Decisions

Chapter 2 – Karasuma’s Plan

“Come with me” demanded Karasuma.

Everyone just looked and wondered what they had missed; as Robin began to follow them, Karasuma turned “not you Robin”

“Huh!?” she gasped in surprise.

“I need to talk to Amon alone” she said dragging Amon along.

He had lost the look of fear and replaced it with an ice-cold stare as quickly as the look of fear had snuck to his face. He glared at Karasuma who had drug him to the parking lot, she shivered under his gaze, ‘how could Robin see anything in him, he is so cold’ she thought to herself.

“Amon what is going on?” she asked.

“Nothing” he stated with no emotion “You must have heard the conversation and misundood”ood” and began walking to his car.

“Amon I . . .” she began but thought she heard him trying to suppress his tears and sniffle.

“It’s best if you just forget what you heard” Amon stated but sounded a little to sad, then mumbled “she’ll only get hurt.”

Karasuma heard the sadness in his voice as he got into his car, he did not look up at her as he drove away but she knew he was crying. ‘So that’s how it is, you think you’ll only hurt her or she’ll only hurt you’ she thought ‘but you both look at each other and you can see the longing, so I’ll show you its ok’

“Karasuma?” asked Robin, and Karasuma jumped in surprise.

“Oh sorry I was deep in thought” she began “what do you want?”

“What did you and Amon talk about?” she pleaded.

“Not much” Karasuma stated walking away, she knew it would hurt Robin a lot but she had to entrap Amon into admitting his feelings and she could not let Robin know.

Robin looked at Karasuma’s back as she walked away. Amon pulled back in forgetting his gun and phone, as he stepped out he looked at Robin but quickly turned to leave.

“Amon wait!” seggeegged as she ran over to him and clutched his waist.

“Let go Robin,” he demanded calmly but was not tense he loved the feel of her arms around him. Robin broke through his thoughts of her.

“Amon please tell me why!” she begged as she began to cry.

He tensed up as he thought ‘Maybe I should just tell her, my heart aches for her but one of us will just end up hurt’ he thought.

“Robin” he began and felt as though his heart was being pulled out of his chest when he thought of what he was about to do, he leaned forward and kissed her “that was a goodbye kiss, now please leave me alone we can’t be together”

Robin lowered her head and continued to sob “Why are you doing this to me” she blubbered out between sobs “I love you, why don’t you love me back?”

“Robin stop this” he began his calm voice wavering a little he pushed on her lightly.

“Amon no it hurts to much, I can’t let you go,” she said as Sakaki walked in to get his motorcycle. Amon pushed Robin onto the ground and she sat there sobbing as he left “Please it hurts, Amon come back!”

Sakaki looked stunned at what he had witnessed.

Amon let a single tear roll down his face as he sped off leaving Robin there crying ‘it hurts so bad but its for the best, she needs someone better’ he thought ‘I wish I hadn’t given into her last night.’

Back at the STN-J Karasuma racked her brain trying to figure out how to get Amon to admit his feelings. She looked up as Sakaki walked in with a stunned look.

“What happened Sakaki?” she asked half-heartedly.

“I-I saw Amon and Robin in a heated argument” he began, and Karasuma tensed up “then when Amon saw me he pushed Robin down and left, she’s still down there crying about it”

“Shit!” said Karasuma abruptly jumping to her feat and running past Sakaki. He stood there stunned as he wondered what was going on with his colleagues.

Karasuma entered to see Robin lying on the cold cement sobbing and muttering something about Amon leaving “Oh Robin”

“He left and it hurts,” she continued to cry.

“I’ll take you home” said Karasuma reaching for Robin.

“Just take me to Harry’s Café.” Robin said wiping away the tears.

“Ok” was all Karasuma said walking Robin over to the car.

When they reached Harry’s and Robin jumped out and slammed the door, Karasuma sat there awhile worrying about Robin but decided it would be best to leave her for a while.

Harry looked up to see the 15-year-old Hunter who frequented his café often “Are you alright?” asked the older man.

“I need something to make me forget” she replied crying a little “something to numb the pain”

Though he knew better it looked as if she needed it, he reached under the bar, and brought up a bottle of alcohol “be careful it’s strong” he warned setting a shot glass next to it.

Robin poured a shot and quickly gulped it down. She sat still for a while and then began coughing harshly. Harry reached for the bottle but she pushed his hand back and poured another shot.

“That’s Amon’s favorite drink” Harry muttered to her.

She began crying but kept drinking, later that evening Harry told her she was drunk and should go to the apartment above the café. Robin did not hear him and as he went back to clean up the kitchen she slipped out the front, Harry returned to an empty bar and thought Robin took his advice and locked up.

