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The End
so this is officially the last chapter even if it is kinda odd... well not odd per say its just not what i expected! i hope you like it even if it is a little sad and demented lol ....
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Chapter 5
The end
Yuki sat alone in his room like he did every night when he wasn’t being abused by Akito. Slowly he pulled down his trousers and sat on the edge of his bed legs spread. He leaned over to his bed side table and pulled out the small metal razorblade that he cherished. Slowly he dragged across the inside of his left thigh causing one big bloody line to appear and then with a deep breath he did it again just underneath the first line. And then he just stared, stared at his blood as it made tracks down his leg. This wasn’t the first time he had self harmed he was doing it so often now that he couldn’t feel the pain anymore … he couldn’t feel the blade as it cut through his once perfect alabaster skin.
The reason why he self harmed ? Oh that was simple being fucked more or less everyday by someone who didn’t love you , someone who didn’t even care if you lived or died was soul destroying. And the fact that Kyo didn’t even look at him any more made things much, much worse…what if he was seeing someone new? Yuki decided he must know. He must know if the one he sacrificed himself for still loved him! Because then they could run away together, run away to where Akito cant find them or hurt them any more …Yuki had wasted too much time …. Why didn’t he think of this before?
Pulling on his trousers not bothering to wipe the blood off his leg he ran down the hall to Kyo’s room and pulled open the door …. His heart broke when he saw what was going on inside … Kyo was lying on his back hands cuffed to the headboard of his bed legs over Ayame’s shoulders. Ayame was buried up to the hilt in Kyo’s ass. Yuki shut the door again and walked away.
“Yuki wait-” Kyo called but Yuki was running now and he didn’t stop. He had no idea where he was going but he had to get out of this house.
How could he have been so stupid? Of course Kyo was going to move on. Yuki wasn’t worth waiting for and he knew it. Ayame was older , more experienced, better looking and could guarantee Kyo would be looked after. What was Yuki other than Akito’s fuck toy ? Nothing , he was nothing he had nothing , he was worthless. Akito had told him so many times before and now Yuki knew he was right.
Yuki kept running untill he was exhausted he couldn’t see any more because it was night suddenly his legs gave way and he collapsed on the floor. Yuki soon gave up the fight to stay conscious.
When Yuki awoke the next day he was lying in his own bed Kyo sitting in a chair next to him.
“so your awake?”
Yuki ignored the obvious statement
“Yuki im sorry I didn’t mean for you to find out like that ….I-”
“its ok Ayame is the better man … im glad your happy now leave me alone”
“but-”
“just get out…I thought you loved me but it turns out you lied now go away before you feel you have to lie to me again”
“ I wasn’t lying I really do… did… love you” kyo got up and started to walk away “with all my heart”
Months passed and Yuki only got worse his skin became grey, he never smiled anymore, and hardly anybody ever saw him. Everybody was worried but talks with Yuki proved fruitless no one was able to wrench out of him what was wrong .. Kyo half knew but didn’t know what to do ….
The phone rang for Yuki for the third time this week needless to say it was Akito. He wanted to see Yuki again.
Half an hour later he was standing outside Akito’s door the familiar feeling of dread and sadness rising up from the pit of his stomach, he hated it here it just wanted this to end, to stop the pain that was tearing his world apart and killing him from the inside out. He had lost his only love to his brother and was forced to be the sex toy of the spoilt, demanding, selfish, emotionally retarded head of the family.
“come in Yuki”
Yuki opened the door and stepped inside. Akito was sitting naked on his futon.
“undress and get over here”
Yuki quickly undressed and sat down next to Akito.
“suck” was the only word uttered from Akito’s mouth. Yuki did what he was told and an hour later the torment was over , Yuki was allowed to go home. His ass hurt but he couldn’t feel it anymore, he couldn’t feel much of anything anymore. But tonight he would go back to his room and pick up his only friend the small metal razorblade and make tracks in his thighs just like he had two days before hand.
Sitting back in his room Yuki began to reopen the wounds on his legs. He didn’t know if Akito had noticed them if he had he didn’t care enough to mention them…of course he didn’t care about Yuki this was Akito we were talking about he didn’t care about anything as long as he had what he wanted when he wanted it.
Tears streaming down his face Yuki pulled the blade across his leg, the razorblade leaving an angry red gash in its wake. Suddenly the door opened ….
