Near, Impossible

Brief Sum: Near has a crush on L, but other things keep happening to him. He soon finds out that everyone wants a piece. Near get what he wants, but much more has been added to the plate. MattxNear, MelloxNear, LxNear, and eventual three and foursome.

Authors Note 1: I do not own Death Note in any form or Fashion. If you sue, all you will get is half completed fics and a box of Poptarts.... so yeah.

Authors Note 2: I know that the chapters might be a tad on the short side, but I promise to try and make them a bit longer to your tastes and whatnot.



THE NEXT MORNING


Near woke the next morning with a deep feeling of dread. ‘I don’t think I can leave the room for nothing today. If it isn’t how I feel about my elder L, Matt wants to take my body and make me his.’ A knock on the door snapped Near out of his thoughts. He quickly finished putting on his clothes and then opened the door, revealing a distressed Mello.


“Mello is there any way that I can help you?” Near asked softly, stepping aside and inviting Mello in to his room.


“I wanted to apologize to you for whatever I did to you yesterday. Matt came in to my room and told me that you were upset about something. If I do something to make you upset or piss you off, come and settle it with me, don’t go licking Matt’s feet like some whipped little puppy.” Mello spat at him and pushed him on to the bed.


Near moaned in pain as he landed on the bed. Mello felt his dick jump at the sound Near had made, thinking about what had woke him up the night before. “That was you that I heard last night in the bathroom. Moaning like a perfect little slut. Was it Matt that was playing with you? Is that why he is so willing to fight your battles for you? You are such a slut that you would spread your legs for him. If you spread your legs for him you should do the same for me.”


Near kicked and fought as hard as he could as, Mello ripped his shirt open. Mello used the ripped shirt to tie Near to the headboard. “That should keep your fighting down to a minimum. I also have this” Mello paused to pull a dark gray handkerchief out of his pocket, “to keep you quiet.” before Near could object, the handkerchief was balled up and stuck in to his mouth.


‘No…this can’t be happening to me. Everything that Mello has said is not true. I’ve never been intimate with anyone in my life. I don’t want this…’ Near felt tears sting in his eyes as Mello touched and caressed him. Near moaned lightly as Mello pinched one of his nipples. ‘No, I cannot be enjoying this…it’s just a natural reaction.’


“You like that don’t you, you little slut.” Mello breathed as he pinched again to entice the same reaction. Near looked up at him, his eyes begging for him not to do this. “Playing shy won’t get me to stop having my fun with you. Is this how you managed to get Matt to do everything for you? Talked him in to letting you be his little play toy, in return he would fight your battles for you.” Mello growled as he forcefully pulled Near’s pants off of him.


Mello looked around franticly around the room in search of something he could use as lube. Quickly spotting the moisturizer on the nightstand, he grabbed it and laid it on the bed. Mello then quickly pulled out his aching and overzealous arousal. Mello squeezed some on his hand and rubbed it all over. “Are you ready, my little slut?” Near shook his head no and tried to move away from Mello. “I advise that you keep still, or I will have you to hurt you.” Mello whispered as he positioned himself.


“Mello! Mello, where are you?” Matt called across the house. “We need you to help with the little ones. Please come to the foyer. If you are not down here in two minutes, I’ll come up there and drag your sorry ass down here!”


Mello slowly pulled back and redressed himself. “Don’t think that I’m done playing with you. I will be back for you later.” Mello breathed as he pulled out a pocket knife and cut the shirt. “I’ll know if you tell Matt, and if you do the outcome will be much worse for you. More than you could ever imagine.” Mello breathed as he walked out the room, softly clicking the door behind him.


Near sat on his bed, curled in a tight ball, and didn’t move for the next three hours. When he did move, he got dressed, chose a different shirt, tossed out the ruined one and moved back to the same spot on the bed, not moving again until there was a knock on the door around dinner time.


“Near can I come in? I need to talk to you.” Matt asked, his voice soft and concerned. Near didn’t speak he only watched the door opened and Matt invite himself in. “Near it is almost dinner time and you haven’t left your room all day. Can you talk to me about whatever is bothering you?” Near shook his head no. “Is it Mello?” Near was hesitant, but another no. “Are you sure?” yes. “Is it because I saw you in the tub, playing with yourself?” no. “Was it what I said that made you feel this way?” no… “Will you at least come to dinner tonight?” …no. “Why not?” no. “Okay, I won’t pressure you. If you don’t want to, then I cannot make you. See you later.” Matt got up and left the room.


Near hugged his knees close to his body and fought the urge to start crying. ‘No, not after all that has happened to me, I don’t want to leave the room.’ Twenty minutes or so later there was another knock on the door. “Near, can I please come in to the room?” …. “Yes, come in.”


