Taste

Taste
By Kiba Of Rakuen

Author’s Notes: Hey all, sorry about the long time between updates, been real busy with work and stuff. Thanks to all R&R-ers and a special shout out to NutMeg and WC for answering my questions!

Chapter 4: Choice. (Kiss me)

~HigPOV~POV~

He looked at me with those eyes again. I was hoping that he’d say something soon, I’d been doing all the talking and his silence was getting unnerving. He shifted over a little and rested his head on my chest.
“Let me clarify.” He said. “So it’s you and me and Toboe the not-so-bad kisser?”
“Its not like that. He just needed someone, comfort; the kiss was just a… reaction.”
I felt an uncertain feeling around us, this wasn’t exactly how I pictured this night going (It had been what the coming morning would bring that worried me). He nestled into to my breast and sighed. Again that dammed feeling, a warm den, shut up Hige!
“Toboe...” He shrugged. “You know him and Tsume are at it right now.”
“Yeah I know, they must think we’re deaf.”
He lifted his head of me and got onto his paws, stretching out. “You know, we could go join them.” He smiled. It wasn’t his normal smile, it was something… darker. I’d it it before when we were sexing each other. It was that sly smirk he got when his lust got the better of his mind, it was strange.
I pulled my head back and raised one eyebrow giving him a puzzled look. “I’m just kidding.” He laughed. “Your all for me.” He bounced over and dropped to the floor in front of me. A few quick tongue strokes came my way, luring me to his mouth now giving out short little pants. He was giving his scent to me and I returned my own to him, we’d just finished fucking a few minutes ago, surely he wasn’t wanting to go again (Though I wouldn’t resist, never). I was beginning to sound like an old marrwomawoman.
Resting his paw on my shoulder, he pulled him self over me facing down. I caught sight of his bushy tail swinging from side to side, brushing across the floor. I tilted on my side, allowing him more leverage on me.
“Kiss me.” He smiled, back to normal.
“Kiba, you don’t have to worry about Toboe. It’s you that I’m for. ” I said, shaking my head.
“Please,” he sounded more serious. “Just let me feel you some more.”
All things considered, when I was still hiding my feelings about the white (It seems so long ago now), I never thought we’d be like this, mates. The best I hoped for was that maybe he’d be horny one night and with the lack of females he’d take it out on me. But being his mate, it felt so good to me. We did things to each other that were only found in a relationship that was a life bond. Look at me, I’m talking like we’ve been in this cave for years, it’s only been a few days. He was getting closer to me. Our wet noses pressed and rubbed together, then accompanied by tongues springing in and out, touching only briefly before returning to thconfconfinements. We pawed each other and I rubbed his belly, he had put on a little weight, which wood ood considering how gaunt he was before, a little bit of fat rolled round as I rubbed him over. I saw him close his eyes as I did this, trying to capture the feeling of it.
We, the four of us, had all had our hardships in the past, but after Tsume, Kiba was the most secretive about his. All I knew was he needed touch, the sense of something close to him, he longed for it more than I ever did, or could.
We leaned forward, our lips touched and tongues crossed paths entering the other’s mouth. We started going deeper and deeper into each other, tongues sometimes petting tonsils giving off a tingling feeling. We had to break off for air, but even has we struggle for breathe we still stroked faces and rubbed our bodies together, though we we’re soon back in our kiss.
It seemed like we just lay there kissing forever. After a while Kiba’s weight made my shoulders hurt so we flipped over and I led. And so we kept going: kissing, breaking for air, nuzzling then back to our kiss.
I saw the light of dawn creeping round the corner of our cave. I stopped and looked down at my beautiful mate, still wanting more of me. If I’m honest, all I thought about now was being close to him, fucking our brains out, then being like this; affectionate and loving. I felt a sharp nip on my neck and yelped out loud.
“I’m sorry. I did it too hard.” He said soothingly, stroking me with his tongue.
“No no, its fine.” We kept rubbing together in the rising light of our cave. “Kiba-”
“Yeah.”
“Stay.”
“What?” He sat up and looked at me, seeming confused.
I sighed. I knew this had to come. “A warm den. Us together. Stay with me.”

