Darkness Within your Light

Warning people this will be a Lemon chapter! If that discomforts you in any way then I implore you to just ignore this chapter, though I would wonder why anyone who has read my story up to this point would want too but I do know that their are many of you out there who can’t handle lemons, limes and make-outs sessions sure but sex…for those of you who want to skip this chapter I will try to get the next chapter (sex free) one out as soon as possible for you too read.

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As Raito slept curled up in the warm bed he dreamed that he was floating in an endless gray space, cocooned in warmth, it was a nice feeling if a bit discomforting. Because he didn’t dream often, or at least not as much as normal humans do he had a second to feel surprise before the warmth made him lethargic enough not to care.

Most of the time when he slept his brain would either shut down completely or did the complete opposite and subconsciously schemed up plans and ideas, when that happens though most of the time when he wakes up the next morning the ideas float away before he could grasp them. He doesn’t really mind because most of the idea’s his subconscious came up with were physically impossible and just plain silly.

Kangaroos will not be nuking Australia and becoming the dominate species on earth any time soon, nor will penguins and the extinct dodo bird start to build towering buildings and statues in honor of the kangaroos. Sometimes his superior brain scared even him.

As Raito was drifting inside the calm space he felt something tugging him into wakefulness, fighting it was hopeless so Raito left the warm gray world and opened his eyes into sleepy slits as he felt the bed sift behind him. Feeling like his head weighed at least a ton he turned he head to look behind him to see who had disturbed his sleep. As it was still very dark out he couldn’t see very well but he was able to make out the outline of someone. As the person moved closer and closer to him Raito started to become more alert.

“…Lawliet…?”

“Shhhh”

“What are you-”

Just as Raito was about to ask him what he was doing Raito found himself suddenly cut off mid word by a pair of warm lips.

Raito while surprised by the suddenness of it did nothing but mumbled in slight protest before pressing his own lips gently to the ones on top of him, besides if L wanted to kiss him then why should he protest when he enjoyed it just as much?

L’s smooth tongue slid along Raito’s lips demanding entrance that Raito was all too happy to give.

Raito moaned as he parted his lips and let L slip his tongue inside his mouth, thus began a battle of saliva and clashing teeth as they both battled for dominance in the kiss, normally Raito would decided that L could have the lead but he decided that this time L would have to fight for the honor of being top.

Raito lifted his hands so that they could bury themselves in L’s unruly silky hair as their mouths clashed fiercely.

Raito broke the almost punishing kiss to gulp in some much needed air, he smirked as the man on top of him panted for breath as well.

L not to be outdone ducked his head and placed his mouth onto Raito’s neck. Teeth immediately started to nibble and bite at the soft velvet skin, Raito moaned as he tilted his head back so that L could have access to more of his skin. Already Raito could feel the beginning of love bits start to welt on his abused skin.

Raito would have rolled his eyes if he had the mental ability at the moment as he felt L’s lips smirk on his neck. But because he was too lost in the pleasurable pain of L’s teeth on his neck he just twisted his hands in L’s hair and yanked.

He felt L winch a bit at the stinging pain, Raito only had a second to feel triumph before crying out in shock and arousal as L unexpectedly sat up and proceed to rip his pajama shirt in two, L then leaned down and licked his chest, lapping at the sweat stained skin before moving onto Raito’s rosy brown nipple were he proceeded to lick and lap at it until it was standing stiff.

Raito moaned with abandon as L’s continued to abuse his sensitive flesh until it was red and sore. When L deemed it sore enough he gave it a soft kiss before moving onto the other one and lavishing it with the same treatment.

“Arhh…L…please-”

Raito cursed himself as he called out in broken pleasure. It seemed that L had won the first round.

Raito didn’t know when he started to consider this is terms of a game but he guessed it was just a part of his and L’s relationship, they never not fought or played in terms of games and battles.

But this was quite different from his last great battle with the great L that was for sure.

Deciding that he let L have his fun long enough Raito made his move before he became too lost in the pleasure that L was lavishing him in.

Lifting his legs and hooking them around L’s waist Raito flipped their positions so that now L was the one laying on the bed and Raito was the one above him, only managing it because he was able to catch L by surprise.

Quickly taking advantage before L recovered from his surprise Raito smashed his mouth harshly on L’s, kissing and sucking with a singularly determination to overwhelm. Letting his hands wander downwards he grabbed the ends of L’s shirt and with one harsh tug he broke the kiss to yank it off his slim torso.

