Secrets

The next night at ten o\'clock Seras was staring disconsolately at the blood bags on her table. Walter didn\'t even need to come replenish them. She wondered if she could make some other excuse to see him, but she wasn\'t even sure what she would say if she did.

There was a knock at the door. When Seras went to open it, it was Walter. Both relieved and nervous, she invited him in.

He took a deep breath. \"I need to know something. Did you really mean what you said yesterday, that you wouldn\'t mind?\"

She nodded, then added, \"Of course I did.\"

\"Why?\" he asked. \"Sympathy for my situation?\"

\"No,\" she replied. \"I felt that way before you told me also. You\'re a very nice and caring man, and I would like to be with you.\"

Walter was speechless. Slowly, he held out his hand. She walked to him and took his hand in hers.

\"Don\'t think about consequences right now,\" she said. \"Don\'t think about whether other people would approve, or whether it\'s appropriate. This is just for us, our place alone.

Do you understand?\"

Walter nodded, then touched her face gently and bent to kiss her. She was warm, and her lips were soft, and he was quite ready to damn the rest of the world to have this chance.

Seras slipped the tip of her tongue into his mouth and suddenly they were kissing passionately. Walter ran his hands down her back. He was becoming aroused, and he wondered if that would bother her, but she pressed her body against his and he stopped
worrying.

She untied his hair and buried her hands in it, still kissing him. Then she reluctantly broke the kiss and went to sit on the bed. Reaching for her boots, she took them off in a slow and sensual manner. He wanted very badly to run to her, but he had to be fair to her.

\"We don\'t have to... do anything else, right away, if you don\'t want to,\" said Walter.

Seras blushed. \"You\'re quite a gentleman. But do you really want to wait longer, after all this time?\"

\"No,\" he admitted.

He kicked off his own shoes and went to join her, and they lay together, continuing to kiss. She stroked his chest through his shirt and he unbuttoned it for her, then took it off. Seras was excited and nervous, but she didn\'t mind at all that he didn\'t look like a young man. She knew him, and to her he was attractive.

\"I\'ve never done this either, you know. But I\'m sure I want this,\" she said.

She began stroking his bare chest, then unbuttoned her own blouse. Walter watched as she discarded her blouse and bra, then reached to hold her close to him, feeling her smooth skin on his, her lovely breasts against his chest. He pulled away for a moment to touch and explore her breasts and nipples, then held her again as she kissed him deeply and
stroked his back. This was wonderful, not only for being new but simply for being so pleasurable. The fact that this time he did not have to stop was extremely exciting to him.

He did not want to rush, but he ran a hand up under Seras\'s skirt and began stroking her through her knickers. She removed both garments, and murmured to him not to be afraid to touch her. He began to run his hand through her moist curls. Meanwhile she stroked his erection through his trousers, almost making him groan.

He hoped he was pleasing her, and when she closed her eyes and arched her back he was more certain of it. Slowly, gently, he stroked her folds, then put his finger slightly inside her. Walter had never felt a woman in this way before. He reached with his other hand to stroke her belly as his finger penetrated her further and she made a small sound of pleasure.

He pushed another finger inside her now, feeling almost overwhelmed that she wanted him to do this, that she was so wet because of him.

\"I\'m not hurting you, am I?\" he asked.

\"No,\" she replied, parting her thighs further for him.

He continued moving his fingers inside her, kneeling between her legs, watching her face respond to what he was doing. Then she opened her eyes, and touched his shoulders, gesturing for him to lie on top of her. He took off his trousers and shorts and complied.

\"Just a moment,\" she said, and reached for a pillow to put under her hips.

She fondled his erection again, then guided him to her entrance. He began to enter her, slowly, looking down into her eyes.

\"Are you all right?\" he asked.

\"I\'m fine,\" she replied. \"Please don\'t stop.\"

He slid into her then, and moaned softly. She was hot and tight around him and he knew now why people considered sex so important. Seras was licking his shoulder. He wasn\'t worried that she would bite him, but he would probably have enjoyed it if she did.

Seras was experiencing new feelings as well. She hadn\'t felt any real pain, and she was becoming very aroused. Kissing him deeply, she began to move her hips slightly.

This was almost too much for Walter. He began to thrust, tentatively at first, then harder when she asked him in a breathless voice for more. But he soon realized he couldn\'t keep going for long; the feeling was too good.

\"I can\'t hold back,\" he said.

Seras murmured to him to let go, that it was all right. He gave one more thrust and spent himself inside her, shuddering with his release. He lay for a moment, calming down, still looking at her face. He moved onto his side then, still a bit overwhelmed. She touched his cheek.

\"How do you feel?\" she asked.

\"I feel excellent,\" he replied. \"But you didn\'t reach your climax yet.\"

He reached between her legs, fondling her clit, and murmured, \"Teach me to touch you.\"

She put her hand over his and showed him how she liked to be rubbed and stroked. Soon he needed no further instruction. He was pressing firmly on her clit and moving his fingers rapidly. Seras loved this feeling, and his consideration for her pleasure. Taking a breath of air she didn\'t need, she closed her eyes again and simply enjoyed this. She felt her climax approach, and murmured his name as the feeling overtook her.

He put his arm around her shoulders then and she lay with her head on his chest.

\"May I stay a while?\" he asked. \"I know this is your daytime...\"

\"Stay. Please stay. I\'m feeling very good but I\'m also very sleepy after all this. I\'d like you to be here when I wake up.\"

He gathered her close to him.

\"I know I\'m not supposed to say this, but thank you. For everything,\" he said.

She kissed his cheek in response. \"I probably know what you\'re thinking. Without reading your mind, I mean.\"

He smiled. \"And what is that?\"

\"You\'re thinking that you wish you had all those years back, to be doing this in,\" she said.

He shook his head. \"No, I\'m thinking that you were worth waiting for.\"

She felt touched, and could not reply. She lay for a moment, listening to his breathing, feeling his warmth. This really was their own world, where it didn\'t matter that he was older or even that she was undead.

He spoke again. \"It\'s not every man who has his fantasies come true.\"

She kissed him, and he watched her as she closed her eyes and fell asleep.