Burning Heart

For the first time in her life, Asuka was feeling pretty good. Nothing really bothered her, not fact that her boyfriend was in love with another girl, or that he had slept with their supervisor. Nothing was going to bother her, and apparently "Nothing" was the new term for everything.

"Shinji... have you taken your bath yet? Wanna join me?" The slightly inebriated Misato called out from the bathroom.

Like a mindless robot, Shinji stood up and started walking towards Misato's voice. He was stopped with a kick to the crotch.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?!" Asuka's rage burnt redder than her hair.

"I wasn't... nothing." Shinji stammered out like a frightened child with a hand in the cookie jar.

Pointing at him like a witness fingering a rapist in a line up, Asuka said, "Damn it Shinji, if you're going to be my boyfriend, you're going to have to start controlling yourself. 'Cause if I catch you with another woman, I'll dump you. Hell, I might even kill you to teach you a lesson."

Rubbing the pain from his crotch, Shinji slumped back down on the couch, "Boyfriend?"

There was a short pause as Asuka's brain hurt from his statement, "Yes you're my boyfriend. What, you think that we would be doing... those sorts of things if we weren’t in a relationship?"

Shinji lowered his eyes, "Well... you are kind of impulsive, so I just thought..."

Interrupting his hurtful statement, Asuka leaned over and kissed him, "Well, you thought wrong."

From the bathroom came the drunken tones of Misato's voice. "Shinji, come wash my back, I'm all soapy."

The fire in Asuka's eyes told him what to say. Shinji replied, "Sorry, Misato. I don't think that's a very good idea right now... or ever."

School the next day was the same as always, Misato kissing Shinji good bye, and slipping him tongue, Shinji spent all day staring at Ayanami, and at lunch they sat at their spot, holding hands. The sun seemed afraid to spoil the mood, and hid behind the clouds.

"Shinji... what am I to you?" Asuka pondered out loud.

"I don't know, I've never really thought about it before." Shinji replied to the wind.

"Really?" Asuka was stumped, "I thought all you ever did was think about what people meant to you. And hell, we've been having sex and you don't even know what I mean to you."

Shinji blushed at the word sex. Taking a long look at Asuka to collect his thoughts, Shinji gripped her hand tight, saying, "Of course I've thought about you, but not about what you mean to me. I've been trying to figure out what I mean to you. I'm nothing like you, you could have man you want and I couldn't even stumble through telling Ayanami how I felt until you made me. I guess the real question is, what do I mean to you?"

Feeling her heart strings being tugged by his words, Asuka said, "I asked you first."

"Yeah, but I don't know." Shinji laughed.

Asuka nodded, "Neither do I, but I like you."

Smiling, Shinji said, "I like you too."

The school bell rang, Asuka let go of Shinji's hand. With an gentle breeze behind her, Asuka whispered in his ear, "I'm your girlfriend, you’re my boyfriend and we like each other. Let’s just leave it at that."

Back home after school, Asuka was awaked from her nap with a knock at her door. Through a yawn Asuka called out, "Who's... there?"

A timid voice replied, "Asuka, I've been thinking about what you what said earlier, about what you mean to me. And I think I might know now."

"Come in, should be open." Asuka yelled out, shaking the sleep from her head.

She was lying there like a vision of beauty, her long hair splayed out over her pillow. The late afternoon sun was wafting in through the window curtains, splashing red across her wall, matching her hair. Her white satin sheets seemed to outline her body’s curves, her every detail seemed to dance as she breathed, slowly. Shinji was startled by the way she stood out in the world, not just now, but wherever she was. She wasn't like anyone else Shinji had ever met.

With true determination in every word, Shinji said, "I think you're everything I'm not. You're strong, brave, confident and beautiful, and even though you put me through hell, I really like being around you. When I'm with you, I feel safe, for the first in my life. Like where ever you are, that's what I can call home. Asuka, I love you."

Wishing she had been more conscious for that, Asuka sat up in her bed. Rubbing her eyes, she said, "I've thought about it too. I think that because you are so weak, I feel like it is my job to protect you. Even though I like to tease you, I'll always be there for you, Shinji. And, because I want to protect you, it must mean that I care about you, right? And, isn't that love?"

