Whats Eating Meatball Head

" What did you lie about?.... You can't just say that and stop talking Darien Chiba." *What could he have lied about?*
*Uggh! Why is this so hard? Why can't I just tell her? It's so easy-- Hey Sere remember when I said I didn't love you, yeah?, well I do but I lied to you so you wouldn't get hurt-- yeah that sounds real thought through, baka. I have to tell her, no more hesitating.*

" Sere, can I start from the beginning?"
" I guess, as long as it has to do with what you lied about."
`" Okay, well about two and a half months ago.....''
Darien told her everything. About when he got his memory back finally and when they were together once more, how happy he was. How even before he got all of his memory back he truely felt something for her. When Rini showed up, he started to to become weary of a lot of things. And then a few weeks later the dreams started, at first they werent that bad, but they got worse. They turned into his worse nightmares.Darien paused for a moment, to gather his thoughts, and with a sad solemn look on his face, he continued the story...

" It was our wedding day," he smiled at that thought but his expression quickly darkened once more.
" Everyone was there, Rei, Lita, Mina, Amy, and even Luna and Artimis was there. Your real mom, Queen Serenity was there along with your present family, Mom, Sammy and your father. Everyone was all dressed up in bright colors, the girls all had happy tears in their eyes. We just finished our vows, and then we kissed. Oh Serrena what a kiss it was, I had never been so happy. I could feel all the emotions i went though in the dream it was so real. And then we were walking down the isle to our awaiting limousine. Thats when things didnt seem to be right. They sky turned dark, like the clouds were the darkness of the night but underneath it was still light where we were, Like after it rains during the day except the clouds were pitch black. The ground started shaking, everyone started panicing, i didnt know what to do, i took your hand in mine,thinking we could just run, but then the ground started ripping apart..."
Serena sat there, tears were already pouring from her eyes, she knew it wasnt going to have a happy ending.
"I grabbed you and held on as tight as I could. I held you in my arms, and prayed we would be okay, I didnt know what was going on, everybody was screaming and screaming... You were so scared you were crying and asking me what was going on, but I didn't know, so we just kept on holding eachother. The wind started blowing real hard, I tried to hold on.... ::crying:: but you flew out of my arms. I couldn't hold on. I tried to hold on but it was like some inhuman streanght pulled you out of my arms. You started flying up in the dark sky, like you were caught in an invisible tornado."
"You didn't see it coming."
"A huge sharp pointed rock was right above you. But the wind it held you still all of a sudden and you couldnt move like you were wrapped tight with rope. It didn't let you move, you started screaming for me to help you, panic searing through your voice. I was screaming ' Serena look out!' and that I was trying to save you, but you couldn't hear me. I was crying and screaming for you but you wouldn't come back down,.... and then...."
Darien gasped in panic, it seemed so real at that moment. Serena dragged herself over to where he was sitting on the ground and gave him her hand, but Darien turned that gesture into a rough hug, really a deathgrip on Serena, and he was shaking.
"Darien, what happened next?" she asked fearful of what he would say. She was still crying and she could feel his tears on her shirt, and on her collar bone, his head was burried in her neck as he sobbed.
She put herhards ion either side of his face and forced him to look up at her. She tried to look in his eyes but they weren't there, they were in his mind, in his dream. She knew something bad happened next. Darien was starting to stop gasping but the tears still poured out of his eyes.

" I can't...." Darien cried.
"Darien, please, I need to know... please.." Serena begged. She wanted to know what happened so they could fix it and be together again.
And then Darien spoke again, very quickly. "The rock.... it dropped down at you, and you couldn't move, you were too high, I didn't know what to do. It hit you, but.. but you didn't move... and I saw the point of the rock come through your stomach, the look on you face was so sad, and then you were crying again. Your body was suddenly relased and you fell down to me, the rock stayed in the air. I caught you, you were crying. Your wedding dress was stained a crimson red. I was holding you, calling your name, cradeling you in my arms, but you couldn't answer. You said my name one last time and then you gasped and coughed up blood. You were trying to say goodbye to me. I told you it would be okay, you were fine, it was just a little scratch." Darien was looking at her now, no longer lost in his mind, but painfully aware of the emotions he had felt.
"But you cringed in pain suddenly, and then you screamed my name, and then stopped moving, stopped breathing, stopped living. I screamed. And I screamed. And I screamed. I clutched your body, I didnt want to let you go. I tried to bring you back, tried to stop the blood, I tried CPR but njothing was working, The girls found there way through the mess to us. They were crying, they knew you werent coming back to us. And then I just cried, I don't know for how long, hours, I didn't know what to do. I just sat there with you. I never let you go."
Their hug turned into the most meaningful embrace in Dariend whole life, he thought he lost her again when he was in the heat of the moment, and he was so happy to have her back, he wasnt going to let her go again.
"And then there as this voice. It was so familiar. It told me he could save you. I asked him how and it told me I had to stay away from you. When I woke up, I was crying but I stopped because I realized it was just a dream. I grabbed the picture of you on the endtable and sighed in relief that I still had you. But then I heard that voice again,It repeated what it had said before, to stay away or else. I looked around, no one was there. I ran into the bathroom, splashed cold water on my face and pinched my self just to make sure I was awake. The voice wasn't there anymore so I guessed it was my dream.
"I picked your picture up again and looked at it, and sighed. Then the voice came back suddenly, it said to leave you or else you'd die and it would be my fault. I looked at your picture again and it shattered. I was so scared. And I didn't know what to do. I tried to ignore it, but the dream came back every night. And then you know what happens. I told you I didn't love you, that we couldn't be together, that I was stupid for thinking I was in love with an annoying little girl. And no matter how hard you tried I wouldn't take you back. And that leads us to now. Right now."
Darien had stopped crying, but his cheeks were still wet. Serena was crying still, but at the loss of his words then her tears stopped. he was still holding her, but now they could look upon eachother, red puffy eyes and faces, both still slightly gasping for air at the intensity of their conversation. He didn't want to let her go.

