Because Of You

YAY! I FINALLY FINISHED CHAPTER TWO!!! I HAD TO STAY UP UNTIL ONE FOR THIS SO APPRECIATE IT AND ENJOY!! BTW, THERE'S NOT TOO MUCH GRAPHICAL SEX IN THIS CHAPTER.

Chapter 2

Kaoru’s eyes blinked open as he was woken up by the sounds of birds singing outside the school dorms. It was an early wake for a Sunday, at ten in the morning. He sat up straight away and immediately felt a bruising pain shoot through his body from his now tender bottom as he began to recall the happenings of last night’s events. Slightly blushing at the memory of himself and Yuusuke, Kaoru lifted the covers off him and climbed off the dirty bed. He headed to the bathroom, slightly limping.

He was unexpectedly surprised as he stepped in front of the body length mirror in the bathroom and looked at himself. He was a disaster. The boy had messy brown bed hair that almost resembled a bird’s nest and there was dried cum on his stomach and inner thighs. To top it off, his face looked so weary it seemed as if he hadn’t slept for a whole week, and they say that sex could make you more beautiful.

“Ugh…” he groaned as he touched some of the uncomfortable mess on his body. “…I need to shower and then maybe…I’ll walk this pain off later.”

The brunette stepped out of the shower cubicle, wearing nothing but a white towel that clung onto his waist loosely. Kaoru hurriedly threw on a printed blue t-shirt and black jeans before leaving the dishevelled bedroom and heading towards the school canteen for breakfast.

The canteen was built in between the girl’s and the boy’s dorm, it was a fairly large building for a school canteen but since it was a boarding after all, it wasn’t that surprising. Most of the students that attended the school were from rich families, the middle-class people and lower got in through either scholarships or the money itself, which was very rare.

By the time Kaoru got there, the canteen was almost empty since the people usually slept in on Sundays. He quickly ordered his food, which consisted of bubble tea and a jam sandwich, it wasn’t very healthy but Kaoru has a sweet tooth so it didn’t really matter to him. He headed towards one of the empty tables and was just about to sit down when he spotted Yuusuke just across the room. The blond was sitting with the members of the student council, which was normal seeing as he was the president himself.

Kaoru sat down with his tray of food and began to eat the sweet breakfast. He didn’t bother to say ‘hello’ in case of disturbing the group and their lively conversation. Even though he was trying to mind he own business and eating his food, the boy couldn’t help but eavesdrop into the conversation. They were quite a few metres apart but since the conversation was so loud, it wasn’t hard to hear it. But as Kaoru continued eating the jam sandwich, he heard something that caught his attention.

“Hey, Yuussukke…call me ‘Koi’…” There was a pretty girl with long silky black hair sitting next too Yuusuke, talking to him.

“K…Koi?”

A brief bitterness in his chest had Kaoru seeing green as he looked over and saw the girl cling on to Yuusuke’s arm and pressing herself onto him. He recognised her; she was the headmaster’s daughter and was also the treasurer of the group.

“Come on…”

“Eh? Uh…K...Koi…”

Sadness and jealousy built up as he continued to watch the pair, it seemed that they were enjoying it. It was pretty obvious that the girl was using her own status to force Yuusuke’s to do these things, but Kaoru didn’t see it that way. Jealousy can do so many things. Kaoru couldn’t take it any more. The boy fled, pulling his tray of food with him and onto floor, which caught the attention of Yuusuke.

“Kaoru…!”

“What’s wrong, Yuusuke?”

“Sorry. I got to go now.” Yuusuke carelessly flung the girl away and chased after the unsettled boy. He ran out through the double doors of the canteen and out into the warm summer air but Kaoru was nowhere in sight.

“Shit. Where’d he go…?”

Kaoru was shaking as he ran up the stairs and stumbled into the roof of the boy’s dorm. Luckily, the roof was empty as it had always been; the brunette sat down on the warm concrete floor and leaned against the grey wall. He wrapped his slender arms around his knees and buried his head in between them, trying hard to think.

The boy could already feel the uncomfortable lump in his throat and the heaviness in his heart beginning to form. He had a sudden uncontrollable urge to burst in to tears as he recalled the previous situation. Koi. He always thought that the name would only apply to him only; he thought that he was special. That name, Yuusuke probably used it for everyone he slept with. All that happened last night was a one-night stand, the blonde didn’t even say that he loved him at all.

