No Return to Innocence
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Descendents of Darkness/Yami No Matsuei › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
12
Views:
3,033
Reviews:
2
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Currently Reading:
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I do not own Descendants of Darkness (Yami no Matsuei), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Is It Wrong to..Love
This is Chapter Five of Return to Innocence "Is It Wrong to..Love "
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Disclaimer: I do not own Yami No Matsuei...though I wish I did so I can stop writing this over and over and....O_o
Warning: Not your ordinary kids story...there is sex involved, yaoi sex!!
Summary: wow things just keep heating up...but are Tsuzuki feelings for Muraki true?
Chapter Five: Is It Wrong To...Love!
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Muraki comes out of the bathroom drying his hair with a towel as Tsuzuki sits on the edge of the bed.
” I ...um...Muraki.?”
Tsuzuki holds his head in his hand squeezing it slightly as a headache developed.
Muraki lifts Tsuzuki’s chin up correcting him.
“Kazutaka..."
"Now if you’ll excuse me I believe I said I was going to get breakfast.” He walks to the door then turns around back toward Tsuzuki.
” If you wish, you could leave at your own free will... just as you could of last night...I never forced you to stay.” and he walks out.
Tsuzuki looks at the door that Muraki just left out of. ” What have I done.!?”
He gets up putting on a shirt and looks at a small pink note next to the vase of red oueen roses on the table.
” Today all of your dreams will come true” He touches one of the roses as it’s pedal falls to the ground.
"..."
“...I have to find him.”
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Tsuzuki goes to the dinning room. It was filled with people eating and enjoying the finest of breakfast most of a high class society. “This must be the VIP room... It would be impossible to find Muraki as I can not even enter without a proper pass."
He knew his effort was hopless as he turns around only to see Muraki standing in front of him.
” I see you have decided to eat out then...come... now that I have ordered our food we could just eat it here”
Tsuzuki was amazed at the beautiful scenery the restaurant possesed. Nothing he would ever be able it get in alone, not without Muraki’s fine connections.
The taller man pulls out a chair for Tsuzuki ” Are you not going to sit...?”
Tsuzuki looks away from him sitting down as Muraki comes close to his ear.” kind of romantic...don't you think”
The brunette pulls away looking at Muraki evily. “Knock it off... Muraki I came to find you because I was going to say...”
Tsuzuki words were stoped as Muraki sat down across from him in his own chair. Gesturing a waiter to pour some wine into their glasses . He then looks back toward the shinigami with a mincing smile.
” What Asato..that you enjoyed last night as much as I did..” The doctor sips some of his wine.
” Mmm...tastes fantasic.”
Those words alone he smiles at. Looking at Tsuzuki seeing him blush.
” Stop manipulating me..."The shinigami looks at Muraki with his still evil frawn watching him grab a cigarette from out of the gold tray that was sitting in the middle of the table.
Muraki lights it taking a puff.” So then you didn’t..?."Blowing the smoke out he places a hand on his wine glass rolling his finger round the rim of it.
” Well it is kind of hard to see that.As your face told a whole different story.” He grabes Tsuzuki’s hand with his other one rubbing it softly.
” Stop that...” Tsuzuki pulls away quickly from him amusing Muraki.
“What. are you afraid I will do something in public out here...you do look so adorablely nerves like that...” He sips more of his wine
” Just as adorable as when you called out my name last night!."Saying just that sentence loud so people could hear it as they started to stare.
Tsuzuki chuckles cheeks as red as roses ” Ha ha... he was only kidding.”
Muraki puts a hand on his lips taking another puff staring directly into Tsuzuki’s eyes” Am I...”
Tsuzuki slams a hand on the table angery that he would go so far as to toy with him.” What are you trying to do”
Muraki pulls off his glasses. “Admire you...is that such a bad thing.”
“...Yes!”
Tsuzuki gets up from his chair” Muraki... I came here to tell you... it is time to end this.”
Muraki puts out his cigarette.” Very well then I will give you your wish Mr. Tsuzuki.. I will not see you no more...after all... your dream will come true today”
Tsuzuki looks at him remembering the pink note he read. it was meant for him. But what did he mean by it all of his dreams?... it didn’t matter this had to end.
” Good bye... Kazutaka..” and he walks off.
Muraki leans his face against his hands on the table. He was not going to go after him. No matter how much he wanted to. He wrote that note for a reason...and he left it at that. -
Tsuzuki walks through the hall to his room but instead is caught by a familar voice calling to him.
