End of Dreams

Chapter Two: No need for New Days

Shinji learned the next day that Asuka really didn’t care about anything anymore. She messed the bed early that morning so Shinji had to clean bed wash the sheets her pajama shirt along with her plug suit. And he had to wash her again, but today was different. Shinji had cleaned all the shit off of her and began to wash her with soap when he rubbed her pussy just right and her back arched and her nipples instantly hardened. Shinji freaked out thinking her hurt her. But when she straightened up they locked eyes. She had nothing but a disconcerting look in her eyes her mouth was slightly open with her breath elevated. Maybe he didn’t hurt her, he noticed her nipples were like little pebbles. And she didn’t seem to be in pain. So he rubbed her slit again this time with out the cloth and this earned a more casual response from Asuka.

Shinji realized he was pleasuring her, He was touching her not cleaning her and she wasn’t mad. She wasn’t yelling at him she wasn’t hitting him either. She seemed to be silently telling him to keep going and so he did. He found the spot were she felt it the most this bump towards the top of her slit. He was going to give Asuka an orgasm and it didn’t take long. Her back stretched to the point it look like it hurt and she stayed that way for what seemed like forever. She finally relaxed and began to catch her breath. Shinji couldn’t believe it he just gave her and orgasm. Suddenly he became fascinated with her rosy peaks they seemed like they were hard as rocks. Shinji reached for one Tit and rubbed the soft mound of flesh, rubbing on the underside of the breast got the best reaction. Shinji played with one breast then the other moving from one nipple to the other before long he wanted to taste those rosy buds. Maybe they tasted like cherries or strawberries. As soon as Shinji gave her a lick and started to suckle on her nipple she had another orgasm.

This time Asuka fell asleep and Shinji was as hard as a rock, and he know she felt that. Shinji finished washing her and dried her off before taking her to bed. Her shirt had yet to be hung out to dry so she had to stay in bed with just the towel. Shinji went back to the bath room to clean himself but it didn’t take long be fore he began to stroke himself thinking of Asuka. Thinking of how one day he might be able to get her to make him cum just as he did to her. It didn’t take long for him blow a stream of white and he wished Asuka would have been the one to do that for him, but no that was just a fantasy. Finishing his bath he toweled off and hung up the laundry along with his school uniform and Asuka’s plug suit. After that was done he went into the kitchen to make lunch, some rice and chicken ought to do nicely he thought.

Shinji began to make dinner with a leisurely pace. He was mostly thinking about Asuka how she at least looked him in the eye for one second. That was all he needed to know that he wasn’t here alone. But when she looked at him she had nothing but regret, sadness, shame and even fear in those eyes. She didn’t even blink she just let him molest her. For Christ sakes he could have fucked the shit out of her if he wanted to. But there was no way he could have gone through with that.

Shinji continued to think of Asuka while making dinner but before too long he heard a noise coming from one of the two unused areas in the house. He turned around and next thing he almost pissed himself. Asuka was laying next to the dinning table, eyes looking in his general direction but not directly at him. He went into the living area to check on her she didn’t move an inch as he knelt down next to her. He looked at her she must of woken up and smelled the food. No there’s no way, I’ve only been cooking for five minutes I haven’t even finished prepping the chicken. Shinji went to reach for her but he suddenly realized. She wants to be near me. That’s it, she wants to know I’m there, she wants to know I’m here for her. That’s got to be it there’s no other explanation for why she would get up out of bed and come in here naked.

Asuka maybe you should put some clothes on. And just as he said that her stomach growled. Ok, sigh, let me finish making lunch. If she is going to be like this I really need to make sure she has some clothes on I already have a hard on.
So Shinji finished making lunch checking on Asuka every now and then to make sure she was still there, more or less to see if she had moved any. Shinji decided before he would bring the food to the table he would get a blanket to cover her up it was starting to get colder and colder everyday. He didn’t think he could last through lunch staring at her either, he was already rock hard. So he set her up and wrapped her in the blanket and then he heard something faint what sounded like a thank-you. Asuka did you say something? Asuka, Please say something Shinji grabbed a hold of her almost chocking her. Please Asuka, say something.

