “I’ll have your dinner ready by the time you’re done.”

“Thank you, again, Elina. For everything. Including putting in a request of leave at work.”

Elina stared up at Ryo in shock. “How…?”

“One, Carol, or even you, never mentioned you putting in to take time out until you said something in the hospital. Two, I’m a detective. Finding out about your request was easy. And no worries, your job is not in jeopardy over it. I’d never do that to you. But please, when I figure out a way to thank you properly, don’t argue with me. Got it?”

Elina blushed deeply. “Thanks is knowing Dee is healthy and when that baby is born on target and also in perfect health. That’s all that counts, Ryo. After all, we’re family, aren’t we?”

Ryo hugged her again and kissed her forehead. “Of course we are. Let’s just hope that doesn’t become legal for quite a few years yet.”

Elina laughed. “I’m with you all the way on that, Ryo. Now go get yourself comfortable. If you like, I’ll bring your dinner in the den, so you can sit with Dee. I’ll bring him a snack too, to keep him from stealing your dinner.”

Ryo grinned at her. “You’re awesome.” After another quick hug, Ryo went through the dining room toward the den.

He found Dee sitting on the couch in the den, watching their old TV set, lamenting about the big screen plasma set not being in the air conditioned room.

“How was your day?” Dee asked, from his position of lounging lengthwise on the couch.

Ryo bent down to kiss Dee in greeting. “It was interesting. I’ll tell you all about it later. After I eat. But rest assured that Mark Bracken Sr. is not going to be able to influence his son for quite some time. And Mark will be attending a new school come the fall.”

“Please tell me it’s associated to a JD facility and it’ll make my night.”

Ryo grinned and nodded. “It is. But later for it. I’m going to take a quick shower and get changed. Be back in a few minutes.”

“I’ll be waiting.” Dee snagged the back of Ryo’s head with his hand behind his husband’s head and pulled him down for another kiss. “Promise me another night of cuddling and sweet kisses and I’ll let you go.”

“That goes without saying, Dee. Of course, I will.” His fingers caressed Dee’s face reverently.

Dee grabbed the hand and kissed it. Smiling up, he said, “Go and get yourself comfortable. I’ll even feed you.”

Ryo looked down at Dee skeptically. “Right. Like half of it won’t end up in your mouth.”

“You worked hard today, while I spent the day on my ass. You deserve to be feed.”

Ryo chuckled. “Careful Dee, you’re starting to sound like a house husband.” He winked at Dee and laughed at the shocked look on his husband’s face. “Be out soon,” he said to Dee and headed for the hallway where he could enter their private bathroom.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

June 21, 2006

“Juvie Court found Mark Bracken Jr. guilty of assault and committing a hate crime,” Commissioner Berkeley Rose briefed the unit in the morning. Everyone was present that day with exception of Dee and Dana. He paused to wait out the group sharing high-fives and cheering. Ryo’s eyes were wet, because the moment was highly emotional for him. Rose started to wait until everyone settled down. “The remaining hoodlums involved with Bikky’s attack are all under probation. Any of them get into any further trouble, they’ll be joining their fearless leader in JD Hall. This is what happens when you follow without question. As it turns out, one of the boys involved was brought into this world by his father, because his parents’ situation was much like Dana and Jack’s. Another was adopted at birth by his parents, with his biological father being his mother’s brother. There’s a longer story there I’m sure, but that’s all I know. All the parents of the boys involved had no idea about what their sons were starting fights about. They were mad enough at their children for doing what they had, but when they found out why they jumped Bikky, they were livid. Especially the two I mentioned. We were assured that the children will be properly educated on where they came from. The court has faith in the parents, but they will be given only one chance.” He looked over at Ryo.

Ryo looked shocked, but nodded his head when the Commissioner’s attention went to him. “I understand, sir. And here Mrs. Laidlaw, the school’s principal, made Dee and me feel like we were the only Carrier parents.”

“She is being handled too, but by the School Superintendent. Mrs. Laidlaw is being removed from her position and being made to undergo sensitivity training courses over the summer if she hopes to find work in the education system again.”

Ryo snorted. “I’m sure she could find something in Macon, Georgia or even Lake Charles, LA, or one of those total Non-Carrier Friendly zones.”