But he couldn’t blame it on anyone, could he? He was the one who wanted it and the boy had expected this sort of thing to happen sooner or later. The boy continued crying silently as his own thoughts were eating at his heart.

“Yuusuke...” the boy sobbed as sorrowful tears steamed down his face.

“Well, well, well. What do we have here?” A dark shadow loomed over the figure of the crying boy, completely blocking out the sun from the boy’s view.

Kaoru rubbed at his tear-stained face immediately and looked up at the taller boy that was towering over his own. He recognised this person, the dark red hair and amber coloured eyes made it clear who he was. Taji Makohashi, he was known as the “bad boy” in the school and fights seemed to be the only thing that interested him in the school. He can still recall the fight form last year when this boy had beaten up a classmate who had accidentally spilled water on his shoes.

His eyes widened as he remembered what happened to the boy after the fight. “S-sorry. I’ll take my leave now,” stuttered the frightened boy. Kaoru got himself up and was just about to leave the roof through the silver metallic door when a hand grabbed his arm and before he knew it; his body was slammed against the grey wall which sent a stinging pain through his upper back, the boy gasped at the pain.

Kaoru’s hands were held against the wall with a firm grip at the wrists and the man’s body was so close to him that he could feel the heat that radiated from the man’s body. Kaoru attempted to free his hands himself but the grip was too strong for him to break. The red head leaned in slightly and breathed at he boy’s ear while one of his hands went to touch and trace down the jaw line of the boy.

“This is your punishment for waking me up.”

Taji began to lick the outer shell of the brunette’s ear, tracing it with his tongue and sending shivers down the boy’s back. Kaoru grimaced at the touch. His hand then guided itself under Kaoru’s t-shirt and gently caressed the soft skin until his fingers found a hardening bud, where he pinched and tweaked it.

“Hnn…already aroused from a few mere touches. What a dirty body…”

“Nooo…please stop…” The boy began to plead as more tears began to form that the corners of his eyes.

Taji ignored the boy’s pleas and continued to touch the boy with his hands and mouth; his free hand then glided downwards to Kaoru’s hips and began to undo the button and zipper of the brunette’s jeans. As soon as the process was done, the older boy dipped his hand inside and gently began to stroke the hardening member through the thin fabric of the boxers.

“You’re so hot and wet down there. I wonder if you’ll come straight away if I touch you directly?” Taji’s hands dive down through the boxers and stroked the tip of the cock gently with one finger.

“Aah! Nooo…stop…” The boy arched his neck at the touch of the red head’s fingers as they wrapped themselves around his cock and stroking it at a steady pace. The granted access of the boy’s neck was the perfect chance for Taji to mark the boy; he licked at a patch of skin under the jaw and started to suck and bite it to form the pink-red hickie.

Soon enough, Taji’s hands drew cries of pleasure from the young boy’s lips as he came hard in the man’s hand. Satisfied, the older boy loosened his iron grip on the boy where he then dropped to floor, panting and light-headed from the release. Taji lifted his cum covered hand to his mouth where he licked the boy’s seed off delightfully.

“It’ll be such a shame if I were to waste this.”

There was then the sudden sound of metal against metal as Yuusuke burst in through the metallic doors.

“Kaoru!” His eyes widened at the sight displayed before him. Kaoru was sitting on the floor crying with his hands covering his neck and mouth with his clothes undone and dishevelled. The red head, on the other hand, was smirking at him while licking the semen on his fingers.

“You bastard!” Yuusuke lounged at Taji, throwing violent punches at him and the pair soon engaged themselves into a fight. There was a series of punches, kicks and throws before the fight end with Yuusuke shoving Taji into the wall and threatening him.

“Look. If you ever dare touch Kaoru again, I’ll beat you up until you have to stay in hospital for some year and fucking kick you out of the school. Got it?”

The red head nodded reluctantly and Yuusuke pushed him towards the door. Taji glared at the blonde before he left and slamming the door behind him, making a loud metallic noise that rattled the metal fences of the roof.

As soon as the red head had left, Yuusuke rushed to Kaoru’s side and

“Why did you let him do that to you?! I was so worried that went around the school campus looking all over for you and here I find you and that boy doing this sort of thing in front of me?! I’m disappointed in you.”

“I didn’t want to, Yuusuke. I’m sorry…” Kaoru had started crying all over again as Yuusuke’s words pierced his heart like daggers. “…I-I only love you...I don’t want anyone else.”

Yuusuke’s expression softened at the words and pulled Kaoru into a comforting hug.

