Always and Forever

Alexander Anderson starred in horror at then seen before him. He knew
where he\'d seen it once before, but why was he seeing it again? This
incedent had happened years ago. A young child, perhaps ten maybe eleven,
is bent over an altar. His face is contorted in screams and his mouth
is moving as if to say \" someone help me!\", but there\'s no sound. Behind
him is a man with dark brown hair, his face is flushed and screwed up
in a pleasurable looking way. \" Oh, God...not again...\" Anderson said
sitting down on the ground and pulling his legs up against his chest.\"
I\'m so sorry Jonas...i\'m sorry i didn\'t stop him...\" he said. Tears
begin to roll down his cheeks and he closes his eyes.
\" Alexander...Alexander...\" A voice from behind him calls. Alucard\'s
rich baratone voice seemed some what comforting to him, at that moment.
\" what...what do you want monster?\" he asks looking over his shoulder
at the master vampire. The black haired mans eyes are fixed on the seen
infront of him, and his face has a look of slight confusion on it.
\" Alex...who is that? the boy.\" The Nosferatu asks, kneeling down by
the weeping priest.
\"His name was Jonas. He was one of the boys at the orphanage back when
i was just a volunteer there. One night when i was locking up the
church i found Father Nathan and him...like this. I could hear him screaming
for help, but i didn\'t move. I just stood there, watching, until it was
all over. And i never told anyone what happened....i..\" Anderson
stoped without finishing, no longer trusting his own voice. As his sobs
become louder, he burries his head in his knees.
Alucard could do little but stare at the paladin. Normally he would
have thought Anderson would have cut the man to pieces for such an obscene
act. Taking the sobing mans face in his hands he pressed their
foreheads together.\" Shhh...hush Alexander...don\'t cry...it\'s no more than a
memory. It\'s already happened, you can\'t change it now.\" Green eyes
opened and stared into red ones. * his guilt is eating away at his heart,
at this rate he\'ll die still trapped in his own mind.*
\" It doesn\'t make it any less painful to witness. please god make it
stop....please kill me...i don\'t want to hurt any more...\" Andereson
pleaded to no one at all. It was to much for him. Violent torture, death,
anything was better than this.
\" I can help you to stop hurting, if you let me...please Alex...Let me
make the pain go away...\" Alucard whispered to the blonde man, before
placing a kiss on each one of his cheeks. Slowly he began to kiss away
the paladins tears as they poured out of his eyes.
\" How...how can you make the pain stop?...you\'re not really
here...you\'re just in my head...the real Alucard doesn\'t care what happens to
me....\" His last comment hurt the vampire.
\" You\'re wrong Alex...\" was all he said before placing his mouth
gently over the blonde mans. Anderson stifened at the soft contact*what is
he doing...is he...kissing me?!? Why is he...kissing me...*
* He\'s not responding. Shit. I\'ve pushed him too....* Alucard didn\'t
even have time finish that thought,as Anderson had opened his mouth. This
was a one time thing he was sure and the no life king was not going to
pass up a chance like this.He slowly slid his tongue into the paladins
mouth. Anderson let out a small wimper as Alucards tongue massaged his
slowly. * He\'s being so gently with me...like he\'s afraid he\'s going to
break me...but i\'m already broken....*
\" You\'re not broken Alex....you\'re human...\" the black haired vampire
said, moving to rest atop the priest. \" Is this how you\'re going to
make me stop hurting?...you\'re going to bed me?...\" Anderson\'s eyes were
red from crying,but his face displayed no emotion. \"No Alex...it\'s
deeper than that...I\'m going to show you what it feels like to be loved.
If you want me to stop, i will,just say so...\"
\" Alright, Alucard...go ahead...show me what its like...\" he was
already in hell,what was one more sin.\" As you wish.\" Alucard leaned down to
capture his partners mouth in another kiss, parting the mans mouth with
his tongue. Anderson moaned into his mouth, entangling his hands in
Alucards ebony hair. The vampire began to unbotton his shirt , slowly
taking his time with each botton. Breaking their kiss he moved his mouth to
lick the paladins earlobe. \" Alex, where do you want to be right now,If
you could be anywhere in the world, where would you be?\" He wasn\'t
listening, andersons eyes had drifted back to Jonas. Alucard sat up and
turned his face towards him. \" did you here me? Where do you want to be?\"
The man beneath him simply starred up at him.

