Wicked Game
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Category:
Gravitation › General
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
6
Views:
2,803
Reviews:
16
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Gravitation, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Five
Chapter Five
Shuichi downed drink after drink, feeling himself become even drunker. He couldn’t believe what he had just been told. Yuki hadn’t cheated on him, it was Tatsuha who he saw on the video. He felt so angry with himself.
He did the most stupidest thing he had ever done, he faked his suicide. Why didn’t he just stay in Japan and confront Yuki? Why did he go to all that trouble? Was he that much of moron? He must be, he hoped his friends and family will forgive him, if he decides to go back home.
He sighed, downing another drink. He was a complete and utter idiot. He didn’t know what to do now. Closing his eyes for a moment, his head began spinning. He holds a wrist in front of his face, trying to make out the time, but he couldn’t even see the watch on his arm. He was completely drunk, but he could still think…sort of.
After throwing money on the bar, he tried to walk in a straight line, but was having a lot of trouble. He trips over his feet, and braces himself to meet with the floor. But he doesn‘t reach it, someone caught him in time. He turned his head, but could only make out blonde hair. He vaguely knew who it was, but he couldn’t be a hundred percent sure.
Yuki knew Shuichi was as drunk as a skunk. The younger man had never been able to hold his drink. He got to his feet and hovered close to the younger man. He managed to catch the him as he nearly toppled over. He helped Shuichi up to his room. He wanted Shuichi to stay close to him, so he lay Shuichi on his bed, covering him with a blanket.
Yuki lay next to Shuichi, and kept his eyes on the angelic face he loved so much. He prayed that Shuichi wouldn’t break up with him, he needed the younger man. Shuichi made him happy, well as happy as a cold-hearted bastard could be. He didn’t know what he would do if Shuichi left him. He had never thought Shuichi would leave him, the younger man was always telling him he loved him, but why is it different now?
He thought Shuichi would take him back straight away when he told him that it wasn’t him on the tape. Yuki frowned, he still couldn’t believe that Shuichi had hired someone to follow him, maybe that was why Shuichi was having difficulty with deciding. What if Shuichi didn’t trust him. That thought make his heart jump in his chest.
He felt a tear escape his eye, and furiously wiped it away. His eyes snapped open as he began to fall asleep. Shuichi was groaning, and Yuki knew he was probably going to be sick. Shuichi suddenly sat up with a hand over his mouth.
Yuki jumped up, and helped him into the bathroom. Shuichi hung over the toilet and puked. Yuki used one of the flannels and wet it. After Shuichi was done, Yuki wiped the younger mans face.
Shuichi felt a little better and he looked at the man next to him. He should have known it was Yuki. He looked away, he was feeling particularly vulnerable at the moment. He allowed Yuki to help him to his feet and put him back into bed.
He closed his eyes for a moment, intending to open them again to talk to Yuki, but he was so tired, he fell asleep.
Yuki once again lay beside Shuichi, his arm slipping around the younger mans tiny waist. He felt exhausted, jetlag finally kicking in. He closed his eyes, and fell asleep.
--
The next time Shuichi opened his eye, he hissed as the sun nearly blinded him, his head trying to split open. After a few deep breaths, he slowly sat up, holding his head as a jackhammer hit him repeatedly.
“Here.” A glass of water and two tablets were in front of him. He took the tablets, washing them down with the water.
“Thanks.” He mumbled as the glass was taken from him. He slowly lifted his head and looked up to meet Yuki eyes, but he quickly bowed his head.
He hadn’t thought about what to do, and he was more than confused. He knew deep down that he just wanted to throw himself into Yuki’s arms, for everything to be all right, but how could it? Yeah Yuki hadn’t cheated on him, but didn’t the older man feel betrayed that he had hired someone to follow him.
Maybe if they got that out of the way, he could then decide what to do. He lifted his head and made eye contact with Yuki. The man was sat on a chair, smoking a cigarette, his golden eyes looking at him intently, filled with more emotions than Shuichi had ever seen in his life. He felt his body tremble.
“Aren’t you going to ask me why I hired someone to follow you?” He asked.
Yuki sighed, he had been wanting to ask that ever since, but truthfully, he was afraid of the answer. But…
“Why Shuichi?”
“I haven’t really got a good enough answer for you, but maybe deep down, I know I don’t trust you…when we first got together, I wasn’t your only lover. I guess that probably has had an impact on me.” He pauses. “I don’t know if I’ll ever trust you…do you still want a relationship with me knowing that?” He finally raised his eyes, looking at Yuki. His eyes widened slightly when he watched Yuki get to his feet, only to kneel in front of him.
Yuki hadn’t wanted to do it this way, but he had to prove to Shuichi that he wanted the younger man no matter what. It did hurt, knowing Shuichi didn’t trust him, but it’s true. Shuichi wasn’t his only lover when they first got together. So he guessed Shuichi had a right not to trust him. But Yuki had been faithful since Shuichi became his only lover, he had never cheated on the younger man, and he didn’t intend to.
