No letting go

Lucy's first time (unbeta-ed)
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Her face had been resting against her pulled up knees for the past five minutes now.

Natsu sighed comfortingly and reached out a hand to her, running his right hand fingers through her pale blond hair. "Don't fuss about it so much, let's just go to sleep."

She responded with a small sniffle and a small hurt gasp that told him he'd messed up. "Oh great! Thanks, Natsu! So it was that bad, huh?"

He winced and quickly pulled back his hand, his instincts telling him to if he wanted to keep it, and scratched the back of his head with it instead. "Luce, that's not—"

Lucy threw the covers off of her and walked naked towards the end of the big bed, retrieving her bathrobe lying there. Despite the fact that her face was scrunched up in anger, he still found her to be breathtakingly beautiful with the moon light falling on her pale skin. She put the garment on, but left it open and turned to him. The white furred collar of her robe made her look like an ice queen in the silver light.

"A girl's first time is supposed to be special; something that she'll remember for the rest of her life! And you just ruined it!"

She knew she was being dramatic, but the shame she felt made her unreasonable and she couldn't care less when she saw Natsu leap out of the bed and towards her because she'd already begun to close the bathroom door and then locked it.

"Luce." Three knocks. "Luce, let me in."

She slid down to the floor with her back against the door, pulling her knees up against her chest. "So I never gave a blow job in my life, big deal! I'm willing to learn!" she sniffled, wiping away tears with the sleeve of her robe.

Natsu got on his knees in front the door and sighed with a small smile, "When did I ever say that it wasn't any good? I thought I made it to the finish line, didn't I?"

She blushed at that before rolling her eyes, feeling stupid. "I just thought… I thought it'd be easier, you know?"

"Less painful?" Natsu helped.

"Well, yeah," Lucy whispered, hiding behind her knees. "I got scared."

"Did I—?"

"Oh yeah!" She said without hesitation. "You did. I kind of wish you showed me that thing a few days ago so I could've prepared." She paused there and then burst out laughing. He began laughing too and they sat in comfortable silence afterwards, the awkwardness from before almost gone.

"Luce?"

"Yeah?"

"Come back to bed."

The softness of his voice swayed her and she rose up on her feet again, opening the door to find him standing there, still naked. "Hide that thing, will ya?"

Natsu grinned and looked down at himself. "Why? I thought you wanted to become used to it. Hiding it won't erase its existence, it'll still be there; throbbing and aching for you."

"Oh God shaddap!" she shrieked, running towards the bed with a giggle only to be held back by his arms around her waist.

He chuckled and kissed her cheek playfully. "Say you want it."

She glanced over her shoulder at him, "No!"

"Alright, that hurts my feelings," he said in a light tone, still smirking, "In that case can I offer you something for the delicious service you gave me earlier?"

Lucy chuckled and rested the back of her head against his shoulder. "Now I feel like some kind of whore," she said, grinning and rolling her eyes when he growled approvingly. "What are you offering me, kind sir?"

Natsu smiled against her temple and tightened his hold on her. "There are other ways to make you experience the first joys of sex, Luce…" he murmured in her ear, feeling the subtle shiver that ran down her spine, "Ever been eaten out before?"

One of his hands slid down her stomach and further as her body went weak in his arms. "I've only… h-heard about it f-from Kanna…I—"

Natsu cupped his wandering hand over the apex of her thighs through her robe and bit his lip at the quivering gasp he got from her. "I can't wait to find out how you taste, Luce…"

Her cheeks turned a furious pink at that and she became short of breath. "N-Natsu…" she whimpered, closing a hand over his rubbing against her core, "I… Oh God…!"

He chuckled, "Nope it's just me, Luce." He removed his hand from between her thighs and pulled the folds of her robe apart, pulling it over and down her shoulders. He let out an appreciative sigh at the sight of her naked beauty and let go of the robe so his fingers could feast on the velvet smoothness that was her skin. He watched how she shivered again as he ran a finger down the middle of her back. "Turn around, babe, let me see you."

