Beyond Words

Being as weak as he was, Nagi couldn’t find the will or the strength to really fight back. All he ended up giving the man who was taking charge of him were a few measly pushes before he found himself lying back on the bed. Looking up at Senji, he wondered what he was planning behind that mischievous smile. After a moment, Nagi swallowed hard and uneasily whispered the stupidest question he could have in that moment. “W-Where’s the scarf?”



Crow descended upon him, kissing his neck softly, causing a feeling to rush up Nagi’s spine that made him go rigid. Just the touch of another human being was so welcoming to his senses that he was horribly affected just from these kisses. He hated it, and what’s more, he hated how there was nothing he could do to change it. This body, that responded so easily to Senji’s lips as they trailed along his skin where they could reach, felt foreign to him. Senji’s hand let go of his wrist and went to the hem of his shirt. Immediately, the fabric was lifted and he felt Senji’s broad palms flattening over his abs, his ribs, and up his pecks. Nagi felt the ring on the other man’s finger, the metal cool against his hot body. He shivered, and Senji chuckled a little.



“You are so sensitive, Owl. It amazes me.”



“Shut…up…” he managed to mutter, pushing against crow again. I’m still weak from losing so much blood… he thought. Gritting his teeth, Owl managed to suppress a moan that almost left his lips. Senji had gone ahead and busied himself with biting at his nipples and playing along the sensitive areas on his side. “Dammit, do you normally…make a habit…of attacking weakened individuals?”



“Only when they’re as troublesome to get to as you are.”



Nagi’s lips frowned at the nonchalant answer and he pushed harder. Senji’s fingers were down to his belt line and dangerously close to repeating what happened the night before. Crow looked down at him and sat back a bit, studying him. Having a moment to think, he stared back up at him warily. “What?” Nagi growled, hoping he was satisfied, but not really putting to much faith in that thought. When Crow didn’t answer back, Nagi sneered sarcastically at him with a, “Did I do something wrong?”



Senji’s lips twitched a moment and he moved down towards Owl’s pants, unfastening them and ignoring the protests and shoves he received from his prey. He managed to pull Nagi’s pants down and reveal his groin, along with the fact that he was already getting hard. He had wanted to move a bit slow with Nagi, and take his time to enjoy himself and even let him warm up to it, but it wasn’t going to be that simple apparently. Nagi was making sure of that by struggling so much. Pressing a hand on Nagi’s sore body, Senji firmly held him down, trying to keep him from struggling without putting too much pressure on his wounds. With his free hand, he held Owl’s member, stroking it slowly and watching him squirm. “Relax, Owl. Enjoy it.”



“Ngh! How…am I supposed…t-to…?!” Nagi wheezed, the pressure on his chest making it hard to breath seeing as his breath was becoming labored while his lungs were compressed. Grabbing Senji’s wrist, he swallowed hard and whispered, “I-I can’t breathe, Crow…”



Senji immediately complied, surprising Owl a little. He moved down towards his groin and Nagi’s eyes widened. He wouldn’t…he’s not that serious, is he?! Being close enough that Nagi shuddered from his hot breath washing over his sensitive skin, Senji paused and looked up at him. He grinned, and then took Nagi’s cock into his mouth. Immediately, warmth and pleasure erupted in Owl’s body and his hips jerked a little and his mouth gaped open, almost letting out a moan before he could catch it. He squirmed and writhed under Senji, making it hard for him to please him properly. In order to continue, Crow put a hand on his hips, holding them down before beginning to bob his head. Owl’s body shuddered and his mouth fell open, moans that should have come out being lost as his brain couldn’t make the necessary organ function due to it’s absence. It had been so long since Nagi had had any kind of pleasure done to his body, that it seemed to wipe out all senses and rational, driving him down to a place that his body craved to go and desperately wished to be. There were so many things to think of all at once, and that was what made him so lost in his mind.



A pressure slowly grew in his loins and though it felt faster than it probably should have or could have been, it was relieving to Nagi and he panted, closing his eyes and tilting his head back to enjoy the feelings that numbed his senses. Then it stopped. “Owl…turn over…”



As soon as he heard Senji’s voice, he was brought back to his conscious and though it was very slowly, he began to come back down from his slight high he was on. Before he could completely come down from it, he was flipped over gruffly onto his stomach and he groaned when his bruised body ached. “Ow…”



“Sorry…” Senji’s voice replied back gently and he felt the rest of his clothing being tugged away, a hand fondling Nagi’s lower half in order to keep his mind preoccupied so he wouldn’t notice. He was in a haze, and nothing around him seemed to make sense. Was his body truly this starved? Was it so starved that every touch and kiss on his body caused him to react so easily? Was it so starved that it couldn’t tell the difference between the touch of a man or the touch of a woman? Nagi shivered and looked back at Senji who was apparently taking something out of his pocket.



