LIES, LOVE, OBSESSION

I don’t own the characters from Gravitation.

Warning! This story may contain so Shuichi bashing. Please don’t be mad Shuichi and Yuki fans. I had to do this pairing. I didn’t find a lot of stories of them and the ones I did find kinda sucked.


Pairing: Yuki (Seme) and Hiro (Uke)

Chapter Two: Deny Me


The next morning Hiro woke up in his bed alone. His body was still sore from Yuki having him against the door. Last night was not suppose to happen. He was not suppose to let Yuki in. He was not suppose to let Yuki fuck him. He was suppose to end it and never see Yuki again, unless he was with Shuichi. But Yuki, wouldn’t let him end it. Hell, part of himself wouldn’t let himself end it. Why did he have to be so damn intoxicating. The blond hair man and his gold eyes always set his body on fire. Just thinking about Yuki, made Hiro break out into a sweat most of the time. It was almost torture but a good torture. When he kissed him it was so raw and sensual. He kissed him like he could never get enough of Hiro. His touch, his taste, and smell was just so addictive. Hiro hated himself for doing this to Shuichi but he also couldn’t let go for some reason. He now understood why Shuichi was so attracted to Yuki.

“You are finally up. I cooked you something to eat.” Yuki was leaning against Hiro’s bedroom wall.

“I thought you left?” Hiro said getting out of bed. He looked at Yuki. He was just so sexy. He had on the same black slacks he worn last night. He had on the same white button up long sleeve shirt but it was unbutton showing off his nicely formed chest and stomach.

“No, I wasn’t leaving just yet.” He raised an eyebrow. “You might want to put some clothes on.” Yuki threw the jeans that Hiro had on last night at him.

“Should I? They might just come off again.” Hiro said seductively. He put on the form fitting jeans.

“They just might. Come here.”

“Why should I?” Hiro said smiling.

“Because I said so.” Yuki walked closer to him.

“If you say so, why are you coming towards me?”

“I am meeting you half way. Now come here.” Yuki stopped at the foot of the bed.

“I guess half is good.” Hiro got back in the bed and crawled towards Yuki. He reached the foot of the bed and stood up on his knees. “Is that close enough?” He pulled Yuki’s head down bringing him into a deep kiss. Yuki moaned in the kiss and began pulling Hiro’s hair. He pulled his head back so he could get better access to his mouth. Both their tongues were massaging each other. Yuki licked the top of Hiro’s mouth causing Hiro to shiver a little. Hiro slid Yuki’s shirt off his shoulders. Yuki broke the kiss.

“Don’t you have to be at work today?” He started licking at Hiro’s neck. Hiro wrapped his arms around him. They both laid in the bed. Hiro was now on his back with Yuki in between his leg sucking on his neck. He wrapped his legs around Yuki’s waist bringing him closer. They were now chest to chest.

“Yeah…I do have to be at work, but I can always go late.” Hiro said with his voice filled with lust. Feeling Yuki’s current erection against his. Yuki crushed his lips into Hiro’s once more. Hiro was unintentionally causing friction, making Yuki moan in the kiss again. The kiss was getting really heated until Hiro’s phone rang.

Hiro broke the kiss. “I better get that.” The phone rang again.

“Let it ring. You can always call them back.” Yuki brought Hiro into another sensual kiss. The phone rang again. Hiro broke the kiss.

“No, I have to get it. It might be K or Suguru.” Hiro pushed Yuki off him and ran to his living room to grab the phone.

“Hiro speaking. Who is this?”

“Hiro! THANK GOD! I am freaking out. I can’t find Yuki. He didn’t come home last night and nobody knows where he is at. He isn’t answering his phone. I am scared what if he took off to New York again? What if he moved into a new house without me? OH MY GOD! I can’t breathe.”


“SHUICHI! Calm down. I am sure he is fine. Now please breathe.” Hiro looked at Yuki. Who came running in the room when he heard Hiro yell his friend’s name. Hiro was now paranoid. What if Shuichi would have came over and discovered Yuki here. How would he explain that to him? Shuichi continue to yell in the phone about Yuki. Hiro moved the phone from his ear. He covered the mouthpiece.