“There’s that, unfortunately,” Rose sighed. “At least not here in New York City. There is a new bill going to the table by next week that will start making changes for Carriers in our city. Carrier Status has always been a given in the discrimination clauses. As we’re finding out, that’s leaving room for some to interpret it as they want. No more. The bill will add the words ‘Carrier Status’ along with age, race, religion and sexual orientation. Hate crimes against Carriers can no longer be interpreted by judges as otherwise. Hence, we are requesting the cases we have pending between now and then to be postponed until after. Judges can no longer give court law that take away from a hate crime as we are all aware happened with Taylor McFadden’s case, and could face retribution if there is suspicion of prejudice clouding a trial.”

“We’ll be looking for new judges,” Drake commented. “Only half of our judges do not have personal problems with Carriers. The others have somehow managed to bend the law of the court for trials involving Carriers to influence their beliefs.”

“That won’t be happening anymore. Further one of our ADAs will be turning in his resignation,” Rose said. “The city will be going through a bit of an upheaval for a while once the bill is signed and further bills get passed. Just like it did back when the Alternative Lifestyles Act was first passed. Be prepared to see many changing of hands going on within the city, and hopefully eventually, the state government. Rumor has it that Mayor Blum has earned the sympathy of State Senate, and soon the State will be jumping on the bandwagon, taking any changes within city law up to state level.”

“That’s all fine and good, but it’s not going to stop those against Carriers. Some of them might get angry and we’ll see a rise in hate crimes,” JJ pointed out.

“Indeed. Which means this unit will be busy, and it goes without saying that I expect each victim referred to us to get the best possible care. With new laws getting introduced that will lessen our red tape, I anticipate we can find justice more than we have already. These are changing times, gentlemen,” Rose announced. “They might have happened eventually, especially since we have a mayor who had a pregnant son, but Ferguson, while his crimes were heinous only pushed the ball to get rolling faster than ever. The mayor’s son is dead because of him, a city hero almost killed. Thankfully the majority of this city’s citizens are for Carriers, and we have a large population of Carriers. Things are progressing faster than I could have hoped. Carriers should remember to thank Dee, Ryo and Mother Lane, because from what I understand more laws in our new future will be as a result of input from them. New York City will also be involved in the Carrier Coalition for Human Rights for a national convention later this summer in steps to start taking things to a much needed national level.” Rose sat back and studied the unit.

“As Detective Adams pointed out, we will be busier than ever for months, at least. And we are short handed as well. We are the only such unit in the city, and will remain so. Much like SVU and other specialized units. However, I have been told that we will get additional funding to increase the number of this unit. We might be moving too, to larger facilities. We might stay in this building or move to another precinct. We will know more in further months as locations are evaluated.”

“Excuse me, Commissioner,” Ted spoke up, “but what’s with this ‘we’? We’re just one of many units and police officers under your command.”

“True. For now. Since the inception of his new unit, it has become near and dear to me. I am also proud of each and every one of you in this unit from before when it was Criminal Investigations. All of you, despite how I acted otherwise. I have put in my request to go where this unit goes. Chief Smith would love to go with you, but he’s in line for a promotion soon. So it appears he will stay with the detective division until further notice. It also means there are other promotions in the future, but they will be determined and announced upon the final realignment of this unit. Do not ask me any further questions on it, because that is all that I know.” He stood up. “Everyone continue the outstanding work.”

They all watched as the Commissioner called the brief to an end and left the squad room.

Marty looked over to Ryo with a wry grin on his face. “Looks like we’ll be answering to Ryo, if you ask me.”

“No kidding,” Ted commented.

“It could be worse,” Drake said, looking amused.

“Oh? How?” JJ asked.

“It could be Dee.”

Everyone but Ryo laughed.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

When Ryo arrived home that evening, he discovered that Rose had called Dee during the day and personally informed him of the changes they were to look forward to. As they talked while waiting for Elina to finish their dinner, both men were in agreement with the decisions made on the other boys involved with Mark.

Dee chuckled darkly. “Apparently those poor little bastards had no idea that they were born to men.”

“Goes to show you can never be too sure with that ‘Carrier-free’ concept some people seem to have,” Ryo replied, as he cuddled next to Dee on the couch. “I mean, look at my family.”