Shinji blushed, "Yeah, I guess that's love. And, you should cover yourself up."

Looking down, Asuka realized her blanket wasn't covering her anymore, and that she had been sleeping in the nude. But the most important thing she saw was her own breasts, hanging out for the whole world to see. Grabbing the first thing she could, Asuka threw her alarm clock at Shinji, screaming, "Shinji, you pervert."

Dinner that night Shinji scooted his chair over next to Asuka's, making her uncomfortable. "What are you doing?" Asuka snapped.

"Sitting next to my girlfriend." Shinji said matter of factly.

"Well, that's nice, but do you really want Misato finding..?" Asuka's question was cut off by the door opening.

"Finding out what?" Misato's voice reeked of alcohol, her breath slurred like a frat boys.

"That we're dating." Shinji said unwittingly.

Crawling up close to Shinji, Misato cooed, "Oh so that wasn't just a onetime deal, you're really together?"

Hitting Shinji with a little more than a love tap, Asuka whispered, "Shut up, shut up you dunce."

"So is it true? Asuka are you and Shinji really dating?" Misato's lips came dangerously close to Asuka's.

Backing away like a frightened puppy in front of a lion, Asuka panicked, "No, no way in hell. Look at him, he's not worthy of dating me."

Wrapping her arms around Shinji's waist, Misato's voice filled with sex, "Then I guess it's fine if I have him then right?"

"NO!" Asuka and Shinji cried in unison, their hands coming together somehow.

Warming up close to Asuka, Misato cooed, "Then what about you and me? You know, we've been living together for so long, and I hardly know you. Let's get to know each other."

"No" said Asuka.
"...Yeah." said Shinji.

Disgusted with the both of them, Asuka took a stern tone. "Misato, I think you've had too much to drink, again. And Shinji, shut your mouth or I'll hurt you."

"Awe..." Shinji and Misato said in unison.

That night wasn't like any others. Asuka snuck in to Shinji's room and snuggled her arms around him. Dropping his music player, Shinji asked, "Why did you lie to her?"

"I didn't want her to find out about us. She'd never let us hear the end of it. All the nagging and, remember to always use a condom and all that crap." Asuka kept her voice quiet through her rage.

Also keeping his voice stifled, Shinji whispered, "But lying to her can't be good, right?"

A moment of silence passed while Asuka tried to figure out how to respond. Figuring it's always better to be direct, she slipped her hand around his waist and in to his pants. Her soft cold fingers wrapped firmly around his fleshy member. Whispering seductively in to his ear, Asuka told him, "If she finds out about us, this won't ever happen again. Is that what you want?"

The cold was a strange contrast between the excitement Shinji felt being in Asuka's tender grip. Shivering at both feelings, Shinji replied, "No, I don't want her to find out."

"Good boy, now here's a treat for your obedience." Asuka started moving her hand up and down, feeling his hot blood rushing to fill the vascular appendage.

The simple action was amplified by the thought that their guardian was no more than thirty feet away, even though she was probably passed out cold from her nightly beer. Asuka felt her body growing hot as it too started to rush with blood, her heart beating wildly. Her other hand moved down between her legs and before long her hands moved furiously, each stroke in unison. As her hands started to grow tired, she swapped them. Shinji felt new hot wet fingers on his member, damp from her excitement. As their breathing speed up, Asuka suddenly stopped, leaving Shinji wanting more.

He rolled over, asking, "Why'd you stop?" still trying to keep his voice down.

Asuka licked her lips then kissed him, whispering, "Wouldn't you rather finish inside of me?"

The shear erotic nature of the statement drove Shinji mad with excitement. Tearing off his pajamas, he pressed his lips to her, begging, "Just try not to make any noise, Misato's home."

Asuka slipped her shirt off over her head, whispering, "It's you I'm worried about, just keep your mouth shut and we won't get caught."

"If I keep my mouth shut, how could I do this?" Shinji mused as he bent down and drew one of her nipples in to his mouth.

