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Adult +
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The Brake of an Inner Soul
This is chapter three of No Return To Innocence "The Brake Of An Inner Soul"
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Declaimer: Yami no Matsuei is not owned by me I have no rights on it I just write crazy twisted sex stories based on it's characters
Summary: being the third of this installment you pretty much have a just at what is happening and has. The fact of the matter here is will Tsuzuki ever be the same or has that one dark night made a change in him he can't even grasp? This chapter is also a very dark side of Tsuzuki and Muraki.
Warning: yaoi boy x boy deep graphical themes.
Chapter 3 The Brake of an Inner Soul
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Tsuzuki walks out of the shower wiping his hair as he seen Hisoka sitting on his bed looking at him.
” Where were you last night?”
Tsuzuki quickly turns away from him with shame in his eyes. He didn’t want his partner to read them knowing that he was hiding something.
” I was just walking the ship is all...why..why do you ask? “
Hisoka looks strangely at him wondering to himself why he was acting so different.” I was worried”
“Tsuzuki”
Hisoka becomes annoyed as Tsuzuki’s head was turned from him.
” Tsuzuki why are you...did something happen?...is there something your not telling me?” Hisoka gets up to walk over to his partner. But Tsuzuki steps away from him
” No...ofcourse not why would you think that”
Tsuzuki steps away from him, knowing that if the boy touches him he could see clearly from his mind what he was hiding. That was not an opition at that moment he wanted to make.
” Tsuzuki... your eyes I can see the sadness in your eyes...what happened!?” Hisoka comes in closer as Tsuzuki pushes him away.
” Don’t!...don’t touch me.
” He throws the boy to the ground knowing that what he just did was a mistake. Hisoka didn’t do anything to him but the fear of even being touch haunted him as memories of that night came flooding into his head.
“I’m fine I just have to take a walk”
” but...”
Tsuzuki left out before Hisoka could say anything else. He knew that what ever was bothing Tsuzuki he would eventual tell him. Though it was quiet werid as Hisoka thought back to it ” Tsuzuki did have a vision of Muraki within his head.I seen it when my finger touched his arm...but why a vision of him.?” -
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Tsuzuki leaned against the rail of the ship letting the breeze of the ocean refresh his thought. He reached into his pocket pulling out a rose pedal red as blood itself. He looked at it mezmorized by the soft touch of it. Like Muraki’s skin..no wait what am I thinking...it is over now... He throws the pedal over the railing as it landed on the water moving in the motion of the waves.
He could feel that feeling again of being helpless. Being touched by him.
his body.
his...
Tsuzuki grabs tight to himself again shaking.
“What did he do to me ?Why do I feel like this? ” his thoughts wondered as they where shortly intrupted.
“Beautiful breeze isn’t it, my belove”
Tsuzuki Turns to see Muraki watching the ocean beside him.
” But it is nothing compared to you..” The doctor turns to look at the surprised guardain.
Tsuzuki speechless and eyes wide in shock. He backs away running.Like a kid running for help he runs until he can’t run no more. His legs tired he leans himself against a wall.
” Ok..ok Asato get ahold of yourself...he is gone it is over with.. he had his one night...”
He catches his breath and goes back to his room. Hisoka was no longer in there he must be with that girl.
“Thank god I really didn’t want to find a reason to explain my actions earlier to him...part of me believes he would drive me to tell him what happened...it would tare him as much as it is taring me right now...besides it is not his burden...it is my own...” A breeze comes from within the window as Tsuzuki closes it. Again feeling that dirty sensation of that mans touch on him. He just couldn’t get it out of his head.Why couldn’t he just let it go.
He goes to the shower once more. This time it seemed to make him feel better as he thought perheps maybe he could just forget about it ever happing.
“It was just one time...a painful memory to add to the list of many...”
He puts his face in the shower letting the hot water run down. He feels a hand slide it’s fingers to his stomach . Tsuzuki lifts his face from out of the water.