” Tsuzuki...Tsuzuki...wait”
He turns around seeing Hisoka running toward him.
” I have been looking for you everywhere...” His face worried looking and concerned for his partner.
” I thought you might of jumped off the ship or something... where have you been...what’s going on Tsuzuki why wont you talk to me?”
Tsuzuki looks down from him. “I just have a lot on my mind...” He smiles slightly at Hisoka as though it where nothing. That nothing was bothering him.
“Nothing to worry about, but I am kinda tired..I’m going to lay down for a bit.”
Hisoka couldn’t understand him. why can’t he get through to him... why dose he keep ignoring him, why wont he just tell him what was really going on. Was it about the murders...or was it something deeper.
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Tsuzuki wakes looking to see if he was in his own room.
He was and there was no sign of Muraki anywhere either.
“Did he really mean what he said...he will not see me no more.”
He flashes back to the letter that was written for him...to him being touched by those hands.
” Tsuzuki stop...” He shakes his head getting the vision out of it noticing a note on the table
” Did Muraki...”
He gets up to look at it..was it his...? He looks at it as it read.
Tsuzuki,
I will not be back till late.
Went to dinner with Tsubaki..
I left some cake on the table for you.
Hope you are feeling better soon.
Hisoka.
“Well, the room is mine for tonight..guess I’ll go get some of that cake and eat...”
A vision passes his mind again of Muraki.
Murderer of many souls...seeing him kill those people.Why?Why did he do it?
Tsuzuki relizes he had done the same.That him and Muraki are not that much different from eachother.
“Is it wrong to kill? ”
Tsuzuki relizes he had done the same.That him and Muraki are not that much different from eachother.“Is it wrong to kill? ”
He pauses...
"I hate being a guardian”
He rubes his head.” what am I doing.Just stop thinking already.”
He loses his appetite laying himself back on the bed. staring at the ceiling hoping to fall asleep
.so quiet.
The silence overbearing his thought.
“Murder...that is all he is.A murder”
he bits his bottom lip.Drawing blood.
” Damn him!...”
Tsuzuki gets up walking out the door.
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A knock comes from the door as Muraki gets up to see who it was. He opens it as Tsuzuki stood on the opposite end.
Surprised he could see a frown upon the guardians face, as Muraki manges a smile
” Mr. Tsuzuki...what a surprise...what brings you here..?"
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Chapter Six: Lost to the Forbidden
Comment: This one was a bit mild compared to the rest, but still there is more to come.
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Disclaimer: I do not own Yami No Matsuei...though I wish I did so I can stop writing this over and over and....O_o
Warning: Not your ordinary kids story...there is sex involved, yaoi sex!!
Summary: wow things just keep heating up...but are Tsuzuki feelings for Muraki true?
Chapter Five: Is It Wrong To...Love!
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Muraki comes out of the bathroom drying his hair with a towel as Tsuzuki sits on the edge of the bed.
” I ...um...Muraki.?”
Tsuzuki holds his head in his hand squeezing it slightly as a headache developed.
Muraki lifts Tsuzuki’s chin up correcting him.
“Kazutaka..."
"Now if you’ll excuse me I believe I said I was going to get breakfast.” He walks to the door then turns around back toward Tsuzuki.
” If you wish, you could leave at your own free will... just as you could of last night...I never forced you to stay.” and he walks out.
Tsuzuki looks at the door that Muraki just left out of. ” What have I done.!?”
He gets up putting on a shirt and looks at a small pink note next to the vase of red oueen roses on the table.
” Today all of your dreams will come true” He touches one of the roses as it’s pedal falls to the ground.
"..."
“...I have to find him.”
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Tsuzuki goes to the dinning room. It was filled with people eating and enjoying the finest of breakfast most of a high class society. “This must be the VIP room... It would be impossible to find Muraki as I can not even enter without a proper pass."
He knew his effort was hopless as he turns around only to see Muraki standing in front of him.
” I see you have decided to eat out then...come... now that I have ordered our food we could just eat it here”
Tsuzuki was amazed at the beautiful scenery the restaurant possesed. Nothing he would ever be able it get in alone, not without Muraki’s fine connections.
The taller man pulls out a chair for Tsuzuki ” Are you not going to sit...?”
Tsuzuki looks away from him sitting down as Muraki comes close to his ear.” kind of romantic...don't you think”
The brunette pulls away looking at Muraki evily. “Knock it off... Muraki I came to find you because I was going to say...”
Tsuzuki words were stoped as Muraki sat down across from him in his own chair. Gesturing a waiter to pour some wine into their glasses . He then looks back toward the shinigami with a mincing smile.
