I would not like to be them
switch part four
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would be so crazy to want him?) or any other characters of Star Trek. Same for
character.
duality of the character. He
indicates the male thought. She
indicates the female thoughts.
I
WOULD NOT LIKE TO BE THEM
CHAPTER
2: SWITCH-PART FOUR
The kiss was passionate, full of love.
Ryo’s mind stopped thinking. Only his senses were guiding him. He felt soft
caresses suiting him, relaxing all his muscles; he smelt
fragrance that was unique, a mixture of nicotine and cologne; the test in his
mouth, the same of their first time. All senssenses were screaming for
roaring at him to follow his heart, not his mind.
“A mind can be easily fooled, but not the
heart.”
Those were his mother words. He didn’t
remember when she told him them, but he would never be able to forget them. Let
the heart guide you. Let the heart decide for you. What his heart was telling
him?
As much as impossible, this woman was his
lover, the man that took his heart kiss after kiss. His eyes could be deceived,
but not his heart.
‘I must believe it.’
The kiss ended, but he refused to open his
eyes. He just wonted to live in that moment and forget about reality. Run from
it, if you can. Run as far as you can. If you can be happy, how can it be
wrong? Forget about the world. Live in the moment. Do not open your eyes or you
will lose everything, you will lose the love of you life. You are nothing
without him. You are just an empty vessel. With no worth at all. With him, you
are full, whole. You have a purpose, you are worth to live. Don’t open your
eyes; don’t shutter what you have now.
‘I don’t want to be left alone again.’
“Open your eyes Ryo, and look at me.”
With his eyes closed he could almost
believe that the voice was deeper, more masculine.
“You can’t keep your eyes shut for ever. We
have to face reality.”
‘No! Not now; I don’t want to lose you,
not stand it. Please, don’t make me.’
“Do not worry, I’m right beside you. Trust
me.”
Trust me. Two little
words, with such a power.
Slowly and reluctantly Ryo started to open
his eyes, but he did not dare to look at his lover. His body tried to melt into
“Look at me, Ryo.”
“I don’t want.”
“Why?”
“I don’ want to loose you.”
“So you do not really love me?
“That not true. You are everything. You are
my own live.”
“How can you really love me, if you do not
accept me as a woman?”
“That’s not the point.”
“Then what it is?”
“If I look at you I will loose my reality.”
“What is your reality?”
“You.”
“Am I not here?”
“Yes.”
“Then look at me. Trust me because I’m
right beside you.”
Again the same words. Trust me. I’m right
beside you. Trust me.
‘I will trust you
failed me.’
Finally, with a strength that took almost
his entire life, Ryo made himself looking at the woman that was
Her hair, the same softness.
of green; the same lust in them. She was
his world.
“You are
“Yes.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
At that point Bikky left the bedroom,
closed himself in the bathroom and started to throw up.
On the moon a rather annoyed Q was looking
at the couple with a disgusted expression.
“Yes kid, you are right, those two can be
so disgusting. Humans. Love. What a waste.”
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“So even the might Q can’t win against
those mortals.” Her body moved fluently around the Q, touching him slightly, laughing
at him.
“I’m not jet done. This is just the
beginning and Ryo has not yet accepted him/her completely. Wait and see. Patience
is the most precious virtue among all.”
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Sorry for the last update. I hope that you
will like this chapter. I know, this is different from the previous ones, but I
just finished to watch the first 20 episodes of Evangelion… they are rather
Let me know what you think!!!