Dee nuzzled the side of Ryo’s face. “I’m glad they decided to embrace you. Well, most of them anyway.”

“I think I’m about to scare myself because I’m going to quote my grandfather,” Ryo said, his voice filled with amusement.

“Oh?” Dee asked. “Should I be afraid?”

“Not really. I’m just going to say screw the bastards.”

Dee started to laugh. “Yeah, that is your grandfather these days.” He hugged Ryo tighter.

Smiling, Ryo shifted slightly so he could rub the baby bump, his smile growing as he felt the baby moving. “Our little girl seems to be keeping herself busy,” he said. “What about Daddy?”

“Bored,” Dee moaned, burying his face on Ryo’s shoulder. “When I sleep it’s okay, but it’s pissing me off that I want to sleep so much. And as much as I love our apartment, I’m getting tired at staring at it all day when I’m awake. I want to get out, Ryo. Even if just to take a little walk to the corner and back. Anything, just to get the fuck out of this place.”

“If you’re still sleeping a lot, that means you’re still healing. What if you get down the corner and tire out?” Ryo softly said, still stroking Dee’s swollen bump.

“Then I go back upstairs. At least I’d have gotten out for a little bit.”

“What if you can’t make it back up here?” Ryo nuzzled Dee’s dark hair. “I know, Dee, but it’s possible that Vince will decide for you to continue this until it’s time to deliver Koko.”

Dee groaned loudly, and rubbed his face in Ryo’s shoulder. “You bastard. You had to use her name, didn’t you?”

Chuckling, Ryo answered, “It’s not really her name.”

“We still intend to call her Koko, as a nickname after she’s born. So it’s her name as much as the one we’ll name her when she’s with us.”

“True. Just, hang in there, Dee. For our baby girl. Please? Besides, I don’t want anything happening to you either, Dee. I can’t live without you.”

“You play dirty, Ryo Laytner-MacLean,” Dee remarked, sounding slightly annoyed. “Fine. But it’s your job to keep my mind off of the outside tonight.”

Ryo grinned and nudged Dee to lift his head. He kissed Dee lightly. “I can do that. And it won’t even be a task.”

“Good.” Dee returned the kiss. They continued to kiss until they heard Elina call out that dinner was ready.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

June 23, 2006

One thing on Ryo’s list that could be considered a task when dealing with Dee’s pregnancy were cravings in the middle of the night. It was not so bad when it took just a short trip to the kitchen, but when Dee insisted on something they did not have in the house, it sometimes got tense. There were times Dee wanted something but the store was closed overnight. Ryo had to put up with Dee in a mood until he finally fell asleep. If it was a 24 hour place, Ryo would find himself getting dressed in the middle of the night and heading out to get it for Dee. He’d come back usually to have to wake Dee – once he decided not to wake his husband and learned it was more a mistake than a consideration. Once Dee was awake, it would get better as they both ate whatever Ryo came back with, along with cuddling and kissing. Sometimes they would even end up making love.

Much had changed since the last time Dee had a middle of the night craving. On one hand, Dee wanting something was a sign that he was definitely recovering. It was the first time since the attack the week before that Dee woke Ryo up nudging him, requesting a snack. It made Ryo happy, probably happier than he should be considering that it was 2 am, and he had to wake up at 6 to get ready for work.

Ryo’s glee was short-lived as Dee requested White Castle. It was on the list of food Dee had to definitely stay away from until Vince said otherwise. It was no longer a suggestion. That leeway was gone when Ferguson did what he had to Dee. Ryo had to stay firm and tell Dee no. Especially when tears came to Dee’s eyes. It was one of the hardest things Ryo had to do. Ryo tried to appeal to Dee saying that while he was thinking of it, he would like to have something from White Castle too, but they can’t because it was not good for Dee. Which Dee took completely the wrong way, and the next thing Ryo knew, Dee was more upset, insisting that Ryo had called him fat and that he was right, but he still had no right to call him that. Dee went on to threaten that Ryo didn’t love him because he would not go to get something for Dee and their daughter to eat. Ryo offered to go to one of the 24 hour diners and get something that was healthier for Dee, or that he could make something for them, including a smoothie, which Dee had been drinking all week in place of shakes whenever the pregnant man wanted a shake. Problem was Dee had his mind set on a chocolate shake from White Castle, along with double cheeseburgers, clam strips, and onion rings.

