The Heat of the Moment

disclaimer- i do not own any of the characters of Kyo Kara Maoh. neither do i make any money from this story. all rights and whatnots belong solely to the original creator.

Chapter 32

"Well, the truth is. I-I was not drunk." Yuuri turned to look into the eyes of his fiance. He felt his heart thump against his chest. Wolfram emerald green eyes seemed to stare straight through Yuuri as the blonde's brain processed what Yuuri had confessed to him.

And when Wolfram finally understood, Yuuri could swear his fiance's eyes had turned black with rage. "You bastard!" snarled Wolfram trying to yank his hands free of Yuuri's hold. But the double black held on tight.

"Please Wolfram, you promised not to say anything until I explained."

"I made no such promise." Wolfram finally yanked one hand free. Without missing a beat, Wolfram sent his fist arching towards the startled Yuuri to make contact with his face. The strike was so strong. The force from the blow sent the double black head over heels over the bed where he landed with a thump against the floor on the other side hitting his head. Blood began to trickle down from his left nostril. "I can't believe all the pain and suffering you put me through." Wolfram got to his feet and stalked over to the other side of the bed.

Yuuri was cradling his bruised head with one hand as he watched in shock as the blonde came closer. Or maybe it was fear he was feeling. Staring into Wolfram's hard emerald eyes Yuuri was sure he could see flames dancing in them. It was definitely fear he was feeling now.

"You lying little wimpy bastard! You are so lucky that I cannot summon my fire!" Wolfram grabbed Yuuri by his collar lifted him to his feet and began shaking him like a rag doll. "What is wrong with you? Did it amuse you to see me suffering? Was it funny to you that I felt like trash when you accused me of taking advantage of you? Does seeing me in pain make your day bright? Tell me Yuuri!" He shook his fiance again. When no answer came forth, Wolfram slammed him against the wall. Yuuri gasped as he felt those small lovely but strong hands began to tighten around his neck.

"It's why,” he gasped out between breath as he tried to push the hands away, "I got you . . . to pr-omise . . . me you wouldn't . . . interrupt. I was going to tell you." He said in one long breath before he began to hyperventilate. Suddenly Yuuri's eyes began to roll up to the back of his head as the blonde was cutting off all oxygen flow to his lungs.

"You are so lucky I like your mother or else I would not hesitate in strangling the life out of you." Yuuri groan as Wolfram let him drop to the floor with a thump. He began to cough and gasp in deep breath of air as he held his hand to his sore neck.

"You were actually going to strangle me."

Wolfram snorted as he turned and walked away from him. Yuuri slowly got to his feet and took out a handkerchief wiping the blood from his nose. "You sure can hit hard." He touched his nose to see if it was broken. “Well, at least my nose isn't broken. I thought your temper would have calmed down over the years.”

"Well, what the hell did you expect? You lied." He glared at the black hair idiot.

"So did you," countered Yuuri.

"When have I ever lied to you?" demanded Wolfram. He turned away in disgust.

"You didn't tell me you were pregnant with my child. I call that lying."

Wolfram snapped his head around to glare murderously at Yuuri. "You have a lot of nerves to tell me that. I loved you. I would have moved heaven and earth to get a little attention from you. But I was never important to you. Everyone else had more of your time than me. Hell, you paid more attention to the stable boy than you did to me. I was nothing more than a pest to you, buzzing around annoying you about doing something about our engagement. You're damn right I didn't tell you." At seeing the guilt present in the eyes of the other, Wolfram ceased his ranting and closed his eyes as he took a deep breath calming himself. He took another look at Yuuri and suddenly he felt all his rage drain from him. "But I had no choice. It was either that or have my brothers force you to marry me. You would have ended up hating me and the baby." He turned his back to Yuuri lowering his head.

"No, I wouldn't," said Yuuri walking up behind Wolfram and wrapping his arms around him. Then he rested his forehead against the back of Wolfram's left shoulder blade. "I would never hate you or my child."