“Ehh Raito-kun…”

“Shush L”

Raito quickly claimed L’s mouth and while L was once again distracted as they both battled with their mouths Raito moved his hands along L’s naked chest and sides. Making sure that his creases were gentle yet hard enough to be felt he lightly stroke L’s stomach muscles, Raito himself felt light headed as he felt the skin and muscles underneath him shiver and clench as his hands fondled around the smooth skin.

Raito knew that this seemingly submission of L wouldn’t last long, L always had to have control, this compliance was a show of how much L cared for him that he would willingly become helpless for a while to allow Raito the pleasure of dominance in their relationship.

It warmed Raito that L would do this for him, yet it also annoyed him as well. A devious thought crossed his mind as he and L broke for air.

Before L could reclaim his lips Raito shimmered downwards so that his mouth was level with L’s navel. Smirking upwards at L’s startled face he stuck out his tongue and licked a trail from L’s lower stomach to the top of his pants, letting his tongue dip down ever so little underneath them to tease at the skin underneath.

“Ahh! Raito-kuunnnn…”
Raito felt pale hands start to tug on his untidy hair, it was unclear if the hands were telling him to stop or keep going, not that it really mattered to Raito, he had one a goal in mind and nothing was going to impede him from it.

Unbuttoning L’s pants with nimble fingers Raito yanked them down to knee length, not having the patience to take them off fully.

Raito wasn’t at all surprised to see L went commando. I mean if the guy wouldn’t even wear socks then what hope was there for underwear?

Not that Raito was complaining right now, oh no. He was all for no underwear at this point.

Raito stared down at the engorged erection in front of him. For a moment he felt a sense of panic. But looking back up into L’s sweat streaked face dissolved any sense of panic or fright.

Turning back towards the slightly leaking head, Raito delicately swiped the tip with his tongue, vaguely hearing the cry of pleasure above him he decided that he liked the flavor and started to lap more firmly at the quivering member.

The taste of L’s semen exploded on his taste buds as more of it leaked out of the tip into Raito’s eager mouth, the flavor of it reminded Raito vaguely of cherries of all things, not at all what he had expected it to taste like; it was far sweeter tasting then he could have imagined.

And he wanted more.

Widening his mouth so that he could take more of L’s huge member into his mouth he hollowed out his cheeks, taking great care not to scrap the piece of hard flesh with his teeth.

As soon as he felt the top of the head touch the back of his throat he stopped moving. He had only gotten about half of the member into his mouth, feeling a sense of annoyance and admiration at the size of L’s penis Raito set one of his hands firmly on L’s hip so that L wouldn’t accidently buckle upwards and chock him.

Ignoring the sounds around him and the persistent yanking of his hair, Raito started to suck and lick the engorged member in mouth. Pulling back he started to tongue the slit of L’s continues leaking member. He used his other hand to fondle L’s balls, rolling them in his sweaty palm and tugging on them gently.

“Ahh!...Raito…arh…”

If Raito could have smirked he would have, bobbing his head up and down on L’s shaft he twisted his tongue around inside his mouth. Going by the moans coming from L’s gasping mouth it seemed that he was doing a good job of it.

He could tell by the tenseness of L’s muscles that L was starting to get impatient with his submissive role, Raito knew that at any second L would be switching their positions around.

‘Not that I mind that…ah well it was fun while it lasted, who knew that L would make such a cute looking uke-chan? I better not tell that to his face though.’

Raito’s prediction seemed to be corrected for not ten seconds later Raito felt L’s long legs hook themselves around him like he had done earlier to L and flip them smoothly so that now Raito was the one laying flat on his back with L looming over him with a perverted smile. Raito had made sure to take his mouth from L’s penis the moment he had felt L tense up, it wouldn’t have been in anyone’s interest if he had accidently bite down.

“I believe Raito-kun that someone has forgotten who the seme in this relationship is and just who is the uke.”

Raito smirked upwards into L’s sweat streaked face.

“Oh I don’t know L…I think I was just demonstrating who the seme and uke was not two seconds ago.”

The growl that came from L’s mouth seemed to surprise them both.

“I think Raito-kun that the time for foreplay is over.”

Raito couldn’t help but seize up in alarm. He knew what was going to happen now…he’d been mentally preparing himself for a while for this exact act but…it didn’t mean he wasn’t still scared of the unknown.

L as if sensing his feelings on the matter bent down and softly started to kiss his face. Cheeks-forehead-eyelids-nose-chin, Raito could feel his panic fading away at the show of affection and love from L. By the time L had gotten to his lips Raito was totally relaxed and blushing very lightly.

“Are you sure about this Raito? Because we don’t have to do this now, there are many other things we could do instead.”