They ended up in a huge fight and Ryo ended up sleeping on the couch.

The looks Bikky gave him over breakfast -- never mind the simple fact that Bikky was up at 6 in the morning when he had no school -- was enough to let Ryo know that Bikky had heard everything. Unfortunately, Ryo had no time to explain to Bikky. He had to get to work and he was already running late because he had to jimmy one of the locks to get into the master bedroom because Dee locked both doors after Ryo stormed out of the bedroom.

Vince had agreed to come over after dinner later that day to give Dee his check-up, and determine where they would go from there.

Ryo called home mid-morning, only for Elina to answer. After a few minutes in which Ryo heard a muffled discussion, she returned to tell him in a sympathetic tone that Dee did not want to speak to him. Ryo tried again after lunch, and to his relief, Dee got on the phone. Before Ryo could explain himself, Dee was profusely apologizing, and started to cry. Ryo assured Dee it was okay, and while he hated to fight with Dee, he completely understood.

At 2:30 that afternoon, Ryo and Andy were leaving an interview with a victim, when he got a call from Elina. She sounded worried, saying Dee had not stopped crying since he hung up and she was getting concerned. His readings were not looking good, especially his blood pressure, and she was certain his stress level was high. She wanted to know if Ryo could come home and talk to Dee, hoping that Ryo could assure Dee that he meant that it was okay. Ryo called Rose and started to explain the situation. Before he was done, Rose told Ryo to have Andy drop him off and that he was done for the day, except to call him later and let him know how Dee was doing.

Ryo went directly to the bedroom, noticing Elina’s point in the direction. He found Dee curled up on his side, hugging a pillow and had tears falling down his face.

“Dee,” Ryo sighed, climbing on the bed and pulling Dee into his arms. He frowned when Dee did not lean into the hold or turn for Ryo. “Hey gorgeous,” he tried again, “what’s the matter?”

“I’m sorry,” Dee sniffled, burying his face in the pillow.

“For what?”

He lifted his head enough to mutter, “Being an asshole.”

“Is this about last night?” Ryo asked, rubbing Dee’s back. When Dee nodded his head, Ryo leaned over to nuzzle his head. “It’s okay, Dee.”

“No it’s not. I was horrible to you last night. And then this morning.”

“It’s forgotten, sweetheart. Really.” Ryo softly stroked the prominent bump, feeling the baby stirring, as his lips moved to Dee’s cheek. “It was hormones. It happens sometimes. Especially when you can’t get something that you really have your heart set on. I understand that, Dee.”

“But I made you so mad last night, and then made you sleep on the couch.”

“That happens too. It’s fine, Dee.”

Dee shook his head vigorously. “No, it’s not. It wasn’t fair to kick you out of the room. You need your sleep.”

“I slept last night. I’d prefer to sleep with you, but I managed.”

Dee finally sat up, staring intensely into Ryo’s eyes. This stare did not waver despite his eyes being red and still misty. “What about that nightmare?” he asked.

Ryo started, staring wide-eyed at Dee in shock. He began to shake his head in denial, but Dee stopped him with a kiss.

“I know, Ryo,” Dee stated when he pulled away from Ryo. “I managed to settle you, but you still talk in your sleep. You cried in my arms, thinking I was dead. In your sleep.”

Ryo hung his head. Dee lifted Ryo’s head up by a finger under his chin. “Nothing to be ashamed of. I’m surprised I’m not having anxiety attacks over what happened, but then I think I somehow managed to distance myself from the horror once I knew I survived.” He grasped Ryo’s hand in his and rested their hands on his bump. “I can’t afford any more stress. No guarantees once the chibi is born.”

“I’m sorry, Dee… I… I didn’t want you to worry about me.”

“I do, Ryo. If you think you’re fooling me that you’re fully rested these days, you’re wrong. I’m afraid that while I’m sitting here at home, something will happen to you because you’re too tired to react.”

“I’m sorry,” Ryo repeated. He finally looked up and lightly traced Dee’s face. “I should have known I couldn’t hide it from you.” He smiled. “I love you, Dee. I love you so much.”