" Darien, I.... I... I mean what d-did... you lie about?" Serena asked, suddenly feeling shy.

" About how I felt about you, I hurt so bad to say those things to you."
"What does this mean Darien, how you felt? Do you still feel the way you used to, or do you really think im nothing but a pain in your ass that wont go away?" Serena questioned. She was putting it all out there she needed to know the whole damn truth, every little bit of it.
For a moment he hesitated, and that was too much for Serena. She tried to pull away from his arms, and even managed to get one arm free to grab a magazine off of the coffee table. she then proceded to hit him on the head. TO call her angry would be an understatment.
" After all of that you bastard you still cant say anything to me! I fucking hate you, how could you put me though all of that and then suddenly not have a god damn thing to say to me!" She screamed at him. And hit him and tried to get away, and punched his shoulder. And then she was crying. She felt like all of her energy was gone and she melted into his arms, lightly hittinghis chest with her fists. "Why... why can't you just talk to me. I promise I wont die. I cant take it anymore... I've never been so sad in my life. I want this feeling to end..." She cried, and he held her, giving her a minute to regain her composure. But darien quicly found out that that wasnt going to happen anytime soon.
"Serena... oh Serena, you're right. Im so sorry i can't take this anymore, I love you so much I never stopped en=ven for a second. This was the worst torture I've ever had to go through. And I feel like a piece of shit for putting you through this. I know you are still mad, but please forgive me Sere, I love you and want to be with you always." He was now holding her face in his hands, amking her look him in the eye.
And then he leaned down close, his lips brushing her cheek, now slightly moist with a hint of salt from her tears. Then his lips reached hers. A light kiss at first, but passion got the best of them both and the kiss became searing, like lighting was runnig through their bodies and out of their intertwined fingertips. They pulled away panting, looking at eachother, love so clear on their faces.
And then thunder cracked loudly from outside, and the lightning flickered through the living room curtains opening. Serena gasped and flew into Dariends arms, knocking him over on the floor, him on the bottom, and her on top stradling him.
"Sorry..." she mumered, attempting to get up, but Darien just wrapped his arms around her, holding her tight.
"Serena, I dont wanna let you go, not just yet." he said as he captured her lips once again. The kiss became more passionate, their lips parting for tounges to brush against eachother so intimately. They pulled their faces apart, and Serena looked down on Darien.
"I forgive you, but dont you ever hide something so important from me again Mister!" She smiled and then kissed him again. Suddely Darien flipped her over, and kissed her again, tounges intertwinging, his fingers brushing back her bangs, his body pressed firmly against hers. Serena slowly became aware of something hard, pressing againt her in a very particular place. Her eyes shot open as she realized what it was. His penis!!!! She had aroused him! And she had no idea what to do! So she kept on kissing him, letting her passion rule all reason, because she was with her one true love.
Hi hands started to slide up her shirt, his fingertips cool on her hot skin. Silky and smooth skin was caressed and he gracefully guided his hands to her breasts, lightly outling her bra with his thumbs before pulling the clasp in the front loose.
"Serena..." he moaned, and slightly pushed his crotch against her own. "Serena, do you want to... I mean we can stop..." he stammered.
"Shhhh, Im ready Darien, I have never been so sure of anything in my life." smiled Serena...


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Cliffy! HAHAHAHHA. no really sorry, im not good at sex scenes so it may take a few days. But you can expext a very realistic sex scene. so i guess that is good!!!!
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