Lucy moistened her dry lips and then slowly turned, eyes filled with want again, mouth hanging slightly open, chest heaving with anticipation. Their eyes met and she saw nothing but ardent desire reflected in his dark ones, the heat of his want colliding with hers violently, making her dizzy with need.

"Damn, Luce…" he murmured, his eyes wandering down her erotic curves. He'd seen her naked before, both with and without her permission, but seeing her now was like seeing her for the first time all over again, leaving him mesmerized. From her full breasts and her small nipples to the flat planes of her stomach and the soft rounding of her hips, there was nothing about her that didn't turn him on. But right now, he especially liked the way she smelled.

Like she was ready to be eaten.

He took her by the hand and led her to the bed, laying her body down on mattress, eyes never leaving hers to give her comfort.

She smiled up at him and then bit her lip as he made his way down her body, worshipping her with nothing but his mouth as he went. Her fingers tangled in the salmon mass of his hair. "Natsu…"

Natsu pressed a kiss against her underbelly and then looked up at her a last time before he made her part her legs. He stared at what was presented in front of him for a moment, smirked, and then slowly lowered his head.

That first, tentative lick had her gasping his name and arching off the bed in pleasant surprise.

"You taste so sweet, Luce…" he murmured against her moist heat, using two fingers to keep her open for his tongue to explore her with thick strokes. His other hand lay on her hip, to keep her pinned to the mattress as her moans and whimpers grew in volume when he began a series of flapping licks against her swollen bud.

She couldn't breathe, it was like something was building up inside of her at a frightening pace and she couldn't control what her body was doing anymore; even the slightest puff of his breath against her got her closer and closer to that boiling point. "Natsu! N-Natsu please!"

And then, when he pressed his entire mouth against her and licked and suckled in earnest, something snapped inside of her and she found herself screaming his name a moment later, her body ransacked by tremors all over.

He watched her orgasm for the very first time, captivated by how beautiful she looked in her rapture; with her hair sticking to her face and throat, skin shining with a thin layer of sweat, nipples proudly erected and lips parted in erotic bliss. Natsu waited for her body to come off from its high enough so he could climb on her and kiss her lips, giving her a taste of herself.

It was like she woke from a slumber, each one of her movements were languid and slow; it felt like she was experiencing everything through a thick veil that only let part of what she felt and saw through. She vaguely noticed him putting her right calf over his shoulder and something hard pushing against her entrance before it breached her and entered, filling her up with heavy throbbing heat. Lucy merely moaned weakly at the sensation, finding it a tad weird, but not entirely unpleasant.

That is, until Natsu began to move.

She snapped out of her orgasmic daze the second he pinned her left hand with his right one against the bed, grabbed her left breast in his other hand, thrust his hips and bent over to engulf the nipple into his mouth hungrily.

"T-Too much…!" she gasped, head rolling from side to side as he split her open again and again without ever stopping his lavish assault on her nipple with his teeth, lips and tongue.

He only groaned and thrust harder; making her one free breast jiggle violently with every stroke. She couldn't escape him; his body was pressing her thigh against her abdomen, making any countermovement nearly impossible.

She had no choice but to take it and with that to let the maelstrom build inside of her again while she sobbed, cried and whimpered his name between gasps and moans.

"Natsu… yes…!"

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Her face had been resting against her pulled up knees for the past five minutes now.

"Luce—"

She lifted her head and gave him a murderous look. "How did you forget to put on the goddamn condom?"

Natsu winced and scratched the back of his head. "It was the heat of the moment!"

She rolled her eyes and wacked him over the head with her pillow, jumping out of the bed. "That's your answer to fucking everything!"

"Luce—"

"No! You ruined my first time! "

And the door to the bathroom fell shut.

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Catch ya'll on the next one!

-BDP-