Secrets

Ryo got back to the apartment with Bikky. "Bikky did you want to go with Dee and me over to the orphanage later this evening? Or would you rather stay home and watch horror movies with Carol?"
Bikky pondered this for a while. If he went with Ryo and Dee he would get candy from Mother Lane during her halloween party she put on for the orphans,but if he stayed home he could get close to Carol with out any interruptions from Ryo or Dee. He decided on the latter. "I think I'll stay home this evening I'll call Carol and see if she's interested in hanging out."
"Bikky would you go check up on Dee while I go and put these groceries my aunt gave me away."
"Sure."
Ryo finished putting the groceries away when Bikky came in. "Ryo!"
"What is it Bikky?"
"it's Dee he doesn't look well."
"Whats wrong?" Ryo asked sounding very concerened.
"Well, its easier if you see for your self then me trying to explain it to you."
Ryo headed quickly to the bedroom, Dee was laying down on the bed there was empty candy wrappers all over the floor. Ryo knew Dee had a sweettooth and it progressed since he was pregnant. Ryo noticed the tears flowing down Dee's face, "Dee." Ryo said lightly touching him, "Ryo." Dee said wipping away his tears he really didn't want him or Bikky seeing him like this. "Dee whats wrong?" Ryo asked as he wrapped his arms around him. "I went to the hospital to check up on the doctor, it was Dr. Read I got a new doctor for the rest of my pregnancy. He told me truthfully about what I face with my pregnancy." Dee said as he began to sob.
Ryo rubbed Dee's back to calm him down some. "What did he say?"
"He said it was rare for a man to be pregnant and even rarer for a successful one who delivers. Ryo I don't want too..." Dee buried his face in Ryo's chest. "You don't want to what?"
"I don't want to die on the operating table, not being able to hold my baby or anything, or have my baby die, again." Dee started crying harder.
"Easy Dee calm down babe your not going to die niether will our baby I'll make sure of that i'll be right there in the operating room with you."
Dee got up from the bed and headed to the bathroom, he dried the remaining tears from his face and then hurled in the toilet. he came out and headed for the closet and pulled out his pack of cigarettes he needed one real bad its been a long time since he had one. His fingers trembled as he placed the cigarette to his lips, he stopped this wasn't good for the baby he seriously needed a better stress reliever the candy he ate and later through up didn't do much good.
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While Dee was busy Ryo went to answer the phone. "Randy! is it true what i hear?" his grandfather asked over the phone.
"What's that?"
"Your marrying a man?"
"Yes its true do you have a problem with that?"
"Randy I don't understand you first the army, then you going to school to become a cop that doesn't pay very good now you some how manage to get yourself involved in a relationship with a man and you plan on marrying him."
"Yes grandpa that's correct I love Dee I'm going to marry him."
"Is he at least a well classed man?"
"What does it matter?"
"I hate to see you get involved with a lowlife."
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"Randy," his grandmother began obviously taking the phone from his grandfather, "just ignore your grandfather he's too conservitive but he'll get over it one way or another like he got over with your father marrying your mother. He was just hoping for some great grandchildren not that I blame him there exactly that boy you adopted is as good as ever to be called my grandson. wouldn't it be a surprise if your fiance was one of those men who could give birth to children." his grandmother laughed.
"Yea that would be funny."Ryo said thinking of the irony of how true it was."
"Randy I would very much like to see your fiance in person would you two be interested in meeting me for lucheon next weekend?"
"I'll see what I can manage."
"Good I'll see you around good bye."
After Ryo hung up the phone he saw Dee coming this way.
"I'm not going to be good enough for your family am I?"
"Dee."
"After all I'm just a lowlife piece of garbage."
"Dee don't worry about them, I'm marrying you with or without there consent and your carrying my child. I'm not going to throw that away."
Dee let a smile cross his lips at how determined and serious Ryo was about marrying him.
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A/N There good enough place to stop review!