Bad Case of Loving You

Disclaimer: Still not mine except Sei.

Warning: Lemon, of course, and light BDSM. Because I couldn’t resist and Sei where’s a collar for a reason. :D

A/N: I swear I have an outline of where I’m going with all of this. I know so many of you are like ‘wtf is this headed?’ Just hang in there. It’s getting there. Things well become clear in the next few chapters. I promise. You stick with me and you’ll get your answers. Thanks to everyone who’s reviewed. You are wonderful. And I see all the rest of you out there that keep returning but not reviewing. That’s cool. I’m glad you’re at least coming back for more. :D Now onto the next chapter. And make sure you paid attention to the warning...

CHAPTER FIVE

H.A.N.A. K.I.M.I.

The door slammed shut with a resounding bang. Sei stared at the closed door in shock, wondering why Umeda was taking his anger out on him. He glared sideways at the blond in annoyance. The agitation disappeared in an instant as he saw the devastated look on the older man’s face. He immediately felt sympathetic. Whoever this man was he obviously had quite a thing for the doctor. He watched as the blond took a deep breath, visibly composing himself.

A moment later the blond caught Sei’s eyes. “You hungry?”

“What?” Sei asked completely caught off guard. Bewilderment spreading across his face.

“I’m gonna go eat. I’d like you to join me,” the blond explained briefly, as he fished in his pockets for his keys. “I’m Akiha Hara by the way. Nice to meet you,” he put his hand out.

Sei scrutinized the blond for a very long moment. This guy looked pretty damn familiar. It couldn’t really be who he thought it was though. Sei reached out and shook Akiha’s hand cautiously. “Aren’t you that famous model photographer?”

“Yep, that’s me,” Akiha answered with a big grin. He looked like he hadn’t been in a fight only a few minutes before. “So will join me?”

“Uh...sure,” he agreed hesitantly. Somehow he had a weird feeling about this. The fact that he was talking to a famous person was over shadowed by everything that had just happened. A thousand questions were racing through his mind. He wanted answers.

He followed Akiha out of the apartment building to the photographer’s car parked across the street. Both were uncharacteristically quiet during the drive. Akiha appeared to be brooding while trying to look like he wasn’t. Sei was no idiot. He knew the photographer was pretty upset. He was content to wait until the appropriate moment to ask his questions. They reached their destination much faster than Sei had anticipated. He followed after Akiha, not really taking in where they were. He was to busy thinking. He didn’t realize notice anything again until he found himself sitting at a table across from the photographer.

How Sei found himself in a restaurant with a very hot photographer still puzzled him. He would have thought Akiha would have given him the cold shoulder. Instead, the photographer was acting liked they were long lost friends. It was like as soon as they passed the door way into the restaurant the photographer’s entire attitude changed. Akiha’s bright smile and sweet words had their waitress blushing as she scribbled down their orders. He talked to her with a confident, easy manner. As soon as she left though, Akiha directed his entire attention towards Sei.

“So Sei-kun,” the photographer smiled. “How long have you known, Umeda-sempai?”

Sei took a sip of his drink before answering carefully. “About a month. We met at a club.”

“Are you two actually dating?” Akiha asked, curiously.

“No, we just–,” Sei stopped short. Why was he gonna tell the photographer what they did? It wasn’t really any of his business.

“Screw?” the photographer but the word out there before Sei could find another way to say it. The word hung in the air between them. “Look, I’m not trying to scare you off or play the jealous lover,” Akiha sighed, letting his carefree expression drop. “Umeda and I are not lovers as much as I would like to be. Hell, he probably doesn’t even consider me a friend.”

“You’re not his lover?” Sei blinked in surprised, grasping onto that with a sense of relief.

“No.”

“Then who is?” he blurted. “I know he’s in love with someone. The way he screws–,” he stopped up short and bit his lip.

Akiha frowned. “What?”

“I can just tell he’s doing it to forget. Like he’s desperate to,” Sei finished quietly.

“He is,” Akiha sighed heavily, running his finger around the edge of his glass. “He’s in love with a man named ? Ryoichi that he’s known since high school.”

Sei looked surprised. “Why isn’t he with him then?”