“I love you, too, Ryo. But will you promise me something? For both of us. Please?”

Ryo nodded. “For you, anything. Well, as long as it doesn’t involve anything that’s not good for you and Koko.”

Dee smiled ruefully at Ryo. “Yeah, I know. I’m sorry again.”

“Don’t be,” Ryo assured him. “Now what is it?”

“While Vince is here, I’d like for him to refer us both to a good trauma specialist. Someone we both could talk to.”

“We have a list that we use for victims,” Ryo pointed out.

“Under our medical plan? I trust Vince’s opinion and I like the medical group that’s affiliated with him. So? I’ll talk to avoid any future trauma if you talk to hopefully make that nightmare go away so you can get a full night’s sleep.”

Ryo met Dee’s look. “I can do that.”

Dee wrapped his arms around Ryo’s arms. “Thank you,” he said and kissed Ryo deeply.

“We’re okay now?” Ryo asked. When Dee nodded his head, Ryo smiled. “Good.” He kissed Dee again. “Are you hungry?”

Dee shook his head. “But if you want to get something to eat, don’t let me stop you.”

“Wait right here. I’ll be back in a few. Okay? I’ll bring something to eat here, and some extra in case you decide you do want to eat. And then we’ll have some time for us to take a nap before Vince gets here.”

“Sounds like a plan.” Dee replied, but he still held onto Ryo.

Ryo decided to stay for a few more minutes, holding Dee and lightly kissing him until his stomach rumbled. Laughing, Dee finally released Ryo and sent him off to get something to eat.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Vince was pleased with the results of his exam. He okayed Dee to go off bed rest, but to listen to his body and lay down when he felt he needed it. He also suggested Ryo take him for a small outing over the weekend to see how Dee stood up to it. Ryo and Dee decided on a picnic in Battery Park with Bikky and Carol along.

Vince called Dee on Monday asking how it went and other questions. Finally, he was given the okay to return to work starting Wednesday, but for no more than five hours, preferably four. Dee still had restrictions on lifting, which was still no more than 1 pound, and not to stand for more than fifteen minutes at a stretch and remain sitting as much as possible. When Dee would come home from work, Vince advised Dee to take a nap and relax as much as possible. He explained to Dee and Ryo that it would most likely be Dee’s routine until he delivered the baby. Glad to be able to get out of the house for a while and be able to work for a few hours, Dee was not complaining.

Dee was set to work the first half of the day. Together, Ryo and Dee would drive to work in the morning. Ryo managed to be free by lunch to make sure Dee was off duty for the day. They would stop along the way home for lunch. Then Ryo would make sure Dee was settled comfortably in bed once they arrived home, and left Bikky with instructions on potential emergencies. Bikky and Carol would stay in the apartment with Dee until Ryo returned home.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

June 30, 2006

When Ryo and Dee came into work that morning, it seemed like any other day. Drake and JJ were not there, and Marty explained that they were out on a case. The squad room was a little cramped the last few days, since Ryo still could not bring himself to stay in their office. On Wednesday, he was in there just long enough, with Dee, and accompanied by Drake and JJ, to remove everything both men wanted. Dee seemed to share Ryo’s reluctance. Ryo had a bit of a fright when Dee started to show signs of an anxiety attack after five minutes in there, but insisted he needed to empty his desk out. Once they were out of the office, Dee sat down at Dana’s desk and relaxed. Rose already knew that both men were to start professional counseling about the attack and was relieved. The Commissioner also decided it was best not to bring it up and to work with the two men as long as they took strides to overcome the attack.

Whenever at least two of the unit were out on a call, or investigating a case, it was almost a relief to the others left behind.

It was just a little after ten when the door to the squad room flew open and Chief Smith filled the door frame. His eyes took in the men who had been working, but were currently staring at the Chief.

“Follow me, gentlemen. Meeting in briefing room 2 on the ground floor. Now!” the Chief demanded.

“Now what’s up his ass?” Ryo asked, shaking himself from the Chief’s sudden appearance.

“Probably a briefing on the changing laws and how it affects us,” Drake replied, already on his feet and heading for the door.

“Jesus!” Dee exclaimed, still remaining seated, his hand on his bump. “He nearly scared me into freakin’ labor here. Holy shit….”