” Don’t turn around”
He could feel the man press his body against his and the echo of his soft demanding voice through the showers wall.
...it was him! Tsuzuki looked in the reflection of the mirrored tile and...it was him!
Tsuzuki wanted to run but somehow he was frozen scared as Muraki’s hand slides up to his neck bending it back to whisper in his ear.
” Don’t think you can ecape me so easliy.you are mine..Asato” He kisses the two pink marks on the guardians neck. Placing the shinigami under a state of desire as he moans from the sensation.
Tsuzuki tries hard to fight what ever it was Muraki had done to him the first night.
“What trance or spell have you put me under...you son of a bitch”
Muraki just laughs as he kisses down to his shoulder giving him little love bits. Hearing Tsuzuki’s enjoyment in it
.” That’s right succumb to me love...I’ve missed touching your skin". Tsuzuki tries harder to fight it. But the sensation over took him as Muraki slammed his hand against the wall in front of them pushing himself closer to his toy.
” Let me go..Muraki”
Again the older man laughs. Sliding his other hand down the guardians chest and to his member. Rubbing the tip softly teasing it.
” You cannot resist me no longer.”
Tsuzuki places a hand onto the tile aside of Muraki’s holding himself up as the feeling he was having made him weak in the knees. Muraki was so close to him now that Tsuzuki could feel the blonde’s erection enlarging more against him. The doctor put his knee between his toys legs opening him up.
” no...no more."Tsuzuki pleaded.
Even though the shinigami could heal fast. He still hurt down there remembering what he felt the night before. He just couldn’t do it again.
..the pain...the pleasure .
Tsuzuki could now feel the sensitivity of his own member being controlled by another.His mind was torn. He did not know whether to scream or moan. But his decision was soon made as Muraki rubs himself against the crack leading to his opening.
” I...I said..huhh...no...huhh!...more.” Tsuzuki breath becoming unsteady. It felt good...as ashamed as it was he couldn’t control it. Muraki made him feel things he never felt with another.Sinful things
.
” Stop it...” Tsuzuki protested again at his tormenter.
Muraki let go of his lovers erection ” As you wish...”
Instead the older man grabs Tsuzuki’s hand lifting it to the showers wall. Then grabbing the other one with his intertwining his fingers in Tsuzuki’s. Supporting now both of the shinigami’s hands in front of them.
” Again you fail to disappiont me.Asato you turn me on to no return...you told me to stop feeling you.That dose not mean you wont feel me...I visioned you all day...I can’t just have one night”
Tsuzuki tried pulling his body against Murakis. Away from the wall maybe giving himself some leverage. But Murakis hand was holding them tight only lifting him further away from the wall. Still touching the glass tile.
Tsuzuki looked in the reflection seeing Muraki looking back at him as he kissed his neck and shoulder.
The shinigami frawns evily at his tormenter just giving in. ” take it then... though I wont give you the satifaction of seeing it hurt.”
Muraki stops kissing his shoulder looking at him as he smiled through the reflection at his toy.
“Really?...well then if you say it that way...” He thrust himself into his toy without warning. Tsuzuki wasn’t expecting it to be so soon. He cringes his teeth as all those feelings flood back to him ripping and screaming in pain. Now more then ever he wished he would of never challenged Muraki. A challenage is what caused this all to happen in the first place.damn his pride.
Tsuzuki said he wasn’t going to give Muraki the satifaction.then so be it.Even though it hurt him something fearous. He held it in as much as he could. His arms becoming weak and shakey.
“UHhhh!... again you surprize me love... challeneging me to something that I would enjoy either way...” Muraki pants in his ear. Knowing his lover will fail.
The moment couldn’t of been more right the friction a wip away from being dry. Rubbing harder and harder in and out of his still throbbing entrance. Tsuzuki screams.His arms weakening in front of him. Clasping as his body with Muraki’s hits against the surface of the wall hard. Cracking some of the reflected glass.
” Is that what you wanted Tsuzuki.”