” What Asato..that you enjoyed last night as much as I did..” The doctor sips some of his wine.
” Mmm...tastes fantasic.”
Those words alone he smiles at. Looking at Tsuzuki seeing him blush.
” Stop manipulating me..."The shinigami looks at Muraki with his still evil frawn watching him grab a cigarette from out of the gold tray that was sitting in the middle of the table.
Muraki lights it taking a puff.” So then you didn’t..?."Blowing the smoke out he places a hand on his wine glass rolling his finger round the rim of it.
” Well it is kind of hard to see that.As your face told a whole different story.” He grabes Tsuzuki’s hand with his other one rubbing it softly.
” Stop that...” Tsuzuki pulls away quickly from him amusing Muraki.
“What. are you afraid I will do something in public out here...you do look so adorablely nerves like that...” He sips more of his wine
” Just as adorable as when you called out my name last night!."Saying just that sentence loud so people could hear it as they started to stare.
Tsuzuki chuckles cheeks as red as roses ” Ha ha... he was only kidding.”
Muraki puts a hand on his lips taking another puff staring directly into Tsuzuki’s eyes” Am I...”
Tsuzuki slams a hand on the table angery that he would go so far as to toy with him.” What are you trying to do”
Muraki pulls off his glasses. “Admire you...is that such a bad thing.”
“...Yes!”
Tsuzuki gets up from his chair” Muraki... I came here to tell you... it is time to end this.”
Muraki puts out his cigarette.” Very well then I will give you your wish Mr. Tsuzuki.. I will not see you no more...after all... your dream will come true today”
Tsuzuki looks at him remembering the pink note he read. it was meant for him. But what did he mean by it all of his dreams?... it didn’t matter this had to end.
” Good bye... Kazutaka..” and he walks off.
Muraki leans his face against his hands on the table. He was not going to go after him. No matter how much he wanted to. He wrote that note for a reason...and he left it at that. -
Tsuzuki walks through the hall to his room but instead is caught by a familar voice calling to him.
” Tsuzuki...Tsuzuki...wait”
He turns around seeing Hisoka running toward him.
” I have been looking for you everywhere...” His face worried looking and concerned for his partner.
” I thought you might of jumped off the ship or something... where have you been...what’s going on Tsuzuki why wont you talk to me?”
Tsuzuki looks down from him. “I just have a lot on my mind...” He smiles slightly at Hisoka as though it where nothing. That nothing was bothering him.
“Nothing to worry about, but I am kinda tired..I’m going to lay down for a bit.”
Hisoka couldn’t understand him. why can’t he get through to him... why dose he keep ignoring him, why wont he just tell him what was really going on. Was it about the murders...or was it something deeper.
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Tsuzuki wakes looking to see if he was in his own room.
He was and there was no sign of Muraki anywhere either.
“Did he really mean what he said...he will not see me no more.”
He flashes back to the letter that was written for him...to him being touched by those hands.
” Tsuzuki stop...” He shakes his head getting the vision out of it noticing a note on the table
” Did Muraki...”
He gets up to look at it..was it his...? He looks at it as it read.
Tsuzuki,
I will not be back till late.
Went to dinner with Tsubaki..
I left some cake on the table for you.
Hope you are feeling better soon.
Hisoka.
“Well, the room is mine for tonight..guess I’ll go get some of that cake and eat...”
A vision passes his mind again of Muraki.
Murderer of many souls...seeing him kill those people.Why?Why did he do it?
Tsuzuki relizes he had done the same.That him and Muraki are not that much different from eachother.
“Is it wrong to kill? ”
Tsuzuki relizes he had done the same.That him and Muraki are not that much different from eachother.“Is it wrong to kill? ”
He pauses...
"I hate being a guardian”
He rubes his head.” what am I doing.Just stop thinking already.”
He loses his appetite laying himself back on the bed. staring at the ceiling hoping to fall asleep
.so quiet.
The silence overbearing his thought.
“Murder...that is all he is.A murder”
he bits his bottom lip.Drawing blood.
” Damn him!...”
Tsuzuki gets up walking out the door.
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A knock comes from the door as Muraki gets up to see who it was. He opens it as Tsuzuki stood on the opposite end.
Surprised he could see a frown upon the guardians face, as Muraki manges a smile
” Mr. Tsuzuki...what a surprise...what brings you here..?"
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Chapter Six: Lost to the Forbidden
Comment: This one was a bit mild compared to the rest, but still there is more to come.