A Stormy Time Sad Ending
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+M to R › Neon Genesis Evangelion
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
1,903
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
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Currently Reading:
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I do not own Evangelion, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Shinji's Find
Shinji’s Find
The next morning Shinji Ikari was slowly walking intent on seeing Rei. “I hope she’s not with my father today.” The delicate bishounen thought to him self. Seeing Rei’s apartment looming ahead Shinji started to hum a happy tune to him self. Although little could prepare him for the desolate scene he would find. Shinji walked up to the elevator pressing the button for Rei’s floor. He patiently waited while the carriage took him up several stories. After what felt like only two seconds the elevator stopped and the doors slid open. Shinji exited the metal rectangle and walked over to Rei’s door. Stop front of the door Shinji knocked knowing from previous experience that Rei’s door buzzer didn’t work.
Several minutes later Shinji began to worry, the blue-eyed boy tried turning the doorknob while thinking, “I wonder why she’s not answering, and she said she would most likely be home today.” Rei’s door opened with a creak. Shinji stuck his head in the doorway and called out, “Rei, just to let you know I’m going to come inside.” Not receiving any answer Shinji walked into the goddess’s apartment. The boy slowly proceeded to her bedroom after shutting the front door. “I hope she’s not sleeping or something.” The bishounen thought to him self
Shinji arrived at Rei’s bedroom he stared in shock at the scene before him. Broken glass covered the floor in front of Rei’s bed. Shinji stared at the glass noticing that drops of blood had mingled with the glass staining it a rusty red color. The bishounen gasped in horror as he saw a line of red drops leading their way from the broken glass to the angel’s bathroom.
Shinji walked towards Rei’s bathroom worrying that something could have happened. The blue-eyed boy opened the door and let out a scream of horror. He saw blood everywhere coming from the forearms of Rei. The angel lay in her bathtub; hypoxic lips open in a slight grimace. Shinji walked towards the bathtub on legs like rubber, tears started to stream unbidden down the boy’s cheeks as he realized that nothing could done to help the Eisprinzessin. The bishounen reached into the water and slowly lift Rei’s freezing body from the bathtub. Still weeping Shinji carried his friend bathroom and to her bed. He went and grabbed her clothes from the bathroom and began to dress her all the while thinking to him self “Why end it all Rei? Was your life really that horrible?”
A silent tear slipped down onto Rei as he continued to contemplate why the angel was gone. Finished with dressing her Shinji took Rei and pulled the girl up into a final lifeless hug. Full of grief Shinji whispered to Rei’s unhearing ears “I have nothing else but I love you. Eien no sayonara.” Shinji gently kissed Rei’s lips as a final reminder of what he could never had done to Rei in life. The bishounen let out a guttural yell, something finally snapping inside of his fragile mind.
Shinji Ikari would continue on unable to love anyone else even several years after the young Ayanami had died. To this day Shinji still feeling grief, wakes to nightmares of finding Rei’s body cold, and dead in the same place he originally found her. He now knows self-hatred only because of one mistake and one ended life.
The next morning Shinji Ikari was slowly walking intent on seeing Rei. “I hope she’s not with my father today.” The delicate bishounen thought to him self. Seeing Rei’s apartment looming ahead Shinji started to hum a happy tune to him self. Although little could prepare him for the desolate scene he would find. Shinji walked up to the elevator pressing the button for Rei’s floor. He patiently waited while the carriage took him up several stories. After what felt like only two seconds the elevator stopped and the doors slid open. Shinji exited the metal rectangle and walked over to Rei’s door. Stop front of the door Shinji knocked knowing from previous experience that Rei’s door buzzer didn’t work.
Several minutes later Shinji began to worry, the blue-eyed boy tried turning the doorknob while thinking, “I wonder why she’s not answering, and she said she would most likely be home today.” Rei’s door opened with a creak. Shinji stuck his head in the doorway and called out, “Rei, just to let you know I’m going to come inside.” Not receiving any answer Shinji walked into the goddess’s apartment. The boy slowly proceeded to her bedroom after shutting the front door. “I hope she’s not sleeping or something.” The bishounen thought to him self
Shinji arrived at Rei’s bedroom he stared in shock at the scene before him. Broken glass covered the floor in front of Rei’s bed. Shinji stared at the glass noticing that drops of blood had mingled with the glass staining it a rusty red color. The bishounen gasped in horror as he saw a line of red drops leading their way from the broken glass to the angel’s bathroom.
Shinji walked towards Rei’s bathroom worrying that something could have happened. The blue-eyed boy opened the door and let out a scream of horror. He saw blood everywhere coming from the forearms of Rei. The angel lay in her bathtub; hypoxic lips open in a slight grimace. Shinji walked towards the bathtub on legs like rubber, tears started to stream unbidden down the boy’s cheeks as he realized that nothing could done to help the Eisprinzessin. The bishounen reached into the water and slowly lift Rei’s freezing body from the bathtub. Still weeping Shinji carried his friend bathroom and to her bed. He went and grabbed her clothes from the bathroom and began to dress her all the while thinking to him self “Why end it all Rei? Was your life really that horrible?”
A silent tear slipped down onto Rei as he continued to contemplate why the angel was gone. Finished with dressing her Shinji took Rei and pulled the girl up into a final lifeless hug. Full of grief Shinji whispered to Rei’s unhearing ears “I have nothing else but I love you. Eien no sayonara.” Shinji gently kissed Rei’s lips as a final reminder of what he could never had done to Rei in life. The bishounen let out a guttural yell, something finally snapping inside of his fragile mind.
Shinji Ikari would continue on unable to love anyone else even several years after the young Ayanami had died. To this day Shinji still feeling grief, wakes to nightmares of finding Rei’s body cold, and dead in the same place he originally found her. He now knows self-hatred only because of one mistake and one ended life.