Pleasure & Pain

Seras woke up right before dawn. For a moment she didn’t remember. She didn’t remember Anna’s screams, the terror on her face, and her Master’s laughter as he tortured her. But, then she did. A part of her felt dead. She didn’t really feel pain. No it was more that Seras felt…nothing. She wanted to cry for Anna and for herself but she couldn’t. Seras knew when her Master came for her body – he always did sooner or later, she wouldn’t merely let him shag her because he was her Master. No, she would welcome the sex. At least when they were shagging, she felt something. And the something actually felt quite good. But, her Master wouldn’t come for several nights. Seras was beginning to think Alucard had forgotten about her.

Seras had spent the next two days in bed. Well except for taking a shower. It was one of the “human” things she still enjoyed. When she got out of the shower with just a towel wrapped around her body, she saw Alucard lying on her bed. Part of her was disgusted by his presence. But, a larger part of her was turned on. Seras would do her best to hide those feelings from her Master. Alucard grinned seductively at his fledgling – it was as if the incident with Anna never even happened.

“Mmmmm….Seras don’t you look good enough to eat.” Alucard licked his lips while walking over to his fledgling.

Seras stood motionless hating herself for not pushing the monster away. Memories of what he did to Anna were flashing inside her mind. But, still she longed for his touch. Only one word left her lips, “Master.”

Alucard pulled the towel away from Seras and looked her up and down. She did have an amazing body, even if she was no Integra. Alucard grabbed his servant’s breast, squeezing them as he pinched her nipples, causing her to moan. Seras hated herself at this moment. She cared about nothing right now except the pleasure. It seems all that had happened with Anna had made her even weaker. She craved his touch although she hated what he was. She felt like nothing but his toy and now he playing with her. Alucard moved one of his hands down to her snatch, rubbing her clit. She was already soaking wet. Seras moaned as Alucard stuck three fingers inside of her.

It wasn’t long before the two of them were on the floor. Alucard removed his fingers from the police girl’s hole. He wanted to drink her fluids. He licked the outside of her center enjoying the sweet taste of her juices. Seras moaned as his tongue thrusted inside of her hot center. Her body bucked wildly in response to the sensations. The hot sensations that his touch radiated through her entire body. How could she feel so hot when her body’s temperature was so cold? The nerves in her center were vibrating with pleasure. Seras felt like she her sanity was fleeing as she came. The feeling of peace that followed was as comforting to her as the sex itself.

“So do you feel better, police girl?” Alucard purred into her ear.

“I’m okay Master.” Seras didn’t want to talk. Talking made her think. She didn’t want to think, she wanted to feel. The fledgling straddled her Master. Seras kissed Alucard hard on the mouth enjoying the taste of blood in his mouth. Her Master bit her tongue hard sucking hard on it to make her bleed more. How he loved the taste of his fledgling’s blood. Seras moved down her Master’s cool chest loving how his skin felt against her own. She licked his skin enjoying the salty taste. Funny how not even death changed that. She took his cock into her mouth, licking it with her tongue. Seras sucked hard on him putting nearly all of him inside of her mouth. Her Master’s moans were quite like music to her ears, exciting her even more.

Alucard released his shadows, hundreds of tongues, onto the police girl’s body. She writhed as they ravished nearly every part of her body. As she sucked on her Master, the tendrils went inside of her snatch shagging her while licking her clit. Seras screamed Alucard’s name as the sensations caused her to climax again. Her Master exploded inside of her mouth, releasing blood into her throat. Seras couldn’t believe how delicious he tasted. His blood set her body on fire as it was absorbed into her body. As the afterglow filled her being Seras felt a smile form on her face. But, Alucard wasn’t done yet. He turned Seras onto her back and thrust himself into her hole. As he shagged Seras feelings of bliss were mixed with those of pain. She saw Anna’s face contorted in pain as her Master thrusted himself deep into her. The mental anguish she felt along with the pleasure she felt as Alucard impale her with his member, was driving her slowly insane. But, finally they both came at the same time bringing the intensity of sensations to an end. Seras curled into a fetal position trying to enjoy the aftereffects of the orgasm.

Alucard got up from the bed and morphed back into his clothes.

“Get your rest Police Girl. Tomorrow we hunt.”

“Hunt? What do you mean hunt, Master? You know I can’t hunt!”

“Ridiculous Seras Victoria. You are a vampire. All vampires can hunt. And you are my servant. You must do as I say. So, you will come hunting with me. If you fail me, then there will be consequences. So be ready by nightfall tomorrow.” Alucard glared at his fledgling with such malice emanating from his eyes, that she merely nodded.

Seras felt the numbness return as her Master walked out of the room. How was it she felt like she didn’t care about anything right now? The former police girl crawled inside her coffin and went back to sleep. As she slept, she dreamt. Dreams of her past filled her head and made her feel alive once again. The vampire dreamt of all those who mattered to her and she had lost: her parents, Sir Integral, Pip, Walter, and the Geese. They all seemed to be telling her something as she tried to touch them in her dreamland. She would just about touch them and then they would move just out of her grasp. Pip smiled at her in the dream. Somehow his grin made her feel again. It was pain she felt but it was a feeling. In her dream and in her sleep Seras Victoria cried. She cried for all of those she had lost and the desperation of her undead existence. She wondered how she was going to survive. If she allowed herself to feel the pain all the time with no happiness in her life…the vampire knew she would end up just as crazy as her Master. But, Seras felt a small seed of hope. It was so small she hardly even noticed it, but it was there inside of her heart – if vampire’s even had a heart. The hope told her that somehow she would come out okay in all of this. But, the journey out would be as bad as climbing out of the pits of hell.

