I Live For You
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Category:
Gravitation › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
14
Views:
2,975
Reviews:
4
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Two
Chapter Two – Asshole To Nice Guy
Yuki (POV)
Sitting on the bonnet of my car, I wait nervously for Shuichi. He doesn’t know I’m the one picking him up. I can’t wait to see him again. Since he’s been gone, I’ve felt so lost.
I can’t believe it’s been three years. I don’t know why he left me. We never broke up officially. We had a fight and I threw him out, but this time he didn’t come back. Tohma found him a couple of times in America, but Shuichi always managed to slip away.
Since he’s been gone, his sister and I became friends. She was a great listener, and reminded me of Shuichi. I’ve also become good friends with his parents. When they told me about Maiko’s death, I automatically offered my help.
So when Mr Shindou called me today and asked me pick up Shuichi from the airport, I agreed. I know now’s not a good time to talk about us, but I want to know why he left me. And I want him back.
I want him to fill my life with happiness. I want him to give my life meaning again. I want him so much that it hurts me inside. I know I was a bastard to him. I was cold, I always insulted him, and I always threw him out when he got on my nerves.
I look up as people swarm out of the building. I keep my eyes open for Shuichi, but I can’t seem to see him anywhere. I frown as a black haired guy stops and looks at me. I look closely and nearly fall off my car.
I only recognised him because of his purple eyes. What the hell has he done to himself? He has totally changed. But he still looks good. He lights a cigarette as he makes his way towards me.
“I guess you’re my ride.” He says as he takes a drag, and blows out smoke.
“Yes.” I say as I finally find my voice.
He just looks at me with dead purple eyes. I shake myself out of my shock, and get in the car. He flicks his cigarette away and gets in the passenger seat.
It’s hard to concentrate with him so near to me. He still smells of strawberries. A scent that is just his, and his alone.
“You’re parents asked if you could stay with me tonight, they have things to take care of, so they said they would see you tomorrow. Is that okay with you?”
He sighs. “Whatever.”
I can’t believe how different he is. I wasn’t going to ask, but I’ve got too, or it will drive me crazy.
“Shuichi. Why did you leave?”
He snorts. “Because you were a bastard.”
Okay, I deserved that. But I was always a bastard.
“Shu. Tell me the truth, please.”
“Fine…I think I decided to leave you a couple of weeks before you threw me out. I was so fucked off with your attitude. Do you know I even thought about suicide? Anyway, I just couldn’t take it. I didn’t want to be in a relationship with someone who didn’t love me. You should be happy, you finally got what you wanted… me out of your life.”
I swallow my words, and concentrate on the road. He has changed so much. I just hope I can get him back in my life. But it will have to wait until after Maiko’s funeral. I pray to Kami-sama that I can keep my hands off him while he’s staying at my place.
“So, are you my parents errand boy now?”
I can’t help it, but I start laughing. He looks at me like I’ve gone insane. I know he’s never heard me laugh before, but I’ve had three years to change.
“Actually your parents and I have become really good friends. After you left, Maiko and I started spending a lot of time together…”
He turns his face away, so I shut up.
“I’m sorry.” I whisper.
He doesn’t answer, just continues to stare out of the window.
“So, how is everyone?” He asks after a while.
“Some are doing good, some not so good…um…Tohma and Mika are fine, they have a one year daughter called Kinyana…Tatsuha’s still a pervert, but he’s also doing fine, he’s dating Ryuichi…he’s doing fine, but he misses you…Hiro’s not so good, he misses you a lot…he’s just started dating Fujisaki, who’s fine…K’s still a gun toting maniac, and Sakano’s still the same.”
I look at him out of the corner of my eye, to see if there’s any reaction, but there’s nothing there.
“How have you been?” I ask.
He laughs bitterly. “Just fucking great.”
I decide not to say anything else. I just continue driving home.
Yuki (POV)
Sitting on the bonnet of my car, I wait nervously for Shuichi. He doesn’t know I’m the one picking him up. I can’t wait to see him again. Since he’s been gone, I’ve felt so lost.
I can’t believe it’s been three years. I don’t know why he left me. We never broke up officially. We had a fight and I threw him out, but this time he didn’t come back. Tohma found him a couple of times in America, but Shuichi always managed to slip away.
Since he’s been gone, his sister and I became friends. She was a great listener, and reminded me of Shuichi. I’ve also become good friends with his parents. When they told me about Maiko’s death, I automatically offered my help.
So when Mr Shindou called me today and asked me pick up Shuichi from the airport, I agreed. I know now’s not a good time to talk about us, but I want to know why he left me. And I want him back.
I want him to fill my life with happiness. I want him to give my life meaning again. I want him so much that it hurts me inside. I know I was a bastard to him. I was cold, I always insulted him, and I always threw him out when he got on my nerves.
I look up as people swarm out of the building. I keep my eyes open for Shuichi, but I can’t seem to see him anywhere. I frown as a black haired guy stops and looks at me. I look closely and nearly fall off my car.
I only recognised him because of his purple eyes. What the hell has he done to himself? He has totally changed. But he still looks good. He lights a cigarette as he makes his way towards me.
“I guess you’re my ride.” He says as he takes a drag, and blows out smoke.
“Yes.” I say as I finally find my voice.
He just looks at me with dead purple eyes. I shake myself out of my shock, and get in the car. He flicks his cigarette away and gets in the passenger seat.
It’s hard to concentrate with him so near to me. He still smells of strawberries. A scent that is just his, and his alone.
“You’re parents asked if you could stay with me tonight, they have things to take care of, so they said they would see you tomorrow. Is that okay with you?”
He sighs. “Whatever.”
I can’t believe how different he is. I wasn’t going to ask, but I’ve got too, or it will drive me crazy.
“Shuichi. Why did you leave?”
He snorts. “Because you were a bastard.”
Okay, I deserved that. But I was always a bastard.
“Shu. Tell me the truth, please.”
“Fine…I think I decided to leave you a couple of weeks before you threw me out. I was so fucked off with your attitude. Do you know I even thought about suicide? Anyway, I just couldn’t take it. I didn’t want to be in a relationship with someone who didn’t love me. You should be happy, you finally got what you wanted… me out of your life.”
I swallow my words, and concentrate on the road. He has changed so much. I just hope I can get him back in my life. But it will have to wait until after Maiko’s funeral. I pray to Kami-sama that I can keep my hands off him while he’s staying at my place.
“So, are you my parents errand boy now?”
I can’t help it, but I start laughing. He looks at me like I’ve gone insane. I know he’s never heard me laugh before, but I’ve had three years to change.
“Actually your parents and I have become really good friends. After you left, Maiko and I started spending a lot of time together…”
He turns his face away, so I shut up.
“I’m sorry.” I whisper.
He doesn’t answer, just continues to stare out of the window.
“So, how is everyone?” He asks after a while.
“Some are doing good, some not so good…um…Tohma and Mika are fine, they have a one year daughter called Kinyana…Tatsuha’s still a pervert, but he’s also doing fine, he’s dating Ryuichi…he’s doing fine, but he misses you…Hiro’s not so good, he misses you a lot…he’s just started dating Fujisaki, who’s fine…K’s still a gun toting maniac, and Sakano’s still the same.”
I look at him out of the corner of my eye, to see if there’s any reaction, but there’s nothing there.
“How have you been?” I ask.
He laughs bitterly. “Just fucking great.”
I decide not to say anything else. I just continue driving home.