God Will Make It Up to You

Author’s Note: Hi! Here’s the next chapter. Please PLEASE REVIEWWW!!!!

YUU x ALLEN FOREVERRRR!!!!

EXTRA WARNINGS: Please NOTE! This story has non-consensual sex in it.
It also has strong mentions of torture and cruelty. Please take care when reading. If you don’t like it, than don’t read it! Flames will be ignored or deleted!

THIS IS NOT A RELIGIOUS STORY! I say “God” often in this story but that is a metaphor for a general “light” that is fighting against “dark”. Please do not address any more religious meaning to this than you feel comfortable with. I am NOT writing this with a religious point in mind. Please know that any such thing was not intentional.

One more thing… THIS IS YAOI!!!! MAN ON MAN! DON’T LIKE?! WELL THEN DON’T READ! Thank you. *Bows*

‘Thinking’ – thoughts of respective characters
“talking” – what characters are verbally saying
~flashback~/~timeskip~ - indicates a flashback in time or a time timeskip
[ATTACKUU~] – name of attack and/or weapon name/release

God Will Make It Up To You
2nd Night: The Easily Broken

Fragile human beings
We-
Are. Praying
To-
God. For a little
Bit of-
Strength.

It was something surreal. Like something that was fabricated in someone’s darkest nightmare and then projected into reality. Allen shut his eyes tightly, but closing his eyes didn’t help matters he found at all. Instead he became hyperaware of what was going on around him.

Tyki was running his fingers over his now nude chest, having peeling off his coat and vest and shirt tossing them to the floor. His arms were chained to the headboard of the bed that he was laying on. He couldn’t move his legs either because they’d been split and chained to opposite bed posts.

The Noah marveled at the beauty of his new toy’s skin. It was pearly white like Kanda’s skin but a shade rosier, a soft dusting of pink. His body was well hardened for a boy so young. Muscles pulling under that soft all but flawless skin, Tyki watched mesmerized as the boy’s body moved under his caresses. He had soft pale pink nipples that Tyki eagerly ran his fingers around until they pebbled under the attention. Once they were erect, Tyki gave both a hard twist. Allen just jerked underneath him.

It seemed that the stubborn little exorcist was determined to make not a single sound. Well, Allen wouldn’t be able to keep quiet for too much longer, Tyki would make sure of that. Slowly, looking at the boy from under his curly black bangs, Tyki lowered his mouth to those pink buds and began to suck lightly. Allen stiffened and then flushed, his body trembling as it became aware of the man on top of him.

Tyki stroked him roughly with his tongue before leaving his nipples and trailing up to Allen’s throat leaving a slimy wet trail behind. Allen shuddered. He couldn’t deny that his body liked the sensation but his body’s reaction was completely erased by the need to vomit that rolled in his stomach and burned his heart and soul. Tyki reached Allen’s pink lips and without preamble captured them.

Allen whimpered in humiliation as Tyki began to forcibly rape his mouth, shoving his tongue deep inside, tasting and feeling ever inch of him. His tongue was pushed to one side casually as Tyki ruthlessly plundered him. Tyki’s hands weren’t idle. They went to Allen’s nipples and began to twist, flick and rub the sensitive beads of flesh until they were slightly swollen and sore. Only when Allen began to try and move away because he was out of breath did Tyki let him go. He licked his lips in pleasure,

“You have a delightful mouth. I look forward to making use of it for other things Lets see if that doesn’t break your exorcist manners.” Allen wouldn’t look at him. The thought of his duties as an exorcist, his goal in life and the things he wanted to do after this matter was settled flew through the window. How could he continue to function just as an exorcist, a soldier in this war, if he was tainted and so spoiled by this man?

Yet what else could he do. He could feel tears of helplessness flow down his cheeks. Tyki chuckled with amusement, a thrill of dark delight racing through him,

“Lad, don’t cry yet. I haven’t given you anything to cry about. Not yet. Save those tears, you’ll need them soon enough.” Allen stiffened, immediately trying to stop himself from crying. Tyki began to move lower, his hand slowly running down Allen’s thin, wiry legs. Allen trembled anew as Tyki called upon his ability to only touch what he wanted to and touched his flesh right through his pants. Tyki savored the feeling of complete ownership of the white haired boy before shredding his pants completely off.

Allen cried out instinctively as he was left completely bare to this monster’s eyes. Tyki examined his sleeping cock between his thighs as well as the untouched puckered ring of muscle between his thighs. It was a deep rose color in comparison to Allen’s white skin. Instinctively Tyki licked his lips in anticipation. Allen whined, a soft breath of air escaping his lips through his teeth.