After getting down on one knee, he held out the black box. As he opened his mouth, Shuichi started shaking his head. He frowned.
“Please don’t ask me…” Shuichi said, his voice barely above a whisper.
“Why not? I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am upset that you don’t trust me, but I’m willing to work for it, I’m willing to show you that you can trust me. Please Shuichi, I love you…give me a chance?”
Shuichi knew he would crumble soon, he didn’t want to hurt Yuki. But he still had to think about it. And he couldn’t do that here.
“I need to think about it Yuki…maybe you and Tohma should head back to Japan…”
“I’m not leaving without you.” Yuki interrupted him, feeling anger slowly rise within him. He took a few deep breaths. He didn’t want to start shouting.
“Please Yuki, if you really love me, then do it for me. I’ll follow you soon, and then I’ll tell you my answer. But I need to think. I just can’t handle it all, I need time.”
Yuki turned his head away, his anger dissipated and he could feel tears building in his eyes, but he refused to let them fall. He couldn’t believe Shuichi was turning him down. He looks back at Shuichi as he feels a small hand cup his cheek. Leaning into the familiar touch, he sighed.
“I do love you Yuki, but I need time. Can you give me that?”
Yuki swallowed a few times, hoping his voice didn’t tremble. “Yes.”
Shuichi lowered his head and placed a chaste kiss upon the older mans lips. He then left the room without looking back. It was harder than he thought it would be, he desperately wanted to look back, but he didn’t.
He would head home, have a shower, then go and see Reiji. He still had work to do. Then he had a lot of thinking to do.
--
Yuki stayed where he was kneeling, his mind numb. He sighed, shutting his eyes against the tears that threatened to fall. He should go home, that was what Shuichi asked of him, and that was what he was going to do.
He called Tohma using his mobile, telling the man he was ready to go home.
--
Yuki met Tohma in the lobby, and his brother-in-law hounded him with questions. Wanting to know what had happened. Yuki sighed and told the man as they drove towards the airport. Tohma looked at Eiri, the younger man was trying to act normal, but Tohma could tell he was not doing too well.
Yuki turned his head away, feeling Tohma’s eyes on him. He was trying to keep himself together, but he could feel himself falling apart. He just had to hope Shuichi came back to him. He smirked as he thought about kicking the shit out of his brother, it was his fault that he was in this mess.
When they got on the jet, Yuki turned his head to look out of the window. He said a silent prayer as the jet sped down the runway and took off. He prayed that Shuichi would follow him soon. He prayed that Shuichi would soon be his fiancé.
Shuichi downed drink after drink, feeling himself become even drunker. He couldn’t believe what he had just been told. Yuki hadn’t cheated on him, it was Tatsuha who he saw on the video. He felt so angry with himself.
He did the most stupidest thing he had ever done, he faked his suicide. Why didn’t he just stay in Japan and confront Yuki? Why did he go to all that trouble? Was he that much of moron? He must be, he hoped his friends and family will forgive him, if he decides to go back home.
He sighed, downing another drink. He was a complete and utter idiot. He didn’t know what to do now. Closing his eyes for a moment, his head began spinning. He holds a wrist in front of his face, trying to make out the time, but he couldn’t even see the watch on his arm. He was completely drunk, but he could still think…sort of.
After throwing money on the bar, he tried to walk in a straight line, but was having a lot of trouble. He trips over his feet, and braces himself to meet with the floor. But he doesn‘t reach it, someone caught him in time. He turned his head, but could only make out blonde hair. He vaguely knew who it was, but he couldn’t be a hundred percent sure.
Yuki knew Shuichi was as drunk as a skunk. The younger man had never been able to hold his drink. He got to his feet and hovered close to the younger man. He managed to catch the him as he nearly toppled over. He helped Shuichi up to his room. He wanted Shuichi to stay close to him, so he lay Shuichi on his bed, covering him with a blanket.
Yuki lay next to Shuichi, and kept his eyes on the angelic face he loved so much. He prayed that Shuichi wouldn’t break up with him, he needed the younger man. Shuichi made him happy, well as happy as a cold-hearted bastard could be. He didn’t know what he would do if Shuichi left him. He had never thought Shuichi would leave him, the younger man was always telling him he loved him, but why is it different now?
He thought Shuichi would take him back straight away when he told him that it wasn’t him on the tape. Yuki frowned, he still couldn’t believe that Shuichi had hired someone to follow him, maybe that was why Shuichi was having difficulty with deciding. What if Shuichi didn’t trust him. That thought make his heart jump in his chest.
He felt a tear escape his eye, and furiously wiped it away. His eyes snapped open as he began to fall asleep. Shuichi was groaning, and Yuki knew he was probably going to be sick. Shuichi suddenly sat up with a hand over his mouth.
Yuki jumped up, and helped him into the bathroom. Shuichi hung over the toilet and puked. Yuki used one of the flannels and wet it. After Shuichi was done, Yuki wiped the younger mans face.