~Toboe’s POV~

Everything seemed different after we finished. I had managed a whole hour before cumming all over him, trying to get my dick to his drooling mouth. I think he kind of liked it, especially when I spent a long time cleaning his fur from all my sticky white cum. My own taste felt weird. Sometimes I’d lap it up then go to kiss Tsume giving all of it to him; of course he gladly took it all in.
He told me that my cock was really big, and that he couldn’t wait till it got hard again. I didn’t believe the first part especially when compared to his, but after experiencing another wolf I couldn’t understand how our kind could want to do anything else but sex. All day, just being in each other, god it would be so great.
I started crying then, I couldn’t understand why. I’d gotten everything I’d ever craved from him that night. Why won’t these fucking tears stop? What’s wrong with me?
I love you Tsume, I love you so much it aches. I just want to touch you and have you touch me (Stop crying). We were so beautiful together, like snow on the mountains. He was curled round me, engulfing my form in his warm coat. His paw was over my waist, pulling me tighter to him. These tears ran like acid down my cheeks (Why am I so fucked up?). I flinched as I felt something nibbling at my ear.
“Tsume.” I sighed.
“Morning.” He said, rubbing his face against the back of my neck, giving me a few kisses as he moved.
I willed my self to stop the tears. I started shifting myself about, my hind legs touching and rubbing against each other, my organ getting sandwiched between them. I remembered last night, his cock inside me, that warm feeling when he couldn’t go on any more. Oh god.
“What are you doing Toboe?” He asked. “Oh. Are you sure?”
It was getting really warm between my thighs. I kept gratifying myself as he started giving me more and more kisses. My cock ached for more relthanthan I could provide. Fuck me. (Fuck me) “Fuck me Tsume.” I said moaning from my own pleasure.
But he didn’t, he stood up and walked away out of the cave.
“Tsume?” I cried. Had I gone too far? What had I said? I just wanted to feel like I did before. Oh god. The tears came back, stronger than before.
I chased after him, he was crossing the now visible grass swiftly. I wasn’t fast enough to catch up with him but I could still keep him my sight. The snow had all thawed out and lan land seemed so different, spring had graced this land generously. We had been running for a few minutes now, finally he stopped next to a tree, when I caught up I saw it was looking on to a small lake, previously hidden by the weather.
He crouched next to the water’s edge and I saw his tongue touch the clear water. I cautiously joined him, he wouldn’t dart away when he was drinking.
After we filled ourselves an awkward series of stares were exchanged between us, nethier wanting to break the silence. Even like this he was still so beautiful to me. I couldn’t bare to think I’d upset him.
“Tsume.” I managed to choke out. “I’m sorry. I always end up apisinising to you for the stupid things I do.” I had cried the whole time we ran, I hadn’t noticed until just now.

~Tsume’s POV~

This beautiful creature, still a child at heart. I struggled to understand my feelings for him. Love, definitely but more than that, a longing to keep him safe (Did this mean safe from me too). Last night – I felt things I hadn’t in my life, a closeness that went straight to my core.
He was standing before me crying, why? For me. He loves me and wants us to be life-mates and I don’t know if I can do that; even for Toboe. I’m not like that, I’m stronger than that. So why can’t I stop looking at him? He’s so handsome, even the way he tilts his little head when he’s nervous. I felt my urges returning: I would comfort him drying his tears, then I would take him and mark him with my scent forever. Life-mates, not long ago the thought would have disgusted me, but now…
“I know I made you mad Tsume, I just want you to know I’m really sorry.” He said moving his head nearer to me. He sniffled a little, trying to stop his tears. I just wanted to hold him.
“It’s not because of you, Toboe.” I sighed. (I love you). “Its just things going on my head, please stop your tears.”
He smiled at me and came forward and rested his paws on my shoulders and linked my own round his back and we hugged together tightly. He looked at me, I saw that mischievous streak in him again.
“Tsume, do you want to.” He asked with one eyebrow raised. “Make love I mean?”
I smirked. “So now its ‘make love’, what happened to ‘FUCK ME TSUME, PLEEASSE”. I laughed. He giggled, but I could see he was a little embarrassed by the way he acted when we were passionate. I would have to learn, just like the rest of usen wen we are like that its hard to keep in control, our urges just take over; I knew all about that.
We started suckling neck fur, my paws trailing up and down his back. I clawed into him lightly, and I felt his little spine arch inwards, he was moaning out loud.
“Too hard?” I asked, scared to have hurt him.
“No, its nice like that. Just – move them up and down now, like you did with your paws.”
I did as he asked, his groans got louder as my claws travelled all over. We didn’t a f a fine line between pleasure and pain, pain could bring pleasure for us; even wounding each other then licking the cuts closed was a strong sexual interaction. Before Toboe, all my passions had been violent; biting and wrestling, snarling then swiping at one another and some how managing to fit the actual passionate act into all this. We were different together though. He started doing the same to me, it felt really good against my skin. My erection was tight against his stomach, and I could feel his own arousal underneath mine.
We parted, he was looking between my hind legs and smiling. I was looking too, for his age he was really well developed, when he matured fully he would be really impressive. Suddenly, he spilled himself underneath me, head first. Soon I felt his his mouth taking in my cock. I managed to keep standing for a few seconds before buckling from the feeling of it. I rolled on to my back and curled my paws submissively as my lover worked my tight organ with his mouth. I strained my neck to see him in the act. I saw his head bobbing up and down. He had me gritting my teeth and tossing about as I lay there receiving all this pleasure from him. As his head rose to the top of it he stopped, licking round the tip, trying to tease my seed out into the open. He saw me watching and that sly look came over him again.
“Tsume, let me try something, O.K?” I nodded.
He was so adventurous, it was only our second time, and god it was so good.
Using his nose he trailed down my cock onto my balls, after nudging them for a while he moved down again to my passage. I felt his tongue jab inside me, fighting against the walls of my passage, trying to loosen them up. After a few strokes he’d curled his tongue inside me then pulled it out to draw breathe.
“I can feel my scent in you Tsume, from last night.”
“You have to keep the scent fresh.”
He understood. I rolled over, letting my cock rub against the cool grass. He entered me, but this time he rested on my back, allowing his head to reach mine. He whispered things in my ear, things I only could think about in my fantasies, He wanted to do it all: feel everything we could feel together, touch, taste experience it all.
“Aah, Tsume.” He pinned, panting hard. He’d made me wet inside with his tongue, he obviously couldn’t handle it. “I wanna cum. Mmm.” I could sense him licking his lips. “I wanna cum.”
As he reached orgasm, his body trembled and I could here him moaning. He’d exhausted himself and couldn’t stand any longer, but I was still erect. I rolled over onto my back and pulled his breathless body down onto me. I curled my paws round his shoulders, pushing him downwards to my cock. I filled his hole once again, it must’ve hurt but he was too weak to muster any resistance, he only purred out my name over and over again.