“what the fuck do you think you are doing ??” Kyo cried as he ran across the room pulling the razorblade from the others fingers cutting his own in the process. Yuki just sat on his bed in a daze.
“Yuki?? Hello ? YUKI!”
“WHAT? What the hell do you want from me? You want a piece of my ass too ?? Cant you just leave me alone ?”
“ no I cant leave you alone when I find you doing things like this!! What the hell are you on? Why are you doing this ?!”
“ BECAUSE I LOVE YOU !!! I always have … why cant you see that ? Do you know how much it hurts to lose the one you love to your brother ? I hate him. I hate him so much for taking you from me .. But most of all I hate you for going with him … you said you loved me but then you are fast enough to jump into bed with my brother! How can you say you love me when you go and do that ?”
“ I don’t know what to say or how to explain myself to you. And please believe me when I say I loved you with everything I had all that was me was for the purpose of you … when you were gone it was like part of me had gone with you even though you had only left the room when I thought that you didn’t love me I felt like had a big black empty space where my heart used to be”
Tears were now falling down both boys cheeks as Kyo pulled Yuki into a warm embrace, and for the first time in months Yuki felt something close to emotion.
“ but I love Ayame. I don’t know how or why it happened but I do”
And suddenly the small spark of feeling was extinguished. And Yuki pushed himself out of the arms of the boy who once loved him.
“just go away … leave me alone Kyo”
“No. not until you tell me what’s going on with you! Why your sitting in here taking chunks out of your legs…why you have been behaving the way you are… I may not love you like I used to but I still care about you …a lot…”
“you really want to know ?? You honestly want to know what wrong with me ?!” Yuki yelled “ Akito found out I was in love with you and the day I was going o confess to you he blackmailed me into having sex with you with the promise that he would lock you up so you would never see the light of day again if I didn’t. Then he decided that I was such a good fuck that I was to be his plaything …or else!! Do you know how much it hurts to have your virginity taken away by a person you don’t love? No you don’t. do you know how much it hurts to see the person you love being fucked by your brother ? No you don’t know that either so do even try to pretend to be understanding because I have been reduced to a prostitute for your freedom …”
“Yuki im sorry. I’ll go see Akito right now I’ll -”
“you’ll what ? Just get out Kyo. Leave me alone. Theres nothing you can do to help me anymore so just go”
Reluctantly Kyo left Yuki as he cried on his bed.
The next morning Kyo went down to breakfast and didn’t see Yuki there …this wasn’t all surprising as Yuki hardly ate breakfast anymore but Kyo didn’t see Yuki for the whole day that followed and began to worry. Not seeing Yuki in itself wasn’t at all out of the ordinary but for some reason Kyo felt there was something wrong. So taking the stairs two at a time he ran up to Yuki’s room pulled open the door and felt his heart stop at the view in the room before him. He couldn’t move or speak he was frozen to the spot.
“Kyo what’s wrong I saw-” Shigure started but then he caught sight of Yuki’s room “Come on Kyo lets go” he said closing Yuki’s bedroom door and leading Kyo back down the stairs.
15 minutes later Hatori arrived with a coroner and made their way up to Yuki’s room. Pulling open the door Hatori braced himself for what lay inside.
Yuki’s bed was covered in blood and a deathly pale Yuki lay in the middle razorblade still in hand.
***********************3 weeks later**************************
The Sohma family gathered round a hole in the ground as a mahogany coffin was lowered into it.
“ashes to ashes dust to dust…”
But Kyo wasn’t listening he was beyond help now he had withdrawn into himself and hardly spoken since he found Yuki on that fateful day he felt so guilty for what had happened if only he had taken the blade away from him … he didn’t even remember putting it down .. When had he put it down ?? He was obsessing over the point in time he put the blade down .. It was driving him crazy…and it was all Akito’s fault! He would have his revenge on Akito if it was the last thing he did….
The End.