Shuichi felt a little better and he looked at the man next to him. He should have known it was Yuki. He looked away, he was feeling particularly vulnerable at the moment. He allowed Yuki to help him to his feet and put him back into bed.
He closed his eyes for a moment, intending to open them again to talk to Yuki, but he was so tired, he fell asleep.
Yuki once again lay beside Shuichi, his arm slipping around the younger mans tiny waist. He felt exhausted, jetlag finally kicking in. He closed his eyes, and fell asleep.
--
The next time Shuichi opened his eye, he hissed as the sun nearly blinded him, his head trying to split open. After a few deep breaths, he slowly sat up, holding his head as a jackhammer hit him repeatedly.
“Here.” A glass of water and two tablets were in front of him. He took the tablets, washing them down with the water.
“Thanks.” He mumbled as the glass was taken from him. He slowly lifted his head and looked up to meet Yuki eyes, but he quickly bowed his head.
He hadn’t thought about what to do, and he was more than confused. He knew deep down that he just wanted to throw himself into Yuki’s arms, for everything to be all right, but how could it? Yeah Yuki hadn’t cheated on him, but didn’t the older man feel betrayed that he had hired someone to follow him.
Maybe if they got that out of the way, he could then decide what to do. He lifted his head and made eye contact with Yuki. The man was sat on a chair, smoking a cigarette, his golden eyes looking at him intently, filled with more emotions than Shuichi had ever seen in his life. He felt his body tremble.
“Aren’t you going to ask me why I hired someone to follow you?” He asked.
Yuki sighed, he had been wanting to ask that ever since, but truthfully, he was afraid of the answer. But…
“Why Shuichi?”
“I haven’t really got a good enough answer for you, but maybe deep down, I know I don’t trust you…when we first got together, I wasn’t your only lover. I guess that probably has had an impact on me.” He pauses. “I don’t know if I’ll ever trust you…do you still want a relationship with me knowing that?” He finally raised his eyes, looking at Yuki. His eyes widened slightly when he watched Yuki get to his feet, only to kneel in front of him.
Yuki hadn’t wanted to do it this way, but he had to prove to Shuichi that he wanted the younger man no matter what. It did hurt, knowing Shuichi didn’t trust him, but it’s true. Shuichi wasn’t his only lover when they first got together. So he guessed Shuichi had a right not to trust him. But Yuki had been faithful since Shuichi became his only lover, he had never cheated on the younger man, and he didn’t intend to.
After getting down on one knee, he held out the black box. As he opened his mouth, Shuichi started shaking his head. He frowned.
“Please don’t ask me…” Shuichi said, his voice barely above a whisper.
“Why not? I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am upset that you don’t trust me, but I’m willing to work for it, I’m willing to show you that you can trust me. Please Shuichi, I love you…give me a chance?”
Shuichi knew he would crumble soon, he didn’t want to hurt Yuki. But he still had to think about it. And he couldn’t do that here.
“I need to think about it Yuki…maybe you and Tohma should head back to Japan…”
“I’m not leaving without you.” Yuki interrupted him, feeling anger slowly rise within him. He took a few deep breaths. He didn’t want to start shouting.
“Please Yuki, if you really love me, then do it for me. I’ll follow you soon, and then I’ll tell you my answer. But I need to think. I just can’t handle it all, I need time.”
Yuki turned his head away, his anger dissipated and he could feel tears building in his eyes, but he refused to let them fall. He couldn’t believe Shuichi was turning him down. He looks back at Shuichi as he feels a small hand cup his cheek. Leaning into the familiar touch, he sighed.
“I do love you Yuki, but I need time. Can you give me that?”
Yuki swallowed a few times, hoping his voice didn’t tremble. “Yes.”
Shuichi lowered his head and placed a chaste kiss upon the older mans lips. He then left the room without looking back. It was harder than he thought it would be, he desperately wanted to look back, but he didn’t.
He would head home, have a shower, then go and see Reiji. He still had work to do. Then he had a lot of thinking to do.
--
Yuki stayed where he was kneeling, his mind numb. He sighed, shutting his eyes against the tears that threatened to fall. He should go home, that was what Shuichi asked of him, and that was what he was going to do.
He called Tohma using his mobile, telling the man he was ready to go home.
--
Yuki met Tohma in the lobby, and his brother-in-law hounded him with questions. Wanting to know what had happened. Yuki sighed and told the man as they drove towards the airport. Tohma looked at Eiri, the younger man was trying to act normal, but Tohma could tell he was not doing too well.
Yuki turned his head away, feeling Tohma’s eyes on him. He was trying to keep himself together, but he could feel himself falling apart. He just had to hope Shuichi came back to him. He smirked as he thought about kicking the shit out of his brother, it was his fault that he was in this mess.
When they got on the jet, Yuki turned his head to look out of the window. He said a silent prayer as the jet sped down the runway and took off. He prayed that Shuichi would follow him soon. He prayed that Shuichi would soon be his fiancé.