Amon was thinking about how he was supposed to get anything done if he kept forgetting his gun and phone. As he pulled past Harry’s Café he saw Robin stumble out he was about to look away when he noticed her collapse. He stopped abruptly and jumped out to see if she was ok, ‘just a small bump on her head’ he thought ‘she reeks of alcohol, damn it she’s drunk!’

Amon picked her up, sat her in his car, and got in driving towards his house. He looked at her on the way home and began thinking about when she had given herself to him, he pulled his thoughts away from that and drove in silence.

Robin awoke to the sounds of someone crying, she looked around in the dark and immediately knew where she was. She sat up and her head began to pound she looked over and saw aspirin and a glass of water on the coffee table. After she took the aspirin she heard some more cries and whimpers coming from Amon’s room, as she stood up and felt cold, she realized she was naked and reached down and grabbed the blanket that had covered her earlier.

Robin walked slowly to Amon’s room and looked inside to see Amon moving around in his sleep, she walked over to him when she found out his whimpers were words. He was calling someone’s name.

“R-r” he whimpered.

Robin leaned in closer to hear him.

“R-Rob . . . Robin” he said as tears began to trickle down his face.

She was stunned, after what he had said to her earlier, he was now calling for her and crying.

“I do love you,” he whimpered and she gasped loudly at his unconscious confession.

He stirred and opened his red, puffy eyes and saw Robin gawking at him. He thought quickly, wiped his tear-streaked face, and looked at her blankly “Robin what do you want?”

She just continued staring at him.

“What” he said nervousness reaching the tip of his tongue, he thought quickly again, “Oh, I brought you here because you were drunk, just go to sleep and I’ll have your clothes cleaned by the time you wake up.”

As he finished, he expected her to cry and run but she looked at him and finally closed her mouth and she dropped the blanket and was standing in the nude as she began walking towards the bed. It was Amon’s turn to stare in shock as she pulled back his blanket, slipped in next to him, she curled up next to him, and he lay back as she rested her head on his chest.

Amon began to protest but she was already asleep, and looked so peaceful and he savored her feel as hifteifted off to sleep.

Back at HQ Karasuma racked her brain as she thought of what would make Amon reveal his love for Robin ‘but Amon deserves me.’ She thought ‘wait where did that come from?’ and quickly discarded the thought as she tried to figure out a plan knowing Amon was supposed to take a vacation tomorrow.

The next morning Robin woke to feel no one beside her as she got up her heart sank as she thought Amon left her again. As she rolled over feeling sad but then heard Amon walk in with a cup of coffee, he walked over and kissed her on the forehead. She blushed as he looked her over and she realized she was naked.

“A-Amon” she said shyly trying to cover herself “I should get dressed”

“Robin before that why did you forgive me and sleep with me?” he asked his smile fading slightly.

“I-I . . .well you said you loved me” she said still trying to cover herself.

He looked up at her questioningly “When did I say that?”

“Last night while you slept” she said “you called out to me and then said you loved me”

“Robin I am not sure this’ll work,” he said and her smile faded.

“But Amon you do love me!?” she said surprised at his statement.

“I know, but I am leaving for a week of vacation” he began “and I’ll figure things out then ok?”

“Do I really get a choice?” she asked.

“No, I guess not” he said standing to finish packing and get dressed.

Robin followed suit and they left his house, when he dropped her off at HQ he looat hat her and she nodded knowing she could not make him stay.

Karasuma put her plan in motion as she called Touko “remember what we talked about” asked Karasuma concealing her voice with her hand hoping Touko would not know it was she.

“Yes”-replied Touko on her cell phone “but how do you know he . . .” the line went dead and she wondered if she should trust this person ‘she said to meet Amon at the airport, I may as well go and see if he’s there’

Amon pulled up to the airport but stopped outside his car contemplating to leave or return to Robin and confess that he already knew the answer to all his questions. He was abruptly pulled through his thoughts when Touko walked up next to him “Amon?”

“What are you doing here?” he asked neither of them noticing the woman with the camera hanging out her window in a car across the street.

“Amon” she said leaning into him and kissing him. He pushed away but not before the camera in the car went off.

“Touko?” asked Amon.

“Amon why’d you push me away?” she asked back.

“Touko we are through what were you thinking?” he demanded.

“But I was told you wanted me back!?” she asked with tears in her eyes.

Amon was not paying attention he was thinking about Robin again “look I got to go” he said quickly and got into his car. Karasuma looked happy as she hit send on an e-mail, ‘he’ll be jealous and admit his feelings for Robin!’ she thought ‘that doesn’t make sense because Robin is the one getting the e-mail, oh well.’

Robin opened her e-mail to see Amon and Touko kissing at the airport, she did not know who sent it but there was a message. She read it as tears began to well up in her eyes, she sat there for a few minutes before she heard Amon enter the hallway Sakaki walked out of the closet muttering something and Robin thought quickly and decided to kiss him.

“Robin I lo . . .” Amon began happily but was stopped in his tracks at what he saw.