"You say that now but if you had found out that I was pregnant ten years ago. You would have accused me of intentionally getting pregnant." Wolfram sighed. "You know it to be true. You were so infatuated with marrying a girl that you would have seen it as me trapping you into a marriage you did not want."

Yuuri sighed as he released Wolfram and sat down on the bed. "Sit down Wolfram." He patted the space beside him. Instead, Wolfram sat on a settee positioned beneath the window.

Yuuri sighed again but it was to be expected. He knew his beloved was going to be angry when he told the blonde that he was not drunk that night they made love. So, he crossed his fingers and hoped that Wolfram would not walk out of his life for good this time.

"Well, I'm waiting," said the blonde folding his arms across his chest. "I am dying to hear the lame ass excuse you are going to give me. After all, a condemned man is granted one wish before he dies."

Yuuri swallowed a lump in his throat. 'Maybe this wasn't such a good ideal after all.' He looked into his fiance's eyes and he thanked Shinou that Wolfram could not summon his flame. He had a feeling that he would not be alive now to talk.

"It started during those two years when I thought I could no longer return to Shin Makoku. I went on with my life as though nothing happened. At first, everything was fine those first few days but as the days turned to weeks and weeks to months, I began to miss everyone. I missed playing catch with Conrad. I missed hearing Gwendal grunt in disapproval and Gunter's over exaggerated reactions. I missed hearing Greta call me father." He chuckled softly. "I even missed those three nosey maids that had a betting pool going on. But I missed you most of all. I thought I would be glad not having you chasing me around and calling me disrespectful names like wimp and cheater anymore. I thought, at last I will be able to have a normal life and have a girlfriend not a boyfriend. But as the months went by, I caught myself comparing the girls to you. One girl hair wasn't as shiny as yours was. That girl's face wasn't as pretty as yours was. This one's eyes weren't as green as yours were and so on and so on. I convinced myself that I only did it because I missed having you as a friend. Then, I began to have the dreams."

"The dreams," Wolfram said arching his brows.

"Uh, yes." He cleared his throat as his cheeks turned a dark red. "They were very vivid and very . . . intimate in nature."

"Oh." Was all Wolfram said as he realized what sort of dreams the double black was having about him.

"I have to tell you that it was quite embarrassing waking up just about every morning wearing wet sticky pajamas. I had to quickly wash my sheets and pajamas before my mother could find them."

Wolfram's eyes widened as he thought his fiance couldn't get any redder but he was wrong. The blush on Yuuri's entire face was so dark until it was the color of blood.

"Anyway, after Murata pushed me into the lake. I found myself back in Shin Makoku again. I didn't know what to think. All I knew is when I saw you I could not take my eyes off you. You were so beautiful. It was as though those two years of me being gone never happened. You were just as I remembered you that day I turned my back and walked through that portal. I have to tell you the truth. On that day, I really wished I had turned around and kissed you good bye." A tear had slipped from his eye to trickle down his cheek.

Wolfram remembers that day as well. He also wished Yuuri had kissed him. It would have given him something small in which to remember the wimp by.

"Even after my return, I was still having sex dreams about you. Then I began to wonder about my dreams. Were they trying to tell me something or was I just curious about sex between two males. So, one night after having a dream about you, I began to wonder what it would be like to actually do to you what I did in my dreams. So, I decided that I would . . . I would try it out," he said in a tiny voice.

Wolfram stiffened as he let Yuuri's words rattle around in his head. When it sunk in what Yuuri had did, he could feel his blood boil.

"So the night of the party, I pretended to be drunk and when we went back to my room . . . Well, you know the rest."

It took all Wolfram's self-restraint to keep himself from doing something he might regret. "And what about what happened the next day." He pushed down the urge to kill the heartless idiot. Shin Makoku still needs her king to keep her people safe from harm. But the anger was seething just beneath the surface. His nails began to dig a hole into the cloth of the armrest.