Ryo sympathetically rubbed Dee’s back, looking down at his husband in concern.

Dee looked up at him. “We’re fine,” he assured Ryo.

“Hey guys,” Ryo called out to Andy and Ted, who were the last ones leaving. “Tell Chief we’ll be along just as soon as I know Dee won’t go into labor on me here.”

Ted nodded. “I’ll tell the Commissioner, if he’s there. I’m sure he’ll put the badger in his place considering how protective he is of Dee.” He chuckled and shook his head. “Whoever thought,” he muttered and laughed more as he left behind Andy.

“I’m fine, really,” Dee replied. “Just lemme grab a new bottle of water and let’s go see what this is about. I sure hope it has to do with new laws.”

“Me too,” Ryo agreed, beating Dee to getting the water. He watched as Dee slowly got to his feet and took a deep breath. “Sure you’re okay?”

“Oh yeah,” Dee assured Ryo as he started to slowly walk toward the door. “Just another day. Nothing different than being very pregnant, with signs that my ankles will be bloated almost as much as the rest of me, and I’m waddling around as big as a whale. That’s it.”

“You’re not as big as a whale,” Ryo assured Dee affectionately. “Just as you said, very pregnant. And getting so close to when it’s time to have our little chibi.”

“Yeah, huh?” Dee replied softly as they made their way to the elevator. He looked worried when the elevator door opened, indicating that the rest of the unit was well on their way to the briefing room.

Ryo noticed the look on Dee’s face. “Don’t worry, Dee. If they expect you to run down to the first floor, they can speak to Vince.”

“I know. I’m just not used to actually having an excuse to be late to these things,” Dee chuckled as the elevator made its way down.

“Just remember that once you’re back from baby leave, you won’t have those excuses again.”

“I can always get pregnant again.”

“I’m going to pretend you didn’t just say that,” Ryo said, and then laughed.

“Yeah, me too. If I ever do this again, it won’t be for a few more years.” He slipped his arm around Ryo’s waist and moved his head so his mouth was close to Ryo’s ear. “Besides, you’re next.”

“Yes,” Ryo agreed with a smile. “I’m next. But we’re not even going to think about it until Koko’s around 2.”

Dee nipped Ryo’s ear. “Which gives me four years to decide if I’m going to do this again.” He pulled away from Ryo when the elevator came to a stop. “Well, let’s go see what this is all about.”

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Ryo and Dee opened the door to the briefing room, expecting Chief Smith to make a sarcastic remark, if not jump on them for being the last. They were not expecting many voices to be yelling out at them.

“SURPRISE!!!” was followed by a round of applause and cheering.

Dee stood in the doorway, holding the door open with one hand, the other resting on his bump, and stared in surprise. Ryo stood behind him, his face similar to Dee’s. A flash went off as everyone started to laugh at the stunned fathers-to-be.

“What’s this?” Dee asked, which prompted more laughter.

From his spot behind Dee, Ryo peered past all their gathered co-workers at the pink and white decorations. There were balloons hanging from ceiling, tied in bunches with curled ribbon. Everyone was wearing a cluster of pink and white curled ribbons with either a tiny pink pacifier or baby bottle. The tables were rearranged and draped with pink paper table covers and white runners down the middle. Little baby carriages filled with small balloons adorned the long tables at each setting, along with a small pile of papers and pens. At the end of the room was another table set up in the same pink and white paper, with one of the baby carriage table settings. On each end of the table were big Mylar balloons that said “Congratulations”, “Baby Shower” and “It’s A Girl!” On the wall behind the table was a big banner, also in shades of pink and white exclaiming, “Congratulations Dee & Ryo!” The table also was loaded with various baskets that were filled with baby items, some of them wrapped in colored cellophane papers. Also on the table were boxes wrapped in baby shower wrapping paper, or gift bags. Next to the table was a huge box with a big card. One last table had sandwiches and salads, drinks and in the center was a cake.

Janet started to hug Dee, laughing. “It’s your baby shower, you silly boy.” She grinned over Dee’s shoulder to Ryo. “We managed to also surprise you, Ryo.” She laughed and made Dee move further into the room. JJ came up to Dee, as Janet hugged Ryo. Dee found himself getting pinned with a ribbon cluster like the others, but larger. Janet was pinning a slightly smaller one, but still bigger than the rest of the guests’, on Ryo.