“W-What…?” he began to ask, until he saw it. It was a bottle of clear liquid and even before Senji applied some to his hand, he knew it was a bottle of lubricant and what he was going to do with it. “Wait…”



He tried turning over, but Crow managed to catch him before he did and kept him on his stomach. “Relax, Owl, or this will hurt.” He whispered, putting a finger to his entrance and swirling it around the soft puckered skin gently. The feeling was odd and Nagi grit his teeth as he jerked to try and pull away from the discomfort. “Hold still, okay?”



Senji noticed that Owl was uncomfortable and he reached around, taking hold of his member and gently moving his hand along it, trying to make him a bit more comfortable with it. Much to his prey’s surprise, it did help and he moaned a little, his body tingling around his lower back where the feeling of being touched at his entrance spread to. Crow smiled and slid his finger inside, causing Nagi’s hips to jerk a moment before settling again. Another bout of discomfort ran through him and he looked back to Senji, reaching back at the same time to make him stop. “Crow…”



Senji looked at him, then went back to what he was doing, moving his finger in and out in a way that was gentle, smooth, and began the transition from discomfort to pleasure. “Just let it go Owl.”



Without even knowing it, he did just that. Nagi’s body began to feel as though it were melting, every muscle in his body relaxed and became very languid as not only his half-drugged and weakened state but also the desirable tingling sensation of bliss took hold of his body, rendering his limbs useless to him. After a bit, a second finger was added, then a third. There was little pain, and Nagi panted into the pillow when it ebbed away. Eventually, Senji stopped stroking his member and just concentrated on stretching him. Scissoring, rotating, and thrusting his fingers into Nagi’s warmth over and over again was an odd sensation, but it filled Owl with such desires he never knew he had. Once Senji felt he was stretched out enough, he pulled out his fingers and quickly began applying some of the lubricant to himself. Looking back, he saw Senji doing just this and the mere sight of it brought him back from his daze. He twisted around the best he could until the other man caught him and forced to stay put. “H-Hey!”



“C’mon now, you can’t run away when I went to all that trouble of preparing you and getting you hard…” Senji’s smirk sent chills down Nagi’s spine and he turned his head quickly, not wanting to let himself get flustered just from his words. What’s more, he didn’t want to acknowledge the fact that Senji was right. He was turned back around so that he was facing into the bed again and though he tried struggling, he still wasn’t strong enough to fight him off. A hand was pressed onto his back to keep him from moving too much. Something cool and slick touched him on his backside for only a moment. Senji slid inside smoothly, and Nagi’s voice was lost in the strain of trying to scream.



Pain erupted in Nagi, shooting along his back and up his spine, shocking every nerve in his lower abdomen. Senji stopped a moment to let him calm down and get used to it. If I told him to just relax, he wouldn’t listen to me properly, he thought while he watched him work through his fit of pain. Once he was calm again, he pushed farther and found that Owl was better accustomed to it already. He cried out, but it wasn’t like the scream that caused his voice box to strain so much that it didn’t produce sound at all. After taking his time, he finally settled within Nagi and took deep breaths, his own body humming with excitement.



“Crow, stop…” Nagi whispered shakily. The mechanical sound of his voice cracked a little as he spoke. “I-I’m in enough pain already.”



“That’s because you can’t relax.”



Nagi whipped around, his face pale and twisted with a hateful look. “Of course I can’t! What you’re doing is rape!”



Crow kept Nagi’s hips in place so he didn’t feel any more pain when he twisted around and sighed. “Don’t move too much until you’re used to it, Owl.”



“Did you hear me?! This is rape!”



He gave Nagi an incredulous look and he suddenly felt very stupid for saying what he did. Even if Senji wasn’t fully aware that what he was doing was rape, this was D.W., and at least half of the criminals here, deadmen or otherwise, had more than likely committed some act of sexual misdeed. It was a common thing to happen here, more women than men since they were housed in close enough proximity that they were easily accessible. Suddenly, as if he could read what Nagi was thinking by the look on his face, Senji laughed out loud. “Of course it is! You must be a very pure individual at heart if you think that’s going to change anything.”