Raito rolled his eyes and let out a sigh, but it was more for show as his chest felt like it would burst with the warm feelings of affection and love he held for the ravened hair man above him. L Lawliet truly did care for him and it warmed his heart to think that despite everything that he had done to the man L could still find it in his heart to love him.

“L just get on with it before you ruin the mood.”

L chuckled as he stood up to remove the rest of his clothing; Raito did the same as well. Before L threw his pants across the room he not so subtly removed something from on of the large pockets.

“L?”

“Just something that we’re going to need.”

As L showed Raito what he had brought Raito felt his face light up. A tube of strawberry lube.

“A-aah right.”

Raito felt the beginning of nervousness coming back and pushed it down ruthlessly. He wanted this and L wanted this. Why would he ruin it because he’d never done it before? As they say…there was a first time for everything.

Raito leaned back onto the bed and stared up into the dark and hungry eyes of his lover. L hadn’t moved from his spot by the bed, he was to busy staring transfixed at Raito’s flushed and sweaty features.

Raito could feel a bit of his confidence returning as he stared at L’s slack jawed face. It did good to his ego that L was so armored by him that he forgot what he was doing.

“Ahem if L-kun has changed his mind about being the seme then all he has to do is say so and hand me the lube instead.”

Raito’s smug voice seemed to shake L out of his mesmerize state. He shot Raito an annoyed look that quickly became a devious smirk instead. Before Raito had the chance to feel worried L made his move and literally pounced onto Raito.

Raito would never admit on pain of death that he had shrieked in surprise.

“L-kun Raito?”

Raito flushed at L’s deceitfully innocent curious face.

“I just thought it sounded…nice.”

L smiled down at Raito’s blushing face as Raito stared at the ceiling like it held all the answers of the universe, unwilling to look at L’s face in the case that he was being laughed at.

Raito blinked as he felt a butterfly kiss on his nose. Moving his eyes from the ceiling he looked at L’s sincere face.

“I don’t mind Raito-kun…in fact I think it sounds nice as well.”

Raito smiled in relief and happiness which soon turned into a gasp as he felt something cold touch his member.

“Ahh!”

L’s chuckle was positively evil in nature.

Just as it processed in Raito’s mind that L must have spread some of the lube onto his erection he felt some of the coolness touch his opening. Gasping and moaning Raito stared upwards at L’s deviously smiling face as L’s well lubed fingers started to circle his opening. Not quite pushing in but definitely teasing.

“You-ah…hha are…ahh…evil L-kun…umm.”

Raito was panting harshly now, while it felt strange for someone to be touching him down there L was perfectly distracting him by fisting his erection. L’s flexible fingers were sending pleasurable waves from both places and it was all Raito could do to stay still.

Finally it became too much and Raito pushed down on the fingers that still were only just teasing. He moaned loudly as one of the fingers pushed past his opening muscle. His moan was answered with an answering moan from the flushed man atop him.

It seemed L was also tired of teasing because he started to push his finger in and out of Raito’s tight ring.

Soon another was joining the other and Raito started to feel a slight burning pain but he ignored it, he had of course expected it to hurt in the beginning but he knew any pain or uncomfortable feeling would be worth it.

Raito felt overwhelmed, with both stimulations he knew he wouldn’t be able to last much longer. He needed L now.

“L please”

He felt more then saw L’s agreement, L pulled out both of his fingers and let go of Raito’s leaking member causing Raito to moan out in disappointment.

Raito could hear L opening the tube of lube up and lathering himself generously, he couldn’t help but move his eyes from the dark ceiling to where he knew L was kneeling.

Raito gasped as he stared at the picture of sexiness that L made at the moment. For once L’s back was completely straightened out as he arched upwards as his own hand pumped his member so that it was completely slicked up. L’s mouth was opened and his eyes were unseeing as he unintentionally pleasured himself for Raito’s pleasurable viewing.

“Beautiful”

Raito didn’t realize he had spoken out loud until L’s gaze turned back to him.

“Don’t say such things Raito-kun.”

Raito frowned a little as he realized that L didn’t believe what he said.

“Raito-kun can say what he believes L-kun, and he believes that you are beautiful.”

L stared at him in doubt, but there was a hint of humor in his eyes as well.

“Raito-kun shouldn’t try to copy Misa’s talk in third person. It just doesn’t work as well, besides she only does it to be cute and stupid…which you aren’t.”

L must have realized that he had unintentional insulted him because he hurriedly continued before Raito could comment.

“-Stupid I mean. Raito is plenty cute of course.”