Tsuzuki’s hand cuts on some of the shards. His face pushed against another part forcing him to watch himself again being so violently violated. Seeing his oppressor slamming himself into his sore tired body and seeing in spite of it all Murakis face in such desire such lust over him.
” AHHH! No!!...I can’t take this anymore...your..your tarring me...it hurts!”
Muraki lifts his toys head up looking at him in the tile.” Do you want the pain to go away Tsuzuki”
Still catching his breath between words as his body worked on his toys. Feeling every blissful sensation he was getting.
Tsuzuki cringed griding his teeth not saying a word and closing his eyes.
Muraki thrust harder. The blood now draining down Tsuzuki’s leg.” I asked you a question...Tsuzuki...do you want the pain to stop?..”
Thrusting harder still” Huh?”
Tsuzuki could’nt hold it as his pinned body tensed at the last thrust.
” AHH! GOD!...YES PLEASES MAKE IT STOP...Pleases just stop”
Muraki lets go of his hands ” That is all I needed to hear”
He drags his nail across Tsuzuki’s chest ripping into his skin as he explodes in side of his toys warm entrance. Cumming even harder then he did before. Tsuzuki closed his eyes as tears fell down his face he could barely stand. Even though his chest healed the wounds Muraki made on him his stamia was gone. Muraki pulled out letting his toy go. Only to have to catch him in his arms as Tsuzuki fell down limp his body giving in.
Muraki slowly sat him and his lover down at the bottom of the shower. The water running over them and cleaning whatever blood or semen was left from off their bodies.
Muraki wraps his arms around him craddling his lover tight.Tsuzuki could not help but feel comfort from his advisory. The warm feeling of a body squeezing him only proved his defeat more
” I didn’t want to hurt you Tsuzuki...that is not my intentions...but you must understand one thing.do not challenege me...you will lose... now come you must rest over this ordeal...”
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Chapter Four: Visualizations
Comments: pleases review my story give comments on what you like and don't like...I would love to hear from you!! and for those of you who have read it Thank you...
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Declaimer: Yami no Matsuei is not owned by me I have no rights on it I just write crazy twisted sex stories based on it's characters
Summary: being the third of this installment you pretty much have a just at what is happening and has. The fact of the matter here is will Tsuzuki ever be the same or has that one dark night made a change in him he can't even grasp? This chapter is also a very dark side of Tsuzuki and Muraki.
Warning: yaoi boy x boy deep graphical themes.
Chapter 3 The Brake of an Inner Soul
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Tsuzuki walks out of the shower wiping his hair as he seen Hisoka sitting on his bed looking at him.
” Where were you last night?”
Tsuzuki quickly turns away from him with shame in his eyes. He didn’t want his partner to read them knowing that he was hiding something.
” I was just walking the ship is all...why..why do you ask? “
Hisoka looks strangely at him wondering to himself why he was acting so different.” I was worried”
“Tsuzuki”
Hisoka becomes annoyed as Tsuzuki’s head was turned from him.
” Tsuzuki why are you...did something happen?...is there something your not telling me?” Hisoka gets up to walk over to his partner. But Tsuzuki steps away from him
” No...ofcourse not why would you think that”
Tsuzuki steps away from him, knowing that if the boy touches him he could see clearly from his mind what he was hiding. That was not an opition at that moment he wanted to make.
” Tsuzuki... your eyes I can see the sadness in your eyes...what happened!?” Hisoka comes in closer as Tsuzuki pushes him away.
” Don’t!...don’t touch me.
” He throws the boy to the ground knowing that what he just did was a mistake. Hisoka didn’t do anything to him but the fear of even being touch haunted him as memories of that night came flooding into his head.
“I’m fine I just have to take a walk”
” but...”