Yuuri clasped his hands together and stared at the carpeted floor. "Well, I uh, I was confused and embarrassed about all these emotions that I had about you. I knew that what happened between us felt nice but you were a guy and I knew that I should not be having such feelings about another guy. I became frustrated and angry with myself." He chuckled darkly to himself. "Would you believe that at one point, I actually blamed you for the way I was feeling. You were so pretty. Priettier than any boy have a right to be. Some girls would kill to look half as pretty as you do. I always thought such feelings were reserved only for how a boy felt toward a girl. " Yuuri could see the anger dancing in the blonde's eyes when he mentioned blaming Wolfram because he was pretty and he hurried on to finish his excuse. "I mean I had just had sex with a boy. I wasn't really thinking clearly. Then I took out my frustration on you by claiming you had taken advantage of me while I was drunk." He sighed as he stared into the angry emerald eyes of his fiance. He was absolutely glad that Wolfram's power was not working on Earth. He could actually see the flames dancing in those emerald depths. "It was only after I divorced Melinda that I realized that the feelings I had for you was that of love."

"You dirty, rotten, son of a BITCH! How could you!" yelled the blonde. Wolfram could feel the build up of his fire wanting to be released. "You used me as though I was nothing but a common whore for you to experiment on. I loved you, you bastard! I would never do something so cruel to you even if I didn't love you! Bastard!" Suddenly the dam that was holding back his rage broke and he pounced on his fiance pounding him with his fist. "I loved you! I would have done anything for you!" Yuuri did not try to stop Wolfram as he curled up in a ball and let the blonde vent out all his anger. "Stupid! Idiot! Spineless! WIMP!" He continued to strike Yuuri as the double black continued to do nothing to stop him. He knew that he deserved all the punishment that Wolfram could heap out on to him. What he did was so very wrong. He just hoped that when everything was over. Wolfram would still be willing to marry him.

Wolfram finally stopped as his fists began to hurt from beating his stupid fiance. He turned away raking his fingers through his hair in frustration. With one final burst of anger, he punched a hole in the wall instead. Yuuri quickly uncurled himself out of his fetal position, jumped to his feet and grabbed Wolfram’s hand. It was bruised and bleeding. Wolfram wanted to pull away but Yuuri would not let go of his hand.

Yuuri took his handkerchief and wiped the blood away. Holding his hand over Wolfram's injured hand a soft blue glow appeared around both Yuuri and Wolfram's hand. The blonde sighed as the healing magic took away the pain and healed his injury. He stared into Yuuri's worried face and sighed as all his rage and anger seemed to drain out of him. Once his hand was healed, he plopped down on the settee watching Yuuri as he took his place back on the bed.

Yuuri stared at the hole in the wall and swallowed a dry lump that was stuck in his throat. That could have been his head. Actually, it still can be his head if he don't play his cards right.

"I've known you to do some stupid things but this by far is the stupidest thing you could have ever done in your life."

"I know."

"Well obvious you didn't know or else you wouldn't have thought of doing something so cruel in the first place," snapped the blonde glaring at his fiance.

"You're right." Yuuri slowly crept over to Wolfram and sat facing him. "You are so right. What I did was wrong and cruel."

Wolfram smiled sadly as he stared into Yuuri's dark eyes. "I should leave you." Tears began to slowly trickle down his cheeks. Yuuri felt his heart sink to the pit of his stomach when Wolfram said he should take his childern and leave and never come back. This was not what he was hoping for when he decided to tell Wolfram the truth. He did not want to lose the blonde prince ever again. "For what you have done to me, I should take Yuu and Dominique and leave, and never . . . come . . . back." He wiped the tears from his eyes. He was pulled out of his panicky thoughts when Wolfram spoke. "But I can't. I am weak when it comes to you. I love you so much until I am willing to forgive you for what you did." He laughed again. "I guess I'm pretty pathetic, huh."

