Forbidden Heartbreak

AN: Sorry for the delay! I haven't had internet in a while, but I'm back, so here's the next chapter! Enjoy!

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Sakura and Touya were now in her bedroom, the lamp next to her bed providing them light. The stars and the moonlight outside provided a beautiful setting as they worked on homework.

Naturally, Touya found it elementary, but he wasn't going to just give her the answer. This annoyed Sakura. She knew she wouldn't learn anything if she was given the answers, but Touya wasn't exactly the best teacher.

"Come on, Sakura-chan, you can do this!" He tried to encourage her, standing right behind her as she struggled below him.

"I don't get it!!" She yelled from frustration, letting out a growl as she kept her eyes on the question. It was two fractions and a division sign and it might as well have been written in French.

Touya sighed as he got down on one knee, bringing them to eye level.

"Okay then..." He sighed again, his voice getting quieter. His hand gently gripped hers so that they both could control the pencil. Sakura gasped from the sudden movement, but relaxed as he explained the problem.

As he wrote down notes for her to follow, Sakura did her best to listen, but her thoughts were beginning to cloud up again. She noticed how she liked the feel of his hand and the feel of his breath on her neck. It was soothing to her.

Her heart began to race as she felt his other arm wrap around her stomach, but she didn’t protest. She felt warm and safe.

'Were the cards right?'

Touya continued to do some problems and his voice got softer with every problem. His free hand wasn't moving at first, but as time went by, it began rubbing her stomach in an overly friendly manner. Touya didn't seem to notice, so Sakura pretended not to either. It didn't bother her, so why make a big deal out of it?

It all seemed innocent until the last problem was solved. Even after setting down the pencil, his hand still gripped hers as if it was still there. Sakura felt his lips softly kiss the middle of her neck, and all sense of brotherly comfort went out the window for a second.

The soft brush of his lips sent chills down her spine, but it didn't cause discomfort. In fact, despite her racing heart, she rather enjoyed it. His body came closer to hers as his hand rubbed along her stomach, getting ready to feel adventurous, but Sakura felt safe.

She knew where this would lead, but with Touya, there was no reason to panic. After this morning and long day to think it over, incest didn’t seem so awful anymore. Touya was loving and trustworthy. He would never take advantage of her.

She looked down and noticed Touya was unbuttoning her top. She was about to objection, but she couldn't form the words, and before she knew it, her pajamas were unbuttoned and left her budding chest exposed. She blushed violently and turned her head from the embarrassment, but Touya was quick to act. His hand completely covered her right breast and he lightly grasped the mound of soft flesh, eliciting a moan from her dry throat. Her breathing was getting heavier as she felt his hot tongue glide along her neck. Every touch he made, no matter how small, sent arousal through her body. Her earlier protests were beginning to fade.

"Mmm, Onii-chan..." She whispered, her breath heavy and her eyes half-closed. That was all it took to encourage Touya to do even more. Letting go of her hand, he reached down and began petting her thigh through her pajama bottoms. Because of her focus on his other hand, she didn’t even seem to notice. All she could think about was the soft massage he was giving her chest, lightly pinching her nipples to get a gasp from her.

It was when Touya reached down her pajama bottoms that she finally took notice. Sakura wore nothing underneath, so her entire face turned bright red.

"Touya, wait!" She suddenly called out when his hand hovered just above her sex. This caused him to stop sharply. His face began to fill with regret, feeling like he had gone too far. He didn't know why he was doing this. Acting on impulse, he guessed. It was the only explanation he could think of for himself, even if it was a bit lame.

A moment later, Sakura turned her head to face him, the soft look of passion still in her eyes. It wasn’t that she wanted her brother to stop, she only wanted this to be more… formal.

"Not like this..." She spoke quietly, the sound of love and want in her voice. With his eyes growing wide, Touya stood with Sakura. Wrapping her arms around his neck, with his going around her waist, their lips touched and their shared their first kiss as lovers. It was soft, but sweet. It was romantic... what was only a minute felt like forever. Sakura's lips tasted like soft cherries and Touya couldn't help but lick them. The feel of his tongue caused Sakura to shiver. Shyly, she met his tongue with her own and their kisses became a battle for dominance. As predicted, Touya won with ease as Sakura became fully submissive. As Touya ran his tongue along the roof of her mouth, her tongue, even her teeth, she became a puppet waiting for her strings to be pulled.

