The first time

Barrie18, I hope this clarifies some of the questions you had in your last review. Also, you are starting to give me an idea about Dana Bahn, and I will work on it. You\'re right about Raoul, :) Amber, thank you, that is flattering. JDragonscribe, I have to beg for your patience, and I don\'t like depressed readers, either (maybe just a little edgy) :). As for the fact that Iason is a bastard, well, I read the books, and he is just so cold, and I couldn\'t not help it but to portray him as such. More of a challenge, don\'t you think? And jishe, I\'m afraid this title - "Apart" - will make your unwilling dark expectations come true.







The gloom that could be easily read in Raoul’s eyes never predicted any good. Guy became suddenly aware that something wrong had happened. Something very wrong. He had not seen Riki in days, and even until then, he suspected as much that Riki had an illicit affair with that beautiful female pet that seemed to have become a fixture whenever Riki was in Eos. He hadn’t said anything, but what could he say? Riki was no longer his, to have and to hold.

- Why didn’t you tell me what was going on? Raoul asked, bitterly.

- What are you talking about? Guy raised his head, startled.

- Don’t mock me, Guy, I won’t have it. I’m talking about Riki and Mimea.

Guy let his head fall to his chest.

- To what good? He doesn’t listen to me anymore.

- That’s too bad. But I would have had the time to do something about it.

- Why? Would you intervene between him and that woman for my sake?

Surprise could be read in Raoul’s sad eyes.

- There is no mystery to me that you are still in love with him. But don’t you care just a little to avoid rubbing my nose in it?

Guy’s gaze transformed into an apologetic one. He came to Raoul and grabbed his hands. He brought the elegant fingers to his lips and kissed them gently.

- I know I can be such a brute sometimes, I’m sorry, Raoul.

Raoul nodded in defeat, and Guy was no longer able to ignore the concern in the emerald eyes.

- Has something bad happened?

- A lot. Too much. I will be honest with you. There’s trouble ahead.

- Please go on.

- Jupiter wants me to get rid of you.

Guy’s shoulders got tense.

- Will you do it?

- You know well that I love you. I don’t want to part with you.

- But you will.

Raoul embraced Guy and held him close, into his arms. Their hearts joined in an upper level, beating as one for a while. Guy felt overwhelmed by the love the Blondie had for him. He wished so much to be able to respond in kind. Raoul whispered in his ear.

- I have all things arranged. This night, you will embark on a ship that leaves for Syrius 9. I will tell everyone I sold you to a passing merchant. I already took care of the papers. No one will suspect the truth. I will give you a set of names, people you can contact there. Maybe life there is harsh, but I’m sure you will get by.

- Will you come to see me?

Sadness gripped Raoul’s heart.

- I don’t know, Guy. I’m being monitored; any mistake on my part could mean your termination.

Guy opened his mouth to protest, but Raoul hushed him.

- I won’t put your life in danger, by any means. If we ever meet each other again, it may mean one or the other’s doom, or both.

The two lovers looked into each other’s eyes meaningfully.

- There’s something else, isn’t it? Guy asked, feeling Raoul had more to say.

The Blondie’s hands clasped painfully on Guy’s arms.

- It’s about Riki. He has been caught.

Guy felt his blood rushing to his feet.

- What did Iason do to him?

- He intervened, what else?

Bitterness was all over Raoul’s beautiful features.

- He punished Riki. He sold him to a brothel, in Midas.

Guy’s face remained motionless, but he clenched his teeth so powerful that Raoul could hear a shrieking sound.

- That is why I told you that you have had to inform me about this. I would have had the chance to save Riki. Now it is too late to do something.

- No!

Guy’s scream took even Raoul by surprise. He tried to keep Guy in place.

- I will kill that fucker! I’ll reap his head off, I don’t care who he is!

- No, you will stay away from Iason! You won’t get to touch him, and you will be killed.

The mongrel struggled and it took Raoul a long time and all his force to calm him down.

- If I were you, I would think about getting somewhere safe first, and then worry about others.

- How can I, Raoul? Riki must be in hell by now! You may not believe me, but he is not so strong as he tries to make people think! He will break! He had never been in others’ beds but me and that asswhole Blondie!

Guy cried in despair, and Raoul just held him.

- I want to help Riki, trust me, Guy, but with Jupiter’s eyes on me, it’s hard for me to just walk in a Midas brothel and ask for Riki to be handed over to me. And, due to Iason’s implication in this, I cannot use his connections either. Mine have only to do with outer worlds.

The mongrel’s mind was reeling, thinking of plots, and Raoul frowned, realising he could not read the boy’s mind.

- I will need something from you, Raoul.

- Just say it.

- Money.

- What for?

- I’m not leaving Amoi.

- But, Guy…

- Raoul, listen to me carefully. I know you have already done a lot for me. All the papers you got cover my ass pretty nice, don’t they?