Raito snorted in amusement.

“Of course, but if I’m cute then that must mean that you are beautiful.”

L sent him an exasperated look before deciding to just drop the conversation.

Raito yelped as he hadn’t been prepared for L to suddenly to grab his legs and hoist them onto his shoulders.

Realizing what was going to happen next his breath started to grow heavy as L’s hands gripped his thighs in a harsh hold that Raito didn’t even feel. He was too busy staring up into L’s eyes as they stared right back into his.

He could feel the head of L’s erection at his entrance, poised waiting to enter.

Why waiting?

As Raito looked up into L’s strained eyes the answer came to him. He smiled up into L’s face and reached out a hand to lightly touch L’s cheek.

“I love you L Lawliet”

The sudden intensity of emotion in L’s eyes took him by surprise, but then L’s eyes had always been somewhat unreadable, even when Raito had confessed at being Kira and told L that he loved him before. Now though…they were open completely. No hiding, no shadows, just light, wonderful beautiful light. Light filled with almost overwhelming emotion. Love, affection, slight fear, determination, so many emotions swarming together in those beautiful midnight eyes…

Raito cried out as L surged forward and buried himself inside him with one forceful thrust, it took Raito by surprise so he hadn’t even tensed up. The feeling of being filled so completely filled Raito. He didn’t even feel the pain of being stretched, all he felt was waves of pure pleasure.

“Ah Lawliet!”

“Arg…Raito”

L waited a moment for him to adjust before he pulled out almost entirely before filling him once again with the same brutal force, soon L had a rhythm going. Raito couldn’t help but cry out ever time. The feeling…it was so good.

After a few minutes Raito felt L’s member hit something inside of him that made his see white and actually made him scream out in pleasure.

L didn’t even pause in his thrusts except to change his angle so he hit the same spot again and again.

Sweat poured from their bodies as they moved in prefect rhythm to the other. Raito slammed his hips upwards as L thrust down. The sound of flesh slapping flesh sounded around them as Raito’s ass smacked against L’s balls and thighs. The sound just caused Raito to feel all the more heated. The squishy sound of L’s sizable penis going in and out of himself…it was all becoming too much for Raito.

“Ahh ohhh faster…hhahha harder…”

L answered Raito’s pled by losing all rhythm and pounding in him with abandon.

“AH! Yes! Lawliet-kun! Ahhh”

“Ngh-Raito I-”

Raito could feel the moment L came undone, the warm rush that entered him and the cry of completion was enough to also send him over then end as well. Raito cried out as a orgasm hit him so hard that he temporarily blacked out.

When he could see again he saw that L was carefully lowering his legs from around his neck. Raito felt completely spent, the pleasurable haze had yet to leave him. All he wanted to do now was curl up with L and sleep the rest of the night away.

He sighed as L fell onto the bed beside him. He could feel L grab onto one of their shirts that hadn’t fallen from the bed from their activity and wipe away the semen left on their skin. When that was done L threw the shirt across the room and pulled the blankets onto of both of them.

Raito curled up as L’s arms reached around him in an embrace. With his head resting on L’s chest Raito could feel sleep reaching for him.

Right before sleep took him he heard a whisper in the dark.

“I love you too Yagami Raito.”

Raito smiled before letting the darkness take him.

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Originally this was all going to be nothing but a dream of Raito’s…but then it became really long and plot-like instead of the mindless lemon I was TRYING to write…I’m sad at myself right now, I can’t even write a completely pointless porno scene…sniff.(cries in a corner.)

The reason I’m a little upset right now is because I had the next few chapters plotted out(in my mind-aka the scary place) in the direction that this chapter was all a dream and Raito would wake up really pissed and angry and sexually frustrated…but nope.

I made it so that they REALLY did have sex instead of Raito just having a frustrating wet dream instead.
Oh well…at least neither of them are virgins anymore. Win.

This will more then likely be the only lemon in the story…I suck monkey ass at writing them (at least I think so…I don’t know maybe it was good-shrug- I’m a terrible self critic as you can see)

I made it more complicated then it needed to be. There will be limes and all that but…maybe I’ll get someone else to write them or at least help me write any future sex scenes. Maybe.

So I hope you liked it, if not that’s ok I understand. (Not really I would be heartbroken…just kidding.) XD
Please feel free to tell me the truth in how I did…was it realistic enough? Hot enough? Did anyone get really hot and sweaty from reading it? XD (Just kidding)

(Oh and the dream/plan that Raito’s mind came up with, the one with the kangaroos, It was my dream…shudders. I scare myself.)

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