Can We Live with Our Mistake

A/N: My God, I am sooo sorry. I almost forgot about this. I'm not very good with updating at all. Forgive me. You guys will just have to spam me to remind me ^^;
Anyways, I lost the original copy of this chapter so I'm starting anew. Enjoy! ^^
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'Dammit!'

Touya reached over to his nightstand and flipped the light off.

'Dammit, Yuki'
As much as he cared deeply for his friend. It really really terrified him that the silver-haired boy had somewhat of an idea on what was going on. Then again...it was Yuki. Maybe...maybe he was just guessing...beating around the bush in hopes that Touya would give away...

"Eie..."
That wasn't it. He could tell. He remembered the sad expression in his soft eyes. Yuki KNEW that he and Sakura were having some slight affair of some sort.

'oh...it's an affair now...'

God! He had to stop...he had to forget about this. They wouldn't be able to move on if he didn't stay strong. He was her big brother after all. If he could set the example of being able to forget this and cope with the aftermath, then Sakura would...

'would she?'

After all this, he hadn't even ONCE thought about how she felt. He scoffed. Like he would even THINK of asking her. He sat up and flipped the light back on.

Maybe if he took a shower it would be easier to forget.

***

"oni-chan..."

Sakura laid in her bed, blush grazed across her nose and cheeks. Her right hand nestled neatly over her neither lips.

She was doing it again...

She shivered as the image of her brother came to mind again. Touya smiling. Touya reaching over to pat her on the head. Touya touching her...

"Ahhhh...Oni-chan!"

She began to creep her fingers over her panties and massage what was there.

"Ohhh..."

She pulled her hand back as a thought came to mind. Why was she doing this by herself? Would her brother give her the treatment she longed for once more? She got up. Turning her lights back on she began to rummage through her drawers. Thankfully, Kero was still at Tomoyo's. How long she would keep him was beyond her. She had already called later that evening and Sakura told her she was tired after all her chores and needed sleep and quiet. Tomoyo said she would bring Kero over tomorrow afternoon. (which meant...she would have to face her.) Finally, she smiled as she pulled out the pink lace. It was her most revealing nightgown. The skirt came down a tad bit higher than her kneecaps, its top had no sleeves, it was her only two-piece. She had gotten it from Tomoyo and the other girls as a gag gift (about Yukito of course, they also threatened Lee-kun at her) She shoved it in the bottom of her drawer and hadn't seen it since...until now. She blushed at the thought of approaching her brother dressed so scandalously. She had never even thought of attempting to seduce anyone to such a thing (much less her own brother) she chuckled at the thought of what her friends would think if they knew that she was using this outfit for her own brother...

"my oni-chan..."

something so taboo had become a laughing matter for her. Was she getting use to it? Was that bad? Was SHE bad?

She shook her head violently to erase those thoughts. She loved her brother. Did it really matter in what way? It only meant that they were closer than other siblings and would more likely be there for each other in the future. After putting on the outfit, examining herself in the mirror, she stood up and made her way to the door.

She would make-love to her brother...tonight.

***

Touya tightened the towel around his waist. Ever since the 'incident' he couldn't even look at his own cock...thoughts would began to drift, like how his member had been tightly nestled in his sister just the other day...

He groaned and slouched forward, catching himself upon the sink counter. Rubbing his palms in circles upon the cold tile, he looked up at a closer look on his reflection. Bags were very visible underneath his eyes. Traces of red from corner to corner of his tears-ducts were easily seen, covering up the once white sections of his eyes.

"Yeah...I guess I need sleep..."

gathering up his dirty clothes, he unlocked the bathroom door and made his way back to his room.

PLOP!

The dirty clothes hit the floor in front of his doorway. Touya's bloodshot eyes widened in shock. There...on his bed...was none other than the object of his problems...

"Sakura..?"

***

Sakura had her knees curled up to her chin and was in sitting position, facing her brother's doorway...sitting on her brother's bed. She had imagined this going different then how it did. Firstly, she wasn't sitting, she was laying down in a seductive position, facing her flushed, turned on brother who would be gaping, standing at the doorway. This wasn't the same. She had protectively wrapped her arms around herself, feeling cold and insecure about the situation. Her brother, on the other hand, just looked worked-up to even see her there...and not in a good way. She felt tears coming to her eyes as he stared at her with a 'why in God's name are you in my room???' expression...if that expression even ever existed...it did now, her brother was wearing it.

"Oni-chan...I..."

"Leave, Sakura."

"But I need..."

"You don't NEED anything! Go to bed...in your own bed!"

Startled by the abrupt tone. She snapped her head up to face an angry-looking Touya. She hadn't seen her brother with this expression for so long. Ever since...well she didn't know the details. All she knew was that he had fallen in love with a girl who had left town. She had heard rumors it was his teacher, whom she had never knew the name of, but...this was how he had acted after he had told her father about it. He hadn't known she had overheard him talking about it to her father but...it had shocked her to see her brother so angry. Was he really that angry now...at her?