“Because the asshole banged Umeda finally after years of nothing between them. Then he promptly told Umeda he was engaged to be married and he was moving away.” Akiha told him shortly.

Sei was silent for a moment as he digested this. He couldn’t imagine ever doing that to anyone. “Why are you telling me this?”

“I’m trying to help you before you get in to deep with him. Umeda’s on a fast road to self destruction. Don’t let him drag you down with him. I just don’t want to see you get hurt,” Akiha answered honestly.

“What if I don’t care about getting hurt?” Sei frowned.

“Then that means you’re as bad off as me; which means you’re in love with him.”

Both fell silent as the waitress brought their food to the table. They smiled and thanked her politely, waiting for her to retreat before beginning to talk again. Sei took a couple of bites of food, mulling over Akiha’s words.

“You are, aren’t you?” Akiha’s voice made him freeze.

Sei stared down at his food, feeling his stomach twist. “I just fuck him.”

“Or does he fuck you?” Akiha asked gently.

“I do him,” Sei answered stiffly.

Akiha took a deep breath. “For now you do.”

“Sure you’re not a jealous lover?” Sei asked with a smirk.

“I’m sure. I’m a jealous man in love.” Akiha replied with a sad smile.

Sei couldn’t help but ask curiously. “How long have you been in love with Umeda-san?”

“Since college,” Akiha replied.

“Doesn’t that make you as bad as him then?”

Akiha grinned in a self-decrepitating manner. “Yeah, it does.”

H.A.N.A K.I.M.I.

Umeda sighed as he peered through the peep hole of his apartment door. He hadn’t expected that Sei brat to be back so soon. He’d felt like an ass as soon as the door had slammed shut. He hated feeling guilty for his own over reactions. He hated even more having to apologize for them. He debated on whether or not to answer the door. He sighed, knowing it was a petulant thought and he wasn’t a child anymore. He’d have to suck it up. He swung the door open with a sigh.

Sei’s down trodden expression quickly perked up as soon the door opened. The doctor stood in the door way for about half a second before stepping back to let the kid in. Sei blinked for a second, before hurrying inside before Umeda changed his mind. The kid was a bit shocked the older man had let him in. He’d been afraid the doctor was going to ignore him. He followed Umeda into the living room and waited for the doctor to sit. He stayed standing. He need to say his piece before he tried to get comfortable. This kinda of talk always made him feel slightly uncomfortable.

“Look, Doc, I’m sorry. I just realized I don’t know anything about you. So I didn’t know joking with Akiha would make you angry,” Sei apologized, fiddling with his collar buckle like he always did when he was anxious.

“Don’t be sorry. I over reacted. Akiha just puts me on edge,” Umeda replied irritably. He hated admitting his screw ups, but more so his weaknesses.

Sei wondered if he should say the next part. “I went out to lunch with Akiha.”

Umeda looked up sharply, his gaze narrowing with anger.

“It’s not cause I wanted to hit on him or I was attracted to him,” Sei defended himself. “It’s because he asked me too. He wanted to talk to me. So I agreed.”

“Learn anything interesting?” The doctor asked briskly.

Sei nodded slowly. “He seemed to know a lot about you. And I was curious to find out exactly who he was to you.”

“A pain in my ass,” Umeda growled.

“Yeah, that I noticed. I want to get know you, Doc. And we don’t seem to do a lot of personal talking when we are...,” Sei trailed off as he scratched the back of his neck sheepishly. “The point is, I was hoping to maybe learn something about you from Akiha.”

“You could have asked me. And not gone to him for answers,” The doctor replied caustically.

“He really seems serious about you though,” the kid remarked, staring down at his hands.

Umeda cringed. “Enough about him.”

“Ok,” Sei dropped it instantly. He didn’t feel like getting kicked out again. Not only had that hurt last time, but his cock had been left crying for release.

“I really don’t know anything about you either,” Umeda said as he lit up a cigarette.

“Ask away!” I will answer anything...almost,” Sei perked up with a bright smile. He plopped down onto the couch and gave Umeda an eager look.

Sometimes, the doctor thought, the kid’s mentality was so simple. Except that he knew it was just a cover. Sei was smart enough to know when it was beneficial to play at being dumb or simple minded.

