Precious Things
Jealousy
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Precious Things
Chapter 3a: Jealousy
By: ChaoticSpecter
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~…~ Indicates song lyrics
I can’t
believe this. Yamato is such a fucking bastard. How dare he let that stupid
bitch cling to him like that when he came here with me? I’m supposed to be his boyfriend, I’m supposed to be the only one with the right to touch him.
But I
suppose that Yamato had other ideas because he was currently sporting a ditzy
little scantily clad female on his arm--And
he was letting the bitch feel him up. I could just march right over there and
rip all the hair right off her head. The fact that she was hanging all over
than enough of a reason for me to do this. But her hair was offending my eyes
as well; it was way too blonde for it to be natural--Like she kept trying to
convince everyone.
~
And
Yamato…I could really kill him right now. I know she’s attractive and I know
that she practically threw herself at him when she came in, bhat hat does not
mean that he had to let her molest him the way she was--He was
her for Christ’s sake.
~
Those Demi Gods
And if
that wasn’t enough, Yamato has been ignoring me ever since she molecularly
bonded herself to his arm. He has been acting like I don’t exist--I really hate
that woman. Yamato never ignores me.
And then she shows up and all of a sudden I’m history. I guess that Yamato and
I aren’t together anymore.
That thought hurt more than I
thought it would. And the fact that it happened so quickly and over that
fucking woman…
~And little fascist panties tucked
Inside
the heart of every nice girl~
I looked over where Yamato stood
with that stick figure and was flooded with rage. Anger burned through my veins,
waves washing over me with every heartbeat. I would not loose Yamato to some
fucking stick figure!
~These precious things
Let
them bleed~
That woman was pissing me off on so
many levels right now. I could just kill her for all she has done to me. First
she throws herself at Yamato refusing to acknowledge that he and I are here
together, then she feels him up right in front of everyone, and if that wasn’t
enough, Yamato was ignoring me. Oh, that bitch was going to pay. I don’t think
that I have ever been so angry before in my life.
I started pushing my way toward
Yamato--With the intention of murdering the presumptuous woman on his arm--When
he spotted me halfway to my destination and relief flooded his features. I
stopped; all the rage I was feeling being replaced by confusion.
~Let them was away~
“Taichi,”
he called a slight twinge of desperation in his voice. I cocked my head to the
side confused and Yamato threw me a pleading look. I went to him my curiosity
tweaked. What could possibly cause Yamato distress? I don’t know, but whatever
it was would be dealt with by me.
When I finally reached Yamato, the
bimbo on his arm turned to me and smiled. “Are you one of Yamato’s friends?”
She asked as she ran a hand across his chest.
Anger flared within me once again
and I glared at her. How dare she touch Yamato like that right in front of me?!
~These precious things
Let
them break~
I snatched the hand she had on
Yamato’s chest away from him. “No, I am not one of Yamato’s friends,” I growled
“I’m his boyfriend,” I finished as I pulled her arm with enough force to get
her to let Yamato go.
She stared at me in open-mouthed
shock before finally stammering a reply. “Y-You’re Yamato’s boyfriend?”
“What’s the matter, you didn’t She shook her head a little before “Thanks, Chi,” Yamato said as he And all was right in my world. How I sighed happy to be within “What’s wrong?” Yamato asked after “You smell like that woman,” I said Yamato chuckled. “Don’t tell me I gasped as I realized what had “You were weren’t you?” Yamato I looked away before I answered. “That’s what I want to know.” Yamato “I wasn’t jealous.” “Then why were you angry?” “I wasn’t angry.” “Bullshit. If you weren’t angry, “How the hell do you expect me not Damn, if that didn’t make me sound Yamato just raised an eyebrow at I scoffed at that. Lies, he speaks “Seriously, “Only you, Chi.” Yamato whispered Yamato brushed his lips against “I don’t want to do this here.” I I nodded. There was something about Yamato brushed his fingers across I can never get over how Yamato “I can never get over how beautiful ~.~.~.~.~.~.~ Yamato Yamato Yamato Yamato’s acting different than Yamato brushed his lips against Yamato was quiet for a while before “Huh…?” I asked while forcing my Yamato shifted once again bringing “I love you.” ~Let them wash away~ I choked unable to breathe and I sat on the bed gasping, lungs We sat like that for a while before “What are you doing, Tai?” “What does it look like I’m doing?” “Stop being a smart ass and tell me “I’m going to get some coffee,” I Yamato’s eyebrow twitched. “What?” “Coffee.” “I tell you I love you and the only “…No.” I said hesitantly, unsure of Yamato sighed harshly before he Oh shit. I don’t know how to deal “Stay still,” he whispered into my But I don’t know. “I’m not running “Taichi…” We sat like that for a while before “Yamato,” I whispered. “Hmmm?” “I can’t do this anymore.” “Do what?” “I can’t be with you.” To be continued…. A/N: [1] A reference
understand it when I said it the first time?” I snapped.
she spoke. “I’m sorry,” she muttered while lowering her head and walking away.
It’s a good thing she walked away when she did. I probably would have killed
her--I was angry enough to put my thoughts into action. But it was for the best
I suppose.
slipped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my hair.
corny was that thought? What the hell is it even doing in my head? Whatever.
There’s nothing I can do about it now, it’s already been thought.
Yamato’s arms once again. I rested my head on his chest but pulled away as soon
as I caught the scent of that woman’s perfume.
I pulled away.
nose wrinkling in distaste.
you’re jealous, Chi.”
caused the sudden rush of anger I felt. “Oh my God,” I whispered in disbelief. Since
when do I get jealous?
asked after he heard my whispered comment.
