Happiness In Slavery

Thank you for your comments and reviews! I posted the first three chapters in fairly rapid succession since they were all ready at the time but I've been slower with this bit. Glad to see some interest though from like-minded people who believe that a series this angsty anyway should have less fanfics that are too cute and fluffy! I shall let my sick imagination run wilder in that case...

It's also going to be interesting to see how the outline of where this was going in my head originally might change as the second series continues... Thanks for reading!


CODE 4


Gagged once again, Lelouch watched miserably from one end corner of the bed where he had been tethered tightly by his collar to one of the four posters, kneeling with his back against the hard, carved wooden post. Semen and blood still oozed intermittently down between his thighs.

With Lelouch taken care of, Schneizer had made himself comfortable reclining against the pile of soft pillows at the head of the bed. He had removed most of his clothes, with the exception of his pants and shirt, which was loosely unbuttoned to reveal in part his broad, firm chest beneath. It made Suzaku's wiry physique a little less impressive by comparison, and positively put Lelouch's long, slender limbed frame to shame.

Sprawled thus, he anchored his fingers in Suzaku's hair and drew him in close, sealing his lips over the reluctant youth's. Suzaku supported himself awkwardly, trying to maintain as little contact with Schneizer's body as possible. His blood felt like it was turning to ice in his veins as he forced himself to return the kiss, a kiss that contained no love, no lust, no passion at all. It made his body feel stiff, uncoordinated. He flinched when he felt Schneizer's hand touch his and, lacing his fingers through Suzaku's, moved his hand and placed it against the straining shape covered by the thin fabric of his pants. It was hard and hot to the touch.

What would happen if I refused to do this? A few thoughts flitted through his mind. Swallowing thickly, he closed his fingers around the bulge and stroked it. As Lelouch had done earlier, he kept his eyes averted from the other two even as they watched him. Schneizer made a deep rumbling groan of pleasure in his chest that sounded like the purr of a big cat.

“You have to do what you did to Lelouch now, with your mouth...” Scheniezer sighed lazily, but his eyes were sharp and trained on Suzaku as he hesitated, his cheeks beginning to colour furiously, but then he quickly unfastened the prince's fly and dragged the material of his pants down low enough to free his awesome erection. The size of it terrified him as his experience as such was limited to only himself and Lelouch, who were still merely young adults. He suddenly grasped hold of it with both hands, as if to anchor himself to the spot when every cell in his body wanted to back off, to get away. He didn't like guys as such, all he knew was that he had fallen for Lelouch, but he had also loved Euphie with equal ferocity. He'd never agonized over it, gender hadn't really felt like an issue, it was the person that enraptured him, and while he respected Schneizer, this scenario did not turn him on in the slightest.

He tried to maintain his pokerface even as he felt his skin burning with shame, opening his mouth a little, touching his tongue gingerly against the hot flesh of the head, tasting salt and a hint of musk. As he hesitated again, Schneizer's hand crept up his neck to the back of his head, fingers knotting in his hair again as Schneizer pulled him slowly but firmly forward. Suzaku had a moment to reflect on how much he wished he had never ever met Lelouch before he opened up widely and took as much of Schneizer's cock into his mouth as he could just about manage.

He could very well now gauge it's fairly fierce proportions. Even as the head brushed the upper back of his throat and threatened to make him gag he could still hold the exposed length at the base in his hand. He kept his grip firm as he shut his eyes tightly and moved his head slowly backwards and forwards, finding his limits, his rhythm, as he coated the length in his mouth with saliva as it passed between his lips. The room was silent save the for hideously lewd wet noises that escaped Suzaku as he licked and sucked.

“You're good at this...” Schneizer breathed. Suzaku tried not to cringe.

He continued doggedly, until Schneizer suddenly reached forward to grasp him by the chin, stopping his movements and edging him back so that his cock slid from Suzaku's mouth.

“A commendable warm up but I'm anxious to move onto the main course.” Schneizer's voice dripped with malicious intent. “I want you on your hands and knees, now.” Suzaku got up, doing as instructed on automatic, as if obeying a military command.

“The other way around..”

Suzaku turned his position around, facing the end of the bed. For a second his gaze met Lelouch's, but both quickly looked away. The mattress shifted as Schneizer rose up to his knees behind Suzaku, and Suzaku shivered as the prince's touch materialized on his skin, eager hands running over the smooth skin and taught musculature of his thighs and back, and his defenseless rump. The position and treatment were mortifying, he suddenly felt more like a pedigree dog at a show than a human. He flinched as his genitals were fondled casually.