“How old are you?” Umeda asked.

“21, but I could be lying,” Sei quirked an eyebrow with a teasing smirk.

“You’re not,” Umeda replied. The kid wasn’t playing with his fingers like he did when he lied. “What are you studying in college?”

Sei grinned sheepishly. “Pediatrics.”

The doctor cracked a smile. “That’s ironic.”

“How old are you, Doc?”

“I just turned 28,” Umeda answered honestly.

Sei nodded thoughtfully. “You’ve been practicing medicine how long?”

“Four years. ? High is my first official doctor position,” Umeda replied.

“You must like it if you stayed this long,” Sei said.

“I’ve become...attached to it. There are a few students I feel it’s my duty to protect,” the doctor told him, fiddling with the lighter in his hands. “Why do you wanna be in pediatrics?”

Sei explained with a smile. “I got hit by a car when I was seven. I ran into the damn street chasing a ball. My doctor at the hospital took really good care of me. He inspired me, I guess you could say, to help out other kids like he did.” The kid chuckled a little and rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment. “My older brother always said that accident knocked me gay.”

“I take it he resents you being a homo?” Umeda inquired.

“He hates it even though I don’t talk about it to him. He acts like I put all the pressure on him to bear the family name and be the manly one,” Sei sighed.

Umeda eyed the younger man. “He must have an inferiority complex.”

The kid looked over at him in shock. “Why would you say that?”

“Because you’re very manly for a gay guy,” the doctor smirked.

The kid smiled and flexed his abs. “Hell yes, I am. I know I’m sexy.”

Umeda rolled his eyes. “I take it back. It’s inflating your ego.”

“Nah,” Sei laughed. “What about you, Doc? Got any siblings?”

“Two annoying sisters,” he answered. “Pray you never meet my older sister.” He shuddered.

“You ever been in love?” Sei asked with a feigned casualness.

Umeda’s entire attitude changed in the blink of an eye. He scowled and bolted to his feet. “I don’t wanna talk about that.”

Sei frowned at the defensive reaction. Apparently, this Ryoichi guy was still eating at the doctor. He huffed sadly. He wished he could track that bastard down and slug him. Umeda deserved better than that. The doctor was to good for that guy.

Sei jumped to his feet to go after Umeda. He caught the doctor by the wrist and spun him around. The doctor made a startled, angry noise under his breath. Before he could yell or protest, Sei caught his mouth in a bruising kiss. Umeda struggled against him until the kid hooked his foot around the doctor’s ankle and knocked him off his feet. Umeda yelped in surprise as he tumbled to the ground in a controlled fall. Sei kept a firm hold of him so that he hardly jostled as he landed flat on his back on the carpet.

Umeda stared in shock at the kid’s face. That had never happened to him before. Sei’s hands pinned the doctor’s wrists down on either side of his head. The kid settled his weight down onto Umeda’s hips before rolling his hips against the doctor’s. Umeda moaned sharply and cursed. That move had to be illegal in almost every country. God, this kid could turn him on so damn fast. He once again cursed the kid’s intuitive nature. Sei had figured out his little kink of being man handled very quickly. Something about the rough treatment went straight to Umeda’s cock. He was by no means a big fan of BDSM. He just liked a little rough play sometimes. Sei knew it and was quick to use it to divert Umeda’s attention to sex.

The doctor whimpered softly as Sei bit lightly onto his collar bone. His blood surged through him straight to his cock in a matter of seconds. Sei laved at the reddened skin before leaning down to latch onto a pert nipple. He smirked at the sharp gasp he earned for his efforts. Sei was beginning to be able to play Umeda’s body like a well tuned guitar.

The urge to sock the kid for presuming to cajole Umeda in this manner was waging a war with his dick’s idea to just fuck. He struggled just a little as he thought it over. His efforts were met with another flex down of Sei’s hips against his own. The feel of the younger man’s ass rubbing against his crotch dispelled any lingering indecision. With a mental shrug, he decided to do what his dick was telling him too. He wasn’t in the mood, however, to play bottom. And Sei did need reminding of who exactly ran the show around here. So now the problem was figuring out how to turn the tables.