Seras slept until just before dawn the next day. She dreaded getting out of bed but knew that there was no choice for her. The vampire dressed got dressed to go out hunting with her Master. She would go and watch him hunt humans as if they were nothing but food to him. But, she would not kill herself. Her Master could not make her do that. Seras dressed in all black – the darkness of her clothes would blend with the darkness of the night. She pulled on black leather pants, t-shirt, leather jacket, and boots. It was beyond her why her Master insisted on wearing a red coat? Red stood out so bloody much. Was he trying to advertise his presence? No black was much better. She sat at the table reading the London Times – longing for the old days at Hellsing.

Alucard walked in. He seemed pleased that his fledgling was read to go. Perhaps she would prove herself worthy after all. “So are you ready, Police Girl?”

“I suppose I’m as ready as I’ll ever be Master.” Seras looked at Alucard, her eyes seething with hatred. She hadn’t hated him before but after watching him torture Anna had changed her feelings. If she was able, Seras would have killed Alucard at that moment.

As if he seemed to know this, Alucard approached her and stroked her backside possessively as he kissed her hard on the mouth. “Let’s go Seras. I’ll show you how real vampires behave.”

They walked into the town which was not far from the castle. Alucard led Seras through the streets of the town until they reached an area crowded with people. It was Saturday and the streets were filled with all sorts of people: children by themselves, families, teens, and young adults. Seras could hear their hearts beating; their blood pumping through their veins. She had not eaten since Anna and Alucard had consumed so much of her own blood. Seras was so hungry she had to fight to keep the blood lust under control. Surrounded by so many humans and sensing her Master’s blood lust, made her so much more aware of her own. They headed down a dark alley where a few teens were drinking beer. Alucard spoke into the mind of his fledgling: Watch what I do Seras. Then it will be your turn.

Alucard approached the teens as Seras stayed in the shadows and watched. Her Master walked past the teens as they eyed him with caution. A few boys filled with the false bravado from the whiskey they drank made the mistake of speaking to him. Don’t speak, keeping walking. You have no idea who you are talking to. Seras thought as she watched the scene take place. “Mister, it is not Halloween. Who are you supposed to be – Dante?” The boy and his friends started laughing hysterically. A few of the girls who were with them did not laugh. They saw the look in Alucard’s eyes.

“I don’t know who this ‘Dante’ is humans. And I certainly am not dressed for Halloween.” Alucard eyed his meal licking his lips.

“Well then asshole what are you dressed for, a date?” Another one of the boys asked, his voice dripping with sarcasm.

“No actually I’ve come out for a late night snack.” Alucard said, following it with a maniacal laugh. He approached the boy, grabbing him by his shoulder and banging his head up against the wall. As the kid’s friends watched in horror, Alucard sunk his teeth into his boy’s throat sucking the blood from his vein. A few of the kids ran but Alucard grabbed one by their arms as he continued to feed from his victim. He spoke into the mind of his Servant. Come Seras, I have your first meal.

Seras approached her Master, her fangs ached from watching him feed. She wanted the blood so badly but inside of her something told her it was just so wrong. Her body wanted it but she just didn’t know if she could.

Alucard threw the boy he had been feeding from on the ground. His body was devoid of any blood. The Master vampire licked the blood from his mouth and grinned at Seras, traces of the red liquid still on his face. He held a young boy with one of his hands, he couldn’t have been more then 14 or 15 years old. “Come here Seras. Taste this one’s blood. I do believe I’ve caught you a virgin.”

Seras approached slowly thinking of how she could tell Alucard no. The bastard seemed so insistent on her feeding tonight. How would he react if she told him she didn’t want to? But, the God-awful thing was that a part of her did. She stopped a few feet before her Master and the human and froze. The poor child had terror in his eyes. He looked at her almost pleading for mercy. His eyes told her he didn’t want to die. “Master can’t we just…let him go. I don’t want to eat tonight.”

Alucard looked at Seras with disgust. “Seras I know you thirst for this human’s blood. I can feel your bloodlust. Don’t deny it. You must give into your darkness. Stop fighting it. I will not let you deny it any longer.”

Seras looked at the human and started towards him. She also looked at the “meal” her Master had just finished. Seras just couldn’t. Maybe she did thirst for blood but she didn’t want the boy’s blood. Seras thought of Pip, the Geese, and her crew from D-11. She would not become like Alucard and hunt humans as if they were nothing but food. “No Master – I won’t. I can’t. I may be a vampire but I’m not a monster like you.” Crimson tears flowed freely from her red orbs.

Alucard was not angry and looked almost like he had expected this. He grabbed the boy by one arm and his fledgling by the other. “Very well then. I will teach you what happens when you disobey my orders back home.”

Seras struggled to get free of her Master’s grip but couldn’t. She was weak from not feeding and did not have the strength to break free. The three of them walked briskly to the castle. She felt terror in her heart wondering what terrible fate her Master had in mind for her and the boy. Seras wondered if she should’ve just drank his blood but she just could never bring herself to take the life of an innocent…