Night\'s Addiction

The endless night of soft sensuality was ending and the vivid morning of hopeless dreams was just waking. His was a hopeless dream. He dreamed to be loved but he was a monster that did not deserve such a wonderful thing. Aya sighed as he stared up blankly into the soft cloth that covered his bed. He didn't want to look at the beautiful boy sleeping so soundly next to him; he didn't want to see the boy who promised to love him. How could he be loved? He had lived for five hundred years as a hunter of the night, a demon of darkness. He was no more than a monster that need blood of the living and yet even as her had planned to take Ken's lifeblood he could not. He could not taint the boy and have him be close to the darkness.

The warmth next to him was wonderful and sweet. The room still held the lingering scent of candles long ago burned while he made love to another for the first time. He stirred slightly and rolled over draping his arm across a broad firm chest and his nose gently nuzzled baby soft ivory skin as his mind slowly pulled him for the happy land of sleep. Ken yawned and looked into deep violet eyes and smiled slightly snuggling back into the covers. "Good morning Aya." He whispered softly while he gently kissed the soft ivory shoulder of his lover. "Did you sleep well Ken?" He wanted to giggle at the politeness of the redhead but settled for nodding and letting a soft hum come from the back of his throat. "What about you did you sleep well?" The redhead was silent for a very long time so he cracked his eyes open and looked at the man's profile. "Yes very well. I do not remember a time I have slept so well." He grinned and snuggled deeper into the other man's warmth. He could feel the other man looking at him so he opened his eyes and blinked at the other man then let out a large cat like yawn. "You're warm and you small good." The other man nodded then went back to looking up blankly.

It was odd to feel Ken's head on his chest but he made no move to push the boy away he just wound his arm around his sweet angel of light and pulled the boy close. His fingertips gently massaged the soft skin of tan arms. He felt a finger gently run down his nose and he looked into curious brown eyes. "You have a nice nose. I'm a little odd first thing in the morning." He nodded again and gently kissed the boy snuggled into his side. "You also seem to be a cuddler first thing in the morning." The brunet giggled softly and gently nuzzled his neck. "No I'm always a cuddler. I love to snuggle and cuddle it's just me. You don't mind do you?" He shook his head and pulled the boy closer. "Not in the least. I like you cuddled up to me like this. No one has ever really cuddled with me except my sister when she was sick. That was a long time ago in a different place." The boy next to him moved a little so he was on top of him. He looked up into big brown eyes and smiled softly.

Ken was naturally curious which got him into trouble more often than not but the redhead intrigued him and he wanted to know more. "What is your sisters name?" Violet eyes got a distant quality to them and the redhead was in a different world. "He name was Aya." He blinked and gave his lover an incredulous look. "I thought your name was Aya." The redhead softly shook his head and sighed. "My name is Ran. After my sister died I took her name so I could never forget her. Some days I think it would be nice to hear some one call my name instead of hers." He was quiet as he just looked at the redhead for a long time. He smiled softly and gently stroked the other's cheek with his knuckles. "I'll call you Ran if you want me to. I can call you that when we are alone so you can hear your name said by some one who cares for you. I bet you miss her and I think it is very sweet that you go by her name to remember her. I'll call you what ever you want." The redhead looked at him blankly.

He wanted to cry for the first time since his sister had died. This beautiful perfect boy wanted to call him by his name. A name he hadn't heard in five hundred years. This boy wanted to love him and he wanted to let him. "You can call me Ran when we are alone. I want to hear you say my name." Ken smiled and he felt his heart soar into his throat. "I'm very happy I'm here with you Ran. My sweet Ran." The tears came before he could stop them. He closed his eyes and just let them fall. Ken gently kissed his tears away and soft hands lovingly held his face. His world was spinning so fast he felt dizzy but he didn't want it to stop in fear this would all be a dream, a beautiful wonderful dream.

Ken felt bad for making his lover cry. He gently kissed away the salty tears in hope the redhead would be happy. His lips found the other man's and he placed a soft sweet kiss on the rose petal lips. "Please don't cry Ran koi. I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm sorry. Please don't cry." Strong arms wrapped tightly around him and he was pulled to the firm body below him while a face was suddenly buried in his neck and silent sobs were felt. "Please Ran koi don't cry." He gently ran his fingers through soft hair and tried to calm his lover while softly whispering in his ear and kissing him.

Aya felt like a fool as he calmed down but still held the boy close to him letting the sweet smell calm him and settle his nerves. He inhaled a few more times and let Ken kiss away the remaining tears. "Did you call me koi?" The boy nodded and blushed deeply. He smiled and kissed the boy deeply holding his head down gently but firmly. "Ken koi." He nuzzled the boy and sighed deeply just letting Ken's head rest on his shoulder. "I feel like a total fool. Thank you Ken." He felt Ken's smile and his gentle kiss. "Don't feel bad Ran. You worried me a bit but it's ok to cry. My mother told me if it hurts bad enough it's ok to cry." He smiled softly at Ken's kind words that made his whole body ache in longing for the perfect boy. He wanted Ken close; he needed Ken with him now and forever.




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I do not own Weiss

I know Aya is way OOC but hay its AU. Oh and this story will have more lemons and things and thank you for the reviews. Still a lot more of this story to come. Next chapter we will Omi and Nagi.