“Why haven’t you been answering his phone calls?” Hiro glared at Yuki. Who was now lighting up a cigarette.

“Let me think. I was busy fucking you remember?” He took a drag of his cigarette.

“Hush…I don’t want him to hear you.” Hiro said putting the phone back to ear. Shuichi was still going on and on about how he was worried about Yuki. “Please calm down. Maybe he is meeting with his editor or something. Have you ever thought about that, Shuichi?” Hiro began to rub his head in frustration.

“You are right. I never thought about that. He does usually disappear for a couple days when it is time for his deadline or to meet with his editor. Wow, how could I be so stupid and forget that. Hiro you are so smart. I love you.” As soon as Shuichi said that a wave of guilt hit Hiro. He was feeding his friend bullshit. He was fucking his boyfriend. Shuichi’s boyfriend was in his living room half naked and smoking a cigarette.

“HIRO! Are you okay?”

“What? What are you talking about?”

“I was asking you a question. I asked how you were doing with Ayaka?”

“We are doing great. She is suppose to be visiting in a few weeks.” Half of that was a lie. He wasn’t even interested in Ayaka anymore. He realized that she was boring and very much still hurt over what Yuki had done to her. Little did she know what was going on now. Hell nobody did and he wanted to keep it that way. She was visiting him in a few weeks, but only as friends.

“Okay, well I am about to head to the studio. I am pretty sure he will be home when I get back. I will see there, Hiro. Bye”

“Okay, see ya later.” Hiro hung up the phone.

“What is his problem now?” Yuki said putting out his cigarette in the ashtray on the coffee table.

“He is worried about you. You didn’t come home last night and you didn’t answer your phone. Nobody knows where you are. The usual shit he calls me about.” Hiro flopped down on his couch. He was looking at the ceiling “You should probably go home.”

“Why, you want me to go?” Yuki sat down in the lazyboy across from the couch. Hiro turned his head to look at him.

“No, I don’t want you to go, but you know you can’t risk being seen here. I don’t want anyone to get the wrong idea.”

“You mean you don’t want anyone to know that I fuck you.” Yuki glared at Hiro.

“Exactly, I don’t want anyone to know that you are fucking me.” Hiro had a sincere look on his face.

“Whatever.” Yuki walked over to Hiro and laid on top of him. Hiro shifted so he would be comfortable with Yuki on top of him. Yuki skin felt so warm to his now cool skin. Yuki was always warm.

“What would you do if we were caught? Would you still deny me? Would you be with me? What would you do?” Yuki said glaring into the redhead’s blue eyes. Hiro looked like he was going to cry. Yuki didn’t want to make him cry.

“Honestly, I don’t know what I would do. I am so confused with everything. I just honestly don’t know what I would do.” Hiro brought his hand to Yuki’s face to caress his face. He wanted to soothe Yuki. He know Yuki was a little upset by him not wanting to claim him, but of course Yuki would never admit to it.

Yuki lean into his hand. Closing his eyes and laying his head on Hiro chest. Why was he so hard to be done with? Anytime Yuki took a lover he would be done with them in one night, but since that first night they slept together he couldn’t be done with Hiro. He was so different with the redhead. Nobody had ever been able to relax him when he was getting mad with one touch.

“Would you deny me?” Hiro asked not really wanting to know the answer because he was afraid it would hurt too much. Yuki sat up to look into Hiro’s eyes. “ Honestly…..No, I wouldn’t deny you.” Yuki kissed him. It was a simple but sensual kiss. Hiro broke the kiss. He couldn’t believe it. “What are you saying, Yuki?”

“I am saying that I would never deny you.”

“What about Shuichi?” Hiro asked still looking at Yuki with disbelief.

“What about him? I am concerned about you not him?”

“I would never let you leave him for me. Never.”