~Hige’s POV~

“How can you say that!” Kiba snarled. “How can you want to abandon paradise, abandon Cheza” We had been snapping at each other for hours.
“Come off it Kiba. Don’t tell me the reason we’ve been ins cas cave for days is so we can fuck some more.” Why was I being so hurtful? “You can’t sense her, she’s gone!”
He looked at me stunned, he had to turn away from me to gather her thoughts before answering. “We could find her. We can’t give up.” His tone was desperate.
“Kiba, three days with no scent, she could be more than ten thousand miles if she was on one of those flyinghinehines. It’s over.”
“Never!” He snarled, bearing his fangs. I met his challenge, raising my hackles in retort.
“How could you Kiba, take her instead of me, one of your own kind. How?” I kept going, insulting him, his pride, the things he lived for, paradise. I got myself so infuriated I lashed out, going for his neck.
My teeth sank into his skin, and I tossed his body against the cave wall. He yelped as he fell to the ground and did not move. I saw the blood spilling frhe whe wound I caused. NO. I rushed over to the little white heap, I leaned down trying to stop his bleeding, he turned away not letting me near the source of the bleeding.’m s’m so sorry Kiba, please let me help.” He kept turning away, I’m such a fool.
“Go away!” He managed to choke out.
“Kiba-”
“GO AWAY!!!”
I recoiled, tail between my legs. He turned himself to the wall, curling into a ball. Tsume and Toboe came running through after hearing the screaming. The grey caught sight of the blood, then looked at me with a low growl.
“Kiba.” Toboe scampered over to him, starting to lick his wounds. “What happened?”
I couldn’t take it, all these eyes on me. They were all staring at me, I had to get away, I had un. un.

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I ended up on a rocky hill somewhere. I just lay against some grass that was poking between two rocks. I brushed alongside it, pretending it was him, his fur against my own. I wounded him, he could be dead for all I know. I just wanted him to stay with me, forget Cheza, for us to be real mates. As I said it through my mind, I realised it was too much to ask of him. He would never forgive me. I had forsaken his reason to live.
And now Tsume and Toboe would think I’m some kind of rabid murderer. I couldn’t go back to the pack. What would I do now? Back to the city… no the journey alone would probably kill me. Onwards… why even bother? I could just lay here maybe, just pretend that he was here and we were O.K- that would be nice.
I heard paws padding near to me, it was Toboe. He came up beside me and lay down.
“He’s O.K you know.” He smiled. “I cleaned his wounds and made up some healing herbs for his wounds.”
“Please, just go Toboe.” I was too depressed to deal with him.
“Come one Hige, how can a cheer you up?” He said looking straight at me.
I turned away from him and closed my eyes. The next thing I felt was his warm lips against mine. I hesitated at first but his kiss was so strong. His tongue crept into my mouth and massaged my own. He pushed me onto my back and bore over me, getting wilder inside my mouth. I wanted him to stop, but I needed this.
This first time we broke for air was the worst, we looked at each other, embarrassed by our actions but still wanting to go on. I gave him a quick peck on the lips then pulled back to see is reaction. He rubbed his nose against mine, and then worked his tongue back inside me and we resumed.
How could he be doing this when he’s already with Tsume? (and how could I when I’m already with Kiba?)
“You all better now?” He said, leaving my mouth.
I nodded. He gestured in the direction of the cave. We left and headed that way, knowing I’d have to face Kiba.

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Arrrrgh! What the fuck is with this bizarre Toboe/Hige thing that’s happening (I just can’t stop writing it, it’s like I’m possessed). As you all will realise from the Toboe's POV in this chapter I'm trying to make Toboe a very unbalanced character mentally, your thoughts?
Anyway, more reviews give way to more hot wolfish love *hint hint nudge nudge*
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