Wow, he's really gotten confident. Good for him. Asuka thought as her body arched up to meet his lips, her arms pulling his head closer. His hands came up and gently massaged the breast while his lips danced softly around it. Like a new born, Shinji slowly started to suckle the sensitive skin and Asuka could feel her whole body flowing towards it, as if every nerve in her body was controlled by that one spot. Only stopping to breath, Shinji would alternate between the two of them, giving the left one more attention for some strange reason. Lashing at it with his tongue, Shinji made Asuka's body burn with desire. All thoughts left her body and all she knew was how much she wanted more. Without thinking, she let out a deep, nasally, passionate moan.

"Shhh," Shinji breathed, covering her lips with his.

After regaining her composure, Asuka apologized, "Sorry, it just felt so good. How would you feel if someone was sucking on something that sensitive?"

Surprised at how poorly worded her question was Shinji smiled and said, "I think I'd feel pretty good, in fact, I think I'd really enjoy that."

If it wasn't so dark, Shinji might have been able to see Asuka rolling her eyes and shake her head. But regardless of his retarded statement, Asuka couldn't help herself. Pulling off the rest of their remaining cloths, Asuka set her lips in motion. Starting first with Shinji's nipples she was determined to prove her point. His chest was bare, and weak, but it let her hear his heart beating harder with every lick of her lips. Copying his actions, Asuka sucked longingly at his nipple, feeling him quiver. The demon in the back of her mind seemed to awaken when it saw the pleasure on Shinji's face. With a gentle tug, Asuka bit her teeth down on his sensitive skin.

"Ouch," complained Shinji.

"You want me to stop?" Asuka growled out.

"Please don't." Shinji pleaded.

With a nod, Asuka bent down again, this time biting more gently, her lips doing most of the work. Not getting the results she wanted, Asuka moved up, sucking at his neck and over his shoulders. Shinji bent his head down in to Asuka's hair, taking in a deep breath of the smell of her shampoo. Asuka replied with a growl and a kiss to his mouth, her tongue dipping between his lips.

She licked her way down, kissing his chest and tickling his stomach with her lips. Every inch was her interment and she playing him like a professional. Skipping his crotch, she moved down to his thighs, extending his leg up with her hands. She licked the underside of his leg, running from his knee up to his crotch. When his enticement started to bang against his head, Asuka gave up with the teasing and moved on to the main event. Pausing only a moment to kiss the tip, Asuka wrapped her lips around the base of his throbbing member, the walls of her mouth enveloping it. Instead of bobbing her head up and down like she normally did, Asuka set about trying to prove her earlier point about having sensitive parts sucked. And like an M. Night Shyamalan movie, she sucked like there was no tomorrow. Not just with her mouth, Asuka tried to pull him down her throat with every muscle in her body. The heat along with the pressure of her mouth was too much for Shinji to handle, and with his self control replaced with pleasure, Shinji let out a sharp yelping series of moans that bounced off the walls.

"See, it's not that easy." Asuka said, pulling her head away.

Cold air attacked his throbbing erection, Shinji begged, "Yes, whatever, you were right. Just don't leave me like this."

"Oh, you want me to help you with that? I want you to beg me for it." The demon guided her taunting.

"What, no. Why should I have to beg?" Shinji's pride outweighed his lust.

"Because it'll please me. Besides, where else are you going to get a hot piece off ass like mine?" Her voice was that of a dominatrix.

"He can always get it from me." Misato's voice called from Shinji's open doorway. And the light's snapped on.

Shit! Crap! Fuck! Gandhi! Why didn't I lock the door? Fuck, dear God, how long has she been there? Shit! Shit! Crap!

Asuka's voice shook with embarrassment, "Um... Misato... Hi. What are you doing here? And where are your clothes?"

"Oh, don't be a stranger. I heard you two though the walls. And it's been so long since I've gotten any. So either I'm going to grab a beer and sit here and watch, or I can join in. And seeing how this is my house, you really can't refuse." Misato said as she caressed herself.

"How about neither of those options." Spit Asuka

"Weren't you with Kaji like yesterday? Shinji asked, ignoring all embarrassment.

Continuing to play with herself, Misato nodded, "Well yes, but it's been so long since yesterday."