“I know but what if he leaves me? What would you do then?” Yuki buried his face into Hiro’s neck.

“I don’t know.”

“I guess, Hiro.” Yuki sighed. He began playing with Hiro’s nipple. It was now hard. He started licking and sucking at the now harden nub.

“Mmmm….Yuki.” Hiro moaned. He was getting turned on. Yuki slid his hand into his pants. He started stroking the redhead’s now erected cock, while still sucking and licking his nipple. Yuki went hard when Hiro moaned his name again.

“Yuki, please.” Hiro said through his moans and pants.

“What?” He asked looking at the redhead’s face.

“Just fuck me. Fuck the foreplay. The lube is in my bedroom on the dresser.” Yuki got up and walked to the bedroom. He grabbed the lube and headed back to the living room. He was surprise to see Hiro naked and laying on the coffee table with his legs wide open. His back was arched and his hair was all over the place. His cock was twitching slightly and was now leaking with precum.

“If only I had a camera.” Yuki smiled. He started talking off his pants. He was now fully undress.

“Hurry up, damn.” Hiro looked at Yuki naked form and harden even more. Yuki opened the lube and started rubbing it on his erection. He closed the tube of lube and dropped it on the floor. He walked over to the very horny redhead. He knelt in front of the coffee table and grabbed Hiro’s legs. He pulled him down so his ass was hanging off the table a little bit. He didn’t even give Hiro a warning when he enter him. He pumped hard and deep hitting Hiro’s spot instantly.

“Ahhh…Shit!” Hiro yelled. Yuki began to move in and out. He was going slow. Taking deep and long thrusts hitting Hiro spot with every other stroke. He wanted Hiro to enjoy the ride. He began to thrust harder and deeper causing Hiro’s body to shake slightly.

“Yuki, please don’t torture me. Fuck me faster.” He said looking into Yuki’s golden eyes. With that Yuki started to pick up the pace. Slamming in and out of Hiro’s entrance.

“Fuck….You feel so good.” Yuki said through his grunts and pants. With that Yuki made Hiro switch positions. Now Hiro was on his knees with his chest on the table while Yuki was moving in and out of him. He was hitting his sweet spot with each thrust.

“AHHH!” Hiro was getting close. Yuki was fucking him so good. His body was glistening with sweat. Yuki was now pulling his hair tightly. He wanted to get deeper inside Hiro. He lifted Hiro’s right leg, so now his leg was resting awkwardly on the table, making him spread wider. He thrust faster and harder once again.

“YUKIIII!” Hiro came screaming his name. Yuki pumped a few more times feeling the redhead tighten around him. It brought him to a earth shattering orgasm. He rested on Hiro’s back waiting for him to catch his breathe. He almost drifted off to sleep, when he felt Hiro trembling. He was shaking like he was crying. He slid out of the Redhead and turned him over. Hiro was crying. He was exactly crying, but why?

“Hiro, what is wrong? Why are you crying?” Yuki looked at Hiro worried. He starting holding him.

“I hate myself.” Hiro cried harder.

“Why do you hate yourself?” Yuki started wiping his tears away.

“Because, I can’t stop myself from seeing you or being with you. I can’t. I have tried and I can’t. Why are you the only thing I can think of? Why do I always have to touch or taste you? Why are you doing this to me?” Yuki looked at him. He was hurt a little. Eventually, Hiro stopped crying and drifted into sleep. Yuki carried him to bed. He covered him up. His kissed him one last time before he got dress.

He left Hiro a note on his dresser. It was letting Hiro know that he would meet him at their usual place in two days. Two whole days with out Hiro, without his obsession. It was enough to drive him insane. He left Hiro’s apartment and took a cab home. He never drove his car to Hiro’s because he didn’t want anyone to recognize the car. It was three o’ clock in the afternoon. He needed to get in the shower before Shuichi came home.

As soon as he got home he hopped in the shower. He got dress in his pajamas and went to sleep. The entire time he was asleep he dreamt of Hiro.