“Now then, let’s begin this properly. Since I’m a generous man, I’ll offer you a choice... Do you want me to have you enjoy this or would you just prefer it to hurt?” Allen stared at him. ‘If I enjoyed it, it might be less painful physically... but I don’t know if I could every forgive myself if I enjoyed it, even to spare myself.’ Allen shut his eyes, he already knew his decision and he strongly suspected that Tyki did too. Allen mumbled his answer.

“What, lad? I couldn’t hear you. Speak up please.” Allen flushed knowing full well Tyki had heard him.

“I would prefer to not enjoy this.” Tyki leaned down slowly, a predator closing for the kill.

“Pain...It...Is...” He breathed softly, his mouth right next to Allen’s ear.

And it was agony.

Tyki didn’t bother even preparing Allen for his first penetration. With a thought, the chains holding his ankles were snapped and Allen’s hips on Tyki’s upper thighs. Tyki didn’t waste a moment, he was already rock hard and ready. He’d been ready ever since he decided what he wanted. He was the Noah of ‘pleasure’ – the pleasure that only resulted from other’s misery, brokenness and pain. He positioned himself and in the same moment shoved forward with all his strength.

Allen’s muscles were tight, untried and un-stretched. But in the face of the Noah’s strength they were forced to give way. For what seemed an eternity, so sound came from Allen’s mouth, his lips parted, his eyes glazed over.

Then he screamed. Tyki laughed at the sound, he could feel blood oozing quickly around his manhood, buried to the hilt in the 17 year old’s fragile body. He hummed at the tightness, like a hot warm hand wrapped around him. And the cream on the cake, what made it perfect was the desperate anguish on Allen’s face. His face was now freely covered with tears as he writhed, trying to get away from the man that had just split him in two. Tyki was by no means small and for a still developing boy having a man take him dry and untried was not an easy feat.

Allen screamed and wept, he was barely coherent as Tyki began to pull out. Allen could feel his rectal muscles tearing and more blood gushing from his anal passage as Tyki pulled out almost to the tip and slammed back in. It hurt the first time like nothing Allen had ever felt but it hurt worse the second. He hadn’t adjusted from the first assault and the second came on its heels.

“Pleasepleasepleaseple-HHAHHAAGAAGGGGGH!!! NOnono! Please sto-stop-STOP! Oh, God, it HURTS! Please... NOONGHHAHHHH!!!” Allen screamed and begged and Tyki couldn’t help himself. He laughed.

“Beautiful, lad! Beautiful! Scream more for me! Scream, scream and scream until you have no breath left. For the next two weeks at least, I am going to take you-” THRUST. “Anyway-” THWAP! THRUST! “I-” SLAMSLAM! “Please!” Allen stopped talking and just wept, his eyes rolling in his head as he thrashed, seeking something, anything – that could relive the agony of Tyki thrusting hard, slamming Allen’s hips into the bed with bruising force.

There was no pleasure for Allen. Tyki gave him no time to adjust, roughly keeping him in pain. He leaned down and bit down on the skin under his neck and all down his chest to his nipples where he drew blood. It was just one more wave of pain in his nervous system. Allen was overloaded on every level with pain, he couldn’t close his eyes but every time they were open he could see the curly haired man smiling, his eyes wide with cruelty, the crosses on his forehead mocking Allen.

As Tyki neared his peak, his thrust going deeper and faster, Allen merely lay there, his entire body just a mass of pain, his tongue lolling out, his eyes dilated and tears still leaking out. Then Tyki thrust in as deep as possible and with a cry that sounded like an akuma, came, filling Allen’s tight anal cavity with semen. Allen just wept helplessly.

‘God... why...?’

Allen realized as he opened his eyes that he must have passed out after Tyki had sated himself. A small blessing. At first, Allen wondered if it had been just a bad dream, but he quickly realized that it was real as he could feel his lower body protesting in agony, his spine screaming at the bone jarring thrusts and cruel treatment. He shut his eyes, his unchained hands going to cover his face.

“Awake are we?” His eyes shot open, he tried to sit up, but his body wouldn’t let him and so he could only turn to look at Tyki smirking at him, still naked, his thighs still covered in his semen and Allen’s blood. “You were good by the way. Perfect. Tight and delicious.” Allen’s body trembled ever so minutely at the cruel words, they tore and stabbed and carved at his soul.

“By the way, about the swordsman?”

“Kanda? Wait, we had an agre-” Allen turned onto his side, ignoring the burning pain in his backside. Tyki waved him aside.

“I just wanted to tell you that I took him down and removed the nails and let him rest. Don’t worry I had Jesdebi fix the worst of his wounds. He’ll be fine. Well, actually that’ll depend on you.” Tyki smiled at him charmingly. “But just so we understand one another, I assume that you don’t want him to know?”

“No. Please, please-!” Allen begged, not Kanda. Of all exorcists, not Kanda.

