Night\'s Obsession

dear god I've given up I'll be updateing reletively quickly. Thanks Gillie for all the reviews.
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Ran sobbed silently as soon as Hiroshi drifted off to sleep. The others had all been released and now he was stuck here with a man he hated while his sweet love was far away. He had Ken take off the cross he wore seeing as only Ken could take it off and sighed deeply feeling very empty and naked with out it. He had been naked a thousand times he just never really felt it till now. He stilled his tears and sighed deeply looking down at the man sleeping on top of him and cringed. Ken would always sleep on his chest or curled into his side and there were times he would do the same. He missed Ken and he truthfully wanted nothing more than to be cuddled warm in his lover's arms.

Ken lay there numb totally and completely numb holding on to the cross and Ran's ring for dear life. Yohji gently stroked his hair and sighed deeply. "How you feeling Kenken?" He shrugged and sighed deeply snuggling into Ran's pillow and feeling the tears come. He held them back and rolled over facing his best friend. "I want him back Yohji but it was his choice and I have to respect that. Some day Hiroshi will see that Ran doesn't love him and my lover will come back or Ran will fall in love with Hiroshi and I'll have to move on. It hurts Yohji, is it supposed to hurt this much?" A few tears slipped from his eyes and he sobbed softly into his friend's chest.

Shion walked into the room and sighed deeply looking over the sleeping brunet and his lover's brother. He sat at the head of the bed and gently brushed some hair from Ken's face. "How's he doing?" The blond shrugged and he sighed deeply. "He'll live, Ken is strong but right now he is in a lot of pain but he'll move on sooner or later. Its just Ran is the first person he's ever truly loved and Ran has given Ken all he has ever needed and never hurt him. So right now Ken is suffering because he can't let go and he can't bottle these feelings up. He'll be fine he just needs time, he just needs time." He smiled sadly and took the blonde's hand. "Who are you trying to convince me or yourself?" Yohji sighed deeply and shook his head. "Both, Ken has been my best friend for a long time and he was the first person to accept that I was gay, and the first person there to help me pick up the pieces when Auska died. He's been there with me and helped me though a lot of shit and this is the first time I've ever seen him like this. His first boyfriend nearly beat him to death and he was strong, granted my sister had to be pulled away from the guy before she killed him but still that's not the point. I just want to see Ken happy and with Ran he was." He nodded again and sighed lying down and stretching. "Kai broke it off with me." The blond nodded and sighed softly. "She needs time. I kind of knew it was coming when she found out she looked like your wife and then the whole thing with Ronan threw her for a loop. She's young and dumb and needs time to think. She didn't give back your wives ring or your soul so it's not permanent. Give her some time and space and she'll be back in your arms in no time." He nodded again and sighed.

Ran sighed deeply as he was thrust into and closed his eyes trying to block it all out of his mind. He was cheating on Ken and he was sure his lover was suffering greatly. He moaned as he felt the other cum inside of him and hot lips covered his. He nodded and got out of bed and went onto the bathroom running a bath and slipping in. Hiroshi never bathed with him or really slept with him except when the other fell a sleep right after sex. He wasn't Hiroshi's lover he was his toy. He sighed deeply and closed his eyes reaching for Ken. He needed to feel his lover just once to know Ken was safe. He felt warmth surround his mind and sighed happily then frowned. Ken was in pain he could tell. He sighed and closed the link feeling tears slip down his face.


Hiroshi growled and sighed deeply. He didn't love Ran he knew that much now. He had his way with the beautiful redhead and now he didn't want him any more. He stood slowly and started to pace the room. He still wanted Ran because there was no greater feeling than that slim strong body beneath him pliant and willing but he didn't need Ran. He stopped and smirked sitting back down. He didn't need to love Ran in order to fuck him. Ran was his new toy from now until forever.