Ryo kissed Janet’s cheek, chuckling. “Well, crap,” he exclaimed. “You did get me.” He moved to stand behind Dee again, slipping his arms around Dee’s waist and smiled at all their co-workers who were also their friends. JJ and Janet, of course, along with Drake, Ted, Marty, Marty’s wife Darla, Dana and Jack, who had Jack Jr. with them, Diana, Dominic, Andy, Chief Smith, Rose and Ray Hernandez, along many others from the other detective squads and uniformed officers.

“Holy shit,” Dee muttered, still looking stunned, but smiling as he took in the festive decorations in the room. “Geez. Thanks everyone.”

“C’mon Dee. You get to sit down in front of everyone, along with Ryo, and make fools of yourselves for us,” JJ commented, tugging Dee along the room toward the table. Ryo was right behind Dee, keeping a hand on Dee’s back.

“Don’t forget these!” Janet exclaimed as Dee settled in a chair before the table, Ryo sitting next to him. She handed the two men a disposable diaper and a small plastic cup.

Ryo went to open the diaper, but JJ smacked his hand. “Not yet,” he warned Ryo. “When everyone is told to, then you can open it.”

“Even when it’s our party?” Ryo asked slyly.

“No!” Janet remarked, causing everyone to laugh.

Dee placed his diaper on the table next to him and glanced down at the cup in his hand. “What the heck is this?” he asked, holding it up. There was partially frozen water in the cup, with a tiny baby girl doll frozen in the top layer of ice. Melted water swirled under the ice layer.

“Break the water,” Janet remarked. “We figured since you don’t have to worry about water breaking, you need some type of experience. It’s one of our games, like the diaper. The first baby that falls from the ice into the water gets a prize, ‘cause their water broke.”

Dee’s eyebrows rose and he glanced around the room at the now seated guests, sniggering when he noticed both Chief Smith and Commissioner Rose had a glass at their places, along with a diaper.

JJ came over and offered each Ryo and Dee several sheets of paper and pens. “Here you go. Sorry, Dee. Still can’t avoid the paperwork at your own baby shower.”

“Gee, thanks JJ. Just what I wanted,” Dee drawled, amused.

“No peeking until you’re told. The papers are in order so you shouldn’t have to worry about looking for something,” Janet stated. “Okay, we’re set now.” She turned toward Chief Smith, who stood up.

“Alright everyone. Settle down. From now until after lunch, we’re going to celebrate the approaching birth of Dee and Ryo Laytner-MacLean’s baby. I want to thank everyone for coming, and I understand that some of you will have to leave before we’re done,” he looked over to the uniforms, “but that will only make room for others who can’t be here at this moment. Everyone knows Janet and JJ, and they are the party coordinators. So I’m going to turn this over to them.”

Everyone clapped as Janet stood in the front, but to Dee’s side. “Originally I was supposed to have Ted help out, but that was quickly proving to be a mistake.” She rolled her eyes, while the others razzed Ted. “Thankfully JJ stepped up to the plate, and I think we have a nice program planned for our little party.” She looked over at JJ, who waved from where he was pouring soft drinks and juice to start serving.

“For a quick rundown on what we have planned, we’re going to play a couple of games, then break for food –“ Janet started.

“And maybe someone’s water will have broken by then,” JJ quipped handing out drinks and pink frosted cookies.

“Then we’ll let Dee and Ryo open their gifts,” Janet continued.

“I hope you have that nice fancy mini-van of yours today!” Drake called out laughing.

Ryo grinned. “We do, but I’m going to need someone to help me haul all this into the van, since Dee has lifting restrictions.”

Dee folded his arms, resting them on his bump with a goofy grin. “Yup!”

“I feel sorry for when you get home with everything, Ryo,” Ted yelled out.

“Nah,” Dee said with a laugh. “That’s what we have a teenage son for.”

“Bingo!” Ryo agreed, chuckling.

“Save that bingo for later, Ryo,” Janet called out. “So we shall we start our first game? Everyone take the top sheet off our packet, but do not turn it over until I say start.”