The idea soon came to him. With a mischievous glint in his eyes (that his sex toy missed), he ceased all struggles. Sei made a soft noise of triumph. Umeda smirked as the grip on his wrists loosened. He let the kid make love to his skin as he waited. He felt like a tiger waiting for a vulnerable spot to open up. He didn’t have to wait very long. Sei reared back and pulled off his shirt. Before he could bring his arms all the way down, Umeda lunged forward. He knocked Sei backwards and underneath him as he scrambled swiftly to reverse their positions.

Sei gapped up at him in stunned puzzlement as Umeda pinned him to the floor. The kid’s eyes went impossibly wide at the predatory gleam in the doctor’s eyes. He felt his heart begin to pound heavy in his chest. A moment later the world revolved for Sei again, and he found himself face down against the carpet. He tensed when Umeda grabbed the back of his collar in a silent proclamation of authority. A tremble of excitement and unease skittered down Sei’s spin to settle in his cock like it was a tuning fork.

“I’m not going to hurt you,” the doctor assured him. “If I do tell me. I’ll stop. I promise.”

The kid relaxed into the gentle caress of fingers tracing his back. “I trust you. You can hurt me a little.”

Umeda smiled against the back of Sei’s neck. “And I thought I was kinky. What do you want?”

“I don’t care. Just please do something. I need to come so bad,” Sei groaned and rolled his hips back against the doctor’s.

Umeda smirked. “Maybe I’ll let you.”

The kid moaned desperately. “Please,” he whimpered.

Umeda quickly divested the kid of the rest of his clothes. He didn’t even bother to shed any of his clothes. He left himself half undressed where Sei had left off. He glanced around to locate anything to use as lubrication. He had to smile at the bottle of lotion that had been left on the coffee table. It was amusing how many bottles of the stuff were beginning to crop up in convenient locations around his apartment. Only problem was it was just out of reach.

“I’m going to let go for a minute. Do not move, or all bets are off. Get it?” the doctor said sternly to Sei.

Sei nodded. “Got it.”

The kid stayed perfectly still as Umeda let go and got up to retrieve the bottle. He returned to his previous dominating position in a matter of moments.

“We’re gonna do it right here?” Sei asked curiously. His heart skipped a beat as Umeda’s fingers tightened around his collar.

“Of course,” the doctor smirked as he leaned over to bite the kid’s shoulder.

Sei sucked in a sharp breath. He moaned deep in his throat as Umeda pressed one lotion coated finger inside him. Apparently, the doctor was not in the mood for foreplay. Sei was perfectly fine with that. He didn’t think he could handle it anyways. He’d probably come way to fast. How many times had they ever used foreplay anyways? Sei mentally shrugged. Whatever.

Umeda prepared Sei quickly but efficiently. Seeing the kid on his knees and spread out in front of him was limiting his patience. And the kid’s needy moans every time he stroked over Sei’s sweet spot with his finger’s was making his cock throb. He pulled his fingers out of the kid, slathered his cock with lotion, and lined himself up against Sei’s tight entrance. He grabbed Sei’s hip to steady them both. In one smooth thrust, he seated himself completely inside the kid. Both groaned in unison as jolts of pleasure washed through them. Umeda tightened his grip on Sei’s collar and began to pound into the kid without mercy. Every move of his hips was calculated to hit Sei’s sweet spot. Within moments, the kid was panting hard.

The doctor’s grip was just tight enough to restrict easy air flow. Sei could still breathe but it was as difficult as if he’d had a bad cold. It made the air he received precious. It also made him tune into his body and become much more aware of its reactions. The pleasure Umeda was giving him felt amplified as if he were drugged. Every stroke over his sweet spot was like a thousand lightning bolts of gratification up his spin. He was acutely attuned to every caress and kiss the doctor dropped on his skin every once in a while. He was so painfully aroused that could barely stand it.

His fingers dug into the plush carpet as he rocked and writhed against Umeda’s body. Every other sound out of his throat was a whimper or moan. Dear God, he was so close. So fucking close to coming. Tears leaked down his face and into the carpet from the sheer intensity of the sensations racing through his body. His tears only added another puddle into the rug besides the one he knew his cock was making. He was almost delirious with wild need. He was chanting broken words into his wrist with the little air he could get out. Even he had no idea what was pouring out of his mouth.