“Alright, don’t worry. I have no intention of telling him. After all you won’t be going near you exorcist friends any more will you?” Tyki stood and started to walk towards a side door. “After all, you’ll be thoroughly tainted once I get through with you. Oh! Did you forget?” Tyki smiled over his shoulder, his one eye bright. “Kanda will be spared only as long as you cooperate. Of course I still have to beat on him a little bit. After all he’ll get suspicious if I do nothing but focus on you, right? Ma~Maaa~ You’re going to have to work hard to make this worth my while you know?” Tyki laughed, the same hard laugh he’d emitted when he’d been raping Allen without mercy. A laugh of triumph.

Allen shut his eyes as tightly as he could. ‘You knew this was going to happen, it isn’t like you didn’t know what you were getting into. You knew what he wanted and he was going to have it no matter what.’ The voice mocked him inside his head, but it gave no comfort.

“Lad. Get up.” Allen stared at Tyki in horror... Stand? He didn’t even know if he could sit up! “Get up, now.” Tyki’s voice was smooth, gentle but without mercy. He turned back into the bathroom and listened as he heard the sheets rustle and then a loud thump and a cry of pain. Tyki just smirked. Flicking a finger, the large luxurious tub turned on and hot water filled it half way quickly. He heard stumbling, several more cries of pain and some sobbing as Allen forced himself to walk over to the door and lean, shaking in pain, against the doorway.

“Tyki-” The whiplash struck out of nowhere, slamming him across his chest, leaving a long red welt. He dropped with a shriek, the new pain spreading outwards quickly.

“It’s Master...Tyki now, my dear lad.” Allen looked at him from under his white bangs, his normally smoky blue eyes a dull shade of gray.

“Yes... Master Tyki,” his voice was defeated. ‘For the moment,’ Tyki mused. It was there for only a heartbeat but he had seen it. A flash of defiance, defeated by the pain but it was there, that foolish human determination. Tyki smiled to himself. He knew eventually that Allen would refuse to do something or fight him and then... well it was good wasn’t it that he had Kanda? But those fantasies could wait-

“Lad, come here.” Allen staggered over wearily, wondering what he wanted and praying with all his soul that he didn’t want to fuck him again. Oh Allen knew it would come, but he prayed for a little respite to recover. Fresh blood still dripped down his legs from his abused and torn hole, the dried blood like red lacquer on his skin. Tyki grabbed him by the throat and hauled him forward so they were nose to nose,

“Why don’t we take a bath together, hm?” He threw Allen head first into the comfortably hot water and Allen resurfaced screaming again. The hot water burned not only his ass but also the welt. It stung like needles being driven by the thousands into the wounds. He immediately tried to get out but Tyki pushed him under the water and held him there. He thrashed desperately.

Finally he was allowed up to breathe. Tyki watched as he gasped and then shoved him back under. After three more rounds, Allen was limp in his hand. Smacking him to wake him up, he smiled at him.

“Hello lad, now that you are properly accustomed to the water, I’m going to let you soak for a bit before making my next request.” Allen stared at him. “Rest a bit. Let the hot water sooth your muscles. After all, like I said, I’m not a cruel man. I’ll always give you choices.”

“...You are cruel.” Allen’s whisper followed Tyki out. Tyki grinned to himself.

“Perhaps.” Tyki allowed Allen 15 minutes to rest and soak and then went back in. Allen stared at him warily. He’d taken a bar of soap and scrubbed himself as hard as he could, so hard that his skin was red in some places. But it didn’t seem to help any. He could still feel Tyki’s hands everywhere. Tyki sat on the edge of the tub, his feet hanging in the water.

“Lad, wash me.” Allen flushed, his chin coming up instinctively. Tyki raised his eyebrow with amusement.

“Defiance?” Allen glared before his eyes lowered. Reaching out slowly, Allen picked up a washcloth and moved through the hot water to the ledge where Tyki sat. Soaking the cloth and putting some soap on it, Allen didn’t meet Tyki’s eyes as he began to wash the dried blood and semen off his legs. He hesitated only an instant before his hands slid upwards. Allen swallowed hard as he began to wash Tyki cock. It was soft but it hardened rapidly as Allen rinsed it clean.

Allen wet the washcloth again and began to work his way up Tyki’s body, cleaning off sweat and dirt. His face was red with the shame of it. Finally he reached Tyki’s shoulders and wondered what he was supposed to do. Tyki answered for him by easing into the water. Allen flushed and slid behind him and began to scrub his back and shoulders.

“Very nice lad. A shame this is only for a little while. Maybe once we’ve won, I’ll find a way to keep you as a pet.” Allen’s fingers involuntarily clutched the washcloth as he refused to be baited and scrubbed harder. After Allen forced himself to finish washing Tyki, he once again sat on the ledge and beckoned Allen to his knees. Allen came over slowly, wondering what the Noah wanted now.

