Love Like Winter

Chapter one : The scent of a woman.

The scent of a woman is sweet, and comforting. Her skin is soft and supple , ths feeling of a womans flesh upon yours induces desire. The scent of a man is strong and musky. His skin is rough and firm. A mans flesh brings on an emotion that is undescribable. For as long as I can remember I have never been desired the touch of a woman. Yet I have experienced it many times. The warmth of her body amused me, so did the way she would whine and moan for me to take her like the whore she was. But the touch of a man was a mystery to me. A mystery I longed to solve. The oppurtunity never arouse until I had reached my late adolesence. I was in the stable and there stood the stable keeper. He was 3 years my senior. Tall with dark hair. His skin was firm and tanned it reminded me of sweet caramel candies. I approached him one day, that day changed the rest of my life. I spent the rest of my summer that year as his personal love slave moaning and whimpering under him.

Now I have my own play thing. Irronicaly he is the stable boy. He's abnormaly small for a boy his age and very feminine looking but, his body is still firm and he is a very quick learner. I've taught him many things like how to ride a cock or how to breath through his nose when he is sucking on certain things. And now here I am on the way to some whore house to pick out a concubine all because I was caught fucking my play thing. I knew his moaning was to loud. I just loved hearing him chant " OH SHARON SAMA!" But now my play thing has been fired and I have to sleep with some women. Disguisting. Like I've already said women have no appeal to me. Large mounds of flesh on thier chests that they call breasts what is so appealing about that? Whiney, moody, annoying, needy, submissive. I want a boy. I've gotten so used to sex it's become stagnant. I want someone who can turn my brain into mush and make me melt over and over again as I thrust into them.

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The room is dark and only one ray of sunshine spills into the room. Traveling up my crimson satin sheets and into my eyes. Such a pain morning light, I havent been allowed to go outside very much for the last few years. When I did go out I was shaded from the sun or it had been dark. This is because master likes me pale and weak so I don't eat as much as I should. It's been so long since I've felt the warmth of sun on my skin I miss it. But it always just reminds me of mama.When I was little she would take me and Yuna-Chan out in the feilds behind our house and show us how to make head bands and neckalces with flowers. I can still picture her long black hair that sweeped past her shoulderts usually held back by a pony tail. Smooth ivory skin with sky blue eyes similar to my own. Only me and mama had eyes like that it was like our own sacred conection.But now I don't think I'll ever see her again the head mistress does'nt let me out unless I have a client.

"Aozora-san!"

My thoughts are being disrupted by the head mistress. Damn whenever I'm in my happy place she pesters me. I slip out of my sheets and slip on my robe and walk towards the door. I can hear her becoming impatient her breath is in huffs and I can hear the light sound of her foot tapping against the hard wood floors.

"Head Mistress?" I say as I sweep my hair out of my face.

Yuna-Chan has changed quite a bit. She is no longer the short strange child I once knew. She is my head mistress and she is gorgeous now. She has grown into her looks. Her hair is deep chocolate brown and is pinned back with a few strands falling into her her face.Her eyes are dark brown matching her silky hair. And her skin is slightly more tanned than mine but still appealing.

" My dear sweet Aozora you look ravishing!" Yuna giggled as she stroked my cheek. " We have a costumer coming in. A young noblemen from the mainland, I hear his is quite handsome!" She squealed as she sat next to me and pulled me to her bussom.

"When is he arriving?" I ask as she beging to lay kisses and nips down my neck and chest.

"His mother said we should expect him by tonight." She whispers against my nipple as she nibbles on it sending shivers down my spine.

"Ahh!... Yuna don't" I hear myself whine as she begins to pull back my Yukata and began licking and sucking on the tip of my hardening cock.

"Mmmm yummy little brother. I wonder if this one will want a taste to..Not that I'd let him have a taste of my little play thing."

I cant handle it anymore. She pins me down by wrists and begins to lick and kiss her way down my chest and stomach. She licks and whispers words against my pelvis but I can't understand her the sensation of her lips and tongue against my skin is all I'm aware of.

"Yuna we should'nt be doing this.." I moan as she licks me.

All thoughts and worries disapear as she wraps her ruby lips around the swollen head of my cock and beging to hum.

"YUNA-CHAN!" I scream as she beging to bob her head up and down taking my legnth into her mouth completely.

I can hear my self moaning and whining like a dog in heat. I know this is wrong but I just can't contain myself. Her hot tongue licking my cock its just so delicious. I can feel the pressure begin to start at the bottom of my stomach. Then I feel it. Her finger is slicked with oil as she rubs it against my entrance.

"Ahh!" I whimper as she inserts two fingers into me and stretches her fingers inside me. All these sensations are driving me insane, the pressure is to strong now and the sensations are so intense.

"Yuna! Aaaaaaaah!!!" I hear myself scream as I release my hot liquid into her ruby coloured mouth.

I hear her slurp and suckle the last of my juices into her mouth . She lifted her head from my cock and licked her crimson lips as she grinned down at me .

"Mmmmmm so yummy" She whispered into my ear seductivly as she stood up and struted to the door her curvy hips swaying as she walked away.

" I'll need you to entertain tonight. So be ready by after dinner" She said as she slid the door closed.

I can feel the after effect of my orgasm.The pleasure was so strong but the feeling of guilt and disguist in the pit of my stomach are unbearable.I feel the contents of my stomach begin to bubble as I run to the bathroom and vomit.I'm so disguisted.Mama if your watching me now...please look awayI don't wish to be seen.I hate myself.

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The geisha house is larger than I had expected.I expected to buy a concubine from a small whore house but this is a very well known geisha house.As I am being led down the hall to the main dining hall I notice a few things.The geisha house is filled with beautiful young girls some very young barely even young women.All of the girls are dressed in fine silk Yukata's and proudly wear flowers in their hair that matches the pale and artisticly applied make up on their skin.Full red lips smile at me as I pass and the girls bow showing their respect. The doors to the main dining hall are opened and the soft music fills my ears as I see two long lines of young women all in pastel coloured silk kimonos with their hair and make up matching that of the girls I had seen earlier.

"Konichiwa Higorashi-Dono please have a seat!" A young women says as she shows me to a large table covered in fine foods liquoirs and tea.I sit on the silk cushion as the young girl blushes and bows when I thank her. She is cute but women still are not my thing.

"Ah Higorashi-Dono I am very honored to have you here." A woman I assume is the head misstress says as she bows smiles at me.

I of course do not want to be here and do not want to respond it is not until my advisor Shin clears his throat glaring at me do I respond to the women who might I add is wearing far to much make up.

"It is my pleasure to join you in your fine establishment." I say with a hint of sarcasm.

She smiles pleasently in my direction.If only smiles could kill.I'd be seven feet under by now.

"Now tell me Ichimaru-Sempai why are we at this geisha house? I mean this geisha house is so far out in the country one on the mainland would have been so much more convinient." I mummble in a annoyed manner. Ichimaru has the same snake like expression.His eyes are always twinkling devishly as if he has something planned.As if he knows something that I don't. He turns to me.His bright snake like yellow eyes staring at me.

"Well Master women in the main land they are not faithful.You so a country girl she will truely value you and be loyal like a dog.Besides the most famous geisha resides in this geisha house.This maiden said to have skin as pale as the first snow .But with a stare as cold as winter.She is said to be untouched by anyman and her sister Ms.Yuna Samui will not allow it .We are hoping to purchase her and make her your bride."

The soft music that has been playing has stopped and all of the girls have stopped their movements.It has become eerily quite and all is still. I can hear the koto players begin their soft melodies as the lights dim.On the center of the stage a spot light sets on the figure of a young women.Her hair is long and hangs lose it is deep ebony and contasts with her blue silk kimono.Sakura begins to fall from the above and laces her hair with a halo like effect.The young women begins to move.Gracefuly kneeling on the floor and flicking her fan open the fan is pastel pink and matches the blossoms falling onto her hair.She gently sweeps the fan over her face and she raises her head to glance upon the crowd. Those eyes are what catch my attentoin first. The most amazing shade of blue I have ever seen in my life. A sharp feeling of a chill running down my spine hits me like a thunderbolt as I look into those eyes.

She removes the fan from her face revealing the rest of her face her skin as pale as the finest ivory.Her lips full and crimson the colour of fresh blood.And those eyes.Kami those eyes looking at them makes my heart skip a beat.The music begins to speed up slightly she raises herself to her feet and begins to sway to the music.Everything besides the movement of her body and those eyes are blocked from my mind.I can see her lips moving and I know she is singing but I can't hear any music. She glances in my direction if only for a second but it feels like an eternity. I feel so cold and yet so warm at the same time. I don't know what she is doing to me. But I want her. I want her so bad.