Secret Confessions

Shinji woke up and squinted from the sunshine coming in. He looked and felt around in the mat and realized Kaworu was missing, footsteps could be heard coming towards Shinji. “Finally up, I see and I just made some eggs and toast. Care to join me Shinji?” Kaworu asked.
“Okay let me just go take a bath and put some clothes on.” Shinji yawned. He got up scratching his head as he headed for the bathroom. Shinji slipped into the tub full of warm water.
Ahh this feels good, I think…I think for once I’m truly happy. I have Kaworu and an understanding mother, even my friends put trust in Kaworu they’re not even bothered by the fact that we’re dating. Though I do have to wonder why I have to take a physical at NERV…I can only imagine it’s to further research for whatever my father created. Father…why is it everything comes back to him? I hate him, even if he acts nice around mother, I always feel so cold and distant from him. I never have any real connection to my father, it’s like he doesn’t care about me at all he doesn’t even want to try and act like we’re related.
Shinji got out of the tub and wrapped a towel around his waist. He scurried off to his room and found his school uniform, got dressed and went off to join Kaworu for breakfast. “Why do you always wear your school uniform Shinji?” Kaworu asked putting a plate with two eggs scrambled and a slice of toast. “Well…it’s just comfortable and familiar I guess, I’m used to wearing it so I do…no matter the day.” Shinji and Kaworu ate their breakfast and cleaned their dishes. They went outside and started off to NERV HQ.
Before Yui left she informed Kaworu that everyone would be meeting in the command room, she gave Kaworu a map and directions then had headed out the door. Shinji and Kaworu now walked around this labyrinth of a base trying to find the command room. Even with directions Kaworu managed to get the two of them lost. Once they finally reached new territory and found an elevator both lunged in. And they quickly found their way down into the base to reach their destiny.
“You know what we forgot to do Shinji?” Kaworu smirked at Shinji. “Umm what Kaworu? I remember locking up, unplugging the coffee maker and…” before Shinji could finish Kaworu had his lips pressed on Shinji. Kaworu became aggressive and pinned Shinji against the elevator wall as he unbuttoned and slipped a hand down Shinji’s uniform. Slight moans perked from Shinji’s mouth, Kaworu slipped his tongue at the sound and he found himself fighting against Shinji for dominance.
Tick…Tick…Tick went the elevator as they descended through more and more levels of NERV. A final tick left Shinji wanting more as he panted with a half open shirt, a cherry blossom blush could be seen on his face and then it was over. The doors opened and he tucked his shirt in, they walked out and the halls were much easier to navigate through considering the stream of fellow 2-A classmates. “Hey mega-dork!” howled Asuka as she slapped Shinji on the back.
“Ouch Asuka, when will you learn to treat people with kindness?” Shinji retorted. “When pigs fly, you marry a guy and wonder girl over here screams she’s a lesbian.” Asuka manically demanded. Though she didn’t know she wasn’t far off from her imagination, minus the pigs flying part of course. “Okay everyone, thanks for coming today. On behalf of NERV I’d like to welcome you all. We’d just like you to follow me to the labs for examination and possible further examination, to compensate for your time NERV will award everyone with a free lunch at McWidget’s.” Misato said in a polite manner. “Now if you will…” and Misato trotted off followed by a line of students further into NERV. “Come on Shinji let’s go!” Kaworu shouted with glee, grabbing Shinji’s hand and dragging him along for the ride.
How can he act like this when we just did…well when we just, come on brain! Yes say it you made out with your best friend. So how can Kaworu act so carefree and oblivious to this fact?
Shinji and Co found themselves outside a lab room. “Hello everyone if you could form a single-file line I will examine everyone” said Ritsuko, she had a fake smile to seem happy in front of all these teenagers. Time passed and the line dispersed and formed into a blob while everyone waited in the halls for any announcement. “Okay I will name off people who will need further examination, everyone else can go home or to McWidget’s for a free lunch. Asuka, Rei, Shinji, Toji, Kenske, Mana and Kaworu please stay here.” Ritsuko replied to the group of students. “What kind of further examination do we need?” Mana asked concerned.
“Follow me children.” Ritsuko said striding off through the halls. Everyone followed Ritsuko down elevators and through some big electronic doors. They all stepped into a dark large room, “This is the cage room” Ritsuko stated. Shinji stayed where he was and managed voice out “A cage to what?” then the lights came on and everyone was face to face with giant robotic beings. Shinji screamed in fright especially at the purple one who looked more devilish than the others, each being had a different color and looked more demonic than the next.
Kenske’s eyes sparkled and his eyes ran up and down these machines “Oh so cool!” he screeched. Mana was holding him by his collar from running around to further get the specs of each robot. “These are mankind’s last hope, the Evangelions or EVAs for short. You will pilot them to fight against humanity’s enemy; the Angels so that humans can continue for the future of the world.” The moment Ritsuko said those words every now pilot felt justice in their hearts to take it upon themselves to save humanity by piloting the Evangelions. “Well this definitely beats McWidget’s” Toji teased. Everyone faced Ritsuko, “I want you all to get suited up, there will be a locker with your name on it and a uniform to wear when piloting. Please put them on and meet back here.” Ritsuko pointed everyone to the locker rooms, each separated by gender of course.
When Shinji, Toji, Kenske and Kaworu entered the boys’ locker room there were screens behind each row of lockers so no one could peek at each other. Kenske quickly rushed to his locker and ripped his clothing off; and don his suit and found a button. Like most people he pressed it and found that it made his suit skin tight. “Hey guys, when you put on the suit there’s a button on the right wrist you can press and it makes the suit wrap around you, oh so cool!” Kenske said running out of the locker room. Toji quickly did the same and left Shinji and Kaworu stupefied at the entrance to the locker room.