"Oni-chan?"

"Get out Sakura. Leave."

"But I'm..."

"I said GET OUT!"

She opened her mouth in an 'O' shape. Hoping to call to him one more time, but the look on his face terrified her. She bolted the room, breaking out in sobs on the way. Slamming her door she flopped on her bed, face pressed in her pillow she couldn't hold in the sobs any longer.

"I'm...I'm a baka...A big big baka! He...he doesn't love me! He never did! He...!"

She couldn't form anymore words...for she was sobbing too hard.

***

'Don't hurt her or yourself...'

Touya picked up his shirt and chucked it across the room in anger. After slipping his boxers calmly after Sakura left, he had begun a fit of rage. He glanced around for anything else he could chuck.

'What am I doing? why am I refusing her?'

It then occured to him he had already screwed up once. Maybe Sakura had the right idea. Coming to him in his room, he knew what she wanted...release. There was nothing they could do now. The mistake was already made.

'Maybe...maybe we can live with this...maybe we can keep it secret for a few more years...when she's ready, we'll move out together and...'

He widened his eyes in horror. He REALLY was in love with her.

'Can I...can I do this? Eie...am I ALLOWED to do this?'

***

Sakura froze as she heard her door creak open and her bed shift from the weight of another.

"go away..."

"Sakura...I..."

"You don't love me Oni-chan...I know...so you can go awa..."

She was cut off with a gasp as her brother flipped her over on her back and hovered over her. His eyes portrayed sadness and another emotion in which she could place.

"Sakura, I do love you. That's why I did what I did. I...was being a...a stupid brother." He finished reluctantly. Biting his lower lip.

Instead of the response he expected however, she just laughed through her tears. "Baka Oni-chan!"

He grimaced and glared down at her. 'did she have to take advantage of him pouring his heart out like this?'

"Better than a being a little Kaijuu."

"I'm not! Oni-cha...!"

She was startled again for the third time that night when he yanked off her bottoms and began sucking on her precious jewel nestled between her neither lips. She gasped and whined in longing. Her brother...her oni-chan had come back to her.

***

'gods, she tasted good.' It was however, his little sister. She HAD to have tasted good. He honestly didn't think there was probably any other woman (or man for that matter) who could even match up to such a sweet taste. She began to moan 'Oni-chan' in her soft, whiny voice. It was pushing him over the edge. Everything was, really. The tiny little nubs of her breasts and how they slowly began to rise at his touch, the way her mouth would form an 'o' shape and shiver at his menstruations, the way her neither lips would twitch due to the presence of his wet tongue....With a cry, she came and he closed his eyes and lapped at all his little goddess had to give him. He crawled up to her face and being such giant to her, trying hard not to overwhelm her by staying her level...face-to-face.

"Sakura...do you want to...?"

"HAI! ONIGAI! ONI-CHAN!"

He was a bit taken aback by her abrupt reply but her eyes showed nothing but lust so he figured after that orgasm she longed for nothing more.


Before he knew it...he was replaying the events from the other day. Lowering his gigantic penis inside of his little sister's cunt. Her tiny little cunt...making her scream his first name again. His birth name, something she rarely did. His eyes darted back and forth and he winced every time she would cry out exceptionally loud. Before both of them knew it, they were crawling up to the gates of heaven, touching the fence, and crashing back down. Both gasping for air after such an exceptionally heavy orgasm, Touya rolled himself on his back, not bothering to pull out of his baby sister but instead, taking her with him. She laid on his chest listening to his fast breathing, struggling to slow down.

***

Sakura smiled.

"I love you...Oni-chan."

"I love you too, Sakura...too much..."

She widened her eyes at this, and looked up at him curiously.

"Hoe? You mean it?"

His eyes shown nothing but weariness and love. "Hai, I mean it. Which is why, I'm taking you with me."

"eh? Nani?"

"When we move out, baka! I'm taking you with me!"

Her heart skipped a beat. 'With him? He wanted them to be together even longer? Her brother loved her that much?'

"Oh Touya...I..."

He silenced her with a kiss. Murmuring against her anxious lips.

"Sakura...my Sakura."

They both froze as the door opened and the lights went on. A gasp and a voice they knew all too well, ever since they were little children...

"OH MY GOD! TOUYA! SAKURA!"

Sakura felt as if the world around her had froze, like she had just died and her ghost was witnessing this. She heard her brother clear his throat and calmly speak up.

"Okaeri...Otosan."

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A/N: I hope that was okay. I had to rush a bit since my sister comes home around this time from school. I don't need her giving me crap about dirty fanfiction. Anyways, review please. ^^