"No, I don't think you are pathetic at all," said Yuuri. Upon hearing the heartbreak in his fiance's voice, Yuuri felt his own heart shatter. He was nothing short of a heartless bastard. How could he have done something so cruel to such a beautiful, strong and sensitive creature as Wolfram von Bielefeld? Well no more would he make the lovely blonde demon sad or cry. Today, he was going to start making up for all that he has done in the past. "I think you are the most, loving, kind, prettiest, strong, forgiving person I know. And I truly love you." Hesitantly he reached a hand out and placed it over Wolfram's hand that was resting on his right knee. Then he fell to one knee before the blonde. "Wolfram von Bielefeld Gilbit, I make this solemn vow to you that I will spend the rest of my life letting you know how much I love you and making you happy." He smiled up into the widened green eyes of his love. "Starting now." Yuuri stood up and walked away from him. "My life was empty and cold without you in it, Wolfram. I realized that I may be the sun that lights up Shin Makoku. But you are the sun that lights up my life. And tonight, I will start to make up for my wrong doings to you. I know it may not be much but for now it is a start."

With his back turned to Wolfram, Yuuri slowly removed his suit jacket, tie, and shirt. He kicked off his shoes. Then he undid his pants and pushed them down letting them pool around his ankles. All he wore was the standard black thong.

Wolfram felt his heart thump against his chest as Yuuri began to remove his clothes. He could only watch in lustful fascination as the lean muscles in Yuuri's back flexed with each movement. He could feel himself get hard. And was it him or was it getting hot in the room. And when the double black let his pants fall to the floor he felt his heart leap into his throat. He began to salivate as his eyes traveled down the thin black strap of the thong as it disappeared between the tan tight globes of Yuuri's ass.

As Yuuri turned to face his fiance, Wolfram let his eyes travel over Yuuri’s lean muscular chest, down to his tight washboard abs. His gaze traveled farther down as his eyes were drawn to the bulge that was strained against the tiny bit of black material. Wolfram thought for sure his entire body was fire.

Yuuri hooked his fingers into the elastic on the side of the thongs and pulled them down. As he straightened up, his erection stood out proudly seeking attention from the other male in the room. Wolfram watched as Yuuri walked up to him and fell to his knees before him bowing to the blonde as his forehead touch the floor. "I ask that you find it in your heart to forgive this foolish man that has caused you so much pain."

Wolfram sighed. "You know you do not have to ask for my forgiveness Yuuri."

"I know but all the same it would be only right that I beg for your forgiveness."

"Very well, if it will make you happy. I forgive you."

"Thank you Wolfram. Your forgiveness means a lot to me," said Yuuri still keeping his head bowed. "To thank you for giving me a second chance, for this night Wolfram, I am yours to do with as you please."

Wolfram's eyes widened in shock as he stared at the bowed head of his fiance. He knelt before Yuuri and tilted the double black head up to look into his face. "Yuuri, are you sure about this?"

Yuuri smiled. "I have never been so sure about anything in my life. I want this. I want to belong only to you, my love, my Wolfram." He pressed his lips against those of his fiance and moaned. With trembling fingers, he pushed the jacket down Wolfram's arms and tossed it to the side. Breaking their kiss, Yuuri slowly unbutton the shirt. Then he latched his lips onto the flesh at the base of Wolfram’s neck. He sucked and nipped the skin until a dark bruise appeared.

Wolfram groaned as he pulled Yuuri away and pressed his lips fiercely against those of the man he has loved for over ten years. He nipped at Yuuri's bottom lip seeking permission to enter. When Yuuri opened his mouth to let him in, their tongues battled for dominance with Wolfram winning. The blonde’s tongue tasted every crevice inside the other's mouth.

Yuuri moaned as he felt hands clutched both globes of his ass massaging and caressing them. He gasped in shock when a slender finger slipped in between his rear to stroke the puckered entrance. Wolfram smirked as he lifted Yuuri from his knees and carried him to the bed, gently laying him down. After quickly disposing of his own clothes, Wolfram leaned over Yuuri.