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Well that’s me done!! *breathes sigh of relief* did you like it ?? Could anyone see that end coming ?? Even I couldn’t and I was writing it !!! I think my story developed way beyond what I was expecting as it was originally written as a one shot which I think if you re read chptr 1 you can kinda tell ! Lol
Thanks to all of you who took the time to read this now Sex ED is complete I can write some new stuff which I hope you all read ! Thanks again !! (^.^)
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Chapter 5
The end
Yuki sat alone in his room like he did every night when he wasn’t being abused by Akito. Slowly he pulled down his trousers and sat on the edge of his bed legs spread. He leaned over to his bed side table and pulled out the small metal razorblade that he cherished. Slowly he dragged across the inside of his left thigh causing one big bloody line to appear and then with a deep breath he did it again just underneath the first line. And then he just stared, stared at his blood as it made tracks down his leg. This wasn’t the first time he had self harmed he was doing it so often now that he couldn’t feel the pain anymore … he couldn’t feel the blade as it cut through his once perfect alabaster skin.
The reason why he self harmed ? Oh that was simple being fucked more or less everyday by someone who didn’t love you , someone who didn’t even care if you lived or died was soul destroying. And the fact that Kyo didn’t even look at him any more made things much, much worse…what if he was seeing someone new? Yuki decided he must know. He must know if the one he sacrificed himself for still loved him! Because then they could run away together, run away to where Akito cant find them or hurt them any more …Yuki had wasted too much time …. Why didn’t he think of this before?
Pulling on his trousers not bothering to wipe the blood off his leg he ran down the hall to Kyo’s room and pulled open the door …. His heart broke when he saw what was going on inside … Kyo was lying on his back hands cuffed to the headboard of his bed legs over Ayame’s shoulders. Ayame was buried up to the hilt in Kyo’s ass. Yuki shut the door again and walked away.
“Yuki wait-” Kyo called but Yuki was running now and he didn’t stop. He had no idea where he was going but he had to get out of this house.
How could he have been so stupid? Of course Kyo was going to move on. Yuki wasn’t worth waiting for and he knew it. Ayame was older , more experienced, better looking and could guarantee Kyo would be looked after. What was Yuki other than Akito’s fuck toy ? Nothing , he was nothing he had nothing , he was worthless. Akito had told him so many times before and now Yuki knew he was right.
Yuki kept running untill he was exhausted he couldn’t see any more because it was night suddenly his legs gave way and he collapsed on the floor. Yuki soon gave up the fight to stay conscious.
When Yuki awoke the next day he was lying in his own bed Kyo sitting in a chair next to him.
“so your awake?”
Yuki ignored the obvious statement
“Yuki im sorry I didn’t mean for you to find out like that ….I-”
“its ok Ayame is the better man … im glad your happy now leave me alone”
“but-”
“just get out…I thought you loved me but it turns out you lied now go away before you feel you have to lie to me again”
“ I wasn’t lying I really do… did… love you” kyo got up and started to walk away “with all my heart”
Months passed and Yuki only got worse his skin became grey, he never smiled anymore, and hardly anybody ever saw him. Everybody was worried but talks with Yuki proved fruitless no one was able to wrench out of him what was wrong .. Kyo half knew but didn’t know what to do ….
The phone rang for Yuki for the third time this week needless to say it was Akito. He wanted to see Yuki again.
Half an hour later he was standing outside Akito’s door the familiar feeling of dread and sadness rising up from the pit of his stomach, he hated it here it just wanted this to end, to stop the pain that was tearing his world apart and killing him from the inside out. He had lost his only love to his brother and was forced to be the sex toy of the spoilt, demanding, selfish, emotionally retarded head of the family.
“come in Yuki”
Yuki opened the door and stepped inside. Akito was sitting naked on his futon.
“undress and get over here”
Yuki quickly undressed and sat down next to Akito.
“suck” was the only word uttered from Akito’s mouth. Yuki did what he was told and an hour later the torment was over , Yuki was allowed to go home. His ass hurt but he couldn’t feel it anymore, he couldn’t feel much of anything anymore. But tonight he would go back to his room and pick up his only friend the small metal razorblade and make tracks in his thighs just like he had two days before hand.
Sitting back in his room Yuki began to reopen the wounds on his legs. He didn’t know if Akito had noticed them if he had he didn’t care enough to mention them…of course he didn’t care about Yuki this was Akito we were talking about he didn’t care about anything as long as he had what he wanted when he wanted it.
Tears streaming down his face Yuki pulled the blade across his leg, the razorblade leaving an angry red gash in its wake. Suddenly the door opened ….