- Yes…

- I can disappear, I know a place, even here, on Amoi.

- Guy, do you intend to… become an Achilles?

- You cannot save Riki, but me, that’s a different story. With proper gunpower and men, I can storm that place. It would seem just a random attack, and there will be no links to you.

Raoul frowned even more.

- You will put your life on the line. You might get killed.

- I know, Raoul.

Guy kissed the Blondie gently.

- Don’t worry too much. I’m as good as they get when it comes to planning. I’ll save Riki and, in return, I promise you I won’t get near your Blondie asshole friend or hurt him. You have my word.

Raoul nodded, but a tremble passed through his whole body.

- Ok, Guy, I’ll give you all you need.

He rose from the youth’s embrace, with a feeling a being deserted marked deep down in his heart. “Guy loves Riki so much, that he could die for him”, but that he kept to himself.

Guy got on his feet and grabbed Raoul from the back. He turned him and, reverently, he kneeled in front of him. He took off the Blondie’s organ and began kissing it, licking it, making it hard. He swallowed the entire length, like he knew Raoul liked it, and a moan of pleasure informed him he was on the right path.

Raoul placed his hands on Guy’s head and started to pump gently into the hot willing mouth. Then he made Guy stand, letting his dick slip from the wet embrace.

- This is our last night together, Guy. Please, say it to me, even if you don’t mean it.

Guy kissed Raoul deeply, sharing the taste of sweet precum from the Blondie’s organ.

- I love you, Raoul, and I truly mean it.

- Please, don’t lie!

- Hush, trust me. Riki was my first love, and I still care for him greatly. But no one, ever, have done for me, what you did. You taught me to be a better man, Raoul, and, not only for that, you will be in my heart always. I’m sure I’ll miss you in my empty bed, when your passion will not be there, to keep me warm. I love you, Blondie. That’s a fact.

And with those words, Guy melted Raoul’s heart. He was the one to took the elite to his bed; after carefully taking Raoul off his clothes, he washed his body in kisses, making him whimper, or giggle, or gasp, when his caresses got bold. He sneaked one hand below Raoul’s enticing buttocks and parted them slightly, letting a finger opening new doors for pleasure. Raoul sighed in disbelief, when Guy’s skilled finger touched his secret bud. He opened his legs, to grant better access, and Guy laid himself comfortably on top of him.

- Tell me the truth, Raoul, asked Guy in a heated tone, while burying his teeth in the man’s throat. Did you ever have someone on top?

A whispered sound of negation came from the tortured throat.

- And how would you feel, being a top dog, and all, a mongrel pet touching you there?

No response came, so Guy introduced another finger in the tight opening, grazing his nails over the pleasuring bump inside.

Raoul rolled his eyes in excruciating pleasure, moaning like an animal.

- You won’t have it until you beg for it.

Raoul squirmed under him.

- My Blondie virgin, Guy kissed him with fervor. You will feel so good. I cannot wait to penetrate you, my love.

And Raoul begged so nicely, that Guy couldn’t help but plunge into the hot hole, making his lover moan so loudly, that the mongrel thought he heard the windows shutter. He began to make love to Raoul sweetly, gently, considering any piece of response he got from him. Raoul was beautiful, lost in his arms, and Guy felt the surge of power that only love can give you, and thrust deeper and deeper, like wanting to get inside Raoul with all his body.

Raoul released himself, under Guy’s hot gaze, while the mongrel praised him. After that, it was all pure abandonement until the youth filled him with his love cream. Raoul just fell asleep, exhausted. Guy kissed the damp forehead.

- I love you, Raoul, I really do, it’s not a lie.



Riki was put in a car in order to be taken to his new place. He was down, to say the least, and he did not pay any attention to the man handling him.

- Are you cold?

No answer. But a warm coat was put on his shoulders.

- You could smile a little. No one likes a sad whore.

Riki remained silent. What could he say? He felt no more than a living dead. The man continued his monologue.

- You will get me a lot of money, sweetie.

- I’m nothing but trash.

- That’s not what I think. Many will want to touch and have what belonged to a Blondie, and none other than Iason Mink.

Riki sighed and the man let him be.



Hours later, in his simple room, at the brothel, Riki was sitting on the bed, not able to move. The owner came in and shackled him to the wall. That didn’t get any response from the boy. But when a dark fold came over his eyes, he asked in sudden panic:

- What’s this?

- I’m getting you ready for your first client. As he wants you restricted, blind and mute, it does not matter whether you are nice to him or not.

Cold metal pushed inside his mouth, and Riki could not even protest anymore. The man arranged his hair a little, than said appreciatively:

- You’re really fine. He’s paying royally, but, don’t worry, I’ll have him sign that he won’t hurt you too badly.

Riki just let his head down, in total defeat.