Swiftly, Touya placed her down on top of the blankets on her bed. Sakura was surprised by his actions, but the pillow below her head kept her calm and quiet. Touya looked deeply in his sister’s eyes and they both held an intense gaze filled with passionate love.

He cupped her cheek, rubbed her soft skin with his thumb, and kissed her again. Sakura closed her eyes in the kiss and didn't notice when it ended; just the feel of his lips along her jaw line and down her neck. Her brother softly sucked on her throat, enjoying the feel of her moans his sister gave.

Kissing lower, Touya placed butterfly kisses down to the middle of her chest. His hands nudged at her pajama top. Understanding his gesture, Sakura blushed as she removed the only thing covering her upper body. Smiling at her obedience, he gently gave her left nipple a kiss, causing the small girl to moan softly. He then captured it between his lips and gently sucked his sister’s budding breasts, his hands giving her other breast equal attention.

"Mmm... Onii-chan..." Sakura breathed as Touya gave the same treatment to her other breast. She was lost in the emotions. She was so responsive to his touch. She would arch her back whenever he sucked harder and she would gasp whenever she felt his teeth. Was it more than that? Was it because it was her brother doing this that she was so responsive? She ignored these questions, not caring for the answers. What mattered was the here and now.

Sakura whimpered when Touya had let go, but she became quiet when his kisses trailed to her soft stomach. However, she whimpered even more when his kisses continued there.

"Onii-chan, please!" She gasped louder than she wanted to, desperate to be touched.

"Please what?" He smiled to her mischievously, doing it on purpose just to hear her beg. It was just his nature as her older brother.

"Please... go lower..." She whispered, turning her head in embarrassment.

"Hmm? What was that?" He asked, starting to seem mean again.

"Lick lower, please Onii-chan!!" She yelled. She needed to be touched. Her body felt as if it was on fire and only her brother knew how to put it out.

Finally satisfied, he obeyed his little sister's wishes. Hooking his fingers around the waistband of her last remaining clothing, he slowly pulled them down her legs and off her feet. Sakura's face grew as red as it could, feeling his eyes digging into her. She tried to hide herself with her hands, but Touya was quick to stop her. Shaking his head with a smirk, he began kissing up each of her delicate thighs.

Finally, he spread apart her legs and lowered his head towards her soft womanhood. His hot breath alone caused her nether lips to pulsate and she could feel herself getting wetter. She was ready to beg again before Touya ran his tongue along her slit. Sakura gave a satisfied moan, encouraging Touya to do more without guilt. He licked her moist lips again with more pressure, causing Sakura's breath to become heavy.

"Onii-chan!" She moaned as her brother licked her again and again. She was becoming crazy with lust. She wanted him... needed him!

Touya knew what she wanted, so he finally obliged; he thrust his tongue inside his sister, causing her back to arch and moan his name loudly. He could taste her sweet juices and he wished to taste more. He tried to be gentle; he thought she might still be sore from this morning, the guilt still inside him. He wanted her to enjoy this, but at the same time, he didn’t want this to become a habit. This was his way to say he was sorry and he could tell she accepted his apology.

The further his tongue went, the louder Sakura's moans had become. Her hands griped the blankets of her bed and her back continued to arch towards her brother's mouth. While one of his hands stroked her thighs, his other hand went up to massage one of her breasts. His every touch was sending passionate chills through her body. Touya soon found her tiny nub and he began to focus on her clit. The first time he licked it, Sakura's eyes shot open and she screamed in utter delight. Touya lightly licked circles around the nub before closing it between his lips, sucking on her clit.

Sakura could feel her release getting closer.

"Onii-chan... Onii-chan!! I-I'm gonna....” She yelled as she finally came, her back arching as high as she could. It was a rush of pleasure that seemed unbearable. Her body trembled, and she soon collapsed on her bed, breathing heavily as the rush slowly died away. Touya could feel her orgasm, so he licked up every last drop from her private area.

Sakura panted as her body relaxed as she felt her brother licking her during her after-shocks. She was speechless. Before today, she never knew what an orgasm exactly was. While it was strange to experience such things with her blood-related brother, she was glad they did. She trusted Touya utterly.

She no longer questioned her love. She looked up and stared deeply into Touya's eyes and knew the cards told the truth.

When Touya began to take off his own clothes, Sakura suddenly began to panic.

