Learning To live again is killing me

Chapter 2

“Good Morning Mr. Aizawa, What can I do for you this morning” A young woman asked.. “I have an appointment with Mr. Gear” Taki said coldly. “Yes, one minute I tell him your here” the young lady said. Taki took a set in the corner of the room and waited. “Mr. Aizawa, Mr. Gear will see you now” The Women said from her desk. Taki got up from the chair and walked int a a rather large room. “Taki Aizawa your hear on time, thats great take a seat” A Tall blond haired man said. Taki took a set in a white chair that was facing his label boss. “Taki I called you here because I've begone to worry about the release of your first album” the blond haired man said. “I think everything is going well I don't now what concerns you Mr. Gear, but I'm willing to fix what ever it is” Taki said softly.
“What bugs me is that all the songs that you have chosen thus far are nothing but sad and some what depressing. For the last few songs that you need I want them to be happy” Mr. Gear said with a stern face. “Mr. Gear I've been having problems with that. And I don't how much it would take for me to do something happy” Taki said concerned. “I've been thinking about that I think I have just The solution. I'm going to give you that help of our new song writer” Mr. Gear said. “Ms. Lear please send him in”. The doors to the room opened and Taki was shocked at who he saw. “Taki meet Shuichi Shindow are new song writer”. “What you, what the hell are you doing in America!?” Taki yelled. “I could ask you the same thing!” Shuichi yelled back. “Well I see that you now each other” Mr. Gear said. “Mr. Gear you can't expect me to work with this pink haired freak can you!?” Taki yelled. “I Can't help write songs for this sadistic singer!” Shuichi Said throwing his small red bag on the floor.
“So, your both refusing to work together is that it?” Mr. Gear said. “EXACTLY!” Taki and Shuichi yelled. “Okay, heres what I have to say. If you two choose not to work together decide not to work together then I have no choice but to get rid of both of you. I can also put my influence on every record label in the country. I also now that both of you have some reason for not wanting to returning to Japan. So it's really up to both of you. If you do this you keep your jobs in music or you can just make money by doing something else” Mr. Gear said. Taki and Shuichi new what this guy seemed like and they new that he was serious. They looked at each other with such disgust they new what had to happen. “Well work together” They both said with serious looks on there faces. “Good. Level 2 room 34B is open for you two to work” Mr. Gear said. The two younger males left the room and began to head for the elevator.
They didn't say anything as they got in and began to go down. “So your an American singer now Aizawa?” Shuichi said coldly. “Yeah so what if I am look at you” Taki said looking away. “How dare you say anything to me you cold hearted rapist!” Shuichi yelled enraged. “Your just a loveless little pink haired Monkey!” Taki yelled while staring at Shuichi. “Shut up you poop head!”Shuichi yelled. “Is that the best you can do. You sound like a little kid” Taki said with a laugh. “At least I didn't lose all my friends and the respect of an entire country!” Shuichi said. “You have no right to say that to me at least I didn't engage myself in a relationship that was only going because of one person!” Taki Yelled. “What!?” Shuichi yelled. “You heard me you did everything for that guy and he never cared about what you did” Taki said. “Thats not true he just had trouble showing it. But he did care about me” Shuichi said softly. “Then why are you here?” Taki said looking at Shuichi. Shuichi said nothing he stayed silent. Taki then heard Shuichi crying. The elevator stopped and Shuichi ran out.
Taki saw the little pinked haired boy run into the bathroom. He walked past the bathroom and then stopped. 'Why should I care about that brat' Taki thought. He turned around and entered the bathroom. He saw Shuichi standing at one of the sinks washing his face. “So what happened between you and Mr. Airi Yuki?” Taki asked. “What do you care?”Shuichi said looking up briefly. “Because, I thought you two would always be together. Like I thought Me and Ma-ken were going to always be together” Taki said lowering his head. “He got tired of me. He found somebody else that would love him” Shuichi said. “Who was it?” Taki asked softly. “It was my best friend Hiro. I found out that they were dating behind my back . I found out confronted Yuki and He kicked me out for good. I left Bad Luck and came to America” Shuichi said softly. “Ma-ken, left me because he said he didn't love me anymore. We promised to always be friends but it was never the same. I did what I did to you right after I found out that Ma-ken found another lover. At that time I didn't care if I lost everything.
There was silents. They had both shared parts of there lives that they thought would never be found out. “I'll be waiting in the room, when your ready to start” Taki said leaving the bathroom. Shuichi finished washing his face. He was thinking about everything that Taki just told him. He was still angry at him but this was the truth at least thats what it sounded like. Could he ever forgive Taki for what happened. He looked at himself in the mirror. He had changed every since that day for the better but he couldn't help but wounder if his life with Yuki would have been different. Or if it just would have ended sooner. Shuichi dried his face with a paper towel and left the bathroom still confused about the whole situation.
When Shuichi entered the room it was painted white and kinda small. Taki was sitting holding a large folder and waving it at Shuichi. Shuichi walked over to were Taki was sitting and grab a seat. “Well, shall we begin?” Taki asked. “Yeah, sure” Shuichi said. He took the folder from Taki and opened it up. He began to read. A few minutes later he closed the folder and looked at Taki. “Well, what is it” Taki asked. “Do you hate yourself that much that you have to write about nothing but pain and loathing ?” Shuichi asked with a stern look on his face. “What do you expect I left Japan in pain and I thought I was doing the right thing and I would be happy. But truth was I never would be. Thats why I write the way I do” Taki said.
“I see so this is what you can do? Well then we better get started” Shuichi said grabbing a pen off the table. As Shuichi began to write Taki began to go deep into thought. 'What is wrong with me do I really want to open up to him? He could never forgive me for what I did to him but I can't help but wounder what if I never caused him pain would I still feel what I'm feeling right now? Is this love?' Taki came out of the deep thought with the sounds of Shuichi calling his name. “Taki are you okay?” Shuichi asked. “I'm fine I just was in deep thought” Taki said looking into Shuichi's crimson eyes. “So do you have any more Ideas?” Shuichi asked. “All I now it has to be something happy, something that pleases Mr. Gear” Taki said.

There was a silence and the two didn't say a word. “Shuichi I now that there isn't anything that I can do to change what I did to you. It was wrong of me to do that to you. I don't now what I really was thinking. But I just want you to now that I'm so sorry and it's fine if you never forgive me I don't deserve it” Taki said lowering his head. “Taki I can't forgive you for what you did but we can move past it. I now know that your a different person now then you were then. So lets just move on okay?” Shuichi asked his eyes locked with Taki's. They began to move closer together until they met in a kiss. Shuichi quickly broke away and ran out of the room. “Shuichi wait!” Taki yelled as he ran out of the room.