A Warm Feeling

The saaaaad character developement chapter!! YAAAAY!! NO SMUT!!! This chapter is to show off my writing abilities. PLEASE REVIEW! I WANT FEEDBACK PLEEEAAAAAASE!!!

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Kagura stood in front of Sakaki and Kaorin as they kissed, tears coming to her eyes in an instant. Her whole body felt weak, almost numb. The present slipped from her trembling fingers and hit the ground with a thud that Kagura barely recognized. It seemed so foreign, so far away. SHE felt so far away. Life itself seemed to have stopped itself, a second feeling like an hour, a minute feeling like an undeterminably long time as she stood in front of Sakaki. Kagura felt her legs tremble and knew if she didn’t leave now she would never leave. Kagura turned and ran as Sakaki called to her. Sakaki’s cry hurt in her ears. Kagura still loved Sakaki, but she knew that she couldn’t stand the sight of the two together anymore. Kagura didn’t know how fast she was running, but only knew that she wanted to be on her bed. Her feet flew, almost independent from Kagura’s body, taking turns and moving around obstacles without Kagura having to process them. Her legs led her to her front door, which Kagura slammed open and continued running to her room. She closed the door to her room and fell onto her bed, clutching her pillow in her hands and crying so hard that sobbing wouldn’t describe the amount of salt water pouring from the young girl’s eyes. She cried for hours, head in her pillow to stifle her gasps for air, hoping she would die so she wouldn’t have to look into Sakaki’s eyes again. She fell asleep heartbroken, crying till she passed out. She woke up in the dead of night and rolled onto her back to look at the ceiling. Her heart hurt as she remembered quickly what had happened, that terrible moment on repeat in her head. She decided to mope around her room for a while and got on the computer she hardly ever used. She got onto her Instant Messanger, knowing nobody would be on. She was wrong. There was one person on. She read the name aloud in a soft, hurt voice that she would adopt for a few days before coming to terms with things. “Yomi….” She clicked on her name and said hi.

Yomi: Hey Kagura what’s up.
Kagura: You probably wouldn’t be interested
Yomi: Nah, I probably would. What’s going down?
Kagura: Well…something happened between Sakaki and I…
Yomi: Oh? What’s wrong?
Kagura: I saw Sakaki and Kaorin together.
Yomi: It was probably nothing Kagura. They were probably just going shopping.
Kagura: No, they weren’t just shopping. They were TOGETHER. I saw her kissing
Kaorin before I left.
Yomi: NO WAY! She CHEATED on you? That’s not cool.
Kagura: Yeah. Needless to say I’m a little heartbroken…
Yomi: I bet…I have an idea. Why don’t I fix you up some onigiri and I’ll come over.
How’s that sound?
Kagura: You don’t have to do that all on my account. I’ll be alright…
Yomi: No, I insist. I’ll be over in about twenty minutes. Leave the window unlocked
for me.

Yomi logged off and Kagura unlocked her window. She was actually really happy to have company over. Kagura was hoping she wouldn’t embarrass herself by crying all over the place in front of Yomi, but she realized that as a risk she had to take. On top of wanting company, Kagura was starving. She hadn’t had anything to eat since school, and even that was small. She layed on her bed and jolted upright a few minutes later when the window slid open quickly. Kagura knew it was Yomi, but she was scared at the quickness the window was opened. Kagura looked at herself and blushed, noticing that she was still wearing her school uniform. She sat on the edge of her bed and watched Yomi glide through the window. She was going to offer to help Yomi, but Yomi looked like she had it under control. Yomi stood up, a bento box in the crook of her arm. Yomi closed the window and shivered. “Brr…it’s really freaking cold out there.” Yomi sat down next to Kagura and opened up the box, steam pouring out of it. “Still warm. Good. I hope you enjoy them. I’m afraid I’m not such a good cook…” Yomi blushed a little bit as she explained to Kagura.

“Um…Yomi? Do you mind if I change in front of you? I just realized I’m in my school clothes and I’m not so comfortable.”

“Oh no, go right ahead, I don’t mind Kagura. Anything to make you comfortable.”

“Thanks Yomi.” Kagura gave a slight smile as she stood and took off her shirt, and unbuttoning the back of her skirt. Yomi blushed as the skirt started to slip, spying the top of a black g-string. Yomi turned away as Kagura continued to change, slipping on a top by her dresser and putting on some loose pajama pants at the same time. Kagura walked back over slowly and plopped down on the bed. Kagura reached in and took a rice ball in her hand and munched on it slowly. “These are delicioius Yomi. You make great onigiri.”

“Oh, it’s nothing.” Yomi sayed and smiled at Kagura. There was a long silence that followed as Kagura ate the few rice balls Yomi had packed. “I’m real sorry about what happened today Kagura. You’re too nice to have something so horrible happen to you.”
Tears bit at Kagura’s eyes as she tried to hold them back, swallowing the last bite of food. Her battle was to no avail as tears poured down her cheeks.

“I…I-I-I feel like I’ve done something wrong, something to p-p-p-push her away from me…she wuh-wuh-wuh-wouldn’t do that otherwise…”

“No Kagura, you’ve been nothing but sweet to that girl. It’s her fault for doing such a stupid thing. You can’t really believe that you did this can you?”

“Y-y-y-yes I d-do. What other reason is there?”

“Maybe her stupidity for cheating on such a kind, beautiful woman such as yourself.”
Kagura blushed at the compliment, and her tears slowed.

“I am not all those things Yomi…”

“Now you listen to me Kagura. Until today you thought you were all that. And that’s because you are. You have a lot of friends, play sports, have large…have large jugs and a slender body without having to try diet after diet like me…”

“You really mean that Yomi?” Kagura said, her tears almost stopped. “You mean all those things?”

“Yeah, I do Kagura. Sakaki needs to get her head in the game so she doesn’t loose you…unless she already has.”

“I…I don’t know…I don’t know how I feel about her anymore. She hurt me really bad and I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive her.”

“I know what you mean. Well…it’s getting late. I should probably be heading off home. I’m sorry I couldn’t stay longer.”

“No, it’s no problem. Thanks for stopping by and talking…and thanks for the delicious food.”

“You really enjoyed it that much? Miracles really do exist…” They both chuckled and stood up, Yomi walking to the window. She was about to climb out when Kagura stopped her.

“Wait Yomi…I…Umm…” Kagura blushed as she quickly leaned forward and planted one right one Yomi’s lips. “Thank’s again Yomi. It means a lot…” Yomi looked at her for a second, mouth wide open. She closed it and leaned in, kissing Kagura. Kagura looked shocked at first and welcomed the kiss openly, pressing her body to Yomi’s and slipping her tongue to the very opening of Yomi’s mouth. Yomi greeted it for a moment and then broke the kiss.

“I…I really do have to be going now…” Yomi looked into Kagura’s eyes and said, “And Kagura. I think I might have some feelings…but I don’t know…you wanna…you wanna go out tomorrow for dinner?”

“Sure…I’d love to Yomi.” Kagura gave her a peck on the cheek and a pat on the butt and the two girls laughed quietly.

“See ya tomorrow Kagura.”

“See ya Yomi…” Yomi climbed out the window and closed it slowly. “…Tomorrow…See ya tomorrow Yomi…”