“Why would I be jealous, Yamato?” but I had every reason to be. She was
touching you.
said as he brought a hand up to my chin, turning my face so that I had to look
at him. “Why were you jealous?”
you wouldn’t have been glaring daggers at Michelle and I. And you wouldn’t have
treated Michelle the way you did.”
to be angry when that wench was throwing herself at you the way she was and
getting all touchy feely with you while you did nothing about it?” I hissed.
jealous, I don’t know what would.
me. “I wasn’t just standing there letting her molest me, Taichi. In case you
had not noticed, which you obviously have not, I have spent the past half hour
trying to pry her off of me.”
lies. I know what I saw.
Taichi. You have no reason to be jealous.” Yamato said as he moved his
hand from my chin and cupped my cheek, his thumb brushing against my lips as he
spoke. “I only have eyes for you,” Yamato flashed me a quick smile before he
leaned down and claimed my lips in a deep kiss [1].
against my lips after the need for air forced us apart.
mine one last time before he started to nibble on my neck, tongue darting out
occasionally to tease my skin. I moaned and Yamato pulled me closer to him. I
thought he was going to drag me off somewhere like he normally did, until he
whispered in my ear.
looked at him incredulously. Since when does he have a problem with where we
sleep together? “Don’t look at me like that, Taichi. I want to do this at home.
Okay?”
the way Yamato looked at me whe she said that. I’ve never seen him look at me
like that before.
my face as he stared into my eyes. “You’re so beautiful, Taichi,” he whispered
voice full of awe.
could constantly call me beautiful and still somehow make me feel as though he
were telling me for the first time. There was always such awe in his voice
every time he said it. Yamato always knows what to say to leave me breathless.
you are.” Yamato kissed me once again after he said this. He then took my hand
and started dragging me toward the exit once the kiss ended.
was currently dragging his fingers through my hair, his lips whispering kisses
along my jaw as he murmured. I couldn’t tell what he was saying--I have never
been able to discern what he said after we were together--I guess he just
mumbled out of habit or something. Either way, I find it strangely comforting.
shifted, his body easily sliding along my sweat-slickened skin, and when I
looked up and found his gaze focused on me. “Taichi,” he whispered before
brushing his lips against mine. I sighed.
has been acting weird all night. He’s been so…I don’t know. He’s just being
entirely too gentle--Especially during sex. I’m not saying that he hurts me
when we sleep together, I’m just saying that he usually doesn’t treat me like
glass--Like I’ll break.
normal--It’s like he’s a totally different person.
so differently. Yamato usually doesn’t care where we are when he takes me, but
tonight he actually wanted to go back
to his place. And the way he’s been looking at me, touching me--Hell, the way
he’s been talking to me. I feel like he’s worshiping me--And I have no idea why
he’s doing any of it. He’s actually starting to weird me out--Yamato has never
made me feel like this. Vaguely uncomfortable, yes. Weird,
no.
mine once again before he pulled me into his arms and rested his chin on top of
my head. He was finally doing something that I was used to him doing. Maybe now
he would stop acting all weird on me. Maybe he finally got all the weird out of
his system.
he spoke. “Taichi,” he said as he nudged me.
eyes to focus on him.
his face in close proximity to my own. He gazed into my eyes--Weird expression
back on his face (Well, there went my hope of everything going back to normal.
that literally made my heart stop.
Yamato sat up dragging me along with him as he started to pound on my back.
This went on for an eternity--Yamato furiously patting at my back and me
desperately trying to get my lungs to draw in the air they needed.
burning, after we managed to get me breathing again. Yamato was stroking my
back trying to comfort me, but it wasn’t working--He was the cause of my
distress. I can’t deal with this right now. Why is he doing this to me? How
does he always manage to do this to me?
I got a stroke of genius--Or what could later on be called a horribly simple
solution to the problem that would in fact solve nothing. Depends on the way
you look at it--But I knew exactly what I needed to remedy the situation. I jumped
out of bed and started to pull my clothes on. Yamato stared at
speak.
where you’re going.” he snapped.
stated while looking at him as if what I was doing should have been obvious.
he growled.
thing that you can think of doing--after
nearly choking to death-- is getting coffee?” Yamato was growling. I have never
seen him so pissed off.
my answer. Now that I think about it, that wasn’t exactly the smartest thing to
say.
spoke. “Taichi, come here.”
with him when he’s like this--Hell I’ve never even seen him when he was like
this. I slowly made my way to where Yamato was, unsure of what he would do when
I reached him. When I reached the edge of the bed where he was sitting, Yamato
pulled me to him and held onto me. I struggled trying to get away from him.
ear and I felt a shiver run down my spine. “I only want to talk to you.” I
ceased my struggles and leant back against his chest before he began speaking
again. I might as well make myself comfortable. I had the feeling that I was
going to be there a while. “Don’t run from me, Taichi. You know I won’t hurt
you.”
from anything. I’m trying to get coffee.” Lame excuse I know, but it was all I
could come up with at the time. I needed the coffee; it helped me think.
Yamato sighed before resting his head against my shoulder, his arms keeping
their firm hold on me. “What do you want?” I didn’t answer him. How could I
answer a question that I don’t know the answer to?
I decided on a course of action. I decided to do something that I should have
done three months ago. I can’t believe that I let things get so far. But I’m
not letting it go on any longer.
to one of my favorite songs. ‘I only have eyes for you’ by the Flamingos. Old
school--Oh yeah, baby. Don’t ask me why I put that there, it just seemed to
fit.