Learning To live again is killing me
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Gravitation › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Gravitation › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
3
Views:
1,198
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Do you Love me
Chapter 3
The door swag open and Shuichi began to run out as he cried. Tachi began to chase after him not knowing what to say or do but he new something had to happen. “Shindo!” Tachi yelled as he ran right behind the pink hared boy. “Stay away from me!” Shuichi yelled. It was then that Shuichi lost his footing and fell over crashing to the ground with a loud thud. Tachi stopped and began to hear Shuichi sob, he walked over next to him and leaned down. He put his hand on top of Shuichi's shoulder. “Don't touch me!” Shuichi said pulling his body away from Tachi's hand. “ I now it was wrong for me to kiss you but it just happened. “If you new that it was so wrong then why did you do it!?” Shuichi yelled. Shuichi's face turned towards Tachi's his eye's were red from all the crying that he had done. Tachi didn't now what to say anymore.
“I just couldn't bear not to. I just don't really now” Tachi said looking away. “You don't now but you did it anyway!” Shuichi yelled. “I didn't mean for this to happen” Tachi said. “Well it did, I can't work with you not if this is going to happen” Shuichi said. He grabbed the papers that were scattered on the ground and ran. Tachi got up from the floor and saw people staring at him. “All of you need to mind your own damn business!” Tachi yelled. The ones watching looked away acting like they weren't doing anything in the first place. Tachi walked back to the room. He sat down and placed his head down on the white table. ' Why did I kiss him! I don't even like him. He caused me so much pain'.
Tachi picked up a pen that was laying on the table and began to write on a piece paper left behind by Shuichi.
I want to kiss your lips
I want to say I love you
Baby you now it's true
Tachi stopped when he saw someone entering the room. “I just heard what happened. Are you really trying to end your career here?” The Tall man said. “I didn't do anything, Mr. Gear” Tachi said looking away. “From what I got from everyone you got into a fight because you kissed him” Mr. Gear said. “It just happened. I never meant to!” Tachi yelled. Gear walked over to the table where Tachi was sitting. “I have no choice but to...” Gear stopped when he took a glance at what Tachi was writing. Gear grabbed the paper and began to read it. “Well I can see that working that short time with Mr. Shindo helped you out greatly” Gear said putting the paper down. “You may continue with your writing” Gear said. “Sir I thought that you were going to fire me?” Tachi said. “I was until I saw what you wrote down” Gear said. Gear left the room and closed the door behind him.
Tachi got up and ran out the door trying to get to Mr. Gear. “Mr. Gear!” Tachi yelled when he walked out. “What is it Tachi?” Mr. Gear asked as he turned around. “What's going to happen to Shuichi?” Tachi said. “If he comes in tomorrow and says that he will not work with you. Then I'll have no choice but to fire him” Mr. Gear said softly. Mr. Gear continued on his way but stopped for a second. “Tachi I think you'll be needing this” Mr. Gear said dropping a piece of paper on the ground. Tachi picked it up and when he looked up Mr. Gear was gone. Tachi took the folded piece of paper and opened it up. It was Shuichi's address. “How did he now?” Tachi asked softly.
Tachi stood there not knowing what to do. 'If I go to him what will I say or do. But I just can't let him lose his job because of me. He lost a lot just because of me' Tachi thought. Tachi ran down the stairs to the main floor and ran out of the building doors. He waved for a taxi and got in. “Take me to 437 S. Henderson street. Please hurry!” Tachi said. The Taxi went as fast as it could and arrived in just five minutes. Tachi throw the money at the cab drive and took the piece of paper. “Let's see apartment 12” Tachi said. Tachi ran up to the sections of apartments looking for Shuichi's place. Tachi ran up the cement stairs and at the top was apartment 12. Tachi took a deep breath and knocked on the door and waited.
“Who is it” A voice asked. “Its Tachi” Tachi said. “Leave me the hell alone. I have nothing to say to you!” The voice screamed. “Shuichi, please I'm sorry for what I did. I shouldn't have kissed you” Tachi said leaning on the door. “Then why the hell are you here!?” Shuichi screamed. “I'm trying to be nice and help you keep your job” Tachi said. The door opened and Tachi fell in. “Well, come in” Shuichi sarcastically. “Thanks” Tachi said getting up. Shuichi walked of to a denim colored couch. “So you were saying something about my job?” Shuichi said looking up at Tachi. “Mr. Gear told me that if you come in tomorrow and say that you refuse to work with me, then your going to get fired” Tachi said. “So what am I going to do then. After today I don't think I can work with you” Shuichi said giving Tachi a cold stare.
“I promise that I will not kiss you again. Just don't choose to lose your job” Tachi said lowering his head. “What does it matter to if I do lose my job?” Shuichi asked. “I don't want to be blamed for ruining your life again” Tachi said looking at Shuichi. There was a pause there was just Shuichi and Tachi staring at each other. “Fine, I'll work with you” Shuichi said looking away. “Fine I'll see you tomorrow” Tachi said opening the door. “Tachi why did you kiss me?” Shuichi asked. “I really don't now Shindo. I don't now”Tachi said. “Do you love me?” Shuichi asked. Tachi paused didn't now what to say. ' Why can't I say no it's just that simple, but I just can't' Tachi thought. “I have to go” Tachi said. Before Shuichi could say anything Tachi was gone. “I need to now Tachi. I'll get it from you tomorrow then” Shuichi said softly.