Pulling Asuka aside, Shinji whispered, "What should we do, I mean, I don't think she's leaving. And if we give in this once, maybe she'll leave us alone."

Rage burned in Asuka’s eyes, "You like Misato, don't you?"

"Sort of..." Shinji admitted quietly.

Whether it was the excitement of the moment, or the demon in the back of her mind, Asuka decided to make a decision she was sure she was going to regret in the morning. All she knew is that the tingling in her legs and the burning desire in her body wasn't going to go away with them just sitting there talking.

Asuka never thought she would ever find herself in bed with a woman, let alone, Misato. But then again, she never thought she'd end up in bed with Shinji, and that happened. But, excitement and curiosity outweighed embarrassment, and Asuka worked up the courage to look at Misato and say in a seductive tone, "Well then, come join us."

Misato's eyes lit up in disbelief. She thought teasing them would be worth a laugh or two; the thought never crossed her mind that it would actually work. "Alright!"

Nobody was sure what to do, so Misato grabbed Shinji and pulled him in to a deep kiss. Not wanting to leave Asuka out of the festivities, Misato moved over and kissed her too, her hands coming up to grope Asuka's breast.

"I'm jealous, your breast are so perky." Misato said with a pout.

"But yours are much bigger than mine." Asuka replied.

"Which one of us has better breasts?" Both women asked Shinji.

Seeing both an opportunity and a trap, Shinji carefully dodged the question, instead suggesting, "Maybe I should compare both of yours side by side."

Female competition outweighed Asuka's reluctance and embarrassment. She stuck her breasts out, pressing them together to exaggerate their size. Misato wouldn't be beaten so easily. Reaching out she pulled Shinji's head down, burring his face in a fleshy heaven. There is such thing as too much of a good thing, and before long, Shinji was growing blue from suffocation, sweet, bouncy suffocation. Not giving him a chance to catch his breath, Asuka growled and pulled Shinji in to her own ample chest. Trying to get Shinji's attention, Misato reached out and grabbed Shinji's shaft, which was almost about to burst.

"Why don't we compare them a different way?" Misato said with a mischievous grin.

Without warning, she pushed Shinji down on to his back, his excitement standing erect before her. Kneeling down, Misato grabbed her breasts and wrapped them around his member and started humping him with her chest. Every time his tip would pop out from between her cleavage, she would give it a little lick. Shinji was at the point of tears when Asuka pulled Misato off of him.

"Why did you stop her?" Shinji cried.

Assuming the same position, Asuka simply replied, "It's my turn now."

Asuka found it difficult to wrap her smaller breasts around Shinji's throbbing shaft, but she managed. The thing that made it different was, instead of trying to suck it, Asuka tilted her head up to look Shinji in the eyes as she moved. There was something even more stimulating about having big sensual eyes staring up at you, than any form of physical stimulation could provide. Misato noticed this and made short work of cutting in between them. Placing her curvy hips above his head, Misato lowered herself on to his mouth.

The first thing Shinji noticed was that it was different than Asuka's. The folds, the smell, the taste, everything seemed different. Not better or worse, but it gave Shinji a whole new idea of the meaning behind the phrase, getting better with age. The next thing Shinji noticed was the dry soft motions of Asuka's breasts on his erection changed to a hot wet tight feeling. Unable to see her because of Misato's location, Shinji was still able to figure out by her hips that Asuka had climbed on top of him and he was now inside of her.

Misato turned around, still keeping herself on Shinji's mouth, and faced Asuka. It was the first time she had seen the little German girl look so grown up. Placing her hands on Asuka's breasts, Misato leaned in and kissed the girl while they both rode Shinji like a cheap carnival ride.

"I'm sure you're enjoying yourself, but don't you think it's my turn now?" Misato said to Asuka, who had lost herself in the moment.

"Oh, sure." Asuka said, climbing off of Shinji with a wet sticky noise.

Instead of climbing on top of Shinji, Misato bent down and gave Shinji's member a few minutes of loving attention with her mouth.

Her lips covered in Asuka's left over excitement, Misato turned to her German girl and said, "You taste good. This gives me an idea. Shinji, get behind me. And Asuka, why don't you lie down here in front of me."

