Open Your Eyes

Memories Can Be So Cruel

Written By: Fox

Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING. Just my few things. Wow. I\'m not even interested in that stuff.

Rating: NC-17 for adult themes and actions, this means sex, voyeurism, drinking, drug usage and rape. Also there will be descriptions of malexmale sex. Yaoi. Yaoiyaoiyaoi. And some random het sex. Lots and lots and lots of angst. Don’t get it? Then run away now with your hands over your eyes and never return. Do I really have to say this?

Pairings: TouyaxYukito, one sided YuexTouya, YuexYukito, some LixSakura, some random het.

Notes: VERY AU. No magic, no cards, no nothing like in the show, just a twisted different life setting. Yay! This is the first chapter with a described sex scene! w00t! Only thing is it\'s the YuexYukito scene. Erm, yeah. Remember the tape went fuzzy? Well the funny thing is, memories and dreams don\'t so you\'ll get to read my horrible sex descriptions.

For: Genki, my beautiful fiancé, and my inspiration.

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Chapter 4: Memories Can Be So Cruel

Hands.

There were hands all around him, touching him, petting him, pulling on him to go with them into the dark. They touched him where he\'d rather they didn\'t, but he knew better than to protest. His family needed money, and this was how he got it for them.

Dark hands and eyes and hair surrounded him, and he felt himself being picked up and placed on a clean large bed. Hands were touching him again, rubbing his cock and ass, fingers pushing into him and nails scratching over his body. He clenched his teeth and closed his eyes, only to feel fingers dig into the skin of his jaw to turn his head and force him to look down as one of the many men surrounding him pushed their cocks up to his entrance and then into him.

He yelped quietly in pain as he felt the burning sensation of a long cock being shoved where it shouldn\'t have been. Long digits on large hands gripped his hips, digging in and leaving long angry red marks and deep purple bruises along his pure white skin. Tears ran down his cheeks softly, but no sound came from him. After only a few moments he found himself laying on his side on the bed, alone, money glittering on the night stand. He slowly reached out and his hand captured the cash. He laid back with a groan before suddenly finding himself on a side alley off of Red Cedar, one of the main hooking streets. He tucked his hands into his jeans pockets and walked quietly along.

He looked up after a moment and found himself being surrounded and leered at. The group had about 3 dark haired guys in it and one man with long silvery white hair. He walked forward, walking Yukito into a wall. He leaned on one arm over him, his weight pressing forward to let his body push into Yukito\'s. Yukito narrowed his eyes, feeling like this man was familiar, that he knew him. Suddenly it hit him. This was Yue!

They gone to school together since junior high, and now, here he was, pulling his shirt up and running his hands over the smooth pale skin that hid underneath.

He bit his lip and looked away as Yue moved in, nibbling on Yukito\'s neck, his hand undoing tuttoutton of Yukito\'s fly, pulling the pants down and off of Yukito\'s hips before grabbing at Yukito\'s length roughly. He had no mercy, and was very clear about only wanting to get off, whether Yukito wanted him or not. Yukito just turned around, presenting his bottom to Yue, and braced himself against the wall.

Yue gripped his hips painfully before prodding around with his cock. Yukito felt something wet slide down his backside and to his entrance, and knew that Yue had just spit to try to lube him at least some what. He closed his eyes while Yue fiddled around, rubbing the slick saliva over Yukito\'s entrance before holding on again and pushing. Yukito just sighed while Yue grunted, his long hard shaft rubbing in and out as he rutted with Yukito. Occasionally he\'d break the quietness and call a friend over. He\'d pull out and moan softly, holding his cock, apparently trying to stave off his climax and then one of the others would take his place, pulling their own pants to mid hip and shoving in mercilessly.

Yukito could feel his arms being rubbed raw from him bracing himself against the rough brick exterior of the wall, his legs shaking from the slight effort of holding himself up against the pounds and wild thrusts of the men that were fucking him like a train. Fist Yue would go at him until he was close to climax, then pull out and stand back, stroking his length as another man would take his place behind Yukito. Said man would run his length along Yukito ass cheeks and then make him bend over some to rub against Yukito\'s own slightly swollen cock and ball sack before taking the plunge and shoving full force into him.

