Jumping To Conclusions(Story is Finished)

Dark, Dark Day

I was lost in love with Yuki, for about five months it was going good, until the day I came home and his female fiancé was there. Or his Ex-fiancé that from what I saw did not look like she was and ex at all. I had come home from a long hard day of practices for the next concert hoping to crawl up into Yuki’s arms and relax. As I entered there she was sitting on his sofa dressed in only a big T-shirt and nothing else. I look again it was one of my t-shirts, “What the hell are you doing wearing my Shirt!” I demand to know rage seizes me blind with what looked like Yuki was going back with that bitch again.

Yuki comes out carrying her clothes folded nicely he had his shirt unbuttoned but he still has on his pants. Right then I could only focus on one thing that was Yuki must not want me anymore. “Shuichi clam down, you damn brat” I heard him say but not quit.

“Don’t tell me to clam down if you want to have her fine take her!” I cried stomping my foot on the hard wood floor. “I knew I was never good enough because I don’t have a pussy! Or breasts, take the slut just forget me why did you lead me on I can’t take it any more Yuki! All I ever do is love you but you can’t love me back can you I hate you!” I didn’t mean anything I said besides the fact I don’t have a pussy or boobs. I marched past him he tried to grab my arm I yank it out of his grasp.

“You fool if you’d just listen to me and let me explain your getting all worked up for nothing!” He replied and slammed me against the wall in the hallway his eyes blazed with anger. “How dare you say you hate me,” he snapped and slapped me a crossed the face. “If you want me to cheat on you with her fuck it fine, Come on baby I’ll show you a night out on the town like you’d never know!” He said and let me go though if I was listing he was being sarcastic if I would have listened I would know that she had come over but he had told her to leave then she spilled her wine all over her little dress. If I would have listened I would know that he told her not to wear my shirt but to barrow one of his brothers’s that he left there awhile ago but she put it on anyways.

The only thing I heard was the slap to my face and those harsh words, I run into the bed room, “Fine if you want her take her I’ll make sure I never burden your life or anyone’s life again!” Tears streamed down my face I slammed the door and locked it when one jumped to conclusions one will conclude that they are better off dead, I had toyed with the idea before, at that it seemed to be the perfect time to meet death.



“Shuichi open the door what the hell was that suppose to mean!?” He demanded from the door knocked on it.

I don’t answer I went to my desk and open my draw I had knocked loss the bored at the bottom and had hid a sharp dagger. Why a knife blood is beautiful and if it spilled perhaps I’d leave some kind of stain some kind of mark. Though I will be dead and never burden the world again I had even written a pre suicide letter for the occasion. I felt like dieing many times after Yuki said very harsh and cruel things to me I can’t stand living when the one I love looked at me with hate. I take out the note the knocks on the door become pounds then I hear him trying to break it down with his shoulder. As I gasp in pain as I slice my hand I was going to seal my fate with blood. The funny thing is I could not stand the pain so I slap the desk with my bloody hand also my head as I got very dizzy the room spun as I felt like I am losing consciousness I stand up from my chair wanting to lay down and perhaps die in bed I crumbled to my knees as the blood still gushes like and endless waterfall. The door finally gives way I look up to see legs come running toward me also his voice. “Shuichi, No” he comes to my eye level I then black out and remember no more.

I had left a note for Yuki to read if he did it would have said this…..

Crimson pools around my head, as I lie here on the floor dead, I fly away and leave you here. I shall be a burden to thee no more I kisses your wetted cheeks as you may weep over me. If no tear falls I don’t blame you at all, if your joyous and happy since I died then I am happy to, my only wish is for you to be glad and not sad no more.

Then signed it and my bloody hand print would be at the bottom I never got to that part.
The moment I woke I got slapped twice. “Owe,” I cried and then two bodies hugged me from either side.


At the same time the two hugging me scold me “Don’t you ever do that again understand me!” These two were Yuki and Hiro they hit hard too.

The doctor how ever didn’t seem pleased that they hit me “I don’t think that is a good thing,” both turn to the doctor and again spook at the same time which is weird.

“Shut up he needs a good ass kicking!” They both look at each other and sigh then back at me.

“Shuichi I am so sorry for driving you into that it was never what I was meaning to do.” Yuki said and leaned down and kissed my forehead.



“I know your right I am just a stupid fool,” I said as I looked down at my stomach I felt stupid now and even more stupid when he explained what happened then slaped me again for trying to kill myself.

“Why did you have to cause me to suffer through some more crappie writings of yours you slicing your hand was torment enough!” He sighed pulling my head into his chest and stroked me and kissed my forehead.

“Aw Yuki,” I sigh Hiro still hugs me from the other side I felt well loved but also I think Yuki was close to killing me himself for what I did.

Thus why jumping to conclusions is not always a good thing I was lucky this time that I didn’t really die and I have another chance to look before I leap.


YEAH THE END!