Wolfram covered Yuuri's face with little butterfly kisses as his fingers traveled down the other's chest causing goose bumps to appear on Yuuri's skin. Yuuri gasp as his breathing became heavy as one slender finger circled and tweaked a perk nipple. He cried out in pleasure arching his back off the bed as the blonde closed his lips over the hard nub sucking and nipping it.

Wolfram tongue left a long wet trail from the nipple over his stomach. He stopped to let his tongue delve into Yuuri's cute button hole navel. Then he let his tongue continue its exploration until he came to the base of Yuuri's stiffening erection. Yuuri bolted upright in bed as he felt Wolfram's soft lips kiss the head of his cock. He bit his bottom lip as he watched his arousal disappear into the warm wet cavern of the blonde's mouth. Yuuri moaned as he fell back against the pillow enjoying what his fiance was doing.

Wolfram's head bobbed up and down letting his teeth lightly scrape against the flesh. He smiled when he felt a shiver vibrate across his lover's skin. Then his tongue traveled down the hard flesh to lap at those tan sacks. He closed his mouth over the soft mounds and sucked Yuuri's testicles into his mouth until they were pebbles. Then he moved lower as his tongue circle the puckered entrance and then breached the small opening.

Startled at the feel of what Wolfram was doing, Yuuri tried to back away but Wolfram was not having it. He had every intention of giving his love as much pleasure as he could offer. He held the thrashing hips down as Yuuri nearly threw him off as he continued to tongue fuck his soon to be husband. Yuuri arched his back off the bed as Wolfram pushed his tongue further into the inviting opening. As he pulled his tongue out he let it travel back up the length of Yuuri's erection as he stopped at the head to dip his tongue into the slit lapping up the precum that was trickling out. Closing his mouth over the flesh, he sucked and stroked Yuuri's length until the double black's muscle locked up and he spewed his essence into the blonde's mouth. Wolfram greedily swallowed it all until there was nothing left. Letting the limp cock fall from his mouth, he moved up and kissed his fiance’s tantalizing lips.

Yuuri moaned as he could taste himself in the other's mouth. As Wolfram pulled away, Yuuri gasped in several breath of air as his heart began to slow its rapid thumping. Wolfram looked down into the sweat-covered face of his fiance.

"Are you sure about this Yuuri?" He combed his fingers through the damp dark strains. "Maybe we should stop. I do not want to hurt you."

Yuuri reached his hand under the pillow on the other side, pulled out a white tube, and pressed it into the blonde's hand. Wolfram frowned as he looked at the tube and then back at Yuuri. "What's this?"

Wolfram didn't think it was possible but Yuuri had turned several shades redder. "It's . . . it's lubricant we can use."

Wolfram smirked down at his blushing fiance. "So sure we would get this far, were you?"

"Not really, but it never hurts to be prepared, right." He turned his lust-filled onyx colored eyes upon the blonde. "I love you Wolfram and I meant what I said. I want this."

Unscrewing the top, Wolfram squeezed out a large amount and spread it over his fingers. Placing his finger at Yuuri's entrance, he let one finger circle the puckered opening slicking it before he thrust the digit into the tight ring of muscle. Yuuri bit his bottom lip as the stinging pain caused his eyes to water. Lowering his head, Wolfram closed his lips against those of his fiance and kissed him passionately. Wolfram moved the digit back and forth as the pain ceased and the pleasure began. Yuuri grunted in pain as a second finger and then a third finger was added. He would not wimp out because it hurt. If Wolfram was able to take the pain without whining surely he could do the same. After all, Wolfram was only using his fingers. If he cried because of that he could only imagine how wimpy he would be when the blonde used his cock. Soon, the pain ceased and it felt very good. He could feel his cock hardening once again with each thrust. His body began to tingle as he wanted more of something but he could not figure out what it is. He nearly cried out in dismay as the fingers were removed.

He stared at Wolfram through sweat-dampened hair as the blonde squeezed more lubricant into his palm and then spread it along the length of his hard cock. He positioned the head of his arousal at the puckered entrance as Wolfram stared into the gentle loving eyes of his dark hair lover. "Are you ready Yuuri?"