The door swag open and Shuichi began to run out as he cried. Tachi began to chase after him not knowing what to say or do but he new something had to happen. “Shindo!” Tachi yelled as he ran right behind the pink hared boy. “Stay away from me!” Shuichi yelled. It was then that Shuichi lost his footing and fell over crashing to the ground with a loud thud. Tachi stopped and began to hear Shuichi sob, he walked over next to him and leaned down. He put his hand on top of Shuichi's shoulder. “Don't touch me!” Shuichi said pulling his body away from Tachi's hand. “ I now it was wrong for me to kiss you but it just happened. “If you new that it was so wrong then why did you do it!?” Shuichi yelled. Shuichi's face turned towards Tachi's his eye's were red from all the crying that he had done. Tachi didn't now what to say anymore.
“I just couldn't bear not to. I just don't really now” Tachi said looking away. “You don't now but you did it anyway!” Shuichi yelled. “I didn't mean for this to happen” Tachi said. “Well it did, I can't work with you not if this is going to happen” Shuichi said. He grabbed the papers that were scattered on the ground and ran. Tachi got up from the floor and saw people staring at him. “All of you need to mind your own damn business!” Tachi yelled. The ones watching looked away acting like they weren't doing anything in the first place. Tachi walked back to the room. He sat down and placed his head down on the white table. ' Why did I kiss him! I don't even like him. He caused me so much pain'.
Tachi picked up a pen that was laying on the table and began to write on a piece paper left behind by Shuichi.
I want to kiss your lips
I want to say I love you
Baby you now it's true
Tachi stopped when he saw someone entering the room. “I just heard what happened. Are you really trying to end your career here?” The Tall man said. “I didn't do anything, Mr. Gear” Tachi said looking away. “From what I got from everyone you got into a fight because you kissed him” Mr. Gear said. “It just happened. I never meant to!” Tachi yelled. Gear walked over to the table where Tachi was sitting. “I have no choice but to...” Gear stopped when he took a glance at what Tachi was writing. Gear grabbed the paper and began to read it. “Well I can see that working that short time with Mr. Shindo helped you out greatly” Gear said putting the paper down. “You may continue with your writing” Gear said. “Sir I thought that you were going to fire me?” Tachi said. “I was until I saw what you wrote down” Gear said. Gear left the room and closed the door behind him.
Tachi got up and ran out the door trying to get to Mr. Gear. “Mr. Gear!” Tachi yelled when he walked out. “What is it Tachi?” Mr. Gear asked as he turned around. “What's going to happen to Shuichi?” Tachi said. “If he comes in tomorrow and says that he will not work with you. Then I'll have no choice but to fire him” Mr. Gear said softly. Mr. Gear continued on his way but stopped for a second. “Tachi I think you'll be needing this” Mr. Gear said dropping a piece of paper on the ground. Tachi picked it up and when he looked up Mr. Gear was gone. Tachi took the folded piece of paper and opened it up. It was Shuichi's address. “How did he now?” Tachi asked softly.
Tachi stood there not knowing what to do. 'If I go to him what will I say or do. But I just can't let him lose his job because of me. He lost a lot just because of me' Tachi thought. Tachi ran down the stairs to the main floor and ran out of the building doors. He waved for a taxi and got in. “Take me to 437 S. Henderson street. Please hurry!” Tachi said. The Taxi went as fast as it could and arrived in just five minutes. Tachi throw the money at the cab drive and took the piece of paper. “Let's see apartment 12” Tachi said. Tachi ran up to the sections of apartments looking for Shuichi's place. Tachi ran up the cement stairs and at the top was apartment 12. Tachi took a deep breath and knocked on the door and waited.
“Who is it” A voice asked. “Its Tachi” Tachi said. “Leave me the hell alone. I have nothing to say to you!” The voice screamed. “Shuichi, please I'm sorry for what I did. I shouldn't have kissed you” Tachi said leaning on the door. “Then why the hell are you here!?” Shuichi screamed. “I'm trying to be nice and help you keep your job” Tachi said. The door opened and Tachi fell in. “Well, come in” Shuichi sarcastically. “Thanks” Tachi said getting up. Shuichi walked of to a denim colored couch. “So you were saying something about my job?” Shuichi said looking up at Tachi. “Mr. Gear told me that if you come in tomorrow and say that you refuse to work with me, then your going to get fired” Tachi said. “So what am I going to do then. After today I don't think I can work with you” Shuichi said giving Tachi a cold stare.
“I promise that I will not kiss you again. Just don't choose to lose your job” Tachi said lowering his head. “What does it matter to if I do lose my job?” Shuichi asked. “I don't want to be blamed for ruining your life again” Tachi said looking at Shuichi. There was a pause there was just Shuichi and Tachi staring at each other. “Fine, I'll work with you” Shuichi said looking away. “Fine I'll see you tomorrow” Tachi said opening the door. “Tachi why did you kiss me?” Shuichi asked. “I really don't now Shindo. I don't now”Tachi said. “Do you love me?” Shuichi asked. Tachi paused didn't now what to say. ' Why can't I say no it's just that simple, but I just can't' Tachi thought. “I have to go” Tachi said. Before Shuichi could say anything Tachi was gone. “I need to now Tachi. I'll get it from you tomorrow then” Shuichi said softly.