Just another sin
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Category:
Gensomaden Saiyuki › General
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
4
Views:
956
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Gensomaden Saiyuki, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Lilliana
((Quick An: This one's in Li's Point of View After she's found a baby in a river And she just thinks things ))
God help me....... Though I don't deserve it...
I sit here with my head in my hands.
Seiji asleep in his crib in my room..
I smile thinking about it.
He doesn't have a care in the world.
Must..be...nice..
I turn to look at the white porcelain structure in front of me...
A sigh escapes me as I clutch my stomach
and try to hold my hair back
as the contents of my stomach empty into it.
Well..... What's left of the contents in my stomach.....
I've been in here for hours....
My Body shaking and shivering.
~I'm....just....sick.... Yeah.. sick.......~
I try to convince myself that's all it is.. and stand to clean my self up now that I can stand...
~But What if You're not.....~
I Shake my Head to stop that little voice nagging at me.
Well If I'm Not sick.... I reassure my self. Then I'll have to tell him...
~Which...One?~... Dammit... My head is really starting to annoy the shit out me lately... Which one.... HIM of course it'd have to be his,,, But the voice in my head only helps me to realize one thing....
It helps me to
Realize the exact
Extent of my Worth...
I am...Nothing more...
Than a stupid fucking whore.....
God help me....... Though I don't deserve it...
I sit here with my head in my hands.
Seiji asleep in his crib in my room..
I smile thinking about it.
He doesn't have a care in the world.
Must..be...nice..
I turn to look at the white porcelain structure in front of me...
A sigh escapes me as I clutch my stomach
and try to hold my hair back
as the contents of my stomach empty into it.
Well..... What's left of the contents in my stomach.....
I've been in here for hours....
My Body shaking and shivering.
~I'm....just....sick.... Yeah.. sick.......~
I try to convince myself that's all it is.. and stand to clean my self up now that I can stand...
~But What if You're not.....~
I Shake my Head to stop that little voice nagging at me.
Well If I'm Not sick.... I reassure my self. Then I'll have to tell him...
~Which...One?~... Dammit... My head is really starting to annoy the shit out me lately... Which one.... HIM of course it'd have to be his,,, But the voice in my head only helps me to realize one thing....
It helps me to
Realize the exact
Extent of my Worth...
I am...Nothing more...
Than a stupid fucking whore.....