Tsuzuki left out before Hisoka could say anything else. He knew that what ever was bothing Tsuzuki he would eventual tell him. Though it was quiet werid as Hisoka thought back to it ” Tsuzuki did have a vision of Muraki within his head.I seen it when my finger touched his arm...but why a vision of him.?” -
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Tsuzuki leaned against the rail of the ship letting the breeze of the ocean refresh his thought. He reached into his pocket pulling out a rose pedal red as blood itself. He looked at it mezmorized by the soft touch of it. Like Muraki’s skin..no wait what am I thinking...it is over now... He throws the pedal over the railing as it landed on the water moving in the motion of the waves.
He could feel that feeling again of being helpless. Being touched by him.
his body.
his...
Tsuzuki grabs tight to himself again shaking.
“What did he do to me ?Why do I feel like this? ” his thoughts wondered as they where shortly intrupted.
“Beautiful breeze isn’t it, my belove”
Tsuzuki Turns to see Muraki watching the ocean beside him.
” But it is nothing compared to you..” The doctor turns to look at the surprised guardain.
Tsuzuki speechless and eyes wide in shock. He backs away running.Like a kid running for help he runs until he can’t run no more. His legs tired he leans himself against a wall.
” Ok..ok Asato get ahold of yourself...he is gone it is over with.. he had his one night...”
He catches his breath and goes back to his room. Hisoka was no longer in there he must be with that girl.
“Thank god I really didn’t want to find a reason to explain my actions earlier to him...part of me believes he would drive me to tell him what happened...it would tare him as much as it is taring me right now...besides it is not his burden...it is my own...” A breeze comes from within the window as Tsuzuki closes it. Again feeling that dirty sensation of that mans touch on him. He just couldn’t get it out of his head.Why couldn’t he just let it go.
He goes to the shower once more. This time it seemed to make him feel better as he thought perheps maybe he could just forget about it ever happing.
“It was just one time...a painful memory to add to the list of many...”
He puts his face in the shower letting the hot water run down. He feels a hand slide it’s fingers to his stomach . Tsuzuki lifts his face from out of the water.
” Don’t turn around”
He could feel the man press his body against his and the echo of his soft demanding voice through the showers wall.
...it was him! Tsuzuki looked in the reflection of the mirrored tile and...it was him!
Tsuzuki wanted to run but somehow he was frozen scared as Muraki’s hand slides up to his neck bending it back to whisper in his ear.
” Don’t think you can ecape me so easliy.you are mine..Asato” He kisses the two pink marks on the guardians neck. Placing the shinigami under a state of desire as he moans from the sensation.
Tsuzuki tries hard to fight what ever it was Muraki had done to him the first night.
“What trance or spell have you put me under...you son of a bitch”
Muraki just laughs as he kisses down to his shoulder giving him little love bits. Hearing Tsuzuki’s enjoyment in it
.” That’s right succumb to me love...I’ve missed touching your skin". Tsuzuki tries harder to fight it. But the sensation over took him as Muraki slammed his hand against the wall in front of them pushing himself closer to his toy.
” Let me go..Muraki”
Again the older man laughs. Sliding his other hand down the guardians chest and to his member. Rubbing the tip softly teasing it.
” You cannot resist me no longer.”
Tsuzuki places a hand onto the tile aside of Muraki’s holding himself up as the feeling he was having made him weak in the knees. Muraki was so close to him now that Tsuzuki could feel the blonde’s erection enlarging more against him. The doctor put his knee between his toys legs opening him up.
” no...no more."Tsuzuki pleaded.
Even though the shinigami could heal fast. He still hurt down there remembering what he felt the night before. He just couldn’t do it again.
..the pain...the pleasure .
Tsuzuki could now feel the sensitivity of his own member being controlled by another.His mind was torn. He did not know whether to scream or moan. But his decision was soon made as Muraki rubs himself against the crack leading to his opening.
” I...I said..huhh...no...huhh!...more.” Tsuzuki breath becoming unsteady. It felt good...as ashamed as it was he couldn’t control it. Muraki made him feel things he never felt with another.Sinful things
.
” Stop it...” Tsuzuki protested again at his tormenter.
