The Hunger
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Death Note › Yaoi-Male/Male › Mello/Matt
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
13
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2,029
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5
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Currently Reading:
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Part 5
Suggested Listening: Changing by Saosin
Part 5
~A is for Anger~
Matt tossed the game controller across the room and sighed, pursing his lips and making an effort not to let his emotions change again.
He just couldn't understand it. He was getting irritated by every little thing lately. He wasn't like that normally, never had been. And it had only seemed to get worse over the last few days. He had even taken to staying in his room to lessen the angry feeling he got whenever he saw Mello.
But it wasn't even really Mello that was the issue, though his own constant swaying moods were not helping, it was… everything. The placement of the chair or table, the microwave door being slightly ajar, the outside world in general, the way Mello ate his chocolate; all of it made something deep inside him boil to the point where all he wanted to do was snap and throw things.
Matt couldn't understand it.
He tried to think over when it had started precisely, but it was impossible. It wasn't exactly gradual, but neither did he simply wake up one day pissed off at the world. In a way, it almost frightened him, like he wasn't in control of himself anymore.
Even when Mello had left Wammys he hadn't acted like that, in part because he had known that he would see Mello again, had never even come close to his emotions changing so much that it was like the flipping of a light switch.
His body tensed as he heard the front door slam. Mello always had to slam things, kick them or punch them. And he always had that god forsaken gun on him. It irritated Matt. What the hell did Mello need a gun in the house for? Wasn't he safe enough with him?
Matt grit his teeth unconsciously and clenched his fists. He fought against it, fought against the adrenaline threatening to flood his veins. His breaths came through his nostrils, furious and quick. He hunched in on himself and shut his eyes, but even as he did so he found his anger growing rather than receding.
With his heart pounding in his chest he stood, fully intending to take a ride to clear his head. His steps were wobbly and he violently kicked a game cartridge across the room when it lay across his path. He didn't care where it landed so long as it was broken and out of his way.
He wrenched open his door only to stop short at Mello's form hunched over his laptop, asleep. Matt's entire body twitched and his eyes narrowed. Mello had exhausted himself for that damn case again.
Matt simply couldn't help himself, he snapped.
-End Part 5-
AN: yeaaaaaaas it was short. Yeaaaaas it didn't make much sense, but that was the point XD. Matty is looossing it. From here on out things get very... interesting, to say the least. You'll love it, trust me XD.
Um also, I was planning on updating on Friday, as it's my usual day off. But I found out I have to work that night so I won't have time XD. So… see you all next week.
Part 5
~A is for Anger~
Matt tossed the game controller across the room and sighed, pursing his lips and making an effort not to let his emotions change again.
He just couldn't understand it. He was getting irritated by every little thing lately. He wasn't like that normally, never had been. And it had only seemed to get worse over the last few days. He had even taken to staying in his room to lessen the angry feeling he got whenever he saw Mello.
But it wasn't even really Mello that was the issue, though his own constant swaying moods were not helping, it was… everything. The placement of the chair or table, the microwave door being slightly ajar, the outside world in general, the way Mello ate his chocolate; all of it made something deep inside him boil to the point where all he wanted to do was snap and throw things.
Matt couldn't understand it.
He tried to think over when it had started precisely, but it was impossible. It wasn't exactly gradual, but neither did he simply wake up one day pissed off at the world. In a way, it almost frightened him, like he wasn't in control of himself anymore.
Even when Mello had left Wammys he hadn't acted like that, in part because he had known that he would see Mello again, had never even come close to his emotions changing so much that it was like the flipping of a light switch.
His body tensed as he heard the front door slam. Mello always had to slam things, kick them or punch them. And he always had that god forsaken gun on him. It irritated Matt. What the hell did Mello need a gun in the house for? Wasn't he safe enough with him?
Matt grit his teeth unconsciously and clenched his fists. He fought against it, fought against the adrenaline threatening to flood his veins. His breaths came through his nostrils, furious and quick. He hunched in on himself and shut his eyes, but even as he did so he found his anger growing rather than receding.
With his heart pounding in his chest he stood, fully intending to take a ride to clear his head. His steps were wobbly and he violently kicked a game cartridge across the room when it lay across his path. He didn't care where it landed so long as it was broken and out of his way.
He wrenched open his door only to stop short at Mello's form hunched over his laptop, asleep. Matt's entire body twitched and his eyes narrowed. Mello had exhausted himself for that damn case again.
Matt simply couldn't help himself, he snapped.
-End Part 5-
AN: yeaaaaaaas it was short. Yeaaaaas it didn't make much sense, but that was the point XD. Matty is looossing it. From here on out things get very... interesting, to say the least. You'll love it, trust me XD.
Um also, I was planning on updating on Friday, as it's my usual day off. But I found out I have to work that night so I won't have time XD. So… see you all next week.