“Bossy, isn’t she?” Marty quipped, making everyone laugh.

“Okay,” Janet started, ignoring Marty, “when I say start, you have three minutes to unscramble all the words. Keep in mind that they all have to do with babies, pregnancy and Carriers. Everyone ready?” After everyone acknowledged, she looked over to Ryo and Dee who nodded. She picked up an egg timer. “Ready and go!”

There was lots of laughter with various frustrated comments during the three minutes, punctuated with some swearing when Janet called time.

“Hey, careful there. There’s little ears present,” Dee warned, looking over to Jack Jr. who was wiggling in his mother’s arms.

Dana’s husband laughed. “She swore louder than everyone else. Except you, Dee.”

As everyone laughed Dee shot a look over at the man who had recently given birth. “Bite it, Jack,” he commented.

“Oh shush everyone!” JJ shouted. “I’m going to call out the answers and everyone count up your correct answers. The person with the most gets a lovely prize selected by Janet.” Janet picked up a small gift bag from a smaller table with many gift bags and held it up. “This could be yours. Here we go.” JJ called out the words, as more muttering and laughter ensued.

Everyone had a laugh when it was Rose who won, and found himself with a set of scented candles.

They played a game of pin the baby on the belly, using baby dolls tied in ribbon with a piece of Velcro. The belly was Dee’s, which meant more laughing, swearing and everyone having a great time. Diana was the winner. One of the uniformed officers won the bingo game.

After everyone ate, Ryo was prompted to stand up and pick up the gifts one by one to hand to Dee. Janet explained being that it was the start of summer, they had a basket theme and everyone was asked to fill a basket with something the new parents would need for the baby. They had collected lots of bath items, bibs, diapers, bottles and many other items in the baskets. Besides the baskets, there were many baby gift sets including clothes, towels, booties, clothes and crib bedding in the colors Dee and Ryo had picked for the nursery. There were also lots of stuffed animals and toys, including many Hello Kitty items, since the expectant couple wanted to add some of the Sanrio line in the nursery. The big box was a collective gift from their unit – it was a car seat, and to Dee’s delight, it was exactly the one they had selected from the registry – the one they liked not only for looks, but Ryo ran a checklist against all the car seats they had looked at and picked that particular one for the safety factor.

As it turned out, it was Dee’s water that broke. Since it was his shower, and they had so many wonderful gifts, Dee gave the stuffed dinosaur that he won to little Jack Jr. When Ryo looked at him amused, Dee shrugged. “Dunno, it just seems right. Jack, dinosaur.” He laughed along with Ryo, everyone else lost in the private joke about one of their favorite TV shows.

Near the end, when Janet asked everyone to open their diaper, Ted cursed out in disgust, throwing down the ‘soiled’ diaper, making everyone laugh. “Relax, Tedster,” JJ said. “It’s only melted chocolate.”

“It’s still gross,” Ted sputtered.

JJ continued to laugh as he gave the last gift bag to Ted. “Here you go, Tedster. Now all you need is someone to share these with.”

“More scented candles,” Ted commented, looking in.

“Aromatherapy,” JJ corrected. “They might actually help you get laid finally.”

“Hey!” Whatever else Ted had to say was lost among the laughter.

Everyone finished the cake and ice cream, and as they started to leave the men offered to help Ryo get all the gifts into the car. Not long after, Dee joined Ryo in the parking lot, ready to go home.

Ryo took a look at Dee, standing there in his light cotton purple shirt and darker blue chinos, grinning as he rubbed his belly.

“I think Koko is excited about the party. She’s been kicking and moving the entire time. Hopefully when we get home, she’ll have tired herself out enough for me to get some sleep. What?” he asked as Ryo continued to stare at him with a goofy look on his face.

“You. You’re glowing again. I mean really, really glowing. And you’re so fuckin’ gorgeous.” Ryo put his arms around Dee and moved close to kiss him. “I love you, Dee.” He rested a hand on Dee’s bump. “Thank you for this.”

Dee returned the smile and softly touched his lips to Ryo. With their mouths close, he said, “Thank you. I love you too.” He pressed his hand over the one still resting on the bump. “This much.”

They kissed again before Ryo helped Dee into the van and settled in his seat.