Tyki spread his dark skinned legs and pulled Allen between his legs. Allen’s eyes widened. ‘No... He can’t want-!’ But Tyki once again demanded exactly what Allen didn’t want to give.

“Suck, lad.”

“Tyki-” SLAP! Tyki backhanded Allen, throwing the smaller young man against the edge of the tub. Allen forced himself to stand and glare at Tyki’s cold mocking eyes.

“Well?” Tyki arched a cold eyebrow. Allen bit his lip so hard it bled. What could he do? Slowly he forced his all but frozen limbs to move forward. The water was hot but his insides churned coldly, like something icy and slimy had been poured directly into his organs. On some level, Allen couldn’t believe this was happening. He was here being debased, raped and forced to pleasure one of his worst enemies.

Tyki fisted Allen’s silky white hand, savoring the feel of the delicate strands and forced Allen’s head to bow until his lips were mere hair breadths away from his erect shaft.

“Get to work.” Allen opened his mouth reluctantly and slid his tongue out to stroke the head. Tyki’s cock jerked at the touch and Allen instinctively tried to move away but Tyki’s grip was firm. Allen felt tears burn his eyes again but forced them down, bile rising in his stomach. Tyki watched through hooded eyes as the beautiful white head moved down his shaft about half-way. He could feel the boy’s moist tongue stroking his cock beautifully, the warmth of his mouth making him all the harder. He held the boy’s head there firmly and put pressure on it in order to encourage him to continue.

After a minute, Allen was deep throating Tyki’s cock. By now he was crying again as Tyki ruthless controlled his head, forcing him to bob up and down on his cock. Tyki shut his eyes and let his head fall back as he felt his peak approach. The little sobs that the boy let out only aroused him further and the knowledge that boy was completely humiliated only made his victory sweeter.

Finally, he came to his peak and he forced the boy’s head down hard and ejaculated deep down Allen’s throat. Immediately Allen put his hands on Tyki’s thighs and tried to push back. He was choking as he felt the vile liquid flow down his throat. But Tyki forced him to stay there until he was finished. When he was spent, he dragged Allen’s face up to him. His lips were coated in cum and his eyes were glazed with shame and mental exhaustion, all the events combining to tire him.

Tyki smiled and moved forward to take Allen’s soft swollen lips once more before pulling him out of the bath and leaving him to lie on the floor.

“Lad, after you’ve cleaned up, get some rest. You’ll need it. Don’t think we’re finished, after all we do have a deal. I’ll bring you something... else... to eat since you’ve been such a good little pet.” Tyki stroked his hair, Allen flinched weakly at his touch. He left his hand there, waiting for a proper answer.

“Y-es... Master Tyki.” Tyki stood up, his clothing already materializing around him.

“I’ll break you to my will yet boy, don’t think that I won’t.” Then he slid through a wall and was gone.

A little while later, after he had vomited as much as possible, Allen forced his beaten body onto a sofa. He didn’t want to even look at the bed. He curled up as tightly as he could, even as his spine protested. His face was already sore but tears, one by one, leaked down his face. Unbidden, a face flashed through his mind,

“K-kanda....” Then he fell into a fitful nightmare filled sleep where Tyki was around ever corner and there was no place to hide.

~Elsewhere in the Ark Back in the Other Room~

Kanda sat against the wall, slowly and painfully wrapping the worst of his punctures with strips of his shirt. He sighed and leaned back against the wall.

“Moyashi... Where are you?” When Tyki had come back to check on him, he’d been very smug and satisfied looking. Kanda’s vehement demands as to where Allen was were met with a cruel sadistic smile and no answer. He didn’t know where the little brat was but he had no doubt he was suffering. It somehow made it worse not knowing what was going on.

He hated it.

Feeling this way. Not being able to do anything. Being weak. Powerless.

Allen might be undergoing torture right now and the only thing he could do was sit here. He refused to acknowledge his fear for the white haired young man. He wouldn’t examine the bubble of concern and anguish that sat at the bottom of his stomach. He’d somehow become attached to Allen. Something that he didn’t understand but that was mostly strong instinct. Allen was too fragile, too optimistic, and above all too gentle. He couldn’t be cruel and hatred was fleeting.

Against someone like Tyki... He would be crushed. Kanda slammed a fist against the wall in frustration, ignoring the pain that ran up his arm.

“God damn it... Moyashi...”

~End 2nd Night~

AN: Well there’s chapter 2. Please review! I haven’t seen any reviews at all! I realize that there isn’t such a large following of D.Gray-man fanfics on AFF so all the more reason to shout out if you are and if you like Allen and Yu together. I know this chapter was a little dark. The next two continue with Allen’s trials but don’t worry, Allen and Yu will persevere! REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!!! Ja ne!