Night\'s Addiction

Me: Yeah you are back! I seriously thought I scared you off. Thank you for comming back and reviewing. I understand being busy no worries.

Gillie: I'm not sure what to say except I'm touched and thank you. Though I do have to admit my writing has gotten worse since the first few chapters. I'm dissipointed in myself. As for Yuriko...I hate her with a passion so I'll only bring her back if I'm running out of any better ideas which very well may happen so yes i did make her a stalker because she bugs me. ..Might be fun to brigh her back as well. Um i'll think about it. For right now i just have to figure out what to write next. I wrote one chapter and it was so sweet i gaged then deleted it. As for Ran's past i may have some fun with that hell he's five hundred years old. he has to has some dark secrets. Thanks for the review.

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Ken striped off his cloths and tossed them across the room in rage then flopped into bed. He curled into a ball and sighed deeply. He didn't want to fight with Ran but he was really pissed off. The more he thought about it the sillier he felt. He thought back on all the things Ran had done for him and he was to selfish to stay home for one day and just talk to the man he loved. He had to yell and get mad and now he had lost the only person he had ever truly loved. Tears filled his eyes and he sniffed several times trying to hold back the sobs that slowly broke free from his throat as the liquid pain soaked his sheets.

Dim lights from the road flashed by with the soft hum that died as the cars passed. The room was ugly and smelled funny. The comforter was dusty and moth eaten and was a strange color of tan bordering on brown and puke green. The shades didn't close all the way and you could hear a man and some prostitute going at it next door on the crappy magic finger bed. Ran's eyes scanned the room and he growled low in his throat. He didn't have much money on him and he would rather go sleep in his small cramped car than sleep one night in this dump. The man behind him was smoking and looking him over with clearly felt lust. "It ain't the best we go but if you don't have much money I could offer you something better if you were willing..." He growled and turned to the man death flashing in his dark eyes. "I would rather dig up the body of the man that raped my boyfriend and fuck him than do what you are offering." He stormed past the man that grabbed his arm in a beefy hold with greasy fingers. "I ain't offering. I can either take you here or someplace nice." He growled again and realized how much he wanted Ken.

Ran growled and grabbed the man's wrist. He was angry at his boyfriend and at himself. Most of all he was angry with the ugly man demanding he have sex with him and his ugly hog like face. "I suggest you let me go if you want to live to see tomorrow." The man laughed and took his cigarette and burned it into his pale flesh. A shadow passed over the man and he froze at the oh to familiar scent. "Let him go." The man nodded and dumbly released him and he growled snapping the ugly fat neck of the hog like man. He looked into deep midnight blue eyes framed by pale skin and shoulder length black hair and smiled. "Shion." A gentle hand came and caressed his cheek and he leaned into the familiar touch. "Lets go Ran my sweet and find some place nice and comfortable to talk." He nodded and fallowed the man to his car like a lost puppy and sat in silence as his master took him to a nice hotel. He was out the instant he was in the room and on a bed.

Ken slammed the door and flopped down in his desk chair. He was angry, worried and sad. He had tried calling Ran six times last night leaving desperate message after desperate message but got nothing in return. Not a single call or message of anything. He logged on to his computer and started filing the cases left on his desk by Yohji. If he didn't think about Ran it wouldn't hurt and if it didn't hurt he wouldn't break. Tears started to stream down his face and he ignored them because they meant nothing to him. He was feeling nothing.

Yohji walked in and looked at his best friend and sighed deeply sitting on the desktop. His friend ignored him and he gently wiped away a few tears. "What's wrong Kenken?" There was no answer just the harder pounding of computer keys. "Ken?" His friend stayed quiet but quit typing. "Ran and I got into a big fight and he left. He hasn't called me Yohji and I think that he left for good." His friend looked down then broke into sobs that racked his whole body. He pulled the brunet close and gently rocked him. "Have you tried calling him?" His friend nodded into his chest and clung to him for dear life.