They would pretend that they knew how to use their cocks by wiggling around, almost as if they were trying to finger him to orgasm, but would end up missing the spot that was neccessary to make him climax. Eventually they would lose it and just pound wildly into Yukito\'s abused ass and climax, filling the condoms they were wearing with the white seed that proved their undoing. Then Yue would start in again, fucking him in a fury, then slowing to prolong it, then fucking him hard again before withdrawing and letting the next man have a go. The process was repeated until the three that were with him and the hidden fourth, whom had a camera trained on him the entire time and even doing close ups of the multiple dicks running in and out of his body, had each cum inside him twice before Yue gave in and hit hard into him and came as well. Yue grunted and moaned softly, Yukito just stared at the wall, panting for his own breath.

The soft jingling of money hitting the pavement and the shuffling of feet were the only signs Yukito had before he was alone again, money shining and mocking him at his feet. He could feel the blood dripping down his thighs from the extreme abuse his ass had taken, but he just redid his fly, the zipper the only sound in the now almost empty alley before he limped away.

Yukito sat straight up in bed, his body shivering and slicked with sweat, a small cry on his lips. Touya was there at his side in an instant and Yukito almost screamed, backing away from him on the bed. Touya looked him over and sighed.

\"You had a nightmare Snow Bunny. It\'s okay now. Remember we ended up drinking and bullshitting so late that neither of us could make it toward taking you home. You\'re asleep in my bed, and I\'m on the couch, remember?\" he said gently. His younger sister used to sleep walk and have horrible nightmares, so he was used to calming someone down. He spoke softly before getting up from the bed and walking to the tiny kitchen where he started a tea pot with some water to heat up.

Yukito sat in the bed, hugging his knees and watching Touya carefully as his mind went over the horrible memory. He wondered if maybe, just maybe Yue and Touya weren\'t so different. Maybe Touya did know what his side job was, and he was just trying to be polite in hopes of a freebie. Yukito shook his head. No... Touya wasn\'t like that. Touya didn\'t know. And for some reason, Yukito didn\'t want Touya to know.

\"Helluva dream.\" Touya said softly. Yukito was broken from his thoughts and he looked at the steaming cup of tea Touya was presenting for him.

\"Yeah... bad memory...\" he said softly. He stirred the drink with an offered spoon and settled into huddling up in the covers and sipping quietly.

Touya nodded. \"Anything I can do-\"

\"No.\"

Touya nodded and looked away. \"Maybe you shouldn\'t have had so many drinks? Sometimes that gives me weird dreams.\" he said.

\"Maybe. I doubt it. I needed to remember this anyway. It kind of explains a little about what\'s been happening to me.\"

\"Oh then that\'s good, right?\"

\"Yeah.\" Yukito sipped silently and stared at the wall. Now he understood why Yue hated him so much. Yue had been one of his highest paying, and worst clients ever. \"To-ya...\"

\"Hm?\" he asked quietly.

\"Your best friend... Do you know if he\'s ever been... I dunno... with anyone?\"

\"That\'s kinda personal, but... yeah. I know he\'s been with one boyfriend once, and he\'s had a hooker.\"

\"You were there?\"

\"Nope. Saw the tape. I was sick when he did it.\"

Yukito sighed in relief. \"That\'s... odd. To tape it I mean.\" he said quickly. Touya shrugged.

\"He\'s a sick bastard like that, and it was his 18th birthday. In any case, I think I\'ll hit the couch again, ok? I have to do that make up exam tomorrow.\"

Yukito nodded and finished his tea before tucking himself back into bed again. \"Night To-ya.\"

\"Night Snow Bunny.\"

Yukito went to sleep that night, holding Touya\'s pillow and thinking to himself. Only a few more times and he\'d be able to quit selling himself. He\'d be able to pay off the family debts, and then he could start settling down and maybe, if the gods loved him enough, he could start a real relationship with his To-ya. To-ya wouldn\'t even have to know he ever did it. He fell asleep at that thought with a very happy smile.

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Short and sweet, but yeah. It\'ll be a little while before the next chapter. Like maybe a few days. But I swear it\'ll be out as soon as possible.