Yuuri felt his heart melt at the smile that appeared on Wolfram face. It was a smile that he wanted to see for the rest of his life. He nodded yes and kept his eyes locked onto the emerald ones of the blonde. Yuuri cried out as Wolfram forced the throbbing piece of hard flesh into his tight entrance. He bit his bottom lip to hold back his cries as he felt as though he was being ripped in two.

At the first breech of his fiance's innocence, Wolfram kept going until he was buried to the hilt inside the other. He remained still giving Yuuri time to get use to the feel of being filled. He looked into the other's face and smiled softly as tears trickled out from under Yuuri's closed eyes. "It will be all right in a few minutes." Wolfram leaned down and licked the salty tears from Yuuri's cheeks.

And true to his word, the pain quickly became nothing more than a dull throb and soon even that small amount of pain disappeared as pleasure began to consume him. Yuuri groaned as he felt the hard flesh pulsing inside of him. He opened his eyes and Wolfram smiled at the lust burning in those dark pools. Yuuri whimpered as he grinded his groin against Wolfram's letting him know he was ready. Wolfram smiled at the eagerness of his lover as he slowly began to move in and out.

The pleasure was like nothing Yuuri could have imagined. He felt as though his blood was hot molten lava moving through his veins. He couldn't believe this pleasure is what he has been denying Wolfram and himself all this time. 'Is this what you felt Wolfram the night we made love? It's so indescribable. I will never deny you this pleasure ever again.' He wrapped his legs around Wolfram's waist as he thrust himself upward onto the throbbing length.

"Mmm . . . more . . . Wolf-ram . . . more please," groaned Yuuri. He wrapped his arms around his blonde lover's neck. Wolfram wrapped his arms around Yuuri's waist and pulled him up into a sitting position on his lap. "Oh fuck!" Yuuri cried out as Wolfram's hard cock seemed to go deeper into his body hitting a certain spot inside of him that caused him to see stars. "Do that again."

Wolfram smirked. "As you command, my king." He began to thrust his hips upward striking Yuuri's prostate every time. His tongue darted out tasting the salty skin leaving a wet trail down Yuuri's neck. Yuuri was sure he would have shivered if it wasn't for the extreme heat coursing through his body. Sweat dripped and glistened on their bodies as their thrusting became frenzied.

Yuuri groaned as he braced his knees against the mattress and grinded himself onto the hard flesh wanting it to go even deeper. Then he rose up and slammed himself repeatedly onto Wolfram's cock as the blonde snapped his hips upward to meet the downward thrusts of the double black. Wolfram could feel heat pool in the pit of his stomach as he felt himself coming close to his climax.

Yuuri felt as though all his blood drained from his body to pool into his stomach. This was incredible. He had never felt anything like this when he was with Melinda. None of the books he read ever mentioned this wonderful sensation. Suddenly the blood moved from his stomach down to his hard cock. Pre cum leaked from the purple head as Yuuri grabbed his cock stroking it. He was going to explode if he did not get relief and soon. Wolfram quickly knocked his hand out of the way, and gripped the hard flesh himself stroking it in time with every thrust. Yuuri groaned as he was getting close.

Suddenly like a dam bursting, Yuuri cried out in bliss as his essence spewed over his and Wolfram's stomach. Not long afterwards, Wolfram's body stiffened as his seeds flowed into his fiance's body. Once Wolfram was sure he was finished, they collapsed against the bed as Wolfram removed his softening cock from Yuuri's body.

Wolfram removed his weight from Yuuri to lie beside him and pulled his lover into a hug. As their heavy breathing began to slow, Wolfram kissed his fiance on the forehead and smiled at him. "Well, how was your first time?"

"It was . . . was incredible," Yuuri said panting. "I have never felt anything like this before."

"I'm glad to hear it," he whispered into the double black's ear. Yuuri shivered as the blonde's warm breath tickled his ear. "Because we get to do this all night."

"I can live with that." Yuuri pulled the cover over their heads as they began to make love throughout the night.