Ran awoke and sighed deeply rolling over and snuggling into the warmth next to him. "Mum Ken kitten I'm sorry." There was no answer just a slight rustling of cloth against flesh. "Who's Ken, precious?" His eyes snapped open and looked at his master with horror. He shrugged and sighed deeply snuggling into the warmth his master provided. "No one special just some one I thought I loved." His master nodded and gently stroked his face. "Sounds like you still think that way." He nodded sadly and his master frowned and lifted his chin. "He clearly no longer loves me though. He hasn't even called." His master nodded and gently kissed him and he let the older man take control and just gave in not wanting to feel the biting pain of being rejected by Ken.

Ken sat on Yohji's couch cell phone in hand waiting for it to ring. He had called ran fifty times each time begging him to forgive him. He even offered to quit and work at the flower shop as long as Ran would forgive him. He started to cry for the billionth time and curled into a little ball sobbing. He needed Ran like flowers needed sunshine, Ran was the very world to him and he went and fucked up everything. He tried calling again and still no answer and there was no room left for messages. He felt some one gently petting his hair and he buried his face into the warm firm chest and sobbed.

Yohji looked at his boyfriend and his best friend and sighed. He really needed to get his work done so Kai was helping him out. He frowned slightly at his friend who was holding his cell phone like a lifeline and had tears still seeping from his eyes even though he was sound asleep. "I'll watch him Yohji, make sure he doesn't do anything stupid. Go to work and I'll try to calm Ken down and tell him Ran isn't worth these tears. I think he just needs to cry for a while." He nodded and placed a kiss on his boyfriend's soft lips and smiled. "I love you Schuldich and I don't tell you that near enough." His boyfriend smiled and kissed him back.

Ran looked at his master sleeping next to him and sighed deeply. He felt like shit, he had just cheated on Ken because things were a little rough. He didn't deserve the beautiful boy that had stolen his heart and took his soul to heaven. He stood and stretched going into the bathroom and taking a quick shower and throwing on his cloths and heading down stairs. He needed air. The morning was warm and bright so he leaned against the wall and let the sunlight warm his face. The screeching of tires and the slamming of a car door brought him back to reality just in time to see a fist coming towards his face. It connected with his jaw and he blinked at a fuming Yohji. "You are a fucking bastard! Ken is at my house on my couch crying like he has been since last night clutching his phone in his hand hoping you would respond to one of his several messages. Schuldich has to sit with him to make sure he doesn't kill him self like he told me he would do if you ever left him. You could have just called him and told him you were safe and he would have been fine at least knowing that but he has no clue what happened to you. Bastard!" Another punch was aimed at him but his master pulled the blond back. "Yohji Ken never called me. My phone didn't ring once." The blond snarled at him. "Is it on?" He blinked and took the phone out of his pocket and looked at the black screen. He pressed the on button and it did nothing. "My battery is dead." The blond snarled at him again and turned to his car then paused looking at his master. "Mother fucker. You tell Ken you slept with some one else and I'll make what happened to Kase look humane." He nodded once as the blond sped off a break neck speeds.

Ran clamored into his car and plugged in the car charger and made the engine come to life plugging his phone in and turning it on. Dark numbers mocked him on the bright screen. 78 missed calls. His heart dropped to his stomach as his master sat in the driver side. He slowly checked each and ever message and tears started to run down his pale cheeks. His master gently touched his shoulder as he broke into sobs. He called Ken's number and waited two whole rings.

Ken was out like a light tears still coming from his eyes. Schuldich tried everything to comfort the brunet except making him forget the redhead even existed. The phone clutched tightly in Ken's hand rang and the he was up and fumbling with the buttons. "Ran?" His voice was pleading and filled with hope, his whole life was riding on the voice on the other line. "Ken I'm so sorry. I was so angry with you for not calling and my battery was dead. Ken I'm sorry I'm coming there now I'll see you in a bit so we can talk." He sighed in relief and nodded his voice catching in his throat. Schuldich gently tugged the phone away from him. "Ran we'll see you when you get here." He sighed and started to cry again just happy Ran was safe. He was pulled into a hug and just cried in relief.

