An easy heart to break
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Category:
Sailor Moon › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
2,193
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Sailor Moon, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
loving you. killing me
Usagi POV
I hate myself some times.
Now is one of those times.
He’s kissing her innermost parts. I should be doing that. But I can’t, but not for the reasons she thinks. If I started loving her I don’t think I could stop.
I love my Maramo but some times I see her and I cant help but love her too.
But I know who I end up with in the end if I were to leave Maramo I would kill Chibi-usa and I think I would miss him to much and then make Rei feel bad because I would still love him causing them to fight and in the end ripping us all apart.
No this way was much better…for the future at least…but as I hold her gaze when Maramo position’s himself I cant help but want to damn the future.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
Maramo thought it was him that had create the rift in the inners because of our relationship and it was killing him but he was only half right. Rei was becoming distant because seeing us together hurt her too much but not because he chose me over her but because I chose him of her.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
He came to me with the idea of a threesome to get Rei past her feelings for him and I knew that that would be a bad idea for Rei but it was the happiest I’ve seen him in so long because he found the way to reunite the rift betweens us.
It was that decisions that’s breaking my heart.
Him or her and so help me I chose him
He stopped and I suddenly realized why. I broke a little inside as I realized what you had done. What I had done. You had waited for me to love you and I…I was just letting some one else take your love.
I move behind him guiding his hips. I really want to kiss you but I think that would hurt you more. It would hurt me as well. I know when you’ve broke because your entire body sages as the tears gather in your eyes and I really want to kiss them away to take you in my arms and caress you while confession my undying love for you. But I cant because while holding you in one arm I would have him in the other and my arms aren’t strong enough to hold both you, I’m not strong enough to love you both with out hurting the other and I’m so sorry that I’m this weak that your hurting because I’m not strong enough to hurt him and love you. It wouldn’t be fair to ask you two to share me because that would only lead to conflict and hate and I love you too much for that.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
I want to kiss you so badly so I do what wont hurt us both and kiss his neck and I know you know that I’m really kissing you because you close your tear stained eyes and I can feel you kissing back.
I’m so in love with you. And him. You’re my dark knights both would risk your lives for me both of you would spend your lives making me happy and I love you both but I cant stop hurting one of you.
As I guide his hips faster I’m trying to make you see that I love you just as much as him that you did nothing wrong, your just as good, the reason why I’m with him and not you doesn’t mean there’s some thing wrong with you it’s just… I know the know the future with him and with a destiny like mine I need that certainty, that hope, of some thing good to believe in. Don’t blame your self because I’m to afraid to risk uncertainty for your happiness.
God I love you both so much but I hate myself for hurting you.
I can almost feel you. Your breath is ragged and your back arching and I’ve never seen you more beautiful than in this moment when your hair is disheveled and you skin is flushed and I think I kiss him hard enough to leave a bruise but you know I’m kissing you don’t you?
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
As he turns to face me I smile at him he’s so happy so whole because he thinks he’s solved the problem but really alls’ he’s done is make it worse for you and better for us.
As I notice Rei’s disappearance I hurry out into the living room to find her at the door “Rei...” I hope you understand I hope you know I love you it was just he needed this…
As I feel arms wrap around my waist I hear him say, “I hope this helps you move on Rei” and I see the tears you’re holding back because you know they would hurt me and they do Rei. So much. When I see that others caused them I want to hurt them in very horrible ways that I’m shocked that I know but when I know I’m the cause I want nothing more than to hurt myself as much because I know I deserve it for hurting the one I love.
As you turn and walk away its all I can do not to throw of his arm and take you in mine shielding you from the world as I confess my undying love for you but I don’t all I do is watch as you walk, defeated, away and hope, hope that you will stop loving me.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
Your could stop caring for them…
You could wish they would stop caring for you….
…or you could do what I do and hate yourself…
I hate myself some times.
Now is one of those times.
He’s kissing her innermost parts. I should be doing that. But I can’t, but not for the reasons she thinks. If I started loving her I don’t think I could stop.
I love my Maramo but some times I see her and I cant help but love her too.
But I know who I end up with in the end if I were to leave Maramo I would kill Chibi-usa and I think I would miss him to much and then make Rei feel bad because I would still love him causing them to fight and in the end ripping us all apart.
No this way was much better…for the future at least…but as I hold her gaze when Maramo position’s himself I cant help but want to damn the future.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
Maramo thought it was him that had create the rift in the inners because of our relationship and it was killing him but he was only half right. Rei was becoming distant because seeing us together hurt her too much but not because he chose me over her but because I chose him of her.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
He came to me with the idea of a threesome to get Rei past her feelings for him and I knew that that would be a bad idea for Rei but it was the happiest I’ve seen him in so long because he found the way to reunite the rift betweens us.
It was that decisions that’s breaking my heart.
Him or her and so help me I chose him
He stopped and I suddenly realized why. I broke a little inside as I realized what you had done. What I had done. You had waited for me to love you and I…I was just letting some one else take your love.
I move behind him guiding his hips. I really want to kiss you but I think that would hurt you more. It would hurt me as well. I know when you’ve broke because your entire body sages as the tears gather in your eyes and I really want to kiss them away to take you in my arms and caress you while confession my undying love for you. But I cant because while holding you in one arm I would have him in the other and my arms aren’t strong enough to hold both you, I’m not strong enough to love you both with out hurting the other and I’m so sorry that I’m this weak that your hurting because I’m not strong enough to hurt him and love you. It wouldn’t be fair to ask you two to share me because that would only lead to conflict and hate and I love you too much for that.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
I want to kiss you so badly so I do what wont hurt us both and kiss his neck and I know you know that I’m really kissing you because you close your tear stained eyes and I can feel you kissing back.
I’m so in love with you. And him. You’re my dark knights both would risk your lives for me both of you would spend your lives making me happy and I love you both but I cant stop hurting one of you.
As I guide his hips faster I’m trying to make you see that I love you just as much as him that you did nothing wrong, your just as good, the reason why I’m with him and not you doesn’t mean there’s some thing wrong with you it’s just… I know the know the future with him and with a destiny like mine I need that certainty, that hope, of some thing good to believe in. Don’t blame your self because I’m to afraid to risk uncertainty for your happiness.
God I love you both so much but I hate myself for hurting you.
I can almost feel you. Your breath is ragged and your back arching and I’ve never seen you more beautiful than in this moment when your hair is disheveled and you skin is flushed and I think I kiss him hard enough to leave a bruise but you know I’m kissing you don’t you?
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
As he turns to face me I smile at him he’s so happy so whole because he thinks he’s solved the problem but really alls’ he’s done is make it worse for you and better for us.
As I notice Rei’s disappearance I hurry out into the living room to find her at the door “Rei...” I hope you understand I hope you know I love you it was just he needed this…
As I feel arms wrap around my waist I hear him say, “I hope this helps you move on Rei” and I see the tears you’re holding back because you know they would hurt me and they do Rei. So much. When I see that others caused them I want to hurt them in very horrible ways that I’m shocked that I know but when I know I’m the cause I want nothing more than to hurt myself as much because I know I deserve it for hurting the one I love.
As you turn and walk away its all I can do not to throw of his arm and take you in mine shielding you from the world as I confess my undying love for you but I don’t all I do is watch as you walk, defeated, away and hope, hope that you will stop loving me.
What do you do when to help the person you love you have to hurt the other?
Your could stop caring for them…
You could wish they would stop caring for you….
…or you could do what I do and hate yourself…