Crow rocked his hips a little, making Nagi cringe. It wasn’t so bad now, and his body burned with the intensity of his needs and desires more than pain. “Crow…”



“I have been gentle with you, Owl, because I didn’t want to hurt you.” Senji began moving a little more. He pulled back and pushed back in, listening to Owl’s voice as he whimpered and moaned a little. “Just relax…”



How am I supposed to relax?! Nagi wanted to ask, but didn’t. He was concentrating on not making too much noise, which was difficult in it. Senji began working his hips steadily now; making longer and longer thrusts as he went and each one seemed to get better than the last. Nagi’s groin ached to be touched again, though his climax was steadily growing despite that fact. He felt Senji’s hands all over his body, and though it was slower than before, his mind was pulled back into that hazy feeling of not quite comprehending anything more than the basic and animalistic feeling of sex. The need, the movements of bodies, someone’s hands, and the warmth inside. All of it both lulled Nagi into a part of him that was further from reality, and awakened him to something that was more unreal than anything else he had felt before. He felt alive.



Nagi shuddered with each time he was thrusted into and he was no longer finding the need to struggle, but rather a need to feel this person better. Taking a glance back at Senji, it didn’t even seem to register that the fact that this man was violating him should bother him. He saw Senji’s eye widen and then he leaned forward, pulling Nagi up and into his lap, holding him up against his chest with one hand while supporting one leg with the other to keep him in place. Crow’s breath washed over his neck and he shuddered at the feeling until suddenly, something roared to life inside of him. A jolt ran up his body and his legs twitched, head flinging back as he cried out from the shock of it. Senji missed the spot next, but corrected himself and aimed for that last place he hit, shocking Nagi’s body with pulse after pulse of that same feeling. “Nagi…”



Not Owl. Not “great leader”. Nagi. He looked back at Senji and saw that he wasn’t looking at him. He continued whispering Nagi’s name over and over again as he thrusted into him and drew out sounds he didn’t think he could produce. Something deep inside of Nagi broke, and he wasn’t sure what it was but a great sense of liberation came over him. Owl didn’t reply back to Senji as he continued to call his name. He found that he couldn’t. It could have been that feeling of resentment he felt deep inside that he couldn’t fight him off as well as he had hoped, or it could have been something else entirely. He didn’t know. He found he didn’t care. Senji began thrusting harder into him and every time it was well aimed at that one spot deep inside of him. Nagi’s climax rose higher and higher, bringing him to the peak and leaving him there for what felt like an eternity, until Senji’s hand wrapped around his member and helped him climax.



With a great shudder and legs jerking, he came. Everything went blank except for each wave of release that hit him again and again as he continued to come. Very vaguely, he was aware of Senji coming inside of him but he was past caring at this point. As his climax slowed down and the waves stopped coming, he panted and stared ahead in a daze. He felt tired. He felt like lying down and going to sleep for a long time and then waking up to something better, something new. The next thing he knew, he felt onto the bed and closed his eyes, falling asleep within minutes.



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He woke up a while later. Staring up at the ceiling for a while, he tried to figure out how long he had been asleep for. Glancing at the clock beside the bed he saw how late it was and sighed when he remembered that he didn’t know what time it was before he passed out. Sitting up, he found he was only a little dizzy, and in only a little bit of pain. What’s more, he found that he was dressed. Did Senji dress me? He thought as he swung his feet over the side of the bed. Nagi looked to the side table and sitting on top of it, was the scarf. Not feeling too surprise, just merely happy, he reached out and picked it up, tying it around his neck like he always did. Owl sat on his bed and stared at the floor, thinking for a moment about what happened. Strangely enough, he didn’t feel any great hatred for Senji. Slowly, he got up and went to the door, figuring he could walk around for a while still without coming across any guards who would tell him to go back to his cell. He walked down the empty hallway, his backside only hurting every couple of steps. When he reached Senji’s room, he found that he wasn’t in there. He continued walking and found him in the laundry room where all this started.



“How are you feeling?” Senji asked, not really looking up from the book he was reading.



Closing the door behind him, Nagi stood at the door and looked at Senji a moment before looking around the room. It felt odd to be speaking so calmly after what happened. “I’m alright.”



“Good.” He simply replied. After a moment when he noticed that Nagi wasn’t leaving, he looked up at him. “Is there anything you wanna say to me?”



Nagi shook his head. “Not really.



“Alright then.” Senji sighed and closed his book, getting up and going to the door. “We better head to our cells or they’ll start chasing us down…”



“Senji…” It was the first time in a while that he actually said Senji’s name and the other man paused next to him at the door. “When you said…that I needed to let go…I think I understand what you meant.”



Senji looked over at him and then to the door again, opening it and stepping out of the room. “Good. You won’t be able to achieve your hopes if you stay stuck on what happened in the past. You won’t ever be happy.”



He left and Nagi was left standing by the door to the laundry room. Things would be different for him, and hopefully in a good way. He left as well and headed for his cell with a lighter feeling than he had before. Like a burden had been lifted off of his shoulders.



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The last chapter :3 Enjoy ^^