Ran bolted to the door and rang the bell several times. The door swung open and Ken was in his arms sobbing holding him tightly. He pulled the brunet to his chest and cried. "Oh god Ken I'm so sorry. I'm just scared of losing you and I didn't mean what I said. I love you and I should respect the fact that you are my boyfriend and I can't control you no matter how much I would like to. I love you Ken and I shouldn't have left." Ken buried his face in his neck and gently kissed his skin. "I shouldn't have told you to leave. I'm sorry too Ran, I didn't mean to get so mad and..." He gently pressed his fingers to Ken's lips and smiled tenderly. "I know Ken, you told me everything you would ever need to in you messages. I have more to apologize for than you ever will." Tears were still streaming down Ken's face and he kissed him deeply wiping away salty silver. "No more tears kitten. I can tell you've cried enough. I love you so very much Ken." He leaned forward slightly and took soft sweet lips.

Shion smiled slyly at Schuldich who was glaring at him. He looked at the kiss happening before him and sighed. That was something to write home about, there were no fire works but you could feel the love the two had for one another stretch to fill every corner of the room. He would like to have Ran back as his but no force of man would be strong enough to make those two not love one another. He could see Ran would give everything for the boy in his arms, but he wondered if he really would give the boy everything even death to live forever. He smirked and winked at the flame haired man before him. The two lovers pulled apart and big lovely brown eyes blinked at him. "Ran who is that?" His pupil turned and smiled slightly. "My master. Don't worry Ken he just kept me for sleeping in a dump where a greasy slime ball was trying to get me to sleep with him." The brunet boy nodded looking unsure.

Ken clung to Ran finding there was something Ran wasn't telling him. He sighed and buried his face into a warm neck not caring enough about what wasn't being said to ask what needed to be. "I love you Ken kitten." He smiled at the soft voice that whispered in his ear and snuggled into the warmth before him. He was tired and desperately needed sleep with Ran in his arms. "I love you too Ranny-bear. Can we go to the apartment? I need sleep." His lover nodded placing gentle kisses along his temple. "What ever you want kitten. I need new cloths." He nodded not releasing the man he loved. "So we'll shower then nap." He felt his lover nod and sigh.

Ran turned slightly to his master and smiled pulling Ken close and holding him tightly. "Can we drop you off some where Shion?" He smiled and stretched. "The hotel would be nice." He nodded once and gently took Ken's had and his master fallowed him to the car. Ken hopped in the back with out a word and he gave a small smile of thanks as his master sat up front. The car ride was silent but in a comfortable way and he nodded to his master and let Ken jump up front and snuggle into his side. "Yohji gave you the day off I take it." His lover nodded and yawned. "Let's nap, have great made up sex, shower, then dinner." He smiled and pulled into Ken's parking place and kissed his lover gently. "Sounds perfect." Ken smiled brightly but a little sleepily at him.

Ken yanked off his shoes and his pants and flopped into bed looking at his lover who came over and gently tugged off his shirt and boxers. He smiled as he watched the redhead strip and pull the covers up over him. He sighed happily as his love settled next to him and pulled him into warm arms. Everything was perfect and the way it should be. He pillowed his head on a warm shoulder and snuggled into a heated body. He sighed contentedly nuzzling a soft neck and placing a few soft kisses over the cream like skin.

Ran sighed deeply and happily snuggling into Ken. He closed his eyes as kisses were fluttered over his skin. He smiled and gently kissed soft hair only to feel the study rise and fall of Ken's chest against his side. He wrapped his arms around the warm body and pulled his lover close. Everything was perfect, Ken was the only one that belonged in his arms and Ken's strong tanned arms were the only ones he belonged in. Guilt suddenly hit him like a brick and he shuddered slightly. He should have never slept with his master after a silly little fight. Every part of him wanted to tell Ken and get the forgiveness he didn't deserve but Yohji's threat and the possible chance of losing Ken scared him enough not to act. He sighed and kissed Ken's forehead gently and cradled the sleeping boy. Ken looked like he hadn't slept that well and had cried his heart out. He knew that if he ever told Ken what happened Ken would do much more than cry.