“Still not excited yet?”. Schneizer leaned forward, whispering against his ear. “I'll see if I can't remedy that.”

Suzaku's gaze was drawn back to Lelouch as he sensed the young prince suddenly becoming distressed, struggling against his bonds, straining against his leash even though Suzaku could see how it made the collar bite into his neck, and small, muffled noises edging their way out from behind the gag in his mouth.

He gasped as he suddenly felt something wet and cold slide down between his buttocks. He twisted to look over his shoulder at Schneizer, who was holding aloft a tube lubricant, squeezing a long, transparent worm of the sticky liquid down over his ass, a barely contained grin of amusement on his face as he squeezed out the last of the contents. It felt deeply unpleasant as they excess ran down his thighs and soaked into the sheets under him. Schneizer urged his legs a little further apart and ran his fingertips through the thick slickness down his ass crack, making Suzaku shiver every time they ran over his tightly clenched anus. Schneizer's other sticky hand wrapped around his cock and stroked at that same time. Suzaku dropped his head and squeezed his eyes shut, biting his lip.

I don't want this... I don't want this... I don't want this... Lelouch...

It felt... good... Schneizer's firm, warm grip and the easy, slippery texture of the lube. Suzaku knew he had hardened a little. He kept his head low, his fringe almost brushing the sheets before his downcast eyes, hoping that Lelouch couldn't see. Schneizer traced gentle circles around his asshole.

“Ahhh!” Suzaku cried out as without warning, Schneizer slipped a finger inside him. It didn't hurt much, it just felt completely alien. He bit his lip as Schneizer moved it a little, probing. It suddenly seemed ridiculous to Suzaku that he had selfishly done this to Lelouch without ever really knowing what it really felt like. The other hand continued to work over his cock as his asshole was toyed with, making him shiver at the odd combination of sensation. He squirmed a little when he felt a second finger enter that tight space, increasing the slight discomfort to a level that made Suzaku apprehensive as to anything that was to happen beyond this point.

“So tense... surely this can't be your first time?” Suzaku could only nod.

“I must say that I'm quite honored to be the one to take the virginity of someone that even our picky friend over there holds in such high regard.” Schneizer said in a falsely gracious tone. Suzaku's tense frame relaxed with the withdrawal of those probing fingers, but stiffened again within the few seconds that it took him to replace them with something else - large, blunt and threatening as it was pushed insistently against him. Schneizer released Suzaku's cock and held him under and across his hips instead as he pushed his own heated flesh into Suzaku, slowly, protractedly at first, giving Suzaku chance to feel his poor anus being stretched open by excruciating increments, increasing levels of cramping, burning torment until, without any indication of his intention to do so, Schneizer sheathed himself completely in one swift motion.

Suzaku swooned and nearly fell forward to collapse on the bed but Schneizer's firm grip around his waist held him up. Coming rapidly to from the shock of intense pain, he found his voice.

“Take it out!! Take it out!!” he shrieked as his insides spasmed agonizingly against the intrusion, his sweaty fingers scrabbling pointlessly over Schneizer's as they held him.

“All this fuss...” Schneizer whispered lustily against his ear. “We'll make it better...”

He withdrew from Suzaku half way before sliding deeply in again. Tears poured down Suzaku's face, he literally couldn't help it. His mind was blank of rational thought, he only knew pain and terror and the white hot agony in the lower half of his body that he had to get away from. He struggled desperately against Schneizer as he was held down. Only Lelouch could fully appreciate the amused look on Schneizer's face at Suzaku's attempts to get away, as he reached down to grab a fistful of Suzaku's hair as he began to fuck him properly, pushing hard into the exquisite tightness.

“Good boy, Kururugi-kun” Schneizer crooned as with nothing else to do and nowhere to go to escape, Suzaku's taut body relaxed somewhat as he collapsed, trembling, into the sheets rumpled loose by his frenzied clawing at them. Schneizer bore down on him, crushing his body into the mattress as he drove in deeply, and all Suzaku could do was groan in response to the discomfort.

“Enough...” he mumbled faintly.

“It's enough... when I say it's enough...” Schneizer whispered hazily, grinding slowly over Suzaku's prone body, prolonging the pleasure as his arousal increased. He nuzzled his cheek against Suzaku's shoulder a little as he did so. Lelouch looked away, behind his back his fists clenched tight enough to leave deep nail marks in his palms.