Blushing hard, Asuka nodded and spread her legs accordingly. Getting down on all fours, Misato placed her dead down between Asuka's legs. Asuka wasn't surprised at all to find that Misato was better at this than Shinji. Shinji realized what his roll was and climbed behind Misato and mounted her. As he entered Misato, Asuka could feel, Misato's lips quiver, which in turn, made Asuka's legs quiver. Every motion seemed to be exaggerated by the other's in the room. As Misato moaned from Shinji's thrusting, it would send chills though Asuka's body. And from where they were, Asuka and Shinji had clear view of each other's eyes. Asuka would know what Shinji was going to do, just by his facial expressions, before Misato would feel it. Then what Misato felt made her do new things with her tongue. That, in turn, made Asuka's eyes light up with excitement. It was the perfect circle of pleasure.

Asuka was the first to go, skillfully taken over the edge by Misato's oral work. The sight of his girlfriend twitching at the hands of another woman excited the hell out of Shinji, and when Shinji got excited, he got bold. In one quick motion, Shinji pulled his member out of Misato's wet hole and slammed it to a less conventional hole.

"Is that my ass?!" Misato screamed.

But Shinji couldn't do anything but grunt out like an animal. Every trust in to this new hole excited them both. Misato had been open to new ideas, but this was a whole new ball game. Her body couldn't take anymore pleasure and she came harder than ever before. Shinji couldn't help himself, as her other hole was now tighter and twitching around him. His trusts became erratic.

"What are you doing?" Asuka demanded.

"I don't know but it feels great." Shinji said between breaths.

"Then I want it." Asuka said, as impulsive as ever.

Climbing down on all fours next to Misato, Asuka stuck her butt up in to the air. Not sure what to expect, she yelped out loud when Shinji rammed the entirety of his length deep inside of her. It was as if someone replaced her internal organs with balloons and turned on the pressure. Everything felt wrong and gross about it, but in the heat of the moment, Asuka couldn't care less. Her heart started beating too fast and she grew weak, falling down on to the bed. All she could do was try and keep her hips in the air while Shinji continued to ream her. The new stimulation and the idea of what they were doing was more than Asuka could take, and for the second time, her body peaked in ecstasy, twitching and writhing around on the bed. Asuka let out the cutest moan Shinji had ever heard, which was enough to send him over the edge as well. Thrusting manically, he buried himself deep in Asuka's bowels and held himself there as he pumped her full of burning hot seed.

There was a slightly disappointed sigh from Misato, "I wanted Shinji's load."

Given her weakened state, the demon inside of Asuka completely controlled her. With a seductive grin she told Misato, "If you want it so bad, come get it."

Pulling the still twitching Shinji out of Asuka and out of the way, Misato placed her head between Asuka's legs, under her hips. Asuka leaned back over Misato and relaxed, letting Shinji's hot sticky load flow out in to Misato's waiting mouth. With an audible gulp, Misato swallowed it down, grinning from ear to ear.

"Well, I think I need a beer." Misato said, wiping her face and leaving the room.

Shinji still couldn't believe his eyes. He hadn't even seen porn like that on the internet. All he could do was lay there trying to catch his breath.

Asuka's heart flutter as she realized what had just happened. Blushing madly she grabbed her cloths and ran to her room. Dear God, what kind of household have we become?


Fin

Author’s notes

Wow, I really took a turn for the dirty half way through this. I don’t really like using insensitive terminology like vagina or cock, but I think I might have to start using those kinds of words just to make it easier for the reader to understand. Back when it was all softcore and sensual, it was easy to get away with saying womanhood, but I don’t think that’s going to work for much longer.

And sorry for any typos, I’m getting better (I hope) but if you see anything that really bugs you, let me know, and I’ll be sure to fix it. Any help or suggestions or even requests are appreciated.

This was written because of ponderguy’s request in his review, and of course, everyone’s else’s support. In regards to anonymous’ request for “stuff like enemas, milking, or candle play” I’m sorry, but I don’t know those things well enough to do them justice, but I can do futa. I can’t work it in to this story, but I do have planes for Rei/Asuka futa in the works.

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