Something like: “God–please–I can’t–Ah!- Doc!–Fuck–please please please!”

Umeda was driving into him in hard, long strokes. Sei felt the orgasm building in the base of his cock as his balls clenched. Umeda’s grip suddenly tightened further on the collar as he pulled out and slammed back inside. That thrust hit Sei’s sweet spot so hard the pain/pleasure mix overloaded his senses. The intense combination of air deficiency, pain, and over whelming gratification sent stars and streaks of black exploding across his vision. He came hard all over the carpet, his thighs, and his stomach. The intensity of the orgasm made him tense and writhe simultaneously like a desperate thing trying to get free. It was an explosion of so much sensation that it felt like he left his body for a moment.

When his orgasmic high subsided somewhat, his throat hurt like he’d been screaming. His airway was unrestricted again as he gasped down great lungfulls of refreshing breaths. Cum dripped from his thighs and drenched the carpet beneath his dick. He groaned deep in his chest as Umeda’s cock slipped out of him. His whole body was trembling and he panted lightly as he collapsed flat onto the carpet. He hadn’t even felt or heard the other man come. He could feel the essence of the doctor’s release trickling down the back of his thighs that told him otherwise. It’d been such a long time since he had experienced an orgasmic high like that. And never had it been so overpowering that he stopped noticing everything. He whimpered as Umeda caressed his hips and kissed the back of his neck. His skin felt hyper sensitive to the touches.

“Are you ok?” the doctor asked.

Sei swallowed hard before he managed to whisper. “That was incredible.”

“Glad you liked it,” Umeda replied, the smile evident in his tone. He gently unbuckled the collar around the kid’s neck. It slipped off a second later. He quickly inspected for any injury but found only minor bruising. He’d made sure he’d been careful. It had been a long time since he had partaken in this kind of rough play. But the way it had made Sei melt had been so worth it. Fuck, the kid had been so tight around him the whole time. And the obscene noises Sei had been making the whole time had practically turned Umeda’s insides to mush. He’d had to fight not to come before Sei. His ego felt a little inflated with the pride that he hadn’t even needed to touch the kid’s cock to get him off.

Umeda gently massaged the abused skin of Sei’s neck as the kid continued to slowly recover. It took several minutes for the kid to stop panting and his heart drumming. Umeda watched him with the critical eye only a doctor could have.

“Fuck,” Sei breathed. “That was so damn hot.” He twisted around to gaze up at the doctor. “Thank you. It’s been a while since I’ve had that.”

“You’re welcome,” Umeda replied with a pleased, proud feeling purring in his chest.

“Was it good for you, Doc?” the kid asked a bit worriedly.

Umeda had to laugh. “Yes. Oh yes.”

Sei chuckled softly. “I think I ruined the carpet.”

“Nah, I’ll wash it,” the doctor dismissed it.

The kid flopped back down on his face. “Doc, I don’t think I can move.”

Umeda smirked. “I’ll get you on your feet, but I can’t carry you.”

“Alright.”

After some awkward lifting, maneuvering, and several dozen unsteady steps later–Sei slumped into the doctor’s bed. Umeda pulled the covers up kindly. He disappeared for a moment out of the bedroom. He came back with a glass of water and a damp wash cloth. He helped Sei drink down some of the water before cleaning the cum off of them both. Then he stripped off his pants and crawled into the bed next to the kid. He pulled Sei against his body and held him close. Within only a matter of minutes, the kid had fallen deeply asleep. Sei had placed a staggering amount of trust in him. That had pleased and stunned him. It had been worth the risk of losing Sei’s friendship or possibly really hurting him. He scrubbed his fingers lightly through the kid’s short hair, smiling as Sei sighed softly. He’d definitely have to do that again.

H.A.N.A K.I.M.I.

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Yeah, that ended kinda abruptly. I really couldn’t think of any other way to cut it off. The sex scene was more for my own sick enjoyment. Anywho, next chapter is where every thing really begins to shift in another direction. So stick around for that. See y’all next chapter.