\" Why do you want to know?\"

\" It\'s your first time isn\'t it? you should enjoy it...we\'re inside
your mind. You can change the images.\" Alucard said running his hands
down andersons chest, stopping to rub each of his nipples. \"
I...uhn...can\'t...hmmn...Aluuucarddd...\" he said, arching as the vampire bent his
head to take his left nub in his mouth, gently worrying it between his
teeth. He suckled the nub for a moment then began to move lower, placeing
kisses on the mans exposed skin as he went. When he reached the priests
navel, he lapped at it , letting his tongue dip down into it. Again
Anderson arched his body, moaning loudly, when he felt Alucards hand cup
his groin. \"Uhnalucard...more...please...\" He moaned.

\"Not until you show me. I need to know you can control your own mind or
im just wasting my time trying to save you.\" He said , rubbing the mans
erection through his pants. Anderson wimpered at the sweet torture
alucard was putting him through. He couldn\'t do it. He didn\'t know where he
wanted to be.Alucard ran the long fingers on his free hand through the
man\'s hair. \" Such a pretty thing. Try, Alex, try. I haven\'t given up
on you yet, so don\'t you dare...give up!\" Why is he doing this? Anderson
wondered. Because...I... The vampires voice bounced of the walls of his
mind, but he never finished the statement. \" Because why, monster?
Because you love me? please...i don\'t buy it.\" Alucard tightened his grip
on the mans groin, not enough to hurt, but enough to make him thrust his
hips into his hand.\"oh...oh, please alucard...please...\"

\" No...not until you show me.\" he said looking down at the man. Just
then the whole scene grew dark and The boy and other priest faded away.
\"Good...now where are we?\" He asked unzipping the mans pants and
slipping his hand inside. \" We..uh...we\'re in...oh...your coffin.\" He sighed,&
when he opened his eyes, they were indeed inside a coffin.

Well this was a most interesting turn of events. He had expected the
priest to choose a confession booth, or some romantic island getaway, not
his coffin. He slowly undid the snap and pulled the paladin\'s pants
down all the way, taking his boxers with them. Strange. Most people would
have just simply \'thought\' there clothes gone, but anderson seemed to
think they were still in reality. Grasping the his manhood in a tight
fist Alucard began to pump him in a painfully slow rythm, His other hand
worked itself under anderson and was toying with his entrance. \"Oh good
God in heaven alucard faster.\" He begged and Alucard complied, stroking
the man faster. He pushed one of his long thin fingers inside of him
slowly, allowing anderson to stop him if he wished. When he didn\'t
Alucard added a second finger, slowly scissoring them. Anderson screamed out
in ecstasy, when Alucards finger brushed against his prostate. Adding a
third finger, alucard stopped stroking anderson with his hand. \"oh
please don\'t stop...alucard...so nice...\" Anderson moaned, grinding
back on the hand that was stretching him.

\"Can i be inside of you, Alex?\" The vampire asked positioning himself
at the priests entrance. \"Please...i want to be inside of you.\" Anderson
nodded, biting down on his lip.Alucard withdrew his fingers, and
gripped andersons hips tightly. \"Wait...we need lubricant...don\'t
we?\"Anderson asked sitting up on his elbows, nearly hiting his head on the top of
the coffin. Shit how could he have forgotten! Pushing the lid of his
coffin open, Alucard noticed where Anderson had imagined the coffin
being. It was inside an old style church, high ceiling, huge stained class
windows with the saints on them,and...sitting onthe alter not 3 feet
away was a bottle of Rose scented oil.*well...how convenient.*the
Nosferatu thought to himself, willing the bottle to come to him. He quickly
slathered it on and repositioned himself. \"are you ready Alex?\" he asked.
The younger man moved himself so he was hovering justover Alucards
erection. \"Yes...\" He said before pushing down onto the vampire, closing
his eyes as he did so. Then the feelings stopped.


okay end chapter 2! please review! i\'d like to know if i should just kill this story! i suck i know it, give me a break!