“Kaoru…I’m so sorry…”

“Yuusuke, don’t leave me…” sobbed the boy who was shaking uncontrollably in the blonde’s arms.

“It’s alright…I’m here for you. I’m here.”

Yuusuke stroked the boy’s head and lifted him up with both hands, with Kaoru’s head resting on the older boy’s chest. Using his foot to wedge open the abused door, the blonde carried the trembling boy down the cold stone stairs and back to their dorm room.

Kaoru was gently put down on the bed and Yuusuke entered the bathroom. Soon enough, the brunette could hear the sound of water rushing through the taps into the bath, the blonde was probably taking a bath, he thought. Minutes passed and Kaoru was starting to feel a bit drowsy, he decided to lie down for a short while and think about what had just happened.

He was really glad that Yuusuke had come to save him but that didn’t really make the situation any different did it? The boy knew that Yuusuke cared for him; the problem was whether that care was because of love or just friendship. The situation is so complicated.

“I don’t want it like this.”

As if on a cue, the bathroom door opened at the sound of Kaoru’s voice, the boy quickly sat back up and Yuusuke stepped into the room with only a pair of boxers on. The sight of the half naked man made the brunette blush deeply, he guessed that he was still not used to the sudden sight of the exposed skin of the blonde. Yuusuke, unaware of this, walked over to the brunette and bent down in front of him with a gentle yet slightly sad expression on his face and lightly touched the boy’s cheek with his hand.

“I’ve prepared a bath, do you want to do it yourself or shall I help you?”

“I’ll do it myself…” His voice barely came out as a whisper but the boy got up from his bed and proceeded to the bathroom, muttering a simple word of “thanks” before closing the wooden door and locking it.

The boy stripped down and was about to step inside the steaming bath but he accidentally caught sight of the pink-red hickie on the base of his neck. Kaoru hoped that Yuusuke didn’t see this, he felt so ashamed to have another man that was wasn’t a person he loved or knew well mark him as he lightly caressed the outline of the red bruise.

By the time Kaoru finished and re-entered the bedroom with a hand covering the hickie on the right side of his neck, Yuusuke was already in bed and was reading a book, it was probably on ‘Psychology’; Kaoru found out that the blonde was into this type of genre lately. Regardless of this, the brunette climbed into his covers and was just about to lie down when Yuusuke’s voice interrupted.

“Wait.” Yuusuke closed the book he was reading and set it down on his bedside table firmly before getting out of the bed and taking silent steps to where Kaoru was sitting.


“What’s this?” A hand reached up to touch the red mark on the base of the brunette’s neck. “I didn’t do this.” A flash of anger crossed Yuusuke’s face at the sight of the mark.

“I’m sorry, Yuusuke. This was when-“ Kaoru began to feel slightly guilty as he tried to explain what happened but before he could finish the sentence, Yuusuke dived in and started to bite and suck on the hickie, hard enough to draw blood.

“Aah! Don’t…”

The blonde ignored the boy’s pleas and continued sucking on the smooth skin of the boy until the mark much bigger and redder than before to his satisfaction. He then held on to Kaoru’s wrist and placed light kisses on the bruises that circled the supposedly unblemished skin and ended the touch. Without saying a word, Yuusuke laid the boy down and pulled the thin covers over his slender figure.

“Sleep, Koi”

The silence that then followed was almost unbearable, the only sounds that could be heard were the gentle breathing of both boys and the soft blowing of the summer breeze outside.

“Yuusuke.” Kaoru was sitting on the bed facing the blonde with his legs hanging on the edge of the mattress, the moonlight was shining through the windows on his pale olive skin and making his complexion even more enticing and exquisite. “Can I sleep with you?”

“Come, Koi.” The blonde lifted his covers slightly and moved across the bed a bit more to create space for the boy to sleep in. Kaoru climbed inside the space and rested his head on the blonde’s shoulder with Yuusuke wrapping his arms tightly around the brunette’s slender body.

“Hey, Yuusuke?”

“Hmmm…?”

“Do you love me?”

Yuusuke hesitated at the question; he was wondering why the boy had asked that. Did he never make it clear enough for Kaoru to understand? He could still remember the many times when he showed his affection for the younger boy, a small smile began to form on his face as he recalled those past memories. “Yes, Koi. I love you.”

Kaoru smiled at the reply and cuddled closer to the other boy, “I love you too.”

TBC...

The next chapter will come out before the end of this week so be patient!!! :]