“Is it me or are they both extremely excited?” Shinji asked. He walked over to his locker and started undressing. “It’s not everyday that someone average can save the world.” Kaworu had moved opposite of Shinji. “Hey! Why are you opposite of me!?” Shinji stammered flustered to be strip naked in front of his lover. Kaworu was topless at the moment and embraced Shinji.
He whispered, “its fate my love” as he brushed his nose against Shinji’s ear and then wrapped his tongue around his ear, a light moan escaped Shinji’s mouth. “We better get out there.” Kaworu said, slipping into his plug suit and putting away the rest of his clothes. Shinji nodded and pulled his suit on, pressing a button to make it skin tight. They both walked to Ritsuko and the others, there were strange tubes opened and placed near the ground. Seats could be seen inside the tubes.
“Please everyone step into a seat and we will begin synch testing to see how good your capabilities are.” Ritsuko smiled and headed up a stairwell to the observation deck, she commanded the lifting of the tubes once everyone was seated. “Put Shinji in EVA unit 01.” Gendo demanded. “Are you sure commander? Isn’t that unit the least probable to activate correctly?” Ritsuko sounded skeptical on his decision. “It’s alright; let’s see what he can do.” Ritsuko nodded and put Shinji in EVA unit 01, it was purple and demonic looking like evil incarnate. Rei was put in EVA Unit 00 which was of an orange color and looked like a Cyclops with its one eye.
Asuka was inserted into EVA Unit 02, it was red colored and had four eyes, there were black and orange streaks across the arms to boot. Toji was placed in EVA Unit 03; it was jet black and had streaks of white around its arms. Mana was placed in EVA Unit 06; this EVA was blue and resembled Unit 02 but had dark green streaks across its arms. Kenske was placed in EVA Unit 05, it was the same as Unit 03 but instead of black this EVA was dark green and dark blue streaks on its arms as if to match with Mana’s EVA. Kaworu became the pilot for EVA Unit 04, it had a shiny texture of light purple and it was almost identical to Shinji’s EVA.
The test began and each pilot was submerged in LCL, everyone closed their eyes and time passed. Before the pilots knew it the test was over, the results kept confidential and every one of them asked to help save humanity for real. Everyone exited and left, some going to McWidget’s for a meal and others to home. Kaworu and Shinji stayed later than most and tracked down his parents working. They said their goodbyes and headed off home happy that their day was ending.
Kaworu and Shinji arrived at Shinji’s apartment and sat down on the living room couch, huddled in each other’s arms. “You think its okay for you to sleep over again?” Shinji asked concerned of Kaworu’s apartment manager. “Don’t worry, I’ll still work there if her brother needs help, which reminds me your mother said that she wouldn’t be able to eat the pastry I brought over and it’s going to go bad pretty soon. We should eat some of it.” Kaworu smiled innocently at Shinji and trotted off to the kitchen to open the refrigerator. He popped the pastry in the microwave and ding could be heard, Kaworu returned to Shinji on the couch with two forks, a small plate of pastry and some milk.
“What’s this?” Shinji asked, poking his fork at the food. “Its fondant au chocolat, trust me it’s really good.” Kaworu winked at Shinji and drove his fork into the chocolate cake. Chocolate lava oozed out of the cake and Kaworu leaned over to Shinji, fork in hand. “Say ah my love.” Shinji opened his mouth and tasted the gooey mixture.
Some chocolate smeared on Shinji’s face and Kaworu leaned in further to lick off the guilty pleasure. His tongue followed the chocolate from Shinji’s cheek down the nape of his neck, “I-I’d like some…more…Kaworu.” Shinji managed to whisper. Kaworu took this notion and stuck his fingers in the lava chocolate; he threw Shinji’s shirt to the ground and started to smear his love all over Shinji. Kaworu’s tongue scavenged over Shinji’s skin lusting in its retrieval for chocolate. He ventured further and further down Shinji, soft panting moans coming from his lover wanting release.
Kaworu flung off Shinji’s pants, Kaworu’s tongue encircling his lover’s erection. Shinji’s moans becoming more prominent and his release more imminent. Kaworu engulfed Shinji mixing the taste of his skin with rich chocolate, a semi-sweet taste tingling Kaworu’s mouth. He bobbed his head up and down, his tongue licking up and down and then around Shinji’s erection. Shinji arched his back in response and cried out in pleasure, his seed drunken whole by Kaworu. He licked his lips and smiled at Shinji. “Next time you work at the café…please I’d like to have some more chocolat au fondant.” Shinji said, his breathing returning to normal.
“Will do my love.” Kaworu nodded, both of them cuddled on the couch lulling to sleep. Hours later a loud noise woke Shinji up, he shook Kaworu “Wake up Kaworu, something’s wrong.” It was around midnight and neither of his parents had returned from work yet. The only lights on were the city lights but there was a new light, Kaworu and Shinji walked outside onto the porch of the apartment and before them stood a giant glowing being. It was stories high and looked similar to the EVAs they had just recently piloted, the being stood there slightly transparent. Shining over Tokyo-3 and just as fast as it appeared the being returned to nothingness, or at least disappeared temporarily.
Where there was light in the city now was darkness, man was without light. The being seemed to have sapped the electricity right out of the bulbs, Kaworu and Shinji huddled there in the darkness of night. Though Shinji could not see, Kaworu could make out a faint shadow of a man disappearing with the glowing giant. They wondered what there would be to come and what these chains of events will create for themselves. No one heard the screams of paranoia inside NERV, or the countless phone calls made across the nation of Japan to figure out what such a being was or the snickering of Gendo Ikari as his plans were coming to pass; the only thing that mattered was the lives of these 7 humans would never be the same.
TBC…