Robin was expecting him to blow up at her and then she could get mad back but something unexpected happened. Amon’s eyes began to tear up and as soon as the tears ran down his face, he ran out the building. Robin’s heart felt as though it shattered ‘why do I feel bad’ she thought ‘he was with Touko but why did he start to cry!? But he came back and the picture is from today so what just happened?’

“R-Robin?” asked Sakaki “What just happened?”

Realizing she was still holding on to him, she released him and went after Amon, but she had to find a ride first.

Karasuma was getting in her car when Amon stormed past in tears, she was going to ask what happened but realized this must be her fault and followed his car home to apologize. She got out and knocked on his door, “Amon I . . .” she began.

Amon looked at her and gave her a hug before she could finish, she let him embrace her and before she knew it she was on his couch and he kissed her. She was shocked but could not help but feel that this may have been what she truly wanted.

“A-Amon” she gasped.

“Sshhh” replied Amon “help me take away the pain”

She let him remove her shirt and savored his hands on her breasts, she moaned as he let his tongue roam around her body. He could not think straight ‘she did it after I finally let her in she hurt me’ he thought ‘and I knew it would happen, why did I trust her?’

He could not help himself he just wanted to stop thinking of Robin. Karasuma removed his shirt and gave butterfly kisses all along his neck and chest. He let out a small moan and picked her up, carrying her to his room they both removed the rest of their clothing.

Karasuma could not wait any longer “Amon” she began “I need you”

He nodded and set her on his lap so she could control the speed and how much she would take. Amon let out a gasp as she slid down on him; she was tight and so warm. He kissed her and they melted together, eventually breaking off to moan and scream in pure pleasure. Amon felt her tense around him as if milking him and they both began to orgasm. He exploded in her and she quivered around his cock, afterwards they collapsed and after one last chaste kiss, Amon drifted off to sleep but still hurting from what he saw.

Robin reached his house and saw Karasuma’s car out front she ran up to his door and rang the doorbell ‘why would Karasuma be here?’ she thought. As the door opened, she was ready to see Karasuma but was shocked to Karasuma in one of Amon’s shirts.

“R-Robin!?” said Karasuma.

“K-Karasuma!?” said Robin.

“Robin what are you doing here?” asked Karasuma.

“What are you talking about!?” she half screamed, “What are you doing here?”

“I had to comfort Amon last night, he was about to tell you he loved you” stated Karasuma and Robin let out a gasp before Karasuma continued “but he walked in on you kissing Sakaki”

“That was an accident” she exclaimed, as Amon popped up behind Karasuma. He glanced at Robin before averting his eyes and let a tear glide down his cheek.

“Accident or not he let you in with the fear you would hurt him, but he trusted you and you betrayed him” said Karasuma.

“But I didn’t mean to” Robin cried, “I didn’t know what to do, I saw a picture of him kissing Touko at the airport.” As she finished her sentence Amon looked up.

did did you see that?” he asked.

“Someone sent it to me on my computer” she said “so when I heard you coming I tried to think fast how to hurt you like you did me”

“Touko said someone told her that I wanted to get together again!” he exclaimed, “It must’ve been a set up”

“Your forgetting the big picture,” said Karasuma “Robin could’ve handled it better but she chose to kiss Sakaki, not even bothering to ask you about the picture, she didn’t trust you.”

Amon turned “Robin leave!” he stated not looking at her.

“But Amon I . . .” she began.

Karasuma interjected “he said leave! You already have hurt him enough, besides if it was an accident you waited until this morning to apologize”

“I was looking . . .” the door slammed in Robin’s face before she finished “for a ride!?”

Amon wanted to go to Robin but Karasuma took his hand and led him back to bed with a smile.

Robin was stunned at how bad everything had turned out, but thought as she left ‘if someone is out to hurt me and Amon I could have Michael trace the e-mail!’ She sped off back to HQ.

“Michael!” came Robin’s voice.

He jumped a little then turned to see what she wanted.

“I need you to trace a e-mail ceivceived earlier,” she demanded.

He did not answer, just turned and began typing, knowing she was upset and serious “it looks like it came from one of are computers, a mobile one, in . . .” they both gasped “Karasuma’s car!?” they said in unison.

“But why would she do this to me” Robin asked herself walking back to the elevator “then that means she lied to Amon” she realized what Karasuma did and why “she wanted Amon and was jealous when she found out about us!?” she finished talking to herself as she walked over to the parking lot.

The next day Robin walked into the office to see Karasuma sitting on Amon’s lap laughing, she walked past trying to stay calm. Michael looked up to see if Robin would do anything she just looked at him letting him know that she would tell all in due time.

“Oh it seems I have found out who sent me the e-mail,” chirped Robin as she sat at her desk.

Amon jumped up “Who is it?” he asked.

Karasuma’s face went white when Robin looked at her, “It was . . .”

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