Muraki let go of his lovers erection ” As you wish...”
Instead the older man grabs Tsuzuki’s hand lifting it to the showers wall. Then grabbing the other one with his intertwining his fingers in Tsuzuki’s. Supporting now both of the shinigami’s hands in front of them.
” Again you fail to disappiont me.Asato you turn me on to no return...you told me to stop feeling you.That dose not mean you wont feel me...I visioned you all day...I can’t just have one night”
Tsuzuki tried pulling his body against Murakis. Away from the wall maybe giving himself some leverage. But Murakis hand was holding them tight only lifting him further away from the wall. Still touching the glass tile.
Tsuzuki looked in the reflection seeing Muraki looking back at him as he kissed his neck and shoulder.
The shinigami frawns evily at his tormenter just giving in. ” take it then... though I wont give you the satifaction of seeing it hurt.”
Muraki stops kissing his shoulder looking at him as he smiled through the reflection at his toy.
“Really?...well then if you say it that way...” He thrust himself into his toy without warning. Tsuzuki wasn’t expecting it to be so soon. He cringes his teeth as all those feelings flood back to him ripping and screaming in pain. Now more then ever he wished he would of never challenged Muraki. A challenage is what caused this all to happen in the first place.damn his pride.
Tsuzuki said he wasn’t going to give Muraki the satifaction.then so be it.Even though it hurt him something fearous. He held it in as much as he could. His arms becoming weak and shakey.
“UHhhh!... again you surprize me love... challeneging me to something that I would enjoy either way...” Muraki pants in his ear. Knowing his lover will fail.
The moment couldn’t of been more right the friction a wip away from being dry. Rubbing harder and harder in and out of his still throbbing entrance. Tsuzuki screams.His arms weakening in front of him. Clasping as his body with Muraki’s hits against the surface of the wall hard. Cracking some of the reflected glass.
” Is that what you wanted Tsuzuki.”
Tsuzuki’s hand cuts on some of the shards. His face pushed against another part forcing him to watch himself again being so violently violated. Seeing his oppressor slamming himself into his sore tired body and seeing in spite of it all Murakis face in such desire such lust over him.
” AHHH! No!!...I can’t take this anymore...your..your tarring me...it hurts!”
Muraki lifts his toys head up looking at him in the tile.” Do you want the pain to go away Tsuzuki”
Still catching his breath between words as his body worked on his toys. Feeling every blissful sensation he was getting.
Tsuzuki cringed griding his teeth not saying a word and closing his eyes.
Muraki thrust harder. The blood now draining down Tsuzuki’s leg.” I asked you a question...Tsuzuki...do you want the pain to stop?..”
Thrusting harder still” Huh?”
Tsuzuki could’nt hold it as his pinned body tensed at the last thrust.
” AHH! GOD!...YES PLEASES MAKE IT STOP...Pleases just stop”
Muraki lets go of his hands ” That is all I needed to hear”
He drags his nail across Tsuzuki’s chest ripping into his skin as he explodes in side of his toys warm entrance. Cumming even harder then he did before. Tsuzuki closed his eyes as tears fell down his face he could barely stand. Even though his chest healed the wounds Muraki made on him his stamia was gone. Muraki pulled out letting his toy go. Only to have to catch him in his arms as Tsuzuki fell down limp his body giving in.
Muraki slowly sat him and his lover down at the bottom of the shower. The water running over them and cleaning whatever blood or semen was left from off their bodies.
Muraki wraps his arms around him craddling his lover tight.Tsuzuki could not help but feel comfort from his advisory. The warm feeling of a body squeezing him only proved his defeat more
” I didn’t want to hurt you Tsuzuki...that is not my intentions...but you must understand one thing.do not challenege me...you will lose... now come you must rest over this ordeal...”
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Chapter Four: Visualizations
Comments: pleases review my story give comments on what you like and don't like...I would love to hear from you!! and for those of you who have read it Thank you...