“what the fuck do you think you are doing ??” Kyo cried as he ran across the room pulling the razorblade from the others fingers cutting his own in the process. Yuki just sat on his bed in a daze.
“Yuki?? Hello ? YUKI!”
“WHAT? What the hell do you want from me? You want a piece of my ass too ?? Cant you just leave me alone ?”
“ no I cant leave you alone when I find you doing things like this!! What the hell are you on? Why are you doing this ?!”
“ BECAUSE I LOVE YOU !!! I always have … why cant you see that ? Do you know how much it hurts to lose the one you love to your brother ? I hate him. I hate him so much for taking you from me .. But most of all I hate you for going with him … you said you loved me but then you are fast enough to jump into bed with my brother! How can you say you love me when you go and do that ?”
“ I don’t know what to say or how to explain myself to you. And please believe me when I say I loved you with everything I had all that was me was for the purpose of you … when you were gone it was like part of me had gone with you even though you had only left the room when I thought that you didn’t love me I felt like had a big black empty space where my heart used to be”
Tears were now falling down both boys cheeks as Kyo pulled Yuki into a warm embrace, and for the first time in months Yuki felt something close to emotion.
“ but I love Ayame. I don’t know how or why it happened but I do”
And suddenly the small spark of feeling was extinguished. And Yuki pushed himself out of the arms of the boy who once loved him.
“just go away … leave me alone Kyo”
“No. not until you tell me what’s going on with you! Why your sitting in here taking chunks out of your legs…why you have been behaving the way you are… I may not love you like I used to but I still care about you …a lot…”
“you really want to know ?? You honestly want to know what wrong with me ?!” Yuki yelled “ Akito found out I was in love with you and the day I was going o confess to you he blackmailed me into having sex with you with the promise that he would lock you up so you would never see the light of day again if I didn’t. Then he decided that I was such a good fuck that I was to be his plaything …or else!! Do you know how much it hurts to have your virginity taken away by a person you don’t love? No you don’t. do you know how much it hurts to see the person you love being fucked by your brother ? No you don’t know that either so do even try to pretend to be understanding because I have been reduced to a prostitute for your freedom …”
“Yuki im sorry. I’ll go see Akito right now I’ll -”
“you’ll what ? Just get out Kyo. Leave me alone. Theres nothing you can do to help me anymore so just go”
Reluctantly Kyo left Yuki as he cried on his bed.
The next morning Kyo went down to breakfast and didn’t see Yuki there …this wasn’t all surprising as Yuki hardly ate breakfast anymore but Kyo didn’t see Yuki for the whole day that followed and began to worry. Not seeing Yuki in itself wasn’t at all out of the ordinary but for some reason Kyo felt there was something wrong. So taking the stairs two at a time he ran up to Yuki’s room pulled open the door and felt his heart stop at the view in the room before him. He couldn’t move or speak he was frozen to the spot.
“Kyo what’s wrong I saw-” Shigure started but then he caught sight of Yuki’s room “Come on Kyo lets go” he said closing Yuki’s bedroom door and leading Kyo back down the stairs.
15 minutes later Hatori arrived with a coroner and made their way up to Yuki’s room. Pulling open the door Hatori braced himself for what lay inside.
Yuki’s bed was covered in blood and a deathly pale Yuki lay in the middle razorblade still in hand.
***********************3 weeks later**************************
The Sohma family gathered round a hole in the ground as a mahogany coffin was lowered into it.
“ashes to ashes dust to dust…”
But Kyo wasn’t listening he was beyond help now he had withdrawn into himself and hardly spoken since he found Yuki on that fateful day he felt so guilty for what had happened if only he had taken the blade away from him … he didn’t even remember putting it down .. When had he put it down ?? He was obsessing over the point in time he put the blade down .. It was driving him crazy…and it was all Akito’s fault! He would have his revenge on Akito if it was the last thing he did….
The End.
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Well that’s me done!! *breathes sigh of relief* did you like it ?? Could anyone see that end coming ?? Even I couldn’t and I was writing it !!! I think my story developed way beyond what I was expecting as it was originally written as a one shot which I think if you re read chptr 1 you can kinda tell ! Lol
Thanks to all of you who took the time to read this now Sex ED is complete I can write some new stuff which I hope you all read ! Thanks again !! (^.^)