"Touya!!" Sakura said with a hurried voice. He stopped, his full attention on her. He thought for sure she would want this to stop before it went any further, but he was in for a surprise.

She reached under her bed and retrieved a small blue wrapper. Touya instantly recognized it. He raised a questioning eyebrow, and Sakura blushed.

"It-It was a joke from Tomoyo-chan..." She explained with her gaze lowered.

Touya chuckled as he took the condom package from her hands. He sat up as he raised his shirt over his head, revealing his well-toned body to Sakura. She blushed and she did her best not to stare, failing in the process. She saw him pull his pants and boxers down at once, and her entire face flushed. She forced herself to look away as he wore the condom; he was still her brother, after all. But she began to relax again when Touya lay on top of her.

Right now, he was being as sweet as he could be. They kissed again, but much more passionately then they had before. What seemed wrong felt so right to them. His kisses moved along her cheek to her ear. Even the feel of his teeth on her earlobe sent shivers down her spine. They were like a young couple making love for the first time. The romance, the passion, the emotions… it all seemed too good to be true.

When they were both ready, Touya positioned himself at her moist entrance. Sakura began to feel nervous again, but Touya kept her calm by kissing her deeply again, playing with her tongue with his own.

During the kiss, Touya took the opportunity to thrust inside of her, going halfway in. Sakura bit her lip and tried her hardest not to scream. The pain was almost as bad as this morning. Her body was still fragile and very small compared to him. The only difference between then and now was the hymen. At the time, Sakura thought getting stabbed would be more fun.

Touya waited for her body to adjust. She was a little sore from their first time, but with time, she eased a little and the pain was subsiding. When he felt Sakura raising her hips to meet his own, Touya knew she was ready. He started a steady motion that brought small moans from Sakura. Whenever they were desperate for air, they broke the kiss and breathed heavily, but keeping their tempo.

Before today, Sakura had no sexual experience, but from that one time, she knew what to expect. With that knowledge, she was able to relax and enjoy herself. His thrusts didn’t hurt her like they had before. It was still horribly painful, but the pleasure she felt was overpowering. She realized Tomoyo was wrong; there was no possible way to know how this could feel. It wasn’t just the gratification, either. It was the romantic love they held for each other, and the idea of how taboo this was the icing on the cake!

Touya started to thrust harder and deeper into Sakura. Her moans were becoming louder. She tried to lift her hips to meet his, but his weight kept her pinned to the bed. His pace kept going faster, harder, and deeper. Sakura could feel her climax coming again.

"Onii-chan!!" She moaned, her vision beginning to blur from the passion. Her brother kept silent, except for the small grunts he would make. And she didn’t need to hear a word. Touya was never the talkative type and she understood that. His actions were his words, and right now, he was saying I love you.

They were both close. Touya could feel her muscles contracting around him, and Sakura could feel his member starting to twitch. He pushed farther inside of her, almost touching her cervix now, almost to the point of pain. Sakura wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. She moaned his name as she drew closer and closer to her release.

Her legs tightened around him as she finally came. Her body trembled, her muscles contracted, and her moans became screams.

"Onii-chan!! I love you, Onii-chan!!!" She yelled, breathing heavily. Touya thrust several times as he came, the condom preventing any danger. They collapsed on top one another, desperate for air. They had become sweaty, which caused them to shine from the moonlight. Sakura couldn’t believe she would do something like this with her brother, much less enjoy it. She began to wonder if this would become a habit now. It seemed so wrong... could they keep this up?

Touya soon rolled over next to Sakura and discarded the condom. He reached under them and pulled the covers over themselves. They shared the pillow, as well as the whole bed. Sakura made a soft sigh as she cuddled against Touya's warmth. They embraced each other and they both were about to fall asleep.

There were, of course, many thoughts circling Sakura’s mind. What they just did was considered morally wrong by… everyone! Not once, but twice now, they made love to each other, only this time with a clear mind and full want. Would there be regret?

'Is it wrong to love my brother like this?' Sakura asked herself. She opened her eyes to see Touya doing the same, so she nuzzled her cheek against his warm chest. She smiled brightly when she felt Touya kiss her forehead. She finally dozed off to sleep with only one thought on her mind:

'I love him... I love my big brother...'

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AN: Isn't that sweet? I'm writing the next chapter from scratch, so tell me what you think and what I can do to make it better. Oh, and WingsofaDream? Thank you, you made my day!