L opened the door holding a tray of food. “Matt told me that something has been bothering you. I’m not going to try to get the answers out of you, not until you are ready to tell me. You must be hungry, you kept yourself locked up in your room for the past two days without food.” L placed the tray in front of Near. They both sat in silence while Near picked at the food that was placed in front of him.


“L, I do have something that has been affecting my habits of late.” Near spoke softly.


“Yes, are you going to tell me all about it?”


“I can only tell you some of it…” Near looked away as he collected his thoughts. “There is this person that I really like, and I get so nervous around this person. I don’t want the rest of the house to see how my body reacts…I don’t know what to do, or if I could ever tell him.”


“So this person that you like is the same sex as you. Is this why you are afraid to confess your feelings to this one person?”


“I don’t know if that is one of the important facts about him. His short dark hair is what I love the most about him. And he’s a great listener. I love you, L.” Near breathed softly as he looked his crush in the eyes.


“The person that you are talking about is me?”


“Yes, I’ve felt like this for a few months now. Only now my body has began to betray me.” Near felt his face burn red hot.


“I never knew that you felt this way about me. Now that you’ve confessed your feelings, do you feel any better?”


“A little. I told you how I felt, but what about you?”


“I’ve never thought about you in that kind of manner, but you can always change my mind.” L breathed as he sat the tray on the nightstand and got in to the bed with Near. He pulled the nervous boy in to his lap and ruffled his hair. “Don’t be so nervous. I only want to kiss you. Have you been kissed before?”


“No…I kinda wanted you to be the first. I don’t know what to do..” Near breathed he looked into L’s eyes, wanting to know the next move he was going to make.


“I don’t want you to do anything but feel my lips on yours.” L slid his hand behind Near’s head and pulled him close, placing their lips together. Near moaned lightly as L pushed his tongue inside of his mouth. Near wanted to experiment by pushing his own against the invading organ, loving how he felt. L pulled back and looked down in to Near’s lust glazed eyes. “How did you like your first kiss? Did it feel good?”


“I I don’t know how to explain….this wonderful new feeling that I have…thank you, L.” Near looked away as he tried to not to smile at this new feeling.


“You are very welcome love. As long as you are feeling better, that means the world to me. I’ll be right back, I have to take this tray back downstairs. When I come back we can talk more about us.” L grabbed the tray and left the room, leaving Near to think.


‘How can all of this be happening to me in the span of three days. My love for my senpai L, exposed. Matt wants my body, but won’t properly confess to me. Mello is angry from something that I didn’t even do to him, and wants to rape me in compensation for his pain. All of this is happening to me so fast, and now L my beloved senpai and I are a couple. I still can’t believe that he loves me…I want him to touch me, make me feel good…’ Near flicked the button on his pants, wanting to free his trapped erection. Not thinking about what he was told, he tightly gripped the newly freed erection and began move his hand up and down. The door handle began to move and Near remembered that L was coming back. He quickly lunged for his pillow, knowing that he was too hard to put it away.


The door opened and L slid back in to the room and sat on the bed. “Why are you holding your pillow like that?” L asked softly.


“I-I can’t tell you…” Near stammered as he held on to the pillow with one hand.


“What are you hiding behind the pillow?” L’s voice was a little playful, yet curious.


“Nothing, why do you want to know?”


“If it is nothing like you say it is, then let me see your other hand.” L reached for Near’s arm and pulled.


Near didn’t expect for L to grab his arm and looked away from his hand, which was covered in precum. “I’m sorry L, I got so excited that I couldn’t help myself. I was fantasizing about you touching me and I got so hard. I didn’t want you to see like this.”


“Why wouldn’t you want me to see you fantasizing about me touching you? Am I your boyfriend or not?” L breathed as he held the slippery fingers inches from his mouth. Near nodded his head. “If I am then I’m allowed to see you. I am also entitled to do this.” L pulled the hand closer and began to lick and suck the fingers. Near moaned in surprise as L sucked on the fingers, making him harder if possible.


While distracting Near, L grabbed the now exposed arousal pulling lightly. Near mewled in response, trembling under the movements of another person’s hand. “Oh…t-this feels…s-so good…c-close, so close..” Near breathed as he held tightly on to L’s shirt. L kissed Near as he reached his peak and spilled his essence on to his belly and L’s hand. Tired and breathless, Near laid back on the bed and closed his eyes.


“Near, how do you feel?” L looked down at his small companion when he didn’t get an answer. Near had fell fast asleep from his first experience. “I didn’t truly expect you to stay awake for very long anyway. Sweet dreams my love, I’ll see you in the morning.” L breathed as he pulled the covers over Near and left the room.

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