They sat there for a half an hour before Shinji decided she wasn’t going to say a word. He then had to go reheat the food because now it was cold. As soon as he was back at the table he began to make little bites for her so she wouldn’t choke. He feed her and while she chewed he took a couple bites. All the while he thought on how long she would be like this she seemed to still not care about anything. She didn’t care she was nude as the day she was born. She didn’t care she was fingered to orgasm not but maybe an hour ago she didn’t even care it she ate. But the good thing was she was improving, at least she was chewing a little. Shinji finished feeding her what little bit he had made them before he tried to get her to drink some water. She wouldn’t have any of it. She has to be thirsty the last time she had anything was twenty-for hours ago. Shinji got an idea maybe he should make her some tea from her homeland.

Shinji cleaned up the table and started the kettle then he washed the dishes, still checking on her every now and then. The kettle was whistling and Shinji made two cups. Now he really didn’t care for tea at all but he thought her seeing him drinking some would help her drink hers. He placed it in front of her and he knew it was just the way she wanted it, no sugar, no sweetener, no milk, no cream, nothing but tea. And what some might consider water with coloring because it was weak it had almost no flavor but enough to taste. Asuka I made you your tea the way you want it, please have some, if not for me but for yourself. I really can’t have you dying of thirst. Shinji had to get up and add something to his and in the process he remembered that some times she would want a cube, just one cube of sugar so he found one and brought it to the table. He waited and waited long enough for the tea to cool down enough for her to drink it before he asked her if she wanted some sugar.

She just sat there staring at the table Shinji had about enough of this he added the cube of sugar stirred it up and decided to help her drink it. He didn’t force her to but he was firm, and she started drinking it slowly but surely. Before to long he realized her cup was empty so he made another with a cube of sugar and she dank about half be fore she refused anymore. Nevertheless he was satisfied she wasn’t going to die of anything he could prevent food wise or infection wise. And that reminded him to check her wounds, so Shinji put up the cups and went to get the first aid kit.

When he came back she was laying down so Shinji removed the blanket so he could check her arm. And it didn’t take long for him to grow his Bonner again Shinji still couldn’t believe this was Asuka or what was left of her. After close inspection, Shinji decided that her arm could use some fresh air, and should be healed enough to not need bandages. But here eye was a different story she might not see again. Shinji could now see that the eyeball was almost too small for the eye socket. Shinji was no biology major but that can’t be good so, he cleaned it up the best he could and re-patched it. She already looked better with the arm wrap off. Shinji finished and wrapped her back up in the blanket. He decided he would stay home today she needed him more then he needed her and he was just now realizing it.

After about an hour of just sitting around and what seemed like Asuka dozing off. Shinji decided to check out the one room that had yet to be used the small office. He found a half way decent computer that had no power; he decided he could plug it in later. He also found books about business and such some housekeeping manuals and even some mangas’ that looked older than him. But one thing he found interesting was there was a crate, a travel crate in the corner. Shinji had never seen an old world crate like this but it looked like it was locked and he didn’t know where the key was. But as he was thinking that he heard a door open. At first he thought it was just his imagination, but he did have another able bodied person with him.

So Shinji went in look for Asuka and sure enough she wasn’t in the living area, all that was there was the blanket that she was covered up in. Shinji then panicked. Oh shit, don’t tell me she took off. Shinji checked the bedroom first no sign, and then he went to the bathroom. And that’s were he found her sitting on the toilet peeing. Shinji was relieved in two ways, one she was still here, and two she was pissing in the toilet and not in the bed. She must of finished because the echoing sound of urine hitting the bowl stopped. But she didn’t move, she just sat there looking at the floor Shinji took this as his cue to step in and finish her up. He picked her up to check the toilet to make sure she just went pee and didn’t shit either. So after checking he proceeded to wipe her dry, they didn’t need her getting an infection of some kind. He flushed and took her back out to the living area. Wrapping her back up and laying her back down.

But before he could get up she grabbed hold of his arm and didn’t let go. Shinji was wide eyed this was the first real response she had ever given him. Asuka what’s wrong? She didn’t say a word she just held on tight. It took awhile before he figured that she just didn’t want to be left alone. So he picked her up again, placed her in his lap and held her tight, so she would know that he didn’t want her to leave either. And it didn’t take long before she fell asleep peacefully.