Schneizer's weight left him just as Suzaku was starting to struggle to draw breath, and withdrew himself from Suzaku shortly after. The lightheaded relief that Suzaku felt as he thought the ordeal was over was short lived, as Schneizer grasped his shoulder and rolled him roughly over onto his back. He found himself looking up at Schneizer, who looked intently back down at him, taking in his flushed face, wet cheeks and wide, confused green eyes, enjoying the fear creeping back into his expression as he spread and pushed Suzaku's thighs in toward his body. In mere moments Schneizer had adjusted his position appropriately and penetrated Suzaku in an arrangement that somehow felt worse than the last. Although that might just have been because at least before he had blissfully not been able to see Schneizer.

Schneizer grasped his cock again, which was still somehow semi-hard. “Don't bother, just get this over with” Suzaku croaked irritatedly. His closed his eyes to block Schneizer out, and kept them tightly shut as Schneizer started moving again, forcing another groan from him as the torturous episode continued. This couldn't be anything like what he himself had done to Lelouch all those times could it? Lelouch had never complained. How was it different?

He was grateful for the numbness beginning to steal over his abused flesh as Schneizer's pace quickened. Just as Suzaku suspected he must be getting close Schneizer released his raised legs and pulled out suddenly, and Suzaku flinched as he felt a splatter of warmth across his stomach and lower chest. Fortunately his initial disgust was chased quickly away by this sign that it was all over at last, and he could leave, free to find the smallest, darkest hole possible to crawl into and hide. Somewhere in the distance, away from his thoughts, he heard Schneizer panting a little himself in the aftermath of his orgasm.

Minutes or hours may have passed as Suzaku let himself drift, but finally he felt Schneizer's weight leave the bed, there were some other small noises and he heard Schneizer say something quietly, but it didn't feel like he was the one being addressed. There was movement next to him then, but it wasn't until he felt something on his stomach that his eyes flew open with fresh fear, and he started away from whatever it was causing it. His eyes widened as they came into focus on Lelouch kneeling just to his right side, looking just as startled at Suzaku's sudden movement. They looked at each other silently. Lelouch's gaze slid warily off to the side, and Suzaku discreetly followed his line of sight. Schneizer was casually wiping his hands on a towel, his clothes beside him on the chair, ready to re-dress himself, but he was still watching them. It was then that Suzaku saw that Lelouch had been freed of both the leash and gag, and before he could even begin to speculate why, Lelouch had lowered his face back to Suzaku's stomach and resumed what he had started. Or been ordered to do most likely. Suzaku cringed on Lelouch's behalf as the raven haired boy ran his tongue over Suzaku's soiled skin, lapping off the cooling, sticky white blobs. Suzaku couldn't help but stare at him, feeling partly fascinated, partly nauseated. As he cleaned up the last of mess on Suzaku's chest, he took the opportunity to run his tongue over Suzaku's nipple, before giving it a quick hard nip, making Suzaku flinch although he somehow managed to hold in the accompanying yelp. Lelouch gave him a meaningful look, but Suzaku had no idea what what he was trying to communicate, and Schneizer was dressed and beside the bed again before he could even shrug his shoulders. He tossed another small, clean towel at Suzaku before turning away and moving to the far end of the room to sit at the desk facing the window.

Taking that as the signal that he had been dismissed, Suzaku got shakily to his feet and ran the towel briskly over the other areas of his body that didn't feel too pleasant and retrieved his clothes from where he had deposited them earlier. The towel was stained slightly pink in places but, all considered, he seemed to have come through mostly unscathed, physically at least. Once dressed, he started towards the door, and feeling somewhat ridiculous doing so after all that had happened, announced his departure.

“Please excuse me, Schneizer-sama”.

“Certainly, Kururugi-kun.” came the reply, although Schneizer did not look up from what he was doing at the desk. “If you need to take a couple of days off duty, I will personally file for it on your behalf.”

“Thank you, but I don't believe that will be necessary.” Suzaku replied, maybe just a little too quickly and forcefully. He checked his tone and repeated the sentence more calmly. Schneizer said nothing more. Their abrupt return to the usual, formal exchanges made what had happened only minutes before seem even more unreal.

Suzaku couldn't